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Blurty for Shast Master Z.
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| Monday, February 2nd, 2004 |
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Well today it smelled on 700 lol badly like someone had tooken a poop and didn't flush congratulations. you are the "you smell like butt" bunny. your brutally honest and always say whats on your mind. which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla Well anyway all i have been hearing is about that dumb super bowl which i was at work at the time and i had to get dinners for all the drunk people but hey it was fun and i had won a 60dollar lighter zippo yay i'm going to give it to my dad for no reason but oh well i'll see him wed when he comes back from TN my mom was thinking of moving down there i'm like no mom i don't want to go to a new school and make new friends i would miss the ones i have down here to much well anyway today i'm not putting in commas or anything i'm trying to get things off my mind and i do not have time to put them little things in well tomorrow i'm tryin to talk someone in walking to the vine with me and getting some new books and then comeing to my house but april said no because she wants to spend time with mike mike mike its like she has him up her ass geeze well so i'll just go by myself nothing new in that area well mmm me and terry are sitting here typing and oh another thing is that april is trying to get me to call and text scott when i'm a shy gurl at heart well here is another pic  Aphrodite/Eros ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla  Sad... You use the darkness to hide yourself from the world. Something has really hurted you, which made you turn dark. Darkness makes you feel save and that is why you stay there.
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| Friday, January 30th, 2004 |
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| Wednesday, January 28th, 2004 |
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| Sorry i had to put this in here or i would forget www.whatismae.com moe thanks buddy | ||||
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| As i set in the lib i see all kinda of books, maybe this is why it smells old lol don't know there are so many things i don't know. I know i want to learn more but today is not it. Today i had to drive in the car it sucked but its better . I got a C so yesterday a B today a C mm mabe tomrrow an A Well mm tonight i'll update some more, but for right now i have to go i believe the bell is going to ring ! | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, January 27th, 2004 |
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| so Today i had to drive in the car. YAY fun, Me and KAty i feel really bad for her because well i'm not saying because i do not want to hurt feelings because katy is a good friend to me. So yeah i can not say,so happy i got a big fat B lol. I'm trying to think of things to write! but i'm not finding anything. I do have to say one thing that the band moe told me about mae they are not all that bad. I have all the saves the day cds to they are not to bad they will grow on me. Well This weekend at work i almost quit the cook yelled at me. I've never been yelled at in my life i was scared, crying. Well About my subject don't ask i couldn't tell u . Well today i drove to pick up my little brother from boy scouts. When i got there were these guys staring at me like i must have stoped to fast or whatever. lol i wanted to say something to them so bad or honk my horn. beep beep Well Ash Left me and moe in 7th hour. But got to go bye bye | ||||||||
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| Thursday, January 22nd, 2004 |
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Well today was a exciting day all together well first hour ZZZzz mrs ofallon geeze i don't know whats wrong with me. But i just don't like that lady very much? She seems like she wants to be a child or a teen again but she is too old to be. My second hour man wooo bad day there, first we had the fire alarm go off and i was dumb because i knew it was going to be cold. But i forgot to bring my sweater BRRRR. :\ I'm trying to learn a new thing here about putting ? ! . in my writting so if u can't read it don't tell me just try hard lol well homeroom. not so good because i don't know i just don't really like the people in there they are either stuck up or odd people. Nicole and Brandy are in there i like brandy she is kool she cracks me up most of the time. Then Jessica man that gurl is sooooo annoying i mean so annoying lol then came 3rd hour which is english. Geeze how i hate that class to Miss. Hanley she is dumb lol sorry to say but she is ditsy lol heheheheheh then i went to my locker. All that and yeah. I'm sorry but how can i tell people that i do not like them its hard for me to tell them with out hurting there feelings someone tell me before i go crazy. Then i went to my drivers class boring thank god the smelly kid cooper. He wasn't there today he smells badly and i think one of his friends needs to tell him that he needs to go get checked out for his smellness. Anyway then came my new study hall i know lots of people in there. Then my 7th hour which we had to do this pellet thing that Moe And AShley stuck me with lol its okay tho because i could care less all u have to do is wash your hangs lol. Then my locker then buses yay i hate riding the bus marseilles people are dumb besides me i think i'm one of the smarter ones at certain things and all marseilles kids do is sex, pot, smoke, drink the 21 and older things lol . Oh wait then in study hall me and katy went to the lib. Anthony was there and he huged katy and grabed her ass and as he did he looked at me and smiled i hope that kid knows i hate his guts. Not only for what he did to my best friend, just being him and saying the dumb stuff he does. You people don't see what others do he is a low life, i could care less if he died today he uses people and girls at the most. You people just need to look past his appearnce. I'm not saying names because there are to many. That kid is a loser and a loner most of the school hates that kid. Well i was wonderin if anyone wanted to come along with april and i this saturday to Wal-mart. I have a project to do and it has to do with placing a dollar bill on the ground, seeing how many people pick it up. Its dumb but hey its the only thing i could think of. Anyway i was sitting here thinking about my life. Wondering what i could do to improve it i mean i am always at home or either at work or school it gets very old, sometimes i hang out with my friends but mostly during the weekdays. Since i have started driving my mother has become more mean than always like if i took a corner to sharp or what not she freaks out its not like i was going to kill her i mean 20 around a corner that ins't that bad its only 5 over. I don't know i mean i'm also very sad that my grandma could die and my mom just sits there like what the hell is your prob spend time with her she raised u damnt it pisses me off. How people can either label others or call names PEOPLE WE ARE ALL EQUAL. Who cares if u get your cloths at wal mart or at A&F at least u have fucking cloths people are starving and only have one pair some don't have any. That is why when i turn 18 i'm getting a program where u can send money to little kids in africa. Yeah so maybe i can help the world try to be a better place i hate to see those shows or commericals where the kids are skinny as sticks with no food besides bread and water it like they are in prison. Instead of building new malls and cars and everything that isn't that important donate it to people in lower places. Even if its there fault everyone should get a second chance in this world. I'm also glad that some famous people to give money and they should because they are truely taking the money from all of us music should be free they recieved the talent for free. Life is chaning alot for most of us and sometimes we don't know where or when to get help with the little probs like the kids starving because i really wish i didn't have to be 18 to give money to them. But truely i am grateful that i do have nice cloths a nice home and sorta nice parents. IT hurts me when i see my grandma cry really badly i cry so much yes shasta does cry my grandma is the greatest person i have ever met and i'm so glad that i can call her mine. This past year my grandma has been in alot of stuff i mean alot she went through lung surgey because they found lunch cancer she has had some of her bladder cut out. The most proud thing i am of her is that she stop smoking. And everytime she is in the hospital i atleast spend 20 dollars on ballons and a stuffed animal and flowers i love her so much its sad that one day that i will lose her i'm just so sad that this may come soon but i'm praying later. Another person that i do not really like that much is my father i never really had a growin up life. My father worked very hard to keep us together and my mother never really worked don't know why? She should have but oh well i know this is alot to put in my journal but its all up in my head and i have to get it out and since most people don't read it why not put it in my journal. My older brother he is a dick because he is a selfish brat he thinks just because he can go and buy dumb shit and he is 20 years old that he will never move out i think he is scared. April sometimes pisses me off with this whole scott thing because she knows i like him and yet tho she decides to talk about him all the freakin time. Not only that its pissing me off that most of my friends go for the guys i like and then they sit there and rub it in my face i don't know anymore. If i go to school all sad one day people think that i'm pissed or something they don't think that i could be sad, and as for me and an old friendship. I was sorta mad when i had gave this person a very long long note and i didn't recieve one back maybe they are not ready to give me something yet or anything but at least talk to me now gezze. As for my grandparents on my dads side i know we do not visit them even tho they live in ottawa they have missed our birthdays graduations holidays everyday and now they think they can make up for it i don't think so. You can not buy me back with your money or gifts the only true thing is you and it can only come for u and no one else. i have wrote a poem but its not done and i don't think i want to share it. As for youth tonight i don't think it will be happening because my little brother is sick and i don't have a ride so people please don't ask me why i didn't come and don't go oh shasta http://www.sinfullywicked.com/pictures/My%20Pictures/crying-blood.jpg well anyway i think this is a new begining to a new life for now on i'm going to act sad if i want if i don't like someone i'm going to tell them whatever bye guys |
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| Wednesday, January 21st, 2004 |
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 You're unsure whether you really want to smile or not.You just curl your lips up at the corners a bit and let that get you through your day.You don't have all the answers,and you certainly don't feel like going out to look for them.Stop being so indecisive. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla What Emotion Dominates ME?  Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but its there, and your friends can see it. You constantly feel alone, and need to do things to fill your time. Your afraid to tell people this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad way, and you think you screwed up everything. And when you are in love is when you are sad the most. (Pleas Vote) What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by Quizilla What is My element?  Earth. You're a typical case of 'the more, the better'. Collecting is your strong point, but listening too. You will not easily show emotions, but will try to help, as long as you get something back for it in the future, but either it be friendship or a gift, that doesn't matter to you. What is your element? brought to you by Quizilla What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?  Your soul is bound to the Yellow Rose: The Gentle. "I've travelled through the land of surrender and seen it all. I throw my heart out and keep my head up, and now I travel through the land of peace." The Yellow Rose is associated with friendship, intuition, and fun. It is governed by the goddess Hestia and its sign is The Intertwined Rings, or True Friendship. As a Yellow Rose, you always look out for your friends. You would much rather have strong ties with friends than a single tie with a lover and your devotion to your friends is clear. You may have great intuition and be able to read emotions clearly, but sometimes you can seem distant yourself. What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? brought to you by Quizilla |
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You're unsure whether you really want to smile or not.You just curl your lips up at the corners a bit and let that get you through your day.You don't have all the answers,and you certainly don't feel like going out to look for them.Stop being so indecisive. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla What Emotion Dominates ME? Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but its there, and your friends can see it. You constantly feel alone, and need to do things to fill your time. Your afraid to tell people this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad way, and you think you screwed up everything. And when you are in love is when you are sad the most. (Pleas Vote) What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by Quizilla What is My element? Earth. You're a typical case of 'the more, the better'. Collecting is your strong point, but listening too. You will not easily show emotions, but will try to help, as long as you get something back for it in the future, but either it be friendship or a gift, that doesn't matter to you. What is your element? brought to you by Quizilla What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? Your soul is bound to the Yellow Rose: The Gentle. "I've travelled through the land of surrender and seen it all. I throw my heart out and keep my head up, and now I travel through the land of peace." The Yellow Rose is associated with friendship, intuition, and fun. It is governed by the goddess Hestia and its sign is The Intertwined Rings, or True Friendship. As a Yellow Rose, you always look out for your friends. You would much rather have strong ties with friends than a single tie with a lover and your devotion to your friends is clear. You may have great intuition and be able to read emotions clearly, but sometimes you can seem distant yourself. What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Tuesday, January 20th, 2004 |
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How I would Murder! Don't get blood splatters on you when you shoot your victim. Your methods are a bit uncouth but your finesse and sense of style is impeccable. With a bit of guidance you could live among us in the world of vampires. How would you Murder? brought to you by Quizilla The Color Of My Heart  Your Heart is Black What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla My Force!  You are guided by light. While all can be bad around you, you still stay calm and make things better. There aren't a lot of people in the world like you. (Rate my test) What force is your soul? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Yesterday was monday and me and my friend erika went to the mall and i got a new pair of shoes and i'm putting down the chucks and since i have told nicole this she is calling me a chuck disser but hey its time to move onto new and better things well yeah me and erika went into like almost everystore is was fun well anyway there will be more tonight bye bye and katy i think is mad at me | ||||||||
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| Wednesday, January 14th, 2004 |
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Hey fellow readers whats new in your world i'll tell u whats new in mine well hey get this i think blank sometimes and yeah well to put more into that i put mel for ver and actually its moe hahahah comon laugh with me heheheheh well anyway i'm sitting here updating as u can tell i'm really sad and happy to because okay ashley W and Moe B lol are leaving me tomorrow in 7th hour yeah cry with me it sucks big time they are also leaving me friday after are test yeah i'm sad :( anyway life goes on and tears dry katy looked super cute today i can't believe she made that skirt that she was wearing she lost her notbook anyone who finds it get a .5 reward lol h eheh read the fine line well today i found a penny in my math book in the back and it feel out and it landed on heads i was like omg i kinda had good luck this more i found out who was talking about me in 2nd hour it was brandy and scott some kid that rides my SCHool bus lol brandy thinks i like him and i don't but the funny thing is that she goes to him that i like him and yeah i set next to him on the bus and close to him in english because he is in my english well in my driving class this kid named cooper as people call him he smellys bad i mean like shit ok i'm not the type to tell people they smell but this kid wooooooo stinky lol and we had a test and i missed 12 i think but i still got a C and then i went to my 7th hour and that and moe and ash and myself were drawling (like that moe) pics of teddy bears and bugs and i didn't know moes car is diseal yeah that little thing wow lol me and ash were laughing are asses off and she has a pump at her house because she is a FARM Gurl which is cool i mean id love to be a farm gurl so i could get some pony's lol and cows and a must goats lol heheheh well i keep thinking that someone is at my house because people my brother know have loud systems and yeah but anyway oh while i was at wal mart i saw my brothers ex girl friend and i drove right by her lol my brother i think fliped her off mmm not good that is what i saw well the bed and tv are calling me to go to sleep because i was up all night last night till like 11 it was not good i hope tomorrow is good as today was here is a little quizz i had taken hope u take it after me and hey anybody who reads this and has that list on 10 things were u know the least fav thing u like to do or whatever that stuff send that to me please Thanks guys What Feeling Do You Represent?  You represent... loneliness. Always alone and always sad about it... unlike angst, you don't have to look for a reason to be miserable. You want to be in the company of people but aren't sure how to act when you're with them. Sometimes you have to make an effort. You can't always wait for others to come to you. What feeling do you represent? brought to you by Quizilla What Type Of Soul Do You Have?  You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs. What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Tuesday, January 13th, 2004 |
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| Me and Katy are sitting in the lib and we are just chatting up a storm yay great fun right well hey guess what guys i talked to my long lost friend ashley last night we had a short chat but still exciting i'm still alittle sad that i have not yet gotten a note back from her but i wish that in no time at all i will get one back guys pray pray for me lol well anyway brittney G didn't get online last night neither did mel so it sucked big u know whatas lol new word put that in your dictonary lol hope i spelled that right well guys i have to go do my driving homework so post me one or call me after school bye bye love ya all | ||||||||
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| Monday, January 12th, 2004 |
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Well i'm sitting here listing to brand new yes that is a band its a very good band wellt oday at school lets see what i did mmm well first hour we had to take notes on something lol second was boring like always sleep class homeroom always fun we were trying to figure out if nicoles tounge was actually done or was it a fake i think its fake but i could be wrong i don't know its kool what ever she wants to do or say about it well i wish mel would get online so i can get the client for blurt so then i wouldn't keep losing my stuff but hey what happens happens Right third hour english boring also reading about julias Casier fun fun Jessica is getting so annoying i mean so annoying lunch sucked like always math was next oh yeah another class i am not doing so well in but i'm trying to fix it because i start coming in ever wednesday hopefully not Mrs winchester i hate that ugly bitch next comes driving yay my fav class we watched video then had like 5 mins to do a worksheet that i still have not done and its like 8:30ish and soon i will be getting offline so i can do it but not yet i am a very fast writter so it won't take me long andway I'm watching th road rules and the real world thing and i think it is dumb that they keep voting sarah in i mean she isn't the strongest player but she is also doing better then a few of the other team mates would u say anyway its been boring around my house my brother got a new harley davidson. its a pretty nice bike but justin with a nice bike man why doesn't he save his freakin money and buy a house i can't wait till he moves out so then we all can have a party over at his house it would be kewl well i should call erica but i don't know if its too late mmm i'll just see her tomorrow i have a feeling that she has my bags done i hope because i want it badly her house has these scary indiana dudes i mean they are freakin scary NEVER GO IN HER ROOM u would get lost in the duct tape stuff she makes duct tape bags shirts and that right now she is working on a tip skirt she is very creative most of my friends are boring and not creative like her and as for megan man that girl is odd lol for being 19 she sure in the hell don't look like it Well hey last thrusday i went to youth group it was funny i mean i'm not going to jump up the first day and sing right i mean i'm a shy girl until u get to know me so brittney wants me to come back this thrusday so i'm thinking i'm going me april and katy YAY katy is buddus however u spell that i know either mel or katy is going to post a comment and tell me how so lets see it lol anyway april is going to spain this summer if she can earn 1,5009 for her plan tickets i don't think she'll do it but i'll still have faith in here i hate pop ups don't you man there annoying and wow the doorbell just rang its vickie holman and her mom vickie brought her baby gurl down its soo cute i forgot the name already lol well anyway its been fun i'll look foward to updatein tomorrow goodnight bye bye love ya all Fav lyric Ataris The Saddest Song Only two more days, until your birthday Yesterday was mine You'll be turning five I know what it's like, growing up without your father in your life So I pretend, I'm doing all I can And I hope someday you'll find it in your heart To understand Why I'm not around And forgive me for not being in your life I remember waiting For you to come Remember waiting For you to call Remember waiting there to find nothing at all I remember waiting For you to come Remember waiting For you to call Waiting there to find nothing at all maybe someday you really get to know me not just the letters read to you I pray I get the chance To make it up to you We got a lot of catching up to do So I pretend, I'm doing all I can And hope someday you'll find it in your heart To understand Why I'm not around And forgive me for not being in your life I remember waiting For you to come Remember waiting For you to call Remember waiting there to find nothing at all I remember waiting For you to come Remember waiting For you to call Waiting there to find nothing at all Forgive me! I'm so sorry! I will make it up to you.... |
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| Well today we came back to school yesterday i had taken off work because i just didn't feel like going then my dad picked on me the whole day because i told him i didn't go because i was sick wink*wink* lol i was sick saturday i think it was the food i ate because my aunt isn't that good at cooking things even tho she owned her own place! anyway friday i worked at 5 till like 11ish i got to drive there also yay it was fun then saturday i got up at 8ish and that because we were getting ready to go to rockford for my cuzzins 5th birthday and we had went to a rollerskaing rink it was fun but i'll tell u more tonight i have to leave bye bye lvoe ya all | ||||||||
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| Saturday, January 10th, 2004 |
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| I HATY MY FREAKING COMPUTER IT JUST LOST THIS REALLY LONG JOURNAL ENRTY AND I MEAN IT WAS LONG LIKE A PAGE OH MY I'LL WRITE ANOTHER ONE LATER BUT RIGHT NOW I'M TOO TIRED SO SORRY I'LL WRITE TOMORROW SORRY MOE -VER- BUT AL I HAVE TO SAY MY DAY WENT FROM BAD TO GOOD BECAUSE I GOT MY PERMIT AND I DROVE TO WORK YAY AND JESSICA CARMEN IS GETTING ON MY NERVES AND KATY I LOVE HER TO DEATH AND I HOPE SHE CAN STAY SO SHE DOESN'T HAVE TO DROP DRIVERS ED WELL BYE BYE LOVE YOU ALL AND TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO SEND NASTY COMMENTS STOP OKAY | ||||||||
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| Thursday, January 8th, 2004 |
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| Well me katy and nicole are all out int he lib writting in our journal and its good fun lol unlike that bad fun and i don't for somereason katy is hitting on the whole GOD thing but its ok i respect that she doesn't want to pray or go and i believe that is her choice i just think she should be more open about new things but i know she is going to write something back and say oh shut the hell up shasta i don't want to learn or hear about god lol but its ok i still love her as a friend | ||||||||
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| Wednesday, January 7th, 2004 |
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| I have gotten like 30 phone text today and after oh say about 25 it gets really old lol and i have a really really really tiny phone and its hard to find and text fast enough for my friends well today i had passed my drivers test YAY and then tomorrow me and my best bud erica are going to youth group and maybe now i can start looking more to god for things and i think i will take ver offer and go to pray with her and that because it sounds like funa nd there are alot of things i could be praying for wel more tomorrow bye bye | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, January 6th, 2004 |
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| Well last night i had a shit load to put on my new entry and my fucking computer wouldn't let me do it i was pissed because it was really long so yeah now tonight i have to re-do it and it sucks and today when i came to school i got happier because i get to visit my friends and question for ver and brittney where do u guys praire at ? just wondering and what do u like do or say inthere ? don't worry i won't join i'm not that big on praying! well bell is going ot ring soon byebye | ||||||||
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mellow.
dorky.
artistic.
aggravated.
amused.
lazy.
accomplished.
crushed.
devious.
annoyed.
