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[30 Dec 2006|12:04am]
I want sex.




DES DO ME.
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[30 Dec 2006|12:06am]
whats everyones favorite kind of alcahol/drink ?
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[30 Dec 2006|12:08am]
You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes
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[30 Dec 2006|12:08am]
what did you learn tonight?
you're shouting so loud,
you barely joyous, broken thing.
you're a voice that never sings, is what I say
you are freezing over hell
you are bringing on the end, you do so well
you can only blame yourself, it's what I say
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[30 Dec 2006|12:09am]
And any fool with eyes can see
you're beautiful and I must believe
that I can make you mine
you are all I got
and I ain't got much time
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[30 Dec 2006|12:14am]
a bolt of lightning in the dark
streaking by me like a spark
out the corner of the gloom
when you're near I fall apart
I go boom.
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[30 Dec 2006|12:16am]
i'm still up, fuck
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[30 Dec 2006|12:20am]
in light speed the images are fading
and how I need you around
pain seeks the pleasure it raises
time weeps for all of those maybes
same seats and nothing ever changes
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[30 Dec 2006|12:21am]
Oh moon in the city stay open and clear
For his vision aint good and his minds disappeared
Get along mother nature they spat at your son
So justice has got to be done


having some bad memories tonight.
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[30 Dec 2006|12:21am]
is it bad that i like listening to poppy brand new more than the new brand new?

tell all the english boys you meet
about the american boy back in the states
the american boy you used to hate,
who would do anything you say
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[30 Dec 2006|12:24am]
some one invite me back into the damn chat.
i made a new screenname: like a symphonyy
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[30 Dec 2006|12:26am]
what are your favorite albums??
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[30 Dec 2006|12:28am]
WHAT LOOKS BETTER ON ME -
straight or curly hair ?
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[30 Dec 2006|12:40am]
lol @ you people using the word

"Sletje"

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[30 Dec 2006|12:42am]

I SALUTE YOU OH BLACK GODDESS

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[30 Dec 2006|12:58am]

can anyone hear me now?

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[30 Dec 2006|12:58am]
You said that I was naive,
and I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.
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[30 Dec 2006|12:59am]

I hope you never forget the tapping at your window

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[30 Dec 2006|01:02am]

















See you got me all alone waitin right here by the phone.
For you to call me, just to here your voice.

















Day two of not picking up his calls /=
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okay. Read this. assholes. [30 Dec 2006|01:20am]
Fucking, Jesus Christ.

Emoleericks wasn't made so that everyone could take their "immature" bullshit else where, it was made so that people could fucking do shit and not get banned. So people were actually able to post, without fucking waiting 5 months to get posting access. It was made, to be EXACTLY like emolyrics, just with more freedom. Now I know Allyse, or someone else is going to fucking reply and say something along the lines of how it wont ever be exactly like emolyrics, or that the only reason theres no freedom on emolyrics is because we "brought it upon ourself", but there are people who are new to emolyrics and cant do shit because of what other people did back when it was first made. The mod is never around here, obviously since me Nikki and Dorris and anyone else who was doing shit got away with it for so long, and its just a community waiting to die. Noone is telling you that you have to come post in my community, and noone is telling you you cant post in both. But I am saying this, The next person to flood emolyrics, say anything about the emolyrics/emoleericks shit, or anything that is going to cause drama, is getting banned from emoleericks. I dont care who you are, who's Idea it was, and who took part. Any posts, and you're done. And that's that. Now I understand, this is a little hypocritcal because I was laughing at it, just like a lot of other people, but Im tired of having to do this shit all the time. Do/Say whatever the hell you want else where, but the next time I see anything about these two communities, in either communities you're done in mine.

Now knock it the fuck off.
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[30 Dec 2006|01:23am]
guys. david made me cry.
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[30 Dec 2006|01:23am]
"I don't believe you.
I swear on my life, scouts honor.
Swear on my life.
I swear on your life."











Omg I'm watching Blow & it's so sad ]=
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[30 Dec 2006|01:27am]
goodnight.
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[30 Dec 2006|01:32am]
" It was the greatest feeling I ever had. Followed abruptly by the worst feeling I ever had."
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[30 Dec 2006|01:35am]

















"Sometimes you're flush & sometimes you're bust, & when you're up, it's never as good as it seems, & when you're down, you never think you'll be up again, but life goes on.
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[30 Dec 2006|01:44am]
Whatever yo.
Fuck you.

"I have work New Years eve, if I didnt I'd be staying up HC"


Oh fucking really?


Go fuck yourself.
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[30 Dec 2006|01:46am]
wtf desiree?
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[30 Dec 2006|02:01am]
i want sex.
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[30 Dec 2006|02:05am]
whhat would you guys get for a friend
that is just having a bad day?
what is something i could just get her that would make her smille?
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[30 Dec 2006|02:08am]


I guess its ok I puked the day away
I guess its better you trapped yourself in your own way.
And if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that...
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[30 Dec 2006|02:25am]
LOL
okay.
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[30 Dec 2006|02:32am]
Live through this and you won't look back
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[30 Dec 2006|02:37am]
I am no more flattered by your wandering eyes
Than I am by your softly broken lies
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[30 Dec 2006|02:48am]
you know those cute phrases like.
"close your eyes and count by two's and when you get to five thats when ill stop loving you"
can anyone name more than that?
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[30 Dec 2006|03:17am]










share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside
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[30 Dec 2006|04:31am]
If you tell me that I can't, I will, I will, I'll try all night
and if I say I'm coming home, I'll probably be out all night
I know I can be afraid but I'm alive
and I hope that you can trust this heart behind my tired eyes
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[30 Dec 2006|05:18am]
I sat watching a flower as it was withering. I was embarrased by it's honesty. So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face, not this fucking wreck that's taken it's place. So please forgive what I have done, no you can't stay mad at the setting sun. 'Cause we all get tired, I mean, eventually and there's nothing left to do but sleep.
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[30 Dec 2006|05:53am]
Of course it's your decision, but just so you know, if you decide to leave, soon I will follow.
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[30 Dec 2006|08:10am]
hello,
my first name is distance
and i dont care if i dont
ever wake up again
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[30 Dec 2006|08:54am]
it's too bad, and it's too late. you were such a big mistake, please don't call here anymore and i used to miss you.
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[30 Dec 2006|08:54am]
snowboarding today bitchesssssss !

: ] ily !
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[30 Dec 2006|08:58am]
so let me get this straight.
all these years and you were
nowhere to be found
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[30 Dec 2006|09:04am]
I don't want you around
I falter now I know
I'm losing all my mind
Hold onto it and you'll see that love
Is all you have
Truth and truth remain
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[30 Dec 2006|09:12am]
But if you want me I can help you out
But if you want me let's go shoot some stars
I'm hoping I'll see you around
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[30 Dec 2006|09:22am]
So I leave you lying on the floor,
with this other girl, I think you know,
don't you, want somebody round here,
who can help you out,
who can help you out
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[30 Dec 2006|09:35am]
and I've waited here for hours, hoping that you'd call
and my dialing finger's tired, and your machine is full
and I've taken 18 showers just to pass the time
and that fucking phone just rang, but it wasn't you on the line.
and you don't seem to mind.
and it was New Year's Eve, but I was thinking of the summer,
knowing that at midnight you wouldn't be around.



this is me and my ex completly !


- does anyone know where this is from !?
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oh, golly. [30 Dec 2006|09:43am]


lyrics about having to choose between two guys?




i'm looking at you through the glass
don't know how much time has passed
oh God, it feels like forever
but not one ever tells you that forever
feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

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some postman is grooving... [30 Dec 2006|09:47am]
TO ALL OUR LOVE LETTERS.
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[30 Dec 2006|10:22am]
some crazy guy on wyht just told me he loved me and i'm all "i don't think you love me" and he's like "no, like a best friend" .... ahhh
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[30 Dec 2006|10:28am]
Stop the worries that keep forming in my head
I've got ants in my pants,
Unless that's you in them instead
Oh baby, I was a faker before you.






It. Is. Fucking. COLD. In my house.
And getting up at 8 after not being able to fall asleep til 5 SUCKS.
/endwhine. =]
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[30 Dec 2006|10:28am]
Well here's... here's the point. I'm not particularly concerned with whether or not you like me,because I live to like you and... and I can't like you anymore. So... so when you're feeling real low and... and dirty, don't look to me to pump you back up 'cause... 'cause... 'cause maybe for the first time in your life I WON'T BE THERE!
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[30 Dec 2006|10:35am]
MAN FROM WYHT: call me crazy, but i think i might be falling for ya
Dino Desery: don't fall too quickly - i'm not sure i could lift you



hahahaha
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[30 Dec 2006|10:45am]
"Thank you stranger for your therapeutic smile."
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[30 Dec 2006|10:53am]
and i know it hurts, but you're just getting older.
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[30 Dec 2006|10:56am]
and then last night,
she said, "words alone never could save us".
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[30 Dec 2006|10:58am]
i see judas in the hard eyes of the boys working the corners.
i feel jesus in the clumsiness of young and awkward lovers.

hey, barroom.
hey, tavern.
I find hope in all the souls you gather.

hey, citrus.
hey, liquor.
I love it when we come together.
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[30 Dec 2006|10:59am]
no trust. all i got is lies. boring.

alright.

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[30 Dec 2006|10:59am]
she had the gun in her mouth.
she was shooting up at her dreams
when the chaperone said
we'd been crowned the king and the queen.
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[30 Dec 2006|11:01am]
holly's inconsolable.
unhinged and uncontrollable.
because we can't get as high as we got
on that first night.

boys and girls in america.
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[30 Dec 2006|11:04am]
we were all powered up on some new upper drug.
everyone was funny and everyone was pretty.
everyone was coming towards the center of the city.
the dancefloor was crowded, the bathrooms were worse.
we kissed in your car and we drank from your my purse.
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[30 Dec 2006|11:05am]

they say you don't have a problem until you start to do it alone.
they say you don't have a problem until you start bringing it home.
they say you don't have a problem until you start sleeping alone.

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[30 Dec 2006|11:06am]
i guess i met her at the party pit.
she said those kids she was with were selling it,
so we sailed off on seperate trips.
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[30 Dec 2006|11:12am]
I'm not what's missing from your life now.
I could never be the puzzle pieces.

they say that god makes problems
just to see what you can stand

before you do as the devil pleases
and give up the thing you love,

but no one deserves it.
the first time I saw you, I knew it would never last.
I'm not half what I wish I was.

I'm so angry
I don't think it'll ever pass.
and i was bad news for you just because
I never meant to hurt you.
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[30 Dec 2006|11:13am]

it's 2:45 in the morning
and I'm putting myself on warning
for waking up in an unknown place

with a recollection you've half erased,
looking for somebody's arms
to
wave away past harms.
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[30 Dec 2006|11:15am]

last call, he was sick of it all,
asleep at home.
told you off and goodbye.
well you know one day it'll come to haunt you
that you didn't tell him quite the truth.

you're a crisis, you're an icicle,
you're a tongueless talker,
you don't care what you say.
you're a jaywalker and you just, just walk away
and that's all you do.

the clap of the fading out sound of your shoes
made him wonder who he thought that he knew.
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[30 Dec 2006|11:17am]
i would change myself if i could, and i'd say that i'm sorry to you.
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[30 Dec 2006|11:21am]
church bells and now I'm awake and
I guess it must be some kind of holiday.
I can't seem to join in the celebration,
but I'll go to the service and I'll go to pray,
and I'll sing the praises of my maker's name

like I was as good as she made me.

and I wanted her to tell me that she would never wake me.
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[30 Dec 2006|11:23am]
they never get uptight
when a moth gets crushed
unless a light bulb
really loved him very much.

i'm lying down, blowing smoke
from my cigarette,
little whisper smoke signals

you'll never get.
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[30 Dec 2006|11:32am]
hmm.. does anyone have any nice (not too long) one-liners on friends?
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[30 Dec 2006|11:36am]
it's the little things in life that mean the most
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[30 Dec 2006|11:37am]
Game shows are designed to make us feel better about the random, useless facts that are all we have left of our education.
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[30 Dec 2006|12:08pm]
You give me fever when you kiss me
Fever when you hold me tight
Fever ... in the mornin'
Fever all through the night
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[30 Dec 2006|12:08pm]


It's not like I am weak
Or that I don't know how to leave
It's just that every time you cheat
You bring me closer to defeat
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[30 Dec 2006|12:10pm]

The memories are bittersweet;
The taste you leave is still stuck in my mouth.
I want to touch you, want to breathe you,
Say, "Fuck you I don’t need you - get out...right now."
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[30 Dec 2006|12:12pm]
You know that summer never stopped, I still pretend I'm there
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[30 Dec 2006|12:19pm]
But it dont mean a thing if you're not next to me.
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[30 Dec 2006|12:19pm]
you're three thousand miles
from the place you once called home.
so much different,
you're getting distant
and now i'm the only one whose all alone.
the fact about fiction is that it's always in your head.
so let it all go just what you don't know is i'd pick you,
yeah, i'd pick you instead
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[30 Dec 2006|12:22pm]

What's a wonderwall anyway?

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[30 Dec 2006|12:31pm]
I'm done writing you songs.
I'm far too unstable
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[30 Dec 2006|12:34pm]
new icon. again.




But if everything that happens is supposed to be and it's all predetermined, can't change your destiny, I guess I'll just keep moving. Someday, maybe, I'll get to where I'm going
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[30 Dec 2006|12:35pm]
@ Des: it's from the song 'Writing to reach you' - Travis
But I heard it in the song 'Boulevard of broken songs' - Greenday feat Oasis
(I still can't post comments on here /= )
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[30 Dec 2006|12:43pm]
Any lyrics on ... you always having to make the effort to talk/hang out with your boyfriend?

thanks in advance :(
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[30 Dec 2006|12:47pm]
we have arrived too late to play the Bleeding Heart Show
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[30 Dec 2006|12:47pm]
All the weather reports said it would be snow for sure, but the storm moved away to a neighboring state. I started the car.
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[30 Dec 2006|12:56pm]

There is no remedy for love but to love more.

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[30 Dec 2006|12:57pm]
Passion makes the world go round. Love just makes it a safer place.
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[30 Dec 2006|12:59pm]
Gravity. It keeps you rooted to the ground. In space, there's not any gravity. You just kind of leave your feet and go floating around. Is that what being in love is like?
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[30 Dec 2006|01:02pm]

It's snowing!!

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[30 Dec 2006|01:20pm]
I read bowling pins like tea leaves;
every pin I knock down is a boy who'll break my heart,
And I always bowl a perfect game.
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[30 Dec 2006|01:21pm]
sorrow looks back,
worry looks around,
faith looks up.
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[30 Dec 2006|01:23pm]
i've waited here for you everlong.
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[30 Dec 2006|01:24pm]
Oh, The Chemistry Between Us
Could Destroy This Place.
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[30 Dec 2006|01:26pm]
I like your hair much better that way
when it hangs out front when it hangs out front
with tilted head like a listener
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[30 Dec 2006|01:26pm]
rush together to find each other
now its too late
you can never wait for luck
together playing the same instrument
that you still cant hear at all...
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[30 Dec 2006|01:28pm]
Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost
The only thing that ever made you feel alive


....stupid boy
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[30 Dec 2006|01:31pm]
Would you restate your opinion
And hold back your investigation
Do you see the sins you're making
Because I've made them all before
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FRAN HAS A BOYFRIEND! [30 Dec 2006|01:41pm]
does anyone know how to change the status on myspace to say your own thing, instead of single, or in a relationship, blah blah blah.
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[30 Dec 2006|01:53pm]

Sweet home Alabamaaaa

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[30 Dec 2006|02:13pm]
I like, the autumn's leaves and bright eyes.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
stands strong in my favorites of all time,
along with you and your technicolor eyes..

I like saturdays and the rocket summer.
Night skies and that lovely stare.


anyone know some songs like this one that mention other bands?
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[30 Dec 2006|02:14pm]
"and you think he meant--"

"he meant okay, like, 'okay, i'm aware of that. but it's worth it. let's give it another shot.' like, 'some things are inevitable and meant to be.'"

"but why would he say that? they just found out that everything they feel about each other is a lie--that everything is doomed to repeat itself and be miserable. the 'okay' was letting her leave."
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[30 Dec 2006|02:30pm]
just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say.
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[30 Dec 2006|02:32pm]
Come on and rescue me
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[30 Dec 2006|02:36pm]
i'll show you mine if you show me yours first
lets compare scars ill tell you whose is worse
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[30 Dec 2006|02:38pm]
"things will happen in your life that you can't change,
but thats no reason to shut out the world."
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[30 Dec 2006|02:39pm]






"i've learned that things change & people change it doesn't mean you forgot the past or try to cover it up | it simply means that you've moved on & treasured the memories. letting go doesn't mean giving up it means accepting that some things aren't meant to be"
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[30 Dec 2006|02:42pm]

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart.
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[30 Dec 2006|02:46pm]

i drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door,
i've had you so many times but somehow i want more.
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[30 Dec 2006|02:46pm]
"life's too short to be pissed off all the time, it's just not worth it.."
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[30 Dec 2006|02:46pm]
i knew it, so i didn't do anything about it.
and now i just didn't do anything at all.
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[30 Dec 2006|02:47pm]
& i was told that the
sex is better then drugs
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[30 Dec 2006|02:48pm]
it's time to roll the windows down and feel the cold air all around.we are heading out of town and not a thing can stop us now. Get carried away.



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[30 Dec 2006|02:51pm]
and then i'll sing & dance,
i'll play for you tonight, and thrill at it all.
dark clouds may hang on me sometimes
~ but i'll work it out
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[30 Dec 2006|02:54pm]

i swear on my life that if i could take this knife out of my back,
i would
but between the loss of blood and the loss of my trust in you,
i don't think it'd do any good.
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[30 Dec 2006|02:56pm]

when you act like nothing ever happened,
i feel like i should feel bad
but i can't like someone who thought they're the only one that mattered.
i hope that you're flattered.
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[30 Dec 2006|02:59pm]

you hike your skirt and pull your shirt down
to give those gents what they crave because,
as you say,
you love to save to save.
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[30 Dec 2006|03:00pm]

wait for boys that overwhelmed you
and tell them that your not that type of girl,
and you would rather sit and talk about you goals.


myspace anyone?
http://www.myspace.com/tinkerbellsmywhore
i like people that talk :)
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[30 Dec 2006|03:05pm]
sad, sad day ...
anyone watch college football around here?
namingly the Alamo Bowl?

if so ...
http://hawkeyesports.cstv.com/sports/m-footbl/spec-rel/122906aac.html
): Mike's my brother's best friend ... he's practically my 2nd bro.
...it's been a tough, tough year
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[30 Dec 2006|03:06pm]

i think i'm missing someone.

& that someone is you.

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[30 Dec 2006|03:07pm]


all the letters of the alphabet


could never spell it out.
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[30 Dec 2006|03:09pm]

"

in the movies, we have leading ladies and we have the best friend. you, i can tell, are a leading lady, but for some reason, you're behaving like the best friend.

"

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[30 Dec 2006|03:13pm]

"you know Graham, i just broke up with someone and considering you just showed up and your insanely good-looking and probably won't remember me anyway... i'm thinking we should have sex... if you want."

"is that a trick question?"
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[30 Dec 2006|03:15pm]

sometimes the hardest things in life are the things we have to do,
and even when we feel it's right,
i never want to hurt you.
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[30 Dec 2006|03:18pm]
what are you doing for newyears?
any party ideas?


man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she had,
lord it takes a lonely one to wish she had never dreamt at all
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[30 Dec 2006|03:21pm]
i think it's fucking hilarious when girls take pictures and you can so tell they're pushing up their boobs LMFAO
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[30 Dec 2006|03:24pm]








I heard you fell into a rabbit hole,
covered yourself up in snow.
Baby tell me where'd you go
for days & days & days & days.
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[30 Dec 2006|03:31pm]

"The opposite of love isn't hate. It's indifference. And if you hate me, that means you still care, and we're still connected...and I still have a chance to set you right."
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[30 Dec 2006|03:37pm]
is this the way things are
going down?
is this how we say goodbye?
should've known better when
you came around
that you were going to
make me cry
now it's breaking my heart
to watch you run around
'cause I know that
you're living a lie
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[30 Dec 2006|03:54pm]
i need some help with my myspace layout...any one willing to help?

the wheels just keep on turning
the drummers begins to drum.
i don't know which im going.
i don't know what i've become.
for you i'd wait, till kingdom comes
until my days, my days are done
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[30 Dec 2006|04:02pm]

I am blue, the sky is gray. I guess it's better off that way. There's really not much left to say. I called you on the phone, another guy said that you weren't at home, but I don't care I'll call you again anyway. Baby I'd give you the world. please forget about those fifteen other girls. I don't care what they say... I didn't mean to stand you up on our wedding day. I'm sorry that I gave you that infection and said we had sex on the Love Connection. Can I ever make it up to you? I'm sorry that I made you mad, the things I did just didn't seem that bad... except for maybe when I blew up your car. Oh baby what can I do? Every girl I'm with makes me think of you. I call your name in my sleep, too bad you think that I'm a creep.

Please take me back.

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[30 Dec 2006|04:02pm]
It's all a bad dream spinning in your lonely head.
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[30 Dec 2006|04:07pm]


These last few weeks
I've been confused
sometimes I wonder if
I'm better off alone.

you fall in love
then break your heart.
you fall in love again
its never ending.


I used to have this friend
who took his fiance
to see billy idol
a couple weeks before
their wedding day.
the chick got backstage
and left my friend outside.
next day he called
from a hotel
asking for a ride.

I guess I'm giving up on love
'cause it really kind of sucks


uninspired
and growing tired
why am I always
so attracted to drama?
so here I am
grown up at 23
will someone tell me
what it takes to be happy?
I play in my band
and write a lot of songs
about relationships
and how mine went wrong.
maybe I'll meet that special
girl along the way
then she'll break my heart
and leave me crying.

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[30 Dec 2006|04:09pm]


they say sometimes you need some time apart
but I've got a bad case of broken heart.
and you're the only one who's got the cure.
and I can't live another day without seeing you smile.


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[30 Dec 2006|04:10pm]


As I sit here all alone,
I wonder how I'm suppose to carry on when you're gone.
I'll never be the same without you,
I love you more then you will ever know.
So maybe now you finally know.
Sometimes we're helpless and alone,
But you can let it keep you weighted down.
You must go on.


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[30 Dec 2006|04:11pm]
ORLY?
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[30 Dec 2006|04:17pm]
And the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tradgedy on the far side of the world.
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[30 Dec 2006|04:19pm]


I really wanna call you, but I know that it's not right.
I probably shouldn't tell you but I dreamed of you last night.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again
Until next time that she goes away.




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[30 Dec 2006|04:21pm]


I guess that I'm wrong for falling in love,
But you're still the one that I'm dreaming of.
I guess that it's you I want to hold onto,

But you're holding onto someone else.



let's face it, boys are all assholes sooner or later.



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[30 Dec 2006|04:30pm]
Never take friendship personal


yay for friends who have cancelled on me for i don't know how long to hang out with their boyfriends friends.
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[30 Dec 2006|04:36pm]












State the obvious.
I didn’t get my perfect fantasy.
I realized you love yourself.
More that you could ever love me.

So go & tell your friends,
that I’m obsessive & crazy.
That’s fine.
I’ll tell mine you’re gay.

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[30 Dec 2006|04:39pm]

You almost always pick the best time,
to drop the worst lines.
You almost made me cry again this time.
Another false alarm,
red flashing lights.
Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die.
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[30 Dec 2006|04:42pm]
It's time to say a word
say it like you mean it
he spoke with a tone of hurt
as my eyes rolled back
hoping for the end
one too many condescending(sp?) battles for a friend

say another word
and I'll sit on the floor
keep talking down to me
your not only losing me
your losing whats in store
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[30 Dec 2006|04:43pm]
yeah we fuck
yeah so what?
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[30 Dec 2006|04:47pm]
Does it hurt to force a smile to my face?
Does it burn to wish you were in another place?
I won't look to you anymore
So what are you saying tonight?
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[30 Dec 2006|04:50pm]
bitchez nd hoez
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[30 Dec 2006|05:00pm]
lmao.

my mom just said.

"I think you need stop being on the computer so much and exersise more."

Me? Exersise?

lmao.
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[30 Dec 2006|05:04pm]
for some reason my grandpop is watching Ice Skating?


...okay?


I currently have $280
someone come shopping with me sometime sooooon.
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[30 Dec 2006|05:21pm]
my mom just told me that i was going to be ok.
and i just walked away from her.




im going nowhere really fucking fast.

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I'm an idiot y/y? [30 Dec 2006|05:21pm]
So the ex posted a bulletin, "My day always tends to get bad. my life sucks. who cares. bad day always goes fucking worse. done with the emo fuckin bullitins ... nothing to do. bye."
& I replied "Cheer up kid life always gets better [="

















I just poured my heart out there's bits of it on the floor. & I take what's left of it & rinse it under cold water & call him up for more. & I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely. & I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't loved me. He said I'm sorry, so sorry. He grabs my wrist as my fingers turn into angry fists. & I whisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you I'll play the part.
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[30 Dec 2006|05:31pm]
Steffs hanging out with a cute boy tonight : ]
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[30 Dec 2006|05:46pm]
lets pretend we fall in love tonight..
Clumsy enough to fall for anything...
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[30 Dec 2006|05:52pm]
when will you stop asking strangers?
no one wants what we want.
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[30 Dec 2006|06:04pm]
a teenage queen
a loaded gun
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[30 Dec 2006|06:05pm]
and I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
yeah yeah, I missed you.
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[30 Dec 2006|06:15pm]
i need...
really angry / i hate you / i hope you die
songs
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[30 Dec 2006|06:40pm]
Okay. Cool.
Rj is supposed to sign on and tell me what time to go meet him
and Hasn't yet.

Im kinda getting mad.
I hate boys



If I get stood up, I'm done w| him.
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