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the end. [05 Jan 2004|12:27am] the end ending of a year... to start another... new journal... www.blurty.com/~kattcore_ love. lkat what more can you say??

i'd rob a quik-e mart for you. [03 Jan 2004|03:46pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | thrice-a living dance upon dead minds ] Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) - An air sign represented by the scales, Libra symbolizes balance, order and justice. Librans are diplomatic, easy-going, social people who always promote good will and friendship. They are also more artistic than people of any other sign. Some less appealing traits include indecision and self-indulgence. yeah that describes me... i miss curt. im a dork, and i understand this... but i miss him...a lot. he made me feel awesome, and like i could be someone good. and i called him last night, and he just sounded like a total fucking asshole... but i didn't care... this is patheic.. i give up. i have nothing to say... im thinking about ending my blurty and ujournal... it was fun... but now it just isnt anymore... what more can you say??

Brandon... [02 Jan 2004|01:07am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | taste of ink- the used ] Love is real It is not just in long distance commercials Or something that you thought you felt back in high school So I will turn black and white, become that horoscope you're reading It predicts something good is on its way And then I'll send you the world green and blue in a box in the mail You can open it up, hold it right in your hand and be glad that it's there And be glad that you're there You can feel all the knots in your stomach start to untie And suddenly it's not so hard to say you're all right Is it worth it can you even hear me Standing with your spotlight on me Not enough to feed the hungry I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now In this sea of lonely The taste of ink is getting old It's four o' clock in the fucking morning Each day gets more and more like the last day Still I can see it coming While I'm standing in the river drowning This could be my chance to break out This could be my chance to say goodbye At last it's finally o v e r Couldn't take this town much longer Being ,b>half dead wasn't what I planned to be Now I'm ready to be free So here I am it's in my hands And I'll savor every moment of this So here I am alive at last And I'll savor every moment of this And won't you think I'm pretty When I'm standing top the bright lit city And I'll take your hand and pick you up And keep you there to so you can see As long as you're alive and care I promise I will take you there And we'll drink and dance the night away As long as you're alive Here I am I promise I will take you t h e r e . . . . . . what more can you say??

happy birthday timmy! [30 Dec 2003|02:01pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | something corporate- hurricane ] happy birthday little tim! i <3 you! timmy's house last nite was fun. Besides Amanda. I'm not the one who got fuck up! fuck you. I bought timmy a 6 pack of smirfnoff ice. he enjoyed it. until he started puking. poor kid. happy 18 right? im going crazy. purely crazy. i hate babysitting. alright. bye. love. lkat what more can you say??

five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes... [28 Dec 2003|11:51am] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | RENT- seasons of love ] Sorry for not updating lately... I have been busy... I hatehatehatehatehatehate men... no wait they aren't men, they are boys. who fucking suck. I can't wait until 3, Lyndz gets off work, and then we are going somewhere, hell if I know i think we are going to timmy's.. hot damn! getting stoned off my ASS! thank you! fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.... life sucks, but I'm glad I have great friends. Brandon is coming down in 2 weeks! yay!!!!!! haha last nite was the killer. I bought alcohol! hehe! good ol fake ID its wonderful. ah! fuck you aunt flow! just had to come today.. today of ALL days. yeah.. okay. thanks i enjoy it very much. well i leaving.. I will talk to you guys later. " in day lights, and sunsents, in midnites, and cups of coffeee"- RENT love. lkat 300 have said enough what more can you say??

Awesome Nite. [22 Dec 2003|11:58pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | watching LOTR ] Me&Lindz are watching LOTR. Its just been an awesome nite. Let me emphasize awesome It started out as a bad nite, a few things were said that werent very nice. But then we went and saw Curt and just everything seemed to get a little bit better everytime he touched me. He sent chills down my spine. Finally after holding me he kissed me. It was like shooting stars racing aganist the sky. All I wanted to do was stay and soak up everything good he had to give me. But we had to leave. And all I want is to go back and just kiss him until my lips feel weak. Until my body is screaming for a rest but I never want to stop. But the the clock strikes 12 and i have to be home like Cinderella. OH I hate not being able to drive. I should be a writer. haha. <3 CY Until next time... love. lkat what more can you say??

Blind dates.... yeah.... [22 Dec 2003|01:25pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | Thursday- Jet Black New Year ] Haha so last nite was fun. The guys were cool. Van&Shawn bought me&lindzy everything. it was rather sweet of them. We went to Marlin Moon Grille. The execpted my ID there I was happy. But then we went to some other bar, and they didn't! fucking a! All I wanted was a smirnoff. Not asking a lot. Brooke must love ditching me. Last nite I asked her to hang out with me. Not a lot to ask! But nah, she much rather lie to me and hang out with Phil. Thats cool i swear. I like Thursday. They make me happy. Get my angry out. .... ahh.. just smoked a bowl feel pretty nice right now..... well i have to go. luv. lkat what more can you say??

What a weekend! [21 Dec 2003|12:37pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | eminem- superman ] Saturday had to be one of the best days ever. Amanda and I left around 7:30 to go to NJ, got to the market 18, got our ID's, went to lunch and celeabrated my birthday :-) Then we drove around and went to PA, went to the skate park,drove around, saw a skaterguy and he gave us freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee weed:-), then we went to the bar, and celeabrated my birthday even more. (it really isnt my birthday) jokes: boy bud bud bud boy bud boy has bud bud bud bud bud!, theres bud walking down the street, just find a young black man an dyou find pot! Amanda is dating Bud, and I am dating Pot, rock out to 3dg, HIM, picking up skater guys we don't even know, BLUEBERRY!, getting lost in the ghetto of Philly, WHERE IS I-95?!, haha and soooooooooooo many more! Now, I am going to go and hang out with Lindzy and Brooklyn. -Lindzy,Katrina,Brooklyn- Girls Forever later. lkat 300 have said enough what more can you say??

Thanks Rach! [19 Dec 2003|12:23am] [ mood | pissed off ] xoxo rach06 xoxo: dont let him change you cat... your great as you are! dying for a star: thanks rach! xoxo rach06 xoxo: k thanks babe! ly! dying for a star: ly too! xoxo rach06 xoxo: im always here if ya ever need sum1 to talk to ! :-) dying for a star: aw thanks! fuck...you...delaney...stop trying to ruin me. Brandon- ONE DAY! 400 have said enough what more can you say??

dudddddddddddde. [18 Dec 2003|08:53pm] [ mood | devious ] [ music | Sublime- Smoke Two Joints ] me+weed=stoned.:-) the horse goes BACAWAAAAAAA! school was uneventful like always. She was living in a single room with 3 other individuals, one of them was a male, and the other two, well hell the other two were females. God only knows what they were up to in there, and furthermore Susan I wouldn't be the least bit surprised to learn that all four of them habitually smoked marijuanah cigarettes..... reefers.... sublime i didn't go to the show tonight. As much as I should have to support my boys... I didn't dont hate me. New Jersey+me+brandon= getting laid. hehe! well got to go and do that WONDERFUL thing called homework. ireallydoloveyou lkat what more can you say??

Finally! [15 Dec 2003|10:25pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | pretty girls make graves- the getaway ] Finally! blurty wasnt working for me now it is. yay! Life- Brooke and I are friends again. THANK YOU!, I missed her greatly!, I sang an AWESOME song if I do say so myself, I just feel a little bit better about everything that has happened lately. <3 to all my friends that have helped me through it. HaNdSReAnImAtIoN: i luv yah there cat HaNdSReAnImAtIoN: hehehe dying for a star: thank you. dying for a star: I love you too kid! I miss Corey! He is sooooo cool! hehe! melmel345: dude kat, your happy! accept it! And you know I love you! and Mark loves you! What more can you ask for? dying for a star: haha your all i need in life. melmel345: of course i am, im melissa the great. i love you guys! Specially Mel, Brooke, Lindzy, and Alison. And too my guys, Corey,Mark,David,Doofus(delaney),JASON(iloveyou)justin never like someone. stay away from love,crushes, and anything dealing with it. it sucks. love. lkat what more can you say??

sick as a dog. [10 Dec 2003|08:07pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | none the TV is loud enough for my sick ears ] why cant i be healthy? i am never well enough. Lindsey is mad at me and i have no idea why? im so confused. uhhh.... i cant swallow, my stomache hurts, and my mother is a pain in the ass. I want my weed. where is timmy? i want my purse it has my weeed. i am not goiing to deny it anymore. I smoke weed. I smoked a lot of weed. and i enjoy it. i love being high it makes me feel so awesome and like i can do anything in the world, and i am so much more aware of things. and i think way more in depth when i am high. OH well deal with it if you don't like it. uh i hate being sick. goodnite everyone love. lkat 300 have said enough what more can you say??

brrrrrrrr. [07 Dec 2003|04:09pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | nothingggggggggggggg. ] its fucking cold in my damn house! so yeah last nite was...uneventful. i wish i hadnt lost his number...DAMNIT! the play was gooooood! "You can't love anyone until you understand that you can't love everyone." i like that! 2 days-smoke freeeeeeeeeee. yay! goodnite the grandparents are coming over -dies- love. lkat 100 have said enough what more can you say??

New York New York! [04 Dec 2003|10:14pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | HIM- beautiful ] Wow... yesterday made me relize how much I miss the city. I didn't want to leave at all. I hate it how she wouldnt let us fucking go anywhere! Katie and I def. knew where we were. Natives just know that shit. Brrrrr... its cold as a mother fucker. I wouldnt mind if someone was here...but we all can't have what we wish for. Me and Katie wanted to send a taxi to go and get us some real chinese foooooooood. FUCK YOU WALLINGFORD! Haha we arrived home at 11:00, Katherine didnt come home until 3. Me and Kevin hung out, we just had fun talking and just chillin, we be cool like that... except when we spill it! brandon< /3....why? ... lovely lkat what more can you say??

heartache every moment. [02 Dec 2003|03:21pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | HIM- heartache every moment ] I wanna be remembered as the girl who smiled even with her heart was broken and could brighten your day, even if she couldnt brighten her own. i love the band HIM its great! i must go and sing to the old people! goodbye! 100 have said enough what more can you say??

i can't be your superman [01 Dec 2003|07:14pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | sing for the moment- eminem ] brandon: shush... i love you.. and you want to know why? me: why? brandon: because out of all my friends and family i have 4 people that have stuck with me through everything. That my mom,dad, my friend tim, and you. No matter how many times i have been an asshole to you. me: i love you. brandon: i love you too. this weekend i am going to spend it with my baby brandon! i love you! mike is coming down soon... hehe.... i had a really bad bad bad bad bad bad day, but its better now because of great friends and an awesome guy. i really think i have to do this homework. love lkat what more can you say??

One whisper from your breath is all I hear. [30 Nov 2003|08:25pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | janis joplin- crybaby ] Hide your eyes in Heaven, in the lies believe,relief I'll end the world tonight-Davey Havok Okay don't assume things. I might be stupid, but not that stupid. Good Job! Your The Juliana Theory! Which Emoish Band Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Storge is natural love. It springs out of mutual trust and respect. This style involves people who simply enjoy being around each other. Its not about sex or romance, just plain friendship. Partners find satisfaction in home activities. Time is the ingredient that sweetens this casual love best. What's your love style? *pics* brought to you by Quizilla Your wedding dress will be pink! You are a true romantic at heart, brimming over with sentimental feelings and notions. You are all about fairy tale love when it comes to marriage! What's your wedding dress color? *pics* brought to you by Quizilla You're a sadness fiend. You hate yourself to the point of loving. Do you EVER smile? What are you addicted to? brought to you by Quizilla quizzes stolen from amie i miss lindsey she is one of the only people i trust. she comes home tonite :-D love lkat 100 have said enough what more can you say??

Iain!!! [26 Nov 2003|09:55pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | thrics- better days ] dying for a star: iain! BigGeneral5: yuo BigGeneral5: Light of my life dying for a star: awww thank you !!! BigGeneral5: i heart u BigGeneral5: how u doin beautiful dying for a star: i heart you too! dying for a star: im sick BigGeneral5: u seem to be sick too often BigGeneral5: u need some iain lovin dying for a star: i know im always sick! dying for a star: woo hoo! dying for a star: lol BigGeneral5: cure-all aww! iain made me feel better he is such a sweetie. i heart you cant wait till next year! 200 have said enough what more can you say??

X my hear beats in break downs X [26 Nov 2003|01:53pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | boy sets fire- white wedding dress ] Every day she fears her life will end Every time the call rings they are late They never come quite in time to see his fist Leave its mark on the side of her disgrace They'll never charge him anyway and you know it Say we can't get involved today So where's the choice and who protects her now Bruised and battered the blood has stained her gown Useless screams for help can't save her now Choices rendered the house is burning down No one will ever understand cause they don't have to feel his crushing hands And the ears that ignored her screams before are now wondering what she did it for But with a bottle of kerosene she found her freedom And then burned the bastard to the ground and ran The fire will now wash away the blood on her white wedding dress boy sets fire is awesome. I have no life.and i really dont care. goodnite. 100 have said enough what more can you say??

Smile! [23 Nov 2003|03:00pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | the broken fan on my computer going brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ] I have no life. I have about 2 friends I truely trust with all my heart. I want to go and smoke a mothering fucking blunt right to the head. And I think I will. ...What was with that the other night? I asked you a simple favor when i sit for HOURS on end listening to talk about everything and barely letting me enter a fucking word. It was a simple favor all you had to do was be like " NO i dont want too" and thats fine, but chosing weed over your friend is fucked up. And lying to me hurt even more.... Lindsey! come home! I need my soulmate back! We need a new lucky pot lighter. IM lonely. Last night felt so awesome jsut to be held by you... but you have her. Stoping fucking around with me. I was being good you were being a fucking ass. Hopefully ReRe calls me back and we can do something i need to get out of the house. Soon.Now.Quickly. much love. lkat 100 have said enough what more can you say??

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