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[06 Oct 2007|12:00am]
and this is what she sang:
"it's not like i'm a slut
or that i really like to fuck
i just want every boy i see
to walk away with part of me

until there's nothing left to hold
until there's nothing left to hate
i appreciate your help
but even you can't save me from myself"
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[06 Oct 2007|12:02am]
i know what you're thinking, or at least i think i do
what's on my mind isn't half of what's on yours
and i turn to you quaking
and i'm wrapped in your old man coat like a present or a broken-in leather shoe
and buried in that warmness i can't even remember my fears
is it obvious to you yet that you hold me up
is it obvious to you yet that you keep me up
do you know?
do you know that you hold me up
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[06 Oct 2007|12:03am]
GOOD LUCK BAD LUCK
ITS INVISIBLE TIDES OF HIGHWAYS
DONT YOU THINK, CHARLIE
ITS RANDOM SHIT LIKE WAVES
YEAH FUCK YOU, CHARLIE
DONT STOP WHEN YOU HIT THE OCEAN
PANICKED ANTS ON THE COAST OF SLOW MOTION
THERE ARE NO ANSWERS IN CALIFORNIA
YOURE DUMB ENOUGH TO MOVE THERE
YOU BELONG THERE
STOP YOUR CRYING, KEEP ON DRIVING
I CANT STAND CALIFORNIA
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[06 Oct 2007|12:05am]
bartender, i really did it this time
broke my parole to have a good time
when i got home it was 6am
the door was locked so i kicked it in
she was trippin' on the bills
i think she was high on some pills
she threw my shit out into the yard
then she called me a bum and slapped me real hard
and in my drunken stupor
i did what i should have never done
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[06 Oct 2007|12:05am]
WELL THIS HURTS ME MORE THAN I CAN STAND TO SAY
IN JUST ONE SITTING YOU LEFT THE ROOM SO I COULD PRAY
SO I'LL PACE THE HALLS TO SEE
IF I COULD FIND A HOLE IN SOMETHING
OR MAYBE PLACES TO ESCAPE.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:07am]

OH AND EVERYBODY KNOWS THIS IS THE PART
OF BREAKING DOWN IN ANYBODY'S ARMS
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[06 Oct 2007|12:08am]
WITH YOU NO LONGER HERE TO HOLD MY HAND,
I LET GO.





LULZ @ MY FRIENDZ NOT KNOWIN WHAT CAPZ HR IS.

ADAM; STOP SHOUTING AT ME!!!
ADAM; I CAN'T TAKE IT !!!
ADAM; WTF. CAN YOU STOP TYPING IN CAPS, PLEASE?
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[06 Oct 2007|12:09am]
I’m trying to find truth
in words, in rhymes, in notes
in all the things I wish I'd wrote
cause I feel like I’ve been losing you
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[06 Oct 2007|12:11am]
SORRY I WAS NOT AWARE OF CAPS HOUR
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[06 Oct 2007|12:11am]
I'LL START TO WORRY WHEN I'M DEAD
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[06 Oct 2007|12:12am]

THE CURTAIN'S RISING JUST LIKE THE ANTE
HERE WE GO NOW, BREAK A LEG
NO, I LITERALLY MEAN IT THIS TIME AROUND
IM SICK OF YOU LEADIN ME ON
IM SICK OF YOU STRINGING ME ALONG

I DO HEREBY SWEAR, A BOUNTY ON YOUR HEART
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[06 Oct 2007|12:16am]

THIS IS PROBABLY THE BEST
NOT TO MENTION THE WORST
IDEA I'VE EVER HAD

YAY CAPS HOUR
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[06 Oct 2007|12:19am]
deaaaddddd
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[06 Oct 2007|12:22am]
THIS IS WHAT THE EDGE OF YOUR SEAT WAS MADE FOR.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:23am]

CLIMBING ON THE WAY UP,
SIZING UP THE COMPETITION,
WAITING FOR THE RIGHT TIME,
STRIKE A CHORD AND CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:25am]
GUIZ. IM LIKE SUPER TIRED ALLA DA SUDDEN.
NIGHT TO YOU ALL.
LOVEYOU < 33


SLEEP WELL!
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[06 Oct 2007|12:25am]

YOU WERE MY ONE TRUE CURE
MY ONLY LOVE
YOU WERE MY ONE TRUE PAIN
MY ONLY HATE
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[06 Oct 2007|12:28am]



love lyrics?
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[06 Oct 2007|12:28am]
The fields are near and I won't trust the air with secrets.
I can't stop holding this treasure in my arms.
For all the water in the ocean
could never turn this swan's legs from black to white.


Lyrics/quotes about:
- About moving from a small town to the big city and making it, when everyone doubted you.
- Coming out from a bad place on top
- Realizing how much you've grown
- Self accomplishment
- You wont hold me down
- Proving everybody wrong

it cant be to many words cuz its for a tattoo on my side =]]
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[06 Oct 2007|12:29am]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkPWyP9Yir8

EVERYONE WATCH THIS SHIT
I'M CRYING IT'S SO FUCKING FUNNY
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[06 Oct 2007|12:37am]

THIS PATH IS LIKE A LOADED GUN
BUT WHAT'S SAID IS DONE
YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY A WORD
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[06 Oct 2007|12:38am]
ohwell, im gonna try and sleep,
goodnight guys
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[06 Oct 2007|12:54am]
You know when you've found it,
There's something I've learned.
Cause you feel it when they take it away,
But I'm not a miracle,
And you're not a saint.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:04am]
do my fucking journal




please ? :)
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[06 Oct 2007|01:14am]

Now my heart is like an open door.
And the road finally gave me back
But I don't think I'll unpack
Cause I'm not sure if I live here anymore.
It's not my weight that makes me faint or the sugar in my blood.
But the way these strangers stand so close.
They say my name, like a guessing game.
"Is that really you?"
No, I don't think it ever was.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:19am]

i'll kick and scream
or kneel and bleed
i'll fight like hell to hide
that i'm giving up
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[06 Oct 2007|01:22am]









I wanna be the surgeon that cuts you open
And fixes all of life's mistakes
I wanna be the house that you were raised in,
The only place that you feel safe
I wanna be your shower in the morning that wakes
You up and makes you clean
I know I'm just the weather against your window as you sleep through a winter's dream
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[06 Oct 2007|01:23am]

Hear the chimes,

Did you know that the wind when it blows,
It is older than Rome
And our joy
And our sorrow?
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[06 Oct 2007|05:55am]












It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
And walking back into the night
Into the sunset of your glory
When my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you
My miracle...
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[06 Oct 2007|05:57am]


I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess its right, it's so amazing
Everytime I see you I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes
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[06 Oct 2007|05:58am]












Sittin up on the roof
sneakin a smoke by the chimney
checkin out the moon
and the city lights
he takes off his flannel shirt
and he drapes it around her shoulders
slides up behind her and holds on tight
and she says
I don't want this night to end
why does it have to end
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[06 Oct 2007|06:36am]

disneyland was fun!
i bought a season pass.
yay :]
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[06 Oct 2007|06:51am]
tell me where'd you get your body from.

how do you do an lj cut again?
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[06 Oct 2007|07:04am]
OMG LMFAO
I HAD A DREAM I WORKED AT BK STILL AND JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE CAME THROUGH THE DRIVE THREW BUT I HAD TO GO OUT AND GIVE HIM HIS FOOD AND HE GAVE ME HIS AUTOGRAPH AND A PURSE? WITH LIKE CRAP IN IT LIKE, NECKLACES AND RINGS ? LMFAO.
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[06 Oct 2007|08:57am]
DO THIS




My hearts beating faster holding on to feel the same.
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[06 Oct 2007|09:38am]
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you
So much faith
And you, just threw it away
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[06 Oct 2007|09:49am]
im having the worst hang over EVVERR
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[06 Oct 2007|09:54am]
You need to quit,
Quit making a scene...
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[06 Oct 2007|10:21am]
I know you need to go. But before you do I want you to know, that I wish you the best. And I wish you nothing less than every thing you've ever dreamed of. And I hope that you find love along the way. But most of all I wish you'd stay. I know that you've done some changin'. And I know there's no changin' your mind. And yes I know we've been through this a thousand times. I'm sorry for still holdin' on. I'll try to let go and I'll try to be strong, and I'll wish you the best. And I wish you nothing less than every thing you've ever dreamed of. And I hope that you find love along the way. But most of all, I wish you'd stay.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:26am]

I was sitting on my doorstep, I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand, but I knew I had to do it. So hard to see myself without him, I felt a piece of my heart break. But when you're standing at a crossroad, there's a choice you gotta make. I guess it's gonna have to hurt, I guess I'm gonna have to cry, and let go of some things I've loved, to get to the other side. I guess it's gonna break me down. Like falling when you try to fly. It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:31am]

You could be happy and i won't know. But you weren't happy the day i watched you go. And all the things that i wish i had not said, are played in loops till it's madness in my head. is it too late to remind you how we were? But not our last days of silent screaming blur. Most of what i remember makes me sure I should've stopped you from walking out the door. You could be happy i hope you are. You made me happier than I'd been by far. Somehow everything i own, smells of you and for the tiniest moment it's all not true.

apparently it's a big deal if you sleep in your ex's shirt.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:37am]
Its a good year for a murder. She's praying to Jesus, she's pulling the trigger. There's no tears, cause he's not here. She washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner. But soon they'll be coming, to rush her away. No one's so sure if her crime had a reason. Reasons like seasons. They constantly change. And the seasons of last year like reasons have floated away. Away with this spilt milk. Away with this dirty dish water, away. Seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter. "It's me and the moon," she says. I got no trouble with that. But i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die "It's me and the moon," she says. And it's over, but just started. The blood stained the carpet. Her heart like a crystal. She's lucid and departed. A life left behind, she can find in her mind gone away, away with these nightmares. But what do you say we go for a ride? What do you say we get high?
But I'm so tired of days that feel like the night.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:41am]

And we hung like space stations and rocketships. And dreamed like we were things of the sky. We dressed like kings and queens and lovers. And shouted out into the night "we're never gonna die" And I've waited here for hours, hoping that you'd call. And my dialing finger's tired, and your machine is full. And I've taken 18 showers just to pass the time. And that fucking phone just rang, but it wasn't you on the line. And you don't seem to mind
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[06 Oct 2007|10:47am]
I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn
Well it must have been that yesterday was the day that I was born
There’s not much to examine, there’s nothing left to hide
You really can’t be serious if you have to ask me why

I say good-bye...

‘Cause I am barely breathing
And I can’t find the air
I don’t know who I’m kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, worth the price
The price that I would pay


really bad fight last night and I don't know whether to be angry or so sad for him, that he was hurt so bad last time that he refuses to date again. And he made it so much worse by following me as I walked away, yelling cheap shots and making a mess of things

please lyrics
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[06 Oct 2007|10:50am]
I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away. Thank you for all you've done. Forgive all your mistakes. There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again. Sometimes I wanna call you. But I know you won't be there. Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do. And I've hurt myself by hurting you. Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit. Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss. And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this. There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance. to look into your eyes and see you looking back. If I had just one more day I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away.
And I've hurt myself by hurting you.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:52am]
Ouch, I have lost myself again.
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found.
I think that I might break.

Lost myself again & I feel unsafe.

Hey girls Miss y'all :)
Meeting J & the clique to get our prom dress done. 16 more days before the start of exams & 31 days before I'm free from school, books & exams!
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[06 Oct 2007|10:53am]
Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:53am]
It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:57am]
If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time
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[06 Oct 2007|10:59am]
cause if you die will I get word that you're gone
or will I hear it in passing conversation
or will I stop short and fall to the ground
distance is short when your hand carries what your eye found
hold my hand just one more time
to see if you're really going to meet me
hold my hand just one more time
to see if you're really going to meet me
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[06 Oct 2007|10:59am]
I fuck you to fuck you over.
I fuck you 'til I find someone better.
I fuck you in secret.
I fuck you because I can't remember if I already fucked you before.
I fuck you out of boredom.
I fuck you because I can't feel it anyway.
I fuck you to make the pain go away.
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[06 Oct 2007|11:08am]
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.
Fuck you because I loved you
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[06 Oct 2007|11:11am]
When I come home I'm fiendin' for an eight-ball I got crack on my mind. I'm hearing cocaine call. Telling me to beep the dealer to deliver me stuff. Keep it a secret from my wife, cause she thinks I don't use drugs. There I was, bleeding from my nose and damn I couldn't breathe, but I'm still thinking about the next gram. I ain't got no pride, While buying the shit. I'm lying to myself telling the runner I'm trying to quit. It's all make believe, I pretend that I'm true. When you give me credit, I'll dodge you every chance that I get to. Even if its good, I'll sniff it up in a minute. Beep you back and complain that you put too much cut in it. I deserve to be murdered, but the coke is doing it for you. I tell you we're friends and yo we don't even chill. I need drugs. I don't know who I am, ask me I couldn't say I took a chance and tried to get clean and it lasted one day. As a young teen I started with marijuana. Then graduated to coke cause I needed something stronger.
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[06 Oct 2007|11:15am]
I don't care if your world is ending today
Because I wasn't invited to it anyway
You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart
But now I'm not an artist
I'm a fucking work of art
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[06 Oct 2007|11:18am]
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like you
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[06 Oct 2007|11:22am]

You should have heard me sobbing as I drove home that night. Got into bed and stayed there. For days I just laid there. Having been permanently changed. But we won't get into that now. Let's take it from the start. You should have seen me smiling like the world was mine. She used to call me baby softly, sometimes. But if I dwell on those days too long I feel like my life is over. And that's no good. So let's move on to the part where I begin to sense her his distance. I panic and hold on tighter but that makes it worse. How am I supposed to take it When she said: "This is something I'm going through, it's got nothing to do with you" I had a special evening all planned out. Desperately determined to reignite some spark between us. She had to feel something for me, a love as strong as ours doesn't just go away. You can't just turn it off. Unless she was lying all those times, But I don't think so I really don't think so. The way she used to look at me made me a thousand feet high. I said some pretty awkward things I got the feeling that she felt sorry for me I should have seen it was hopeless and left it alone. But I had to go on embarrassing myself
"I miss what we had I need you so badly,
I miss what we had I need you so badly"

I must have sounded pretty pathetic, I know.
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[06 Oct 2007|11:29am]
Babble babble
bitch bitch
Rebel rebel
party party
Sex sex sex
and don't forget the violence
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[06 Oct 2007|11:33am]
you'll never grow up to be a big-
rock-star-celebrated-victim-of-your-fame
they'll just cut our wrists like
cheap coupons and say that death
was on sale today
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[06 Oct 2007|11:41am]
this will hurt you, it's killing me.
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[06 Oct 2007|11:41am]
I woke up today and wished for tomorrow
I don't want to be like anyone else
I woke up today and wished for tomorrow
I don't want to even be myself
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[06 Oct 2007|11:43am]
another wasted day counting shades
of gray, another fool's attempt to fall from grace
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[06 Oct 2007|11:45am]

GIFT IDEAS?


pwease? lol
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[06 Oct 2007|11:46am]

i climbed the mountaintop
i saw the bottom drop
i'm clinging to driftwood
i swim in a deep world
words unspoken
seem so foreign
have you heard this one?
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[06 Oct 2007|11:57am]

Well, me and my lady had
Our first big fight,
So I drove around 'til I saw the neon light.
A corner bar,
And it just seemed right.
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[06 Oct 2007|11:58am]









It's the first long kiss on a second date.
Momma's all worried when you get home late.
And dropping the ring in the spaghetti plate,
Cause your hands are shaking so much.
And it's the way that she looks with the rice in her hair.
And eating burnt suppers, the whole first year,
And asking for seconds to keep her from tearing up.
Yeah, man,
That's the good stuff.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:00pm]

I called you last night in the hotel
Everyone knows but they won't tell
But their half-hearted smiles tell me
Something just ain't right
I've been waiting on you for a long time
Fueling up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in three damn nights
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[06 Oct 2007|12:02pm]

"I saw you yesterday with an old friend"
"It was the same old same how've you been?"
"Since you've been gone my world's been dark and grey"
"You reminded me of brighter days"
"I hoped you were coming home to stay,
I was headed to church"

"I was off to drink you away"
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[06 Oct 2007|12:03pm]

I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say
I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say
I want you to come back home
I just called to say
I love you,
Come back home
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[06 Oct 2007|12:03pm]
favorite all time low one liners?
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[06 Oct 2007|12:05pm]
Love you forever
but you're driving me insane
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[06 Oct 2007|12:06pm]
cause every time i see your bubbly face
i get the tinglies in a silly place
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[06 Oct 2007|12:08pm]
And you've given me nothing
But if you're ready to be my everything
If you're ready to see it through this time
And if you're ready for love then
This I will bring
But I'm not gonna wait for you forever this time
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[06 Oct 2007|12:12pm]

Hey Mr DJ,
Can I make a request?
Somebody I love just up and left.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:15pm]
"Why me?"
"Because you saw me when I was invisible."
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[06 Oct 2007|12:17pm]
You’re the perfect one
And I don’t expect a thing from you at all
You are everything
That I never knew I’ve always wanted
You’re the perfect one
And I don’t expect a thing from you at all
You’re the perfect one
And I can’t even breathe
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[06 Oct 2007|12:18pm]

Your daddy's demons
Are calling your name

Don't you listen to them
Cause they've got no claim
Temptations may come,
That ain't no sin
You get stronger every time
That you don't give in
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[06 Oct 2007|12:26pm]


I'm not running anymore.

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[06 Oct 2007|12:27pm]
Jersey just got colder and
I'll have you know I'm scared to death

That everything that you had said to me
Was just a lie until you left.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:28pm]
Step out the front door, like a ghost into a fog, where no one notices the contrast of white on white.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:33pm]
Tonight we forget everything
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[06 Oct 2007|12:34pm]
NEVERMIND. THIS WHOLE THING DID NOT MATTER BECAUSE MY FRIEND IS DUMB AND I HAVE TOO LITTLE FAITH IN MY BROTHER. =]
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[06 Oct 2007|12:35pm]









The rumors flew
But nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night...
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[06 Oct 2007|12:36pm]

just remember the first step in
forgetting is destroying
all the evidence.
with friends like you who needs subtext.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:37pm]

"Smile for the camera
Sweet heart,
I really want to
Immortalize this moment"
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[06 Oct 2007|12:50pm]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me, and your kiss won't make me weak. But no one in this world knows me the way you know me So you'll probably always have a spell on me.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:56pm]







i can't see anything except the grey
and i'm sorry for that
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[06 Oct 2007|12:59pm]

emptiness has darkened
my eyes as i hopelessly
beg for my life to end
...tell me why...
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[06 Oct 2007|01:07pm]

it sucks when for when a little kid
living means lying. and the only place
you feel safe is pretending you're flying.
and you'd rather be caught dead,
than be caught crying.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:07pm]


i don't know what to do with myself.
movies only make me sad,
parties make me feel as bad
cause i'm not with you.
i just don't know what to do.
like a summer rose needs the sun and rain,
i need your sweet love to beat love away.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:10pm]
he had eyes bright enough to burn me.
they reminded me of yours.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:11pm]
You've got two good eyes
but you still don't see.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:11pm]
She said she'd like to meet a boy that looks like Elvis.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:12pm]









well you're not brave if you still keep the letters
and you're not sane if you don't want to get better
and you're not drunk if you can stay in your lane
well you're not awake but you haven't been sleeping
and you hate god but you don't believe in him

and you're not scared but you still got you're eyes closed
the sky explodes, and only you know
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[06 Oct 2007|01:12pm]


there's a piece of you that's here with me.
it's everywhere i go, it's everything i see.
when i sleep, i dream and it gets me by,
i can make believe that you're here tonight,
that you're here tonight.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:13pm]


I want you to worry when I don't call you back

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[06 Oct 2007|01:14pm]

but i don't want to live it alone,
crash to take a chance. i wanna live it out,
look at you, i know i'm already dead.
no concrete adversity, only traps of our own actions
how we wanted it to be.
now i'm never gonna see you again, you checked off.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:17pm]

She said,
"I think I'm going to Boston. I think I'll start a new life. I think I'll start it over where no one knows my name. I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather. I think I'll get a lover and I'll fly them out to Spain. I think I'm going to Boston. I think that I'm just tired. I think I need a new town to leave this all behind. I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset. Here it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice."
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[06 Oct 2007|01:18pm]
fear, it has its place folded in squares,
squarely tucked in the back pocket of our minds.
and yes, it's reckless to act but pointless to decide,
just let your world collide with mine.
let's not wait and see.
let our eyes say words we'll leave unspoken,
when we're trying to be careful.
and words can be so confusing,
when we're trying to be careful, but not too careful.
what's the average number of times
people feel this way in a lifetime?

let's not waste more time.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:23pm]

Do you know we are in high demand, Laura, us people who suffer? Because we don't take to arguing and we are quick to surrender. Well, I think I would call tonight if I still had your number. Your thoughts have always laid close to mine. We were both skipping supper. But you should never be embarrassed by your trouble with living. Because it is the ones with the sorest throats, Laura, who have done the most singing.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:23pm]




cause i love you more than
i could ever promise,

and you take me the way i am.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:26pm]


when i turn my feelings off,
i turn my feelings on inside.
feel like i'm gonna ignite.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:28pm]

you don't hang around the old haunts anymore,
all the of those bridges are burned.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:29pm]
even dead men lie in the their coffins;
it's been a long time since you felt better
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[06 Oct 2007|01:29pm]

build a wall of books
between us in our bed.
repeat, repeat, the words
that i know we both have said.
relax into the need,
we get so comfortable.
remember when i was
so strange and likeable?
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[06 Oct 2007|01:32pm]

you're not you,
you're not you anymore.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:36pm]

and i would pray for rain
if i thought that that would help
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[06 Oct 2007|01:39pm]

Sometimes in the morning
I am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
And your mother's still calling you
Insane and high

Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
And that god never blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you love things just because
Like the sick and dying
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[06 Oct 2007|01:40pm]




and sometimes when you're on
you're really fucking on
and your friends they sing along
and they love you
but the lows are so extreme
that the good seems fucking cheap
and it teases you for weeks in its absence
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[06 Oct 2007|01:41pm]


i had breakfast with my shadow,
we had quite the discussion.

can you fall in love with the things you only know,
the things you may never touch?
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[06 Oct 2007|01:43pm]

but you'll fight and you'll make it through
you'll fake it if you have to
and you'll show up for work with a smile
and you'll be better, you'll be smarter
more grown up and a better daughter or son
and a real good friend
and you'll be awake, you'll be alert
you'll be positive though it hurts
and you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends
and you'll be a real good listener
you'll be honest
you'll be brave
you'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful
you'll be happy
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[06 Oct 2007|01:43pm]
this book is to be neither an accusation nor a confession, and least of all an adventure, for death is not an adventure to those who stand face to face with it. It will try simply to tell of a generation of men who, even though they may have escaped shells, were destroyed by the war.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:44pm]


and your eyes look so lonely,
but it's only when you think about me.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:45pm]
anyone using limewire?
i have a question.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:46pm]

I refuse to convince you my bruise, that's not how it's gonna be. and I deny the tears in my eyes, I don't wanna let you see, no, that you had made a hole in my heart. and now I've got to fool myself I'll get over you, I know I will. I'll pretend my ship's not sinking. and I'll tell myself I'm over you.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:47pm]

and i don't understand why i sleep all day
and i start to complain when there is no rain.
i don't believe in miracles
but i believe in you.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:48pm]

The desert is the sand
You can't hold it in your hand
It won't bow to your demands
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[06 Oct 2007|01:53pm]
sometimes we fight, about who's wrong and right.
and stay up all night, and sometimes we drink
and say hurtful things, that we don't mean.
yeah, we're both screaming, but nobody's listening.
let's take this madness out of the kitchen.
come to bed, let's just lay down.
there's just one way we're gonna work this out.
forget what i did, forget what you said.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:54pm]

I wish we could open our eyes yo see in all directions at the same time. Oh. what a beautiful view. If you were never aware of what was around you and it is true what you said that I live like a hermit in my own head. But when the sun shines again, I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in..
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[06 Oct 2007|01:56pm]



your voice sets off such a strange feeling.
i start to miss you.
even though you're right there,
i can't reach out and touch you.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:56pm]
I wish to feel smaller,
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
everytime you speak.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:56pm]
hooray, hooray,
i'm your silver lining
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[06 Oct 2007|01:58pm]
pain, since i've lost you, i'm lost too
nigga feelin' like he at the bottom like a horseshoe
sorry for the trouble
that i put you and your heart through
god knows that i'd do anything for a part two, or to
be prayin' for the day you come back to me
sayin' that you forgive me
give me another chance, i'm needin' it like a kidney
i don't wanna advance, give me back her hands
give me back her touch, i don't ask for much
but i fucked up, i know i fucked up
i admit i fucked up, but everybody fucks up
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[06 Oct 2007|02:00pm]
Cause I love you more than I could ever promise, and you take me the way I am.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:02pm]

why do i envy the ending right from the start?

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[06 Oct 2007|02:02pm]

it's getting colder
and you're getting distant.
i just keep thinking,
i never meant for it to be like this.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:04pm]

i can't love completely,
when you're really with me,
i'm indifferent.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:04pm]




it wasn't easy telling you i cared,
but it was easier than
acknowledging that you didn't.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:06pm]
okay guys, what movie should i watch?
remember the titans
the godfather 1
narnia
lords of dogtown
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[06 Oct 2007|02:07pm]

Do you know what it's like to not know a single thing about yourself
And it's all your fault?
It's all my fault.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:13pm]
it's not as if new york city burnt down to the ground once you drove away
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[06 Oct 2007|02:14pm]
guys. quick. that song..


sorry wont cut it this time
or
sorry wont work this time
or
sorry ... something.
idk.
about how sorry doesnt work all the time
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[06 Oct 2007|02:14pm]

Guys I highly don't suggest attempting to take the sats while you're sick. :(
That did not go well.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:18pm]
i miss my long hair wtf >:(
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[06 Oct 2007|02:18pm]
i'm never in my waking life
dreaming is my all the time
whether it's the weather or my mind
it's all too much.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:20pm]
I will be ignored
I will be denied
I could be erased
I could be brushed aside
I will get scared, and I will get shoved down

but I feel like I do
because you push me around.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:28pm]
lol erika. i was trying to find old music
and i found pictures of you and kyle and i in barrys car
idk where we were? i think its when we prob went to the mall
and got harrassed at spencers
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[06 Oct 2007|02:29pm]

and as they all grow older
the truth will be understood,
cause we never turn out the way we thought we would
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[06 Oct 2007|02:30pm]
my baby kisses like a heart attack
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[06 Oct 2007|02:32pm]

When you said you needed me,
Did you really need me?
Or was it just someone?