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last week
well i'm sitting in my room pondering on the events that have occurred these last five weeks here at CHAH. i'm beginning to wonder what i have learned and what i will take from this whole ordeal. but i know that it will come to me sooner or later but i know that i have become a little more patient, a little more mature and i have a few grey hairs. i know it may sound a little cold but i just can't wait to not be here. that way i could have the rest of the summer to wallow and be irresponsible. i mean it'll be just like the good ol' days when i was a kid and all i would do in the summer is play baseball, no worries. i wish it was that easy. actually i'm planning a trip to mexico with my girlfriend, erika. yes, for all those who i haven't told, erika and i are back together. so we're planning a trip to mexicali, hopefully it'll be fun but i heard the weather was in the near 120 degrees. WOW.
oh ya, heuny. i'm sorry blurty isn't "cool" enough for you. and i'm also sorry that the name "blurty" degrades the concept of a weblog. but to tell you the truth, i would have scripted and made my own page rather than this, but i didn't really have all the time in the world. i just had to write. i mean i've poured out major emotions on some of these blurty entries and i just wanted something quick and easy. i dunno, maybe you could help me do my own page so you could stop being a bitch. JUST KIDDING. lol.
ok well today i took a few of the CHAH students (antonio, deserae, sara, and rosa) to the local TARGET. i must say it was exciting. but i just think that the students were just trying to avoid study hall. but hey, i would have done the same. i nearly lost rosa and sara, i swear i walked around the store 5 times. who knows where they went? then at the check-out counter, rosa's spongebob squarepants lollipop came out to be 10 dollars which surprised me. the cashier made a scene about this and left rosa and sara laughing embarrasingly. then by the time we walked back to our dorms i was exhausted. i sat at my desk and stared at my computer screen and listened to several songs from heun's playlist on my computer, shortly after i recieved a call from a past friend. then i called erika. we chatted for a while then i left to dinner. canned beef stew and greasy rice were prepared, mmmm.
i never realized how beautiful san francisco's lights could be while floating in the middle of the bay. it was truly romantic, but too bad i was alone and erika was three hours away. if it wasn't for her and my family i would never miss coalinga ever again. it may sound cliche-ish but, "home is where the heart is" and erika has mine.
music: radiohead - "fake plastic trees"; aaron lewis & fred durst - "outside" |