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Friday, December 12th, 2003
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5:32 pm
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Kuroda GIP!
I have no idea why I made it say that...
( Behind the cut be more icons!!! )
current mood:  creative
current music: Camera Camera ~ Mad Soldiers (I think...)
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| Thursday, December 11th, 2003
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2:50 pm
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I was just checking my friends page on my LJ. One of the best teachers I've ever had in my whole life died today, and I didn't even know about it. I didn't even know anything was wrong. If Isami-chan hadn't posted, I might never have known...well, at least not for a very long time.
My God. Mr. Cress, the nicest teacher I've had in my whole life, and one of the few who actually managed to inspire me, is gone. This...I don't even know what to say. I think I'm going to cry. No, I am crying. Oh, God...
I don't know what I feel. I mean, I was always the quiet one in his class, because I didn't really get along with anyone else, and then he forced me to participate (albeit gently), and I got all involved and things got better...and when I had a problem, he was right there, and...oh, God. I don't even know how he died, or when. I just...I don't know what else to say.
What's really weird is that I was going to go back to the HS to visit all my old teachers next week. I don't think I'll go now. It'll hurt too much.
Oh, God...I miss him already...
current mood:  crushed
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| Saturday, December 6th, 2003
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3:54 pm
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ARGH!!! IT'S BLOODY COLD!
There's something like two feet of snow piled up on the table in my backyard. WHERE THE HELL DID ALL OF IT COME FROM?! It was pretty WARM last week! BLOODY WEATHER, MAKE UP YOUR MIND!!!
*coughs* Yes, Well. ask_moony and ask_siri have both started up on LJ. W00+! Could use more questions, though...HEY
If you have a question for Remus, email him at ask_moony@yahoo.com.
If you have a question for Sirius, email him at ask_siri@yahoo.com. You can ask them anything you want.
Grrrrr...bloody snow...I HATE COLD. But then, I hate hot, too. I hate pretty much anything that isn't 70 degrees F, I think. Yeah, that sounds about accurate. Bleeding cold...*shivers*
current mood:  cold
current music: Dominic the Italian Christmas Donkey
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| Monday, December 1st, 2003
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10:18 am - GIP!
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Yeah, made a couple new icons for  otakuqueen and myself. What can I say? I was bored. Why Xelas? She's the mind behind the madness that is our site. Why didn't I make one for ChimeraBoy? Because I don't think he'd appreciate a Xelas icon. Maybe I can go find a Tasuki pic for him or something. But yeah. So there it is. And stuff. Right.
And now off I go to find a good Tasuki pic. Whoosh.
EDIT:
Decided on a Zelgadis one instead for CB.
And I made this one with a Tasuki pic I found:
I rather like this one. *^_^*
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| Wednesday, November 26th, 2003
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11:18 am
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Ugh. Just submitted my fest fic for the United-Meant to be fest. Actually, that's not entirely true. The actual fic I wrote for the fest is incomplete and taking up twelve pages (front and back) in my notebook at the moment. No, the one I submitted was a bit of a last-minute thing when I realized that there was no way in hell that I was going to be able to finish the original in time. It just doesn't seem to want to end! Every time I get to a point where it seems like I might be able to stop in a paragraph or two, something happens and I end up going off on a different tangent altogether. Very frustrating. And so my actual submission to the fest was a short PWP without porn. It wasn't even fluffy. It was just...there.
Wakka liked it, anyway. That boosted my self-esteem a little, since he hates everything I write (which makes him the perfect beta, na no da).
But, ugh. I really don't like myself right now. I feel dirty. Very, very dirty. I need to get clean again.
By the way, I got the job at Suncoast. It's only a seasonal position, but it's better than nothing. I start today.
40% employee discount, baby. Hell, yes. I can finally afford mah anime and manga. Schweeeeeet.
I'm convinced that, once more, I will be failing out of college. At the very least, I'll be failing out of Italian. Embarrassing, since my family's italian. *sigh*
Won't be online again until Friday, and even then, that's only if I'm lucky. So Happy Thanksgiving and all that. *^_^*
current mood:  dirty
current music: No Style ~ Gravitation (I think...)
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| Monday, November 24th, 2003
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10:58 am - This is why I shouldn't let my brain out unless it's on a short leash...
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For those of you who saw the Simpsons, JKR cracks on Mary-Sues! And then there's the slashed gentlemen! Could it be an omen? ...Don't I wish...
Anyway.
So before bed last night, I was contemplating the likelihood of various pairings. Then otakuqueen called and we ended up contemplating together. Somehow this got into a discussion of the various ships, which led to discussing the shippers, which somehow led to the disturbing conclusion that the Harry Potter fandom is like a musical and each ship should have its own songs. >_< I hate my brain.
They weren't too bad, until we got to Snapledore and all hell broke loose.
"It's the goooood ship Snapledore..." (Like "The Good Ship Lollipop")
I think Snaco and Harry/Draco ended up with a translated J-Pop song. A BADLY translated J-pop song. Not even so much translated or a J-pop song as we strung words together and put them to the tune of "Fruits Candy" from Card Captor Sakura. >_< I really hate my brain.
At least the Snarry one was fairly normal, but was directed more at the Snarry shippers than the ship itself. You know, that "I will go down with this ship" song that I can't remember the actual name to or the artist...it made me think of hp_dungeons (over on LJ). You know, what with the Snarry ship having never left port because her crew was kidnapped by the Snaco ship.
So finally I get to sleep. And have a nightmare with Dumbledore in a pink, yellow, and purple sequined leotard tap dancing with a big container of sherbet lemons and singing the new Snapledore theme song with a giant curly red wig upon his head. Lovely.
I really, really, REALLY loathe my brain.
In other news, I go in for an interview for a new job today. It's at Suncoast. Oh, God, I hope I get it. *crosses fingers*
current mood:  indescribable
current music: The Good Ship Snapledore - GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD!!!
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10:50 am - gacked from accou2...
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I AM TEH GODDESS!!!
And...
(stuff that applies to me is in bold, with comments in italics.)
1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE."
2. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air."
3. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
4. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own.
5. You owned those lil Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
6. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom.
7. Two words: M.C. Hammer.
8. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock."
9. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
10. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales."
11. When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
12. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
13. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.
14. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
15. You made your Mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side.
16. You played the game "MASH".
17. You wore Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
18. L.A. Gear
19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten.
20. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books.
21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF."
22. You wanted to be a Goonie.
23. You ever wore fluorescent clothing.
24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.
25. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
26. You took Lunch Pails to school.
27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.(Mine even got confiscated...it had cute little penguins on it, too...*sniffle*)
28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence.
29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.
33. You ever owned a pair of jelly shoes
34. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know what you are, but what am I?"
35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up".
36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip and Slide. (*blushes* So embarrassing...)
38. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's.
40. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "Totally awesome"
41. You remember Popples.
42. "Don't worry, be happy"
43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights with high top Reeboks.
44. You wore socks scrunched down.
45. "Miss MARY MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK" With silver BUTTONS BUTTONS BUTTONS all down her BACK BACK BACK Or, Ms. Susie had a steamboat, the steamboat had a bell (toot toot) Ms. Susie went to heaven, the steamboat went to...hello operator, please give me number nine...
46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
48. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!"(I have all the original Care Bear plushies, too...They're up in my parents' attic! *^_^*)
49. You remember watching Rainbow Bright and My Little Pony Tales.(*SQUEEEEEEE!*)
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.
53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell," the ORIGINAL class. - zach, screech, ac slater, jessie, lisa, kelly, and mr belding hehehehe ....
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi (Not all of them...shameful, since I live in his original hometown...*sigh*)
Wow, that was fun! Born in '84, and look how much I still remember! Wow...
current mood:  amused
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| Thursday, November 20th, 2003
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1:33 pm - $#%*&@#$%!!!
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This sucks. I can't laugh, cough, walk, move, or breathe (not to mention virtually all the other activities I so love to do, and a few I don't love too much) without experiencing excruciating pain. Can we say "#$%(#$%^&(#$% OWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!"? What the hell is WITH this? This has NEVER happened before! I just leaned back in my chair and I felt like I was being sliced into with a razor. OWWW.
Someone, just kill me and put me out of my misery. Please. I'll still continue my fics. There's always ghost-writing, after all.
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Okay, I admit, I did that in hopes that someone would kill me for it. I see it hasn't worked yet. OW JEEBUS I COUGHED! Damn me. Damn my body. Damn my gender. Just damn it all.
current mood: writhing over the scorpion pit
current music: screams of anguish...mine.
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9:12 am
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| Thursday, November 13th, 2003
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10:14 am
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Well, I finally got off my arse and did something. Harry Potter and the Mortal Coil, aka the beast that's eating my life, aka the fic that I'm really not too happy with anymore, is finally up and formatted and on my site. So yay for that. It took me two hours to do before I remembered the good ol' fashioned "cut and paste" technique for the html. Don't I feel stupid now...*sighs* So yeah. Good times. I'm so tired, and I don't know why. Probably has something to do with the fact that I haven't actually eaten anything. Ah, well.
current mood:  accomplished
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| Wednesday, November 12th, 2003
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7:45 pm
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Still haven't seen Love Actually. Still desperately want to see it. But I really don't want to go to a movie like that by myself. But I don't know who would be willing to go with me. So depressed...it sucks. I WANT TO SEE IT! *sniffles and looks pitiful* Won't somebody come with me to see it?
current mood:  sad
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11:41 am
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Oh, hell yes.
current mood:  horny
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| Monday, November 10th, 2003
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1:17 pm
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9:14 am
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Havelock Vetinari is my god.
I shall call him sensei.
He makes more sense to me than he probably should.
I want to marry him. Pity Sam's got dibs.
current mood: fangirly
current music: Magical Dreamers' song from Chrono Cross
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| Saturday, November 8th, 2003
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7:55 pm
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Just ran outside and froze my arse off to watch the lunar eclipse. God, that's gorgeous. Totally worth it.
current mood: awed
current music: Lewis Black's on TV; does that count?
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| Wednesday, November 5th, 2003
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2:27 pm
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For anyone who is interested, this is the man I've been saying I am going to marry. Never mind that he doesn't even know that I exist.
And if there is any doubt in anyone's mind as to whether or not this man is Sakuma Ryuichi in the flesh, I direct you to Nittlegrasper.com for a clip of Shining Collection Live. That man is Ryuichi. There is no doubt in my mind.
And all you other fangirls can sod off. He's mine, I say. MINE! *growls*
My God, I think I might be the older, female version of Tatsuha. Except without the kick-ass writer brother. Then again, I don't know who my older brother is, so...maybe...hmmmmmm...
I love you, Michihiro Kuroda!!! *humps leg*
current mood: obsessed
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2:24 pm
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Damn. Still cannot find the Undressing Remus game.
accou2, I blame you for this obsession. You started this! *whine* Help me!!! *dissolves into weeping, frustrated mass of fangirl* I wanna get Remus nekkid...
current mood:  weird
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12:51 pm
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Damn it, I need a bigger bra. My breasts are all squished...grr. I dun wanna go shopping!
current mood:  uncomfortable
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10:16 am
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So, I finally got Chapter 24 of HPMC up. I think this is the most Snapish Snape I've managed so far. Still not sure how happy I am with it, but I think it's the best out of all the other chapters. Probably has something to do with the fact that I've learned to write halfway-decently since then. (keyword = "Halfway") Or maybe it's because I let Wakka beta it for me (more like begged him to...). Either way, the important thing is that it's up, and after a couple more chapters I'll be done. With this part. Damn it, I almost forgot about Transcending Death...fudge. Kill me now.
( Chapter 24 ) So, what do you think? Should I just end my life now and be done with it? *cries* I need more time to myself so I can do these things!
current mood:  frustrated
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| Monday, November 3rd, 2003
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9:55 am
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Well, I finally got Track 16 of It's Gravitation done and up, but it's too short for my liking. Quite frankly, now that I've gone back and re-read the whole story, there's so much I want to change. I'm not going to, but I really, really want to. *sigh*
I still have yet to get anywhere on HPMC, which is depressing since it was going so well...until I went back and read that too and decided I wanted to rewrite the whole thing, thus killing almost all of my desire to write anymore. *double sigh* I should work on it.
The diaries are another thing that's going almost nowhere. This lack of time thing bites. I should have limited myself in terms of projects. Too many at once, and now I'm getting burned out and getting absolutely NOTHING accomplished. Ugh. Just kill me now. But at least I got something done. Yay for me. (That was sarcasm, otakuqueen. I know you can't recognize things like that, so I've pointed it out for you.)
I need a hug. Or a shag. Whichever I can get at this point. I think I'd prefer the shag right now, but I'll settle for the hug. Yes. That's it. I'm shutting up now.
current mood: burned out
current music: The Galaxy Song ~ Monty Python
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