| 9:18 pm |
long long day.
So we have finals this week, not a problem becuase I'm not stressing about them this year. I figure, I'll study for physics and precalc, and not worry about the rest of them cause I know it'll be fine. We had stupid musical rehersals today and it was just so... i don't know how to explain it. I was ballet dancing for Vera's song... and I just wanted to cry. I don't want to be a ballet dancer, or Sally Cato, or Cousin Fan. I wanted a lead, so bad and I still can't figure out why I didn't get one. I suppose there is always next year. At least I have a part in general, I suppose. So then I had pom, which wasn't very good becuase I was incredibly grouchy due to musical rehersal... Thank God I'm finally getting my voice back becuase I'm sooo sick of having to whisper everything. I studied with Mols for as long as we could handle it, but then came home and studied a little more and talked on aol. It's getting kind of lonely these days. Everyone has a boyfriend but me... Rana, Kenz, Tk, Mols and I. Rana's been spending a LOT of time with Dan, not that I mind it, it's just we all kind of think that she doesn't want him to hang out with us becuase she's embarassed. It's hard to explain why, i guess it's just intuition. I don't have to be at school until 1 tomorrow, and I couldn't be happier... what a great way to have a Thursday, I don't have to do anything ALL morning except prepare for finals. So far I have about 1/4 of my pre-calc cheat sheet done... lots more to go. I should just re-read every chapter. Maybe I'll get some extra sleep tonight. I'm guessing bed by midnight for sure. I've been kept up very late lately becuase I've been talkin to a booooy. but idk about that. I better go back and study, I'm sure I'll write soon... this is kind of cool. |