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a mark, a mission, a brand, a scar
well i know it's been a while since i've updated. THANKS! to jesus because he actually posted something on my comment board. you're awesome, i miss you too man, especially all the laughs. ok that's enough of my mtv shoutouts. well first of all i'd like to comment on how amazingly ingenious and tremendously awesome the new dashboard confessional album is. the dvd made me cry :( jk. it didn't, but it was also as awesome. i've watched the dvd like 3 times since i bought the album. damn, i sound like such a groupie...but i can't wait until september 26. brand new, vendetta red, mxpx and dashboard in sf, it's gonna be great! ok, so news from me...i just got back from mexicali. damn what i said in my last entry about the heat in coalinga is nothing compared the heat in mexicali, it was well over 110 degrees. it was ok we first went to drop my mom off about 30 minutes away from erika's aunt's house at my grandpa's ranch. i saw my grandpa, he looks the same, i just hate seeing he situation and how old and sickly he looks. i gave him a long hug and choked back a few tears. then erika and her mom met my grandpa. later that day we went bowling at this place that was cool, i could actually my own alcohol, but i didn't becuase i was with erika's family, but it was ok i wasn't in the drinking mood anyway. and i never realized how good of a bowler i was. i mean i never bowl, but i got a 144, which is pretty decent i think, especially for a person that never bowls! the next day we went out shopping for candy and stuff, mostly just hang out and see erika's family. all in all, it was really fun. i could actually say i enjoyed myself, i just wish we could have stayed longer. and it bugged me cuz i wanted to go to san felipe but we didn't (which i got over quickly and i didn't care) but erika decided to say stuff and it kinda bugged me because she kept reminding me that we couldn't go to san felipe and how sorry she was. but i didn't care, we had fun anyways hanging out with her family. yesterday we drove back, we picked up my mom in el centro then drove home. i think we got back around 8 p.m.
"Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light. And blinding our hearts with their shining lies, while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live." - chris |