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[10 Aug 2003|02:01am] |
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I don't think that I'm going to write in this journal for awhile just because I have so much to keep up with and no one hardly ever comments here anyways. Thanks to those of you who do though. :) If you still want to know what's up with me, here are some links:
LiveJournal: sparklypunk
Xanga: claiming_forever
Face The Jury: cheektocheek
My Writing/Photography Site: Lost Romantic
My Punk/Emo 'Zine: Punkymo
Website Of My Friends: No More Labels
Take care!!!
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| I should of known that you were a killer. |
[25 Jul 2003|03:15pm] |
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So I update this almost every single day for you. How about every single week?
Wednesday: I went up to Wal-Mart and my mom got new glasses and then my brother came over for dinner. Then I got mad and left and went and bought my cell phone a new faceplate and keypad. Nothing too fun...
Thrusday: I chilled with Ryan. We went to the mall, cashed his check and whatnot and went back to his house and watched some of SLC Punk. I got to see my friend Phil who I haven't seen in about 10 months also.
Friday: Nothing at all...seriously.
Saturday: I just went up to K-Mart and got some stuff for my mom and then went and got ice cream with my little sister for something to do.
Sunday: I went places with my mom, my little sister, and her friend. We went to McD's and then to the park. It's so pretty there. I took pictures but I don't feel like posting them. Then I went to Amanda's house for my "surprise" B-Day party. It was most fun. I love my friends. They're so sweet to me. <3 And I even got to bring Ryan for a little bit 'cause he had to go home at like 10:00 p.m.
Monday: I got a package from my friend Dana. She sent me a Closer I Get CD and a June Spirit CD. Good stuff!!! She's most rad also. I got my hair cut and got some lip gloss...haha. What a day, eh?
Tuesday: I got Yellowcard's newest CD, which is rad, BTW, so you should go buy it too. Then I went and brought a pair of pants and McD's for dinner.
Wednesday: I had the house to myself for a day 'cause my sister went to the circus with her friend. It was nice...but boring.
Thursday: I went places with my mom and my little sister. I got cute HK socks at Target. <3 Then we got groceries and came home. Then Ryan called and I got to hang out with him. :D We went to Target and I got the Senses Fail CD and some HK lip gloss. Then we went to the mall and chilled there for a bit...then we went to his house and chilled in my car since his mom wouldn't let us inside. *lol* I love being with him. <3
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| Take the long road... |
[15 Jul 2003|05:01pm] |
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Ok...another update from me... And like I always say, I dunno why I even write in here anymore...
Wednesday: I got groceries and took my friend Carrie some stuff over for her baby shower 'cause I didn't really feel like going. I also found out that The Closer I Get is back from their hiatus and that makes me much happy.
Thursday: It was my birthday. I turned 18. I went out to lunch and to see that new pirate movie with my mom and my little sister. Then I came home and went out to dinner with both of them and my brother. It was pretty cool.
Friday: I went and got some stuff up at Wal-Mart and then went bowling with my mom, my brother, and my little sister. I got a 156!!! That made me happy 'cause I totally beat my highest score...and I beat my brother that game. Haha.
Saturday: I went up to Wal-Mart again and got some stuff and then I went to Amber's house and she gave me my birthday presents. A cute Cheer Bear Care Bear! :) Then from there I went and picked Ryan up from work and chilled with him for the rest of the day. We went to the mall and he got me a Rancid CD 'cause he said that I need to listen to them. Then we came back to my house and just chilled and listened to Minor Threat then I took him up to Steve's house for the night.
Sunday: I went to church and then out to eat with my mom, my little sister, my brother, and his girlfriend. Then I picked up Ryan and Steve and we went to the mall and then to Starbucks...then we went to the record store and got some Alkaline Trio on vinyl. Good stuff. Came back to my house and listened to that and my mom caught us making out. Haha. It was priceless...the look on her face. Then I had to take Ryan home. :( I miss him.
Monday: I went to the park with my mom and little sister and got ice cream and whatnot. It was cool...there were tons of ducks. I wish I would of took my digital camera with me...it was so pretty watching the waterfall. :/
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| You were happy on this day. |
[08 Jul 2003|02:06am] |
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I guess I'll make maybe one update a week on this here journal? That could work, right? Well I post way to much in my LJ and you kids don't read that so meh...here's an update. I'll start where I left off.
Wednesday: Got groceries and then Ryan came over and we chilled for a bit and then I had to take him back home...it was only like a half hour. *lol*
Thrusday: My family went to go look at a house that my mom wanted to buy but nothing is ever good enough for my dad and he told me to shut up when I was telling him about it. He gets mad easily. :/ In other words, we aren't getting that house. It was really pretty too.
Friday: I pretty much slept all day. My brother came over and we went to my aunt's house and Ryan called and I basically talked to him the whole time while I was there. It passed the time and was good.
Saturday: I chilled with Ryan pretty much all day. We went to the mall and then went to see his friend where he works. His friend is mad crazy and makes me nervous. Haha. I thought he was going to hurt me. :P Then we chilled at Ry's house for awhile outside and well, I asked him out and he said yes, so on this day we were official. :) He's great. :D After that we chilled inside his house and watched the Jackass movie...haha.
Sunday: Wow, I picked Ryan up again...he chilled here for a bit and played my guitar and tuned it some and then we went for a walk and found Steve...then Steve, Ryan, and I chilled in my basement and watched TV. Then I took Ryan up to Steve's house and he spent the night there.
Monday: I went places with my mom and my little sister then we picked Ryan up at Steve's and I took him home. Then I went and bought some stuff for my mom and got me some pink hair dye. So I'm all pink right now and it's rad. :)
Sorry for the excessive Ryanness...he's just been a total part in my life for the past week and has been there like everyday. Haha. He's great.
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| I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me. |
[01 Jul 2003|01:50am] |
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from "Josephine" by The Wallflowers
Wow...I haven't updated this thing in forever. Sorry to all who read this journal...I know it's boring and I don't even know why I do update it anyways. So here I am again attempting to do this. I dunno what to say. I went out with Ryan last Thursday. I always feel like I'm not good enough for him for some reason. I mean, he's only called me once...and I've called him the rest of the times. Maybe he's scared to call me? I dunno. I want to see him again. I really really like him. And I have a chance. He kissed me, he held my hand...it was nice. I love stuff like that. But why isn't he my boyfriend? I'm afraid to ask him out because I don't want him to refuse me. But is it worth a try? I shall find out the next time I chill with him. Perhaps this week.
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| It's kept me up all night. |
[19 Jun 2003|02:39am] |
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When everything you'll get is
Everything that you've wanted.
Which would you prefer?
My finger on the trigger or
Me face down across your floor?
"Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team)" - Taking Back Sunday
But I already have been cut from the team a long time ago. With every single word and every single unspoken feeling being swept away in a single pen which explodes ink onto a piece of dull and worn paper. Paper worn from being in my pocket and being folded so many times. Each feeling that I get I write down something to describe it. Never a hateful word. And instead of that paper which I imagine so it's a camera. And looking through the lens seems to be a window into another world where I can imagine that everything is beautiful and everything is right. And that's where I find you. Looking through that lens. And when I take the camera away that silhouette is gone. Just an impression in a picture which will fade away with time. And everytime that I look at those faded pictures I will think of the time that my imagination got carried away with itself and took you to new lengths. But the memory will last a lifetime and go on forever more.
Inspired by Shane's (a.k.a.  kredoy0) beautiful writing style. It made me want to try it again. I used to write stuff like that a lot but I kind of lost it. Such a lack of creativity. But they're all on my website.
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| Haha. Oh man. |
[17 Jun 2003|12:13am] |
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Crunk is one of my best friends ever...I've known her since I was 2 years old. :) And look, she found me a guy! The only problem is that he's in Tennesee. :( Haha, it's great though. I wish she would of got his e-mail though. :(
CrunkSan: there was an emo dude there.
cautionprincess5: EMO!!!!!!! AHHH!!!! I WANT!
CrunkSan: his name was tom.
cautionprincess5: AHHH THAT'S EVEN BETTER!!! I want an emo guy named tom
CrunkSan: he was great
cautionprincess5: can i have him?
CrunkSan: we were making fun of hot topic punks. he seemed interested. i made mention of my lovely little emo friend. ;-)
cautionprincess5: haha, seriously?! *dies*
CrunkSan: yup he was so cool
cautionprincess5: what'd u say to him?
CrunkSan: well, he was like "Will, your lovely goth girl is here", that's what his friend called me and tom is like "I want a lovely emo girl" and i told him there was one waiting in ohio
cautionprincess5: haha, you should of brought him back for me.
CrunkSan: and then he was asking about you. no, i wanna bring William.
cautionprincess5: bring em both!
cautionprincess5: what did he ask about me? *lowers eyes*
CrunkSan: name. age. appearance. fave bands. the basics.
cautionprincess5: lol. so am i cool then?
CrunkSan: yup. you're cool.
cautionprincess5: YAY! can i have him? is he cute?
CrunkSan: yup. he has the most gorgeous eyes.
cautionprincess5: oooh. *dies*
CrunkSan: sort of sandy blonde hair...kinda longish and in his face.
cautionprincess5: and where's this guy from? he's like in alaska, isn't he? *cries*
CrunkSan: yeah, we love his hair. when we met him, I didn't know his name, so i just called him sandy. nashville
cautionprincess5: wanna take a trip down to nashville with me?
CrunkSan: sure, i wanna see my william.
cautionprincess5: u shoulda got like ways to keep in contact with them.
CrunkSan: i was supposed to get their emails, but we all got stuck working and then by the time we were done they had left.
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| Timeless, priceless. |
[15 Jun 2003|09:40pm] |
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I've got a bit fat f***ing bone to pick with you my darling. In case you haven't heard, I'm sick and tired of trying. I wish you'd take my radio to bathe with you, plugged in and ready to fall.
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| Push me away, make me fall. |
[15 Jun 2003|12:29pm] |
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Today started off kind of crappy but I got to hang out with my best friend so it was better. Well my friend Amber just got back today from Kentucky so I went over to her house and her boyfriend Alex came over too and we decided to go down to the car show. It was cool and I found my dream car. :) And now...pictures.
Alex, Amber, and me.
And that's my dream car.
I don't know what kind of car it is so if you know...tell me! I love it. I took 2 more pictures of them...the back where the NO2 is and the inside of it. If you want to see them go check here in my journal entry on LJ. :) Good stuff.
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| Every night's another story. |
[09 Jun 2003|10:41pm] |
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I really love this song...I've been listening to it for the past half hour but yeah. Lee (a.k.a. warpedlilfreak) is rad. He was looking at the picture of my purse with my sXe pin on it...
WaRpEdLiLfReAk: sXe, I couldn;t do that
cautionprincess5: lol
cautionprincess5: i can. :-)
WaRpEdLiLfReAk: I took a quiz and I am 0% sXe
WaRpEdLiLfReAk: I am proud of you!
cautionprincess5: lol
cautionprincess5: aw, thanks!
WaRpEdLiLfReAk: stay that way:-)
cautionprincess5: i will.
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| I'm about to break. |
[08 Jun 2003|10:21pm] |
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You don't know how much I want to just run around in my room and break everything in sight, do you?
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| Stay who you are. |
[06 Jun 2003|04:26pm] |
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"The Hero Dies In This One" - The Ataris |
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I'll never be the same without you, I love you more than you will ever know.
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| A yellow shade of blue. |
[04 Jun 2003|11:09pm] |
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"Marie" - The Closer I Get |
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I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted...
Remind me why I post here again?
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| It's better the devil, you know. |
[02 Jun 2003|08:13pm] |
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Pink?
Yep. It's pink now. :) But I'll get to that later. I had to get up early and get all ready and all that fun stuff and I went to Wal-Mart and stuff with my mom. I had to go to the dentist at 1:00 p.m. so I went there and got my teeth cleaned and got 2 fillings. I had to have x-rays too and my one wisdom tooth is completely sideways under my gum. It's kinda cool looking...haha. I don't have to get it pulled though so that's good. After that we went and ate lunch at the mall and went to the camera store to price the cameras. They're so cool. After that we came home and then got my little sister and went to my aunt's house to see her puppies. They're so cute. I came back home and then left and went up to Sally's and got some pink hair dye and then came back, had my mom cut my hair, and then dyed it pretty pink. I like. Do you?
( Pink! )
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| Few scenes from my life... |
[27 May 2003|04:48pm] |
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Me. :) I love that angle for some reason...looks artistic, eh?
Today ha been most rad. My friends and I ate so many Starburst, Mountain Dew, and donuts. We were all on a HUGE sugar high. Hehe. <3
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| Your what makes it home that I come home to. |
[24 May 2003|12:33am] |
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"Make Yourself At Home" - The Starting Line <3 |
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Spiral bound notebooks
and black ink pens.
Sacred alliances shook
and no more friends.
Broken promises
from across the phone.
An empty house
and I'm home alone.
Times spent together
take straight faced falls.
Memories quilted though
these black painted walls.
Boyfriends and best friends
just don't mix.
While out with him
away the clock ticks.
Although friends apart
the bracelets still worn.
Now remind us of the time
when a friendship was torn.
But like a sister
and friendship so true.
I hope she knows
that I miss her too.
The ways we used to be
still dance across the sky.
But it's so black out
I can't see them in the night.
But while you're away
remember you have a friend.
One who will be there when
needed to broken-heart mend.
To You And Yours From Me And Mine
May 24, 2003
By Tiffany
( Poem explanation. )
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| We're leaving on a 16 hour drive. |
[22 May 2003|10:15pm] |
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Hey look...it's me.
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| Why would I think that? |
[19 May 2003|11:24pm] |
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Check this out!!! If you guys are on the Yellowcard street team then you know the mission that was up. Well look!!!
Mission #1 Winners:
Five this week...five more next week! I'll be contacting you shortly...
01 yourbestbet
02 GrubbyPup
03 Punker829
04 itsalabtpunkrock
05 Cameron
I WON!!! THAT'S ME!!! The first one. Hehe. *feels special* <3 YC!!!
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| You've got your gun to my head. |
[19 May 2003|04:38pm] |
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Crunk and I were talking about what makes a band your favourite one...and the feeling that you get from them. I have to say that The Starting Line is my favourite band ever. They just give me this feeling when I listen to any of their songs...this weird feeling in my stomach. And even if the song isn't sad it makes me want to cry. I dunno what it is but it makes me want to cry typing this...seriously. :/ Gah, that makes me sound like such a loser but I don't care. See, I was watching Fuse and their video for "Best Of Me" came on and I ran into the living room to watch it on the big TV and started screaming (lol) and jumping around and crap. My sister got mad because I turned her stupid Pokemon, but TSL is worth it. I just wanted to cry...gosh they are so freaking amazing. I mean, I have a lot of favourite bands which I love to tiny little pieces, like Brand New, TBS, and Yellowcard and all of them...but TSL is my very favourite.
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| Eyes so big. |
[18 May 2003|12:51am] |
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When I got my shoes yesterday the dude at Hot Topic was totally nice to me. He took my shoe out of the box and laced it up and all of that stuff. And when I was standing at the counter waiting to ring up my stuff he all looked up and me and made me feel like a "deer in headlights" as Crunk put it. So this is what Crunk says...
cautionprincess5: mall? i got $12.
CrunkSan: works for me.
cautionprincess5: and i wanna find my hot topic guy...and my cinnabon guy. then i'll be good
CrunkSan: definately! you gotta show me this guy
cautionprincess5: haha, if he's there i will. i hope he'll be there. haha. he's probably like 20 or something
CrunkSan: if not, we'll just attack the cinnibon guy
cautionprincess5: haha. whoo!
CrunkSan: so what if he's 20?
cautionprincess5: i dunno. lol i should slip him my #. haha he's really cute
CrunkSan: do it! i bet he'd call
cautionprincess5: lol, that'd be funny. i'd probably pass out. haha. that would be rad if he did. maybe he was just being nice to me. lol
CrunkSan: nah, he's thinking "who's that hot emo chick?"
cautionprincess5: hahaaaa. sure
CrunkSan: i bet he is. you're a lot better looking than you give yourself credit for
Wishful thinking...wishful thinking.
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