sometimes i forget this sucker is here. i forget a lot of things. like:

-that sunday was father's day. i remembered sunday morning, at least, but not in time to actually do something with my dad. oops.
- to finish my mom's mother's day present. it's hiding under stuff, and when i don't see it, i don't remember that i need to finish it.
- anything i need to remember that i don't write down.
- to respond to emails in a timely manner.
- a whole host of other things i don't have the patience to write here.

until i remember this is here again...

: the use of an accordian
: synthesizers
: strange vocal stylings a la martin tielli (think: "there's NO smoking in the parking lot", from satan is the whistler)
: steinberger guitars
: rockin' bass lines
: crashing pianos
: sudden screaming, like on hayden's first album
: fun lyrics

= feed yourself
= it's friday!
= "why don't you shake a tail for peace and love?" - s-k
= last night was the second time in my life i've met someone named Kai.
= i hate the radio. if i were in charge of the world (i wish i still had that book of poems. it was great. must look for it next time i'm at my parents'), i would have my very own radio station that played all good songs. no stupid morning show hosts, either.
= applying for jobs is no fun
= one day i will have a day where i don't use any punctuation while i'm typing on the computer. i just might make that day tomorrow, since i'm not going to be on the computer, and it would drive me crazy trying to remember not to use punctuation. and it would be shitass annoying to read.
= i think shitass will now replace snackass in my vocabulary. not that i've said (or even thought) snackass at all recently.
= last night, i thought again that when i finally get a job again, and after i've paid back all the people i need to payback, i will save money for a bass, a longboard, and something else that i forget right now.
= i wish i had vanilla icecream right now so that i could make a milkshake. i had a strawberry-banana smoothie last night, but now i want icecream! milkshakes! yum! i want to yell! i am bored! i think this list is done! i like exclamation points! i didn't get enough sleep!

bye. i'm sorry.

+ it's nice out!
+ kicking people in the shins, but not really
- wanting to kick someone in the shins for real, for upsetting my friend
+ blue pants with white flower print that might become a skirt
- having to do laundry
+ but that will lead to clean clothes!
+/- having radical cheers running through my head (which is fine until they. will. not. go. away.)
+ having a good weekend for the most part
- the other part involved standing up a friend due to illness
+ job interview tomorrow

* woke up early
* applied for jobs
* bought cake for housemate's birthday party
* decorated cake
* made cupcakes for same party, and decorated them
* set up interview for a job!
* patched pants that have been waiting to be patched for aaaages now.

+ i will remember to listen to "first day of spring" today, since it is, indeed, the first day of spring finally!
+ i've woken up at a decent hour for the second day in a row, and the second day in about a month.
+ i've finally invested in sharpies.
+ it's eh-mee's birthday party tonight.
+ le scott is coming over, and we have a busy weekend planned.
+ i'm about to apply to oodles of jobs.
+ i had lots of fun yesterday with sandy, and it really was just like i'd just been out of the country for a little while, and not too anxious to contact her for almost two years.

- the state of the world. it bothers me.
- i'm now too anxious to call my parents, and i really, rilly should. i should have a while ago.
- i haven't heard anything good back from any of the other jobs i applied to, and this does not make me want to keep applying to jobs, but i really do have to.
- i will have to spend more money soon - transcripts and college applications coming up.
- i need to figure out who my last reference letter could be, and i am drawing a complete blank. i wish testimonies from people i used to babysit for worked, because i would kick ass then.

- pick name for zine
- email sandy back
- be happy she's not ignoring me
- see if there's a cheap, used typewriter at the Goodwill on St. Clair
- buy groceries
- mop floors
- patch jeans and other pants
- get more socks and unders
- use the word unders all the time when referring to underwear
- decide if i actually want a jean jacket, and if i do, resolve to call it a jeanj, just like that guy from veal would want
-stop making this list

friends-only.

edited on March 18, 1:25 pm:

i lied. this is just going to be a journal of lists. no friends-only action, unless something weird happens.