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[06 Oct 2007|12:00am] |
and this is what she sang: "it's not like i'm a slut or that i really like to fuck i just want every boy i see to walk away with part of me until there's nothing left to hold until there's nothing left to hate i appreciate your help but even you can't save me from myself"
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[06 Oct 2007|12:02am] |
i know what you're thinking, or at least i think i do what's on my mind isn't half of what's on yours and i turn to you quaking and i'm wrapped in your old man coat like a present or a broken-in leather shoe and buried in that warmness i can't even remember my fears is it obvious to you yet that you hold me up is it obvious to you yet that you keep me up do you know? do you know that you hold me up
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[06 Oct 2007|12:03am] |
GOOD LUCK BAD LUCK ITS INVISIBLE TIDES OF HIGHWAYS DONT YOU THINK, CHARLIE ITS RANDOM SHIT LIKE WAVES YEAH FUCK YOU, CHARLIE DONT STOP WHEN YOU HIT THE OCEAN PANICKED ANTS ON THE COAST OF SLOW MOTION THERE ARE NO ANSWERS IN CALIFORNIA YOURE DUMB ENOUGH TO MOVE THERE YOU BELONG THERE STOP YOUR CRYING, KEEP ON DRIVING I CANT STAND CALIFORNIA
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[06 Oct 2007|12:05am] |
bartender, i really did it this time broke my parole to have a good time when i got home it was 6am the door was locked so i kicked it in she was trippin' on the bills i think she was high on some pills she threw my shit out into the yard then she called me a bum and slapped me real hard and in my drunken stupor i did what i should have never done
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[06 Oct 2007|12:05am] |
WELL THIS HURTS ME MORE THAN I CAN STAND TO SAY IN JUST ONE SITTING YOU LEFT THE ROOM SO I COULD PRAY SO I'LL PACE THE HALLS TO SEE IF I COULD FIND A HOLE IN SOMETHING OR MAYBE PLACES TO ESCAPE.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:07am] |
OH AND EVERYBODY KNOWS THIS IS THE PART OF BREAKING DOWN IN ANYBODY'S ARMS
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[06 Oct 2007|12:08am] |
WITH YOU NO LONGER HERE TO HOLD MY HAND, I LET GO.
LULZ @ MY FRIENDZ NOT KNOWIN WHAT CAPZ HR IS.
ADAM; STOP SHOUTING AT ME!!! ADAM; I CAN'T TAKE IT !!! ADAM; WTF. CAN YOU STOP TYPING IN CAPS, PLEASE?
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[06 Oct 2007|12:09am] |
I’m trying to find truth in words, in rhymes, in notes in all the things I wish I'd wrote cause I feel like I’ve been losing you
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[06 Oct 2007|12:11am] |
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SORRY I WAS NOT AWARE OF CAPS HOUR
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[06 Oct 2007|12:11am] |
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I'LL START TO WORRY WHEN I'M DEAD
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[06 Oct 2007|12:12am] |
THE CURTAIN'S RISING JUST LIKE THE ANTE HERE WE GO NOW, BREAK A LEG NO, I LITERALLY MEAN IT THIS TIME AROUND IM SICK OF YOU LEADIN ME ON IM SICK OF YOU STRINGING ME ALONG I DO HEREBY SWEAR, A BOUNTY ON YOUR HEART
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[06 Oct 2007|12:16am] |
THIS IS PROBABLY THE BEST NOT TO MENTION THE WORST IDEA I'VE EVER HAD
YAY CAPS HOUR
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[06 Oct 2007|12:19am] |
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deaaaddddd
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[06 Oct 2007|12:22am] |
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THIS IS WHAT THE EDGE OF YOUR SEAT WAS MADE FOR.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:23am] |
CLIMBING ON THE WAY UP, SIZING UP THE COMPETITION, WAITING FOR THE RIGHT TIME, STRIKE A CHORD AND CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:25am] |
GUIZ. IM LIKE SUPER TIRED ALLA DA SUDDEN. NIGHT TO YOU ALL. LOVEYOU < 33
SLEEP WELL!
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[06 Oct 2007|12:25am] |
YOU WERE MY ONE TRUE CURE MY ONLY LOVE YOU WERE MY ONE TRUE PAIN MY ONLY HATE
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[06 Oct 2007|12:28am] |
love lyrics?
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[06 Oct 2007|12:28am] |
The fields are near and I won't trust the air with secrets. I can't stop holding this treasure in my arms. For all the water in the ocean could never turn this swan's legs from black to white.
Lyrics/quotes about: - About moving from a small town to the big city and making it, when everyone doubted you. - Coming out from a bad place on top - Realizing how much you've grown - Self accomplishment - You wont hold me down - Proving everybody wrong
it cant be to many words cuz its for a tattoo on my side =]]
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[06 Oct 2007|12:37am] |
THIS PATH IS LIKE A LOADED GUN BUT WHAT'S SAID IS DONE YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY A WORD
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[06 Oct 2007|12:38am] |
ohwell, im gonna try and sleep, goodnight guys ♥
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[06 Oct 2007|12:54am] |
You know when you've found it, There's something I've learned. Cause you feel it when they take it away, But I'm not a miracle, And you're not a saint.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:14am] |
Now my heart is like an open door. And the road finally gave me back But I don't think I'll unpack Cause I'm not sure if I live here anymore. It's not my weight that makes me faint or the sugar in my blood. But the way these strangers stand so close. They say my name, like a guessing game. "Is that really you?" No, I don't think it ever was.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:19am] |
i'll kick and scream or kneel and bleed i'll fight like hell to hide that i'm giving up
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[06 Oct 2007|01:22am] |
I wanna be the surgeon that cuts you open And fixes all of life's mistakes I wanna be the house that you were raised in, The only place that you feel safe I wanna be your shower in the morning that wakes You up and makes you clean I know I'm just the weather against your window as you sleep through a winter's dream
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[06 Oct 2007|01:23am] |
Hear the chimes, Did you know that the wind when it blows, It is older than Rome And our joy And our sorrow?
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[06 Oct 2007|05:55am] |
It's been a long and winding journey But I'm finally here tonight Picking up the pieces And walking back into the night Into the sunset of your glory When my heart and future lies There's nothing like that feeling When I look into your eyes
My dreams came true When I found you I found you My miracle...
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[06 Oct 2007|05:57am] |
I've been down Now I'm blessed I felt a revelation coming around I guess its right, it's so amazing Everytime I see you I'm alive You're all I've got You lift me up The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes
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[06 Oct 2007|05:58am] |
Sittin up on the roof sneakin a smoke by the chimney checkin out the moon and the city lights he takes off his flannel shirt and he drapes it around her shoulders slides up behind her and holds on tight and she says I don't want this night to end why does it have to end
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[06 Oct 2007|06:36am] |
disneyland was fun! i bought a season pass. yay :]
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[06 Oct 2007|06:51am] |
tell me where'd you get your body from.
how do you do an lj cut again?
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[06 Oct 2007|07:04am] |
OMG LMFAO I HAD A DREAM I WORKED AT BK STILL AND JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE CAME THROUGH THE DRIVE THREW BUT I HAD TO GO OUT AND GIVE HIM HIS FOOD AND HE GAVE ME HIS AUTOGRAPH AND A PURSE? WITH LIKE CRAP IN IT LIKE, NECKLACES AND RINGS ? LMFAO.
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[06 Oct 2007|08:57am] |
DO THIS
My hearts beating faster holding on to feel the same.
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[06 Oct 2007|09:38am] |
I never wanted to say this You never wanted to stay I put my faith in you So much faith And you, just threw it away
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[06 Oct 2007|09:49am] |
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im having the worst hang over EVVERR
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[06 Oct 2007|09:54am] |
You need to quit, Quit making a scene...
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[06 Oct 2007|10:21am] |
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I know you need to go. But before you do I want you to know, that I wish you the best. And I wish you nothing less than every thing you've ever dreamed of. And I hope that you find love along the way. But most of all I wish you'd stay. I know that you've done some changin'. And I know there's no changin' your mind. And yes I know we've been through this a thousand times. I'm sorry for still holdin' on. I'll try to let go and I'll try to be strong, and I'll wish you the best. And I wish you nothing less than every thing you've ever dreamed of. And I hope that you find love along the way. But most of all, I wish you'd stay.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:26am] |
I was sitting on my doorstep, I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand, but I knew I had to do it. So hard to see myself without him, I felt a piece of my heart break. But when you're standing at a crossroad, there's a choice you gotta make. I guess it's gonna have to hurt, I guess I'm gonna have to cry, and let go of some things I've loved, to get to the other side. I guess it's gonna break me down. Like falling when you try to fly. It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:31am] |
You could be happy and i won't know. But you weren't happy the day i watched you go. And all the things that i wish i had not said, are played in loops till it's madness in my head. is it too late to remind you how we were? But not our last days of silent screaming blur. Most of what i remember makes me sure I should've stopped you from walking out the door. You could be happy i hope you are. You made me happier than I'd been by far. Somehow everything i own, smells of you and for the tiniest moment it's all not true.
apparently it's a big deal if you sleep in your ex's shirt.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:37am] |
Its a good year for a murder. She's praying to Jesus, she's pulling the trigger. There's no tears, cause he's not here. She washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner. But soon they'll be coming, to rush her away. No one's so sure if her crime had a reason. Reasons like seasons. They constantly change. And the seasons of last year like reasons have floated away. Away with this spilt milk. Away with this dirty dish water, away. Seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter. "It's me and the moon," she says. I got no trouble with that. But i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die "It's me and the moon," she says. And it's over, but just started. The blood stained the carpet. Her heart like a crystal. She's lucid and departed. A life left behind, she can find in her mind gone away, away with these nightmares. But what do you say we go for a ride? What do you say we get high? But I'm so tired of days that feel like the night.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:41am] |
And we hung like space stations and rocketships. And dreamed like we were things of the sky. We dressed like kings and queens and lovers. And shouted out into the night "we're never gonna die" And I've waited here for hours, hoping that you'd call. And my dialing finger's tired, and your machine is full. And I've taken 18 showers just to pass the time. And that fucking phone just rang, but it wasn't you on the line. And you don't seem to mind
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[06 Oct 2007|10:47am] |
I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn Well it must have been that yesterday was the day that I was born There’s not much to examine, there’s nothing left to hide You really can’t be serious if you have to ask me why
I say good-bye...
‘Cause I am barely breathing And I can’t find the air I don’t know who I’m kidding Imagining you care And I could stand here waiting A fool for another day But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, worth the price The price that I would pay
really bad fight last night and I don't know whether to be angry or so sad for him, that he was hurt so bad last time that he refuses to date again. And he made it so much worse by following me as I walked away, yelling cheap shots and making a mess of things
please lyrics
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[06 Oct 2007|10:50am] |
I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away. Thank you for all you've done. Forgive all your mistakes. There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again. Sometimes I wanna call you. But I know you won't be there. Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do. And I've hurt myself by hurting you. Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit. Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss. And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this. There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance. to look into your eyes and see you looking back. If I had just one more day I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away. And I've hurt myself by hurting you.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:52am] |
Ouch, I have lost myself again. Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found. I think that I might break. Lost myself again & I feel unsafe.
Hey girls ♥ Miss y'all :) Meeting J & the clique to get our prom dress done. 16 more days before the start of exams & 31 days before I'm free from school, books & exams!
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[06 Oct 2007|10:53am] |
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Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:53am] |
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It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away.
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[06 Oct 2007|10:57am] |
If I had one wish, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you If I had one wish, we would run away Making love all day, have us a baby If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life And you’d be my wife, make it right this time
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[06 Oct 2007|10:59am] |
cause if you die will I get word that you're gone or will I hear it in passing conversation or will I stop short and fall to the ground distance is short when your hand carries what your eye found hold my hand just one more time to see if you're really going to meet me hold my hand just one more time to see if you're really going to meet me
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[06 Oct 2007|10:59am] |
I fuck you to fuck you over. I fuck you 'til I find someone better. I fuck you in secret. I fuck you because I can't remember if I already fucked you before. I fuck you out of boredom. I fuck you because I can't feel it anyway. I fuck you to make the pain go away.
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[06 Oct 2007|11:08am] |
Fuck you because I loved you Fuck you for loving you too I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do. Fuck you because I loved you
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[06 Oct 2007|11:11am] |
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When I come home I'm fiendin' for an eight-ball I got crack on my mind. I'm hearing cocaine call. Telling me to beep the dealer to deliver me stuff. Keep it a secret from my wife, cause she thinks I don't use drugs. There I was, bleeding from my nose and damn I couldn't breathe, but I'm still thinking about the next gram. I ain't got no pride, While buying the shit. I'm lying to myself telling the runner I'm trying to quit. It's all make believe, I pretend that I'm true. When you give me credit, I'll dodge you every chance that I get to. Even if its good, I'll sniff it up in a minute. Beep you back and complain that you put too much cut in it. I deserve to be murdered, but the coke is doing it for you. I tell you we're friends and yo we don't even chill. I need drugs. I don't know who I am, ask me I couldn't say I took a chance and tried to get clean and it lasted one day. As a young teen I started with marijuana. Then graduated to coke cause I needed something stronger.
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[06 Oct 2007|11:15am] |
I don't care if your world is ending today Because I wasn't invited to it anyway You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart But now I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art
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[06 Oct 2007|11:18am] |
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like you
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[06 Oct 2007|11:22am] |
You should have heard me sobbing as I drove home that night. Got into bed and stayed there. For days I just laid there. Having been permanently changed. But we won't get into that now. Let's take it from the start. You should have seen me smiling like the world was mine. She used to call me baby softly, sometimes. But if I dwell on those days too long I feel like my life is over. And that's no good. So let's move on to the part where I begin to sense her his distance. I panic and hold on tighter but that makes it worse. How am I supposed to take it When she said: "This is something I'm going through, it's got nothing to do with you" I had a special evening all planned out. Desperately determined to reignite some spark between us. She had to feel something for me, a love as strong as ours doesn't just go away. You can't just turn it off. Unless she was lying all those times, But I don't think so I really don't think so. The way she used to look at me made me a thousand feet high. I said some pretty awkward things I got the feeling that she felt sorry for me I should have seen it was hopeless and left it alone. But I had to go on embarrassing myself "I miss what we had I need you so badly, I miss what we had I need you so badly" I must have sounded pretty pathetic, I know.
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[06 Oct 2007|11:29am] |
Babble babble bitch bitch Rebel rebel party party Sex sex sex and don't forget the violence
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[06 Oct 2007|11:33am] |
you'll never grow up to be a big- rock-star-celebrated-victim-of-your-fame they'll just cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say that death was on sale today
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[06 Oct 2007|11:41am] |
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this will hurt you, it's killing me.
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[06 Oct 2007|11:41am] |
I woke up today and wished for tomorrow I don't want to be like anyone else I woke up today and wished for tomorrow I don't want to even be myself
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[06 Oct 2007|11:43am] |
another wasted day counting shades of gray, another fool's attempt to fall from grace
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[06 Oct 2007|11:45am] |
GIFT IDEAS? pwease? lol
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[06 Oct 2007|11:46am] |
i climbed the mountaintop i saw the bottom drop i'm clinging to driftwood i swim in a deep world words unspoken seem so foreign have you heard this one?
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[06 Oct 2007|11:57am] |
Well, me and my lady had Our first big fight, So I drove around 'til I saw the neon light. A corner bar, And it just seemed right.
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[06 Oct 2007|11:58am] |
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It's the first long kiss on a second date. Momma's all worried when you get home late. And dropping the ring in the spaghetti plate, Cause your hands are shaking so much. And it's the way that she looks with the rice in her hair. And eating burnt suppers, the whole first year, And asking for seconds to keep her from tearing up. Yeah, man, That's the good stuff.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:00pm] |
I called you last night in the hotel Everyone knows but they won't tell But their half-hearted smiles tell me Something just ain't right I've been waiting on you for a long time Fueling up on heartaches and cheap wine I ain't heard from you in three damn nights
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[06 Oct 2007|12:02pm] |
"I saw you yesterday with an old friend" "It was the same old same how've you been?" "Since you've been gone my world's been dark and grey" "You reminded me of brighter days" "I hoped you were coming home to stay, I was headed to church" "I was off to drink you away"
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[06 Oct 2007|12:03pm] |
I thought about you for a long time Can't seem to get you off my mind I can't understand why we're living life this way I found your picture today I swear I'll change my ways I just called to say I want you to come back home I found your picture today I swear I'll change my ways I just called to say I want you to come back home I just called to say I love you, Come back home
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[06 Oct 2007|12:03pm] |
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[06 Oct 2007|12:05pm] |
Love you forever but you're driving me insane
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[06 Oct 2007|12:06pm] |
cause every time i see your bubbly face i get the tinglies in a silly place
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[06 Oct 2007|12:08pm] |
And you've given me nothing But if you're ready to be my everything If you're ready to see it through this time And if you're ready for love then This I will bring But I'm not gonna wait for you forever this time
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[06 Oct 2007|12:12pm] |
Hey Mr DJ, Can I make a request? Somebody I love just up and left.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:15pm] |
"Why me?" "Because you saw me when I was invisible."
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[06 Oct 2007|12:17pm] |
You’re the perfect one And I don’t expect a thing from you at all You are everything That I never knew I’ve always wanted You’re the perfect one And I don’t expect a thing from you at all You’re the perfect one And I can’t even breathe
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[06 Oct 2007|12:18pm] |
Your daddy's demons Are calling your name Don't you listen to them Cause they've got no claim Temptations may come, That ain't no sin You get stronger every time That you don't give in
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[06 Oct 2007|12:26pm] |
I'm not running anymore.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:27pm] |
Jersey just got colder and I'll have you know I'm scared to death That everything that you had said to me Was just a lie until you left.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:28pm] |
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Step out the front door, like a ghost into a fog, where no one notices the contrast of white on white.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:33pm] |
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Tonight we forget everything
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[06 Oct 2007|12:34pm] |
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NEVERMIND. THIS WHOLE THING DID NOT MATTER BECAUSE MY FRIEND IS DUMB AND I HAVE TOO LITTLE FAITH IN MY BROTHER. =]
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[06 Oct 2007|12:35pm] |
The rumors flew But nobody knew how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night...
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[06 Oct 2007|12:36pm] |
just remember the first step in forgetting is destroying all the evidence. with friends like you who needs subtext.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:37pm] |
"Smile for the camera Sweet heart, I really want to Immortalize this moment"
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[06 Oct 2007|12:50pm] |
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One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me, and your kiss won't make me weak. But no one in this world knows me the way you know me So you'll probably always have a spell on me.
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[06 Oct 2007|12:56pm] |
i can't see anything except the grey and i'm sorry for that
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[06 Oct 2007|12:59pm] |
emptiness has darkened my eyes as i hopelessly beg for my life to end ...tell me why...
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[06 Oct 2007|01:07pm] |
it sucks when for when a little kid living means lying. and the only place you feel safe is pretending you're flying. and you'd rather be caught dead, than be caught crying.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:07pm] |
i don't know what to do with myself. movies only make me sad, parties make me feel as bad cause i'm not with you. i just don't know what to do. like a summer rose needs the sun and rain, i need your sweet love to beat love away.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:10pm] |
he had eyes bright enough to burn me. they reminded me of yours.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:11pm] |
You've got two good eyes but you still don't see.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:11pm] |
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She said she'd like to meet a boy that looks like Elvis.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:12pm] |
well you're not brave if you still keep the letters and you're not sane if you don't want to get better and you're not drunk if you can stay in your lane well you're not awake but you haven't been sleeping and you hate god but you don't believe in him and you're not scared but you still got you're eyes closed the sky explodes, and only you know
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[06 Oct 2007|01:12pm] |
there's a piece of you that's here with me. it's everywhere i go, it's everything i see. when i sleep, i dream and it gets me by, i can make believe that you're here tonight, that you're here tonight.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:13pm] |
I want you to worry when I don't call you back
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[06 Oct 2007|01:14pm] |
but i don't want to live it alone, crash to take a chance. i wanna live it out, look at you, i know i'm already dead. no concrete adversity, only traps of our own actions how we wanted it to be. now i'm never gonna see you again, you checked off.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:17pm] |
She said, "I think I'm going to Boston. I think I'll start a new life. I think I'll start it over where no one knows my name. I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather. I think I'll get a lover and I'll fly them out to Spain. I think I'm going to Boston. I think that I'm just tired. I think I need a new town to leave this all behind. I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset. Here it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice."
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[06 Oct 2007|01:18pm] |
fear, it has its place folded in squares, squarely tucked in the back pocket of our minds. and yes, it's reckless to act but pointless to decide, just let your world collide with mine. let's not wait and see. let our eyes say words we'll leave unspoken, when we're trying to be careful. and words can be so confusing, when we're trying to be careful, but not too careful. what's the average number of times people feel this way in a lifetime? let's not waste more time.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:23pm] |
Do you know we are in high demand, Laura, us people who suffer? Because we don't take to arguing and we are quick to surrender. Well, I think I would call tonight if I still had your number. Your thoughts have always laid close to mine. We were both skipping supper. But you should never be embarrassed by your trouble with living. Because it is the ones with the sorest throats, Laura, who have done the most singing.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:23pm] |
cause i love you more than i could ever promise, and you take me the way i am.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:26pm] |
when i turn my feelings off, i turn my feelings on inside. feel like i'm gonna ignite.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:28pm] |
you don't hang around the old haunts anymore, all the of those bridges are burned.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:29pm] |
even dead men lie in the their coffins; it's been a long time since you felt better
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[06 Oct 2007|01:29pm] |
build a wall of books between us in our bed. repeat, repeat, the words that i know we both have said. relax into the need, we get so comfortable. remember when i was so strange and likeable?
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[06 Oct 2007|01:32pm] |
you're not you, you're not you anymore.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:36pm] |
and i would pray for rain if i thought that that would help
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[06 Oct 2007|01:39pm] |
Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move Awake but cannot open my eyes And the weight is crushing down on my lungs I know I can't breathe And hope someone will save me this time And your mother's still calling you Insane and high Swearing it's different this time And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her And that god never blessed her insides Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things And crawl back into bed to dream of a time When your heart was open wide and you love things just because Like the sick and dying
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[06 Oct 2007|01:40pm] |
and sometimes when you're on you're really fucking on and your friends they sing along and they love you but the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap and it teases you for weeks in its absence
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[06 Oct 2007|01:41pm] |
i had breakfast with my shadow, we had quite the discussion. can you fall in love with the things you only know, the things you may never touch?
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[06 Oct 2007|01:43pm] |
but you'll fight and you'll make it through you'll fake it if you have to and you'll show up for work with a smile and you'll be better, you'll be smarter more grown up and a better daughter or son and a real good friend and you'll be awake, you'll be alert you'll be positive though it hurts and you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends and you'll be a real good listener you'll be honest you'll be brave you'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful you'll be happy
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[06 Oct 2007|01:43pm] |
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this book is to be neither an accusation nor a confession, and least of all an adventure, for death is not an adventure to those who stand face to face with it. It will try simply to tell of a generation of men who, even though they may have escaped shells, were destroyed by the war.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:44pm] |
and your eyes look so lonely, but it's only when you think about me.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:45pm] |
anyone using limewire? i have a question.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:46pm] |
I refuse to convince you my bruise, that's not how it's gonna be. and I deny the tears in my eyes, I don't wanna let you see, no, that you had made a hole in my heart. and now I've got to fool myself I'll get over you, I know I will. I'll pretend my ship's not sinking. and I'll tell myself I'm over you.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:47pm] |
and i don't understand why i sleep all day and i start to complain when there is no rain. i don't believe in miracles but i believe in you.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:48pm] |
The desert is the sand You can't hold it in your hand It won't bow to your demands
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[06 Oct 2007|01:53pm] |
sometimes we fight, about who's wrong and right. and stay up all night, and sometimes we drink and say hurtful things, that we don't mean. yeah, we're both screaming, but nobody's listening. let's take this madness out of the kitchen. come to bed, let's just lay down. there's just one way we're gonna work this out. forget what i did, forget what you said.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:54pm] |
I wish we could open our eyes yo see in all directions at the same time. Oh. what a beautiful view. If you were never aware of what was around you and it is true what you said that I live like a hermit in my own head. But when the sun shines again, I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in..
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[06 Oct 2007|01:56pm] |
your voice sets off such a strange feeling. i start to miss you. even though you're right there, i can't reach out and touch you.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:56pm] |
I wish to feel smaller, under your sheets. I wish for the whole truth everytime you speak.
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[06 Oct 2007|01:56pm] |
hooray, hooray, i'm your silver lining
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[06 Oct 2007|01:58pm] |
pain, since i've lost you, i'm lost too nigga feelin' like he at the bottom like a horseshoe sorry for the trouble that i put you and your heart through god knows that i'd do anything for a part two, or to be prayin' for the day you come back to me sayin' that you forgive me give me another chance, i'm needin' it like a kidney i don't wanna advance, give me back her hands give me back her touch, i don't ask for much but i fucked up, i know i fucked up i admit i fucked up, but everybody fucks up
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[06 Oct 2007|02:00pm] |
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Cause I love you more than I could ever promise, and you take me the way I am.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:02pm] |
why do i envy the ending right from the start?
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[06 Oct 2007|02:02pm] |
it's getting colder and you're getting distant. i just keep thinking, i never meant for it to be like this.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:04pm] |
i can't love completely, when you're really with me, i'm indifferent.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:04pm] |
it wasn't easy telling you i cared, but it was easier than acknowledging that you didn't.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:06pm] |
okay guys, what movie should i watch? remember the titans the godfather 1 narnia lords of dogtown
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[06 Oct 2007|02:07pm] |
Do you know what it's like to not know a single thing about yourself And it's all your fault? It's all my fault.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:13pm] |
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it's not as if new york city burnt down to the ground once you drove away
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[06 Oct 2007|02:14pm] |
guys. quick. that song..
sorry wont cut it this time or sorry wont work this time or sorry ... something. idk. about how sorry doesnt work all the time
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[06 Oct 2007|02:14pm] |
Guys I highly don't suggest attempting to take the sats while you're sick. :( That did not go well.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:18pm] |
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i miss my long hair wtf >:(
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[06 Oct 2007|02:18pm] |
i'm never in my waking life dreaming is my all the time whether it's the weather or my mind it's all too much.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:20pm] |
I will be ignored I will be denied I could be erased I could be brushed aside I will get scared, and I will get shoved down but I feel like I do because you push me around.
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[06 Oct 2007|02:28pm] |
lol erika. i was trying to find old music and i found pictures of you and kyle and i in barrys car idk where we were? i think its when we prob went to the mall and got harrassed at spencers
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[06 Oct 2007|02:29pm] |
and as they all grow older the truth will be understood, cause we never turn out the way we thought we would
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[06 Oct 2007|02:30pm] |
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my baby kisses like a heart attack
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[06 Oct 2007|02:32pm] |
When you said you needed me, Did you really need me? Or was it just someone?
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