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| Tuesday, July 8th, 2003 | | 3:19 pm |
whoa, did i die???
ok ok let me clear something up for the CHA house. WHATEVER WAS SAID IN THIS ENTRY WASN'T MADE TO TARGET ANYONE IN THE HOUSE BUT ISAAC. AND FOR NOW I WANT EVERYONE TO PLEASE STOP PASSING AROUND THE OTHER HARD COPY. I'M TRULY SORRY TO THE BOYS IN THE HOUSE ESPECIALLY ADAN, LUIS, GREGORIO, ISAI, RAHIM, ARTHUR, ANTONIO, AND WHOMEVER DISLIKES ME. I'M SORRY THAT YOU HAD TO READ THAT BUT I WAS MAD, THINGS ARE SAID AND DONE OUT OF ANGER THAT ARE COMPLETELY SENSELESS AND I ADMIT, STUPID. IT WAS STUPID OF ME TO HAVE WROTE WHAT I DID, BUT ANGER IS A BITCH, WE ALL KNOW THAT. I'D ALSO LIKE TO SEND A DEEP APOLOGY TO MY LITTLE BRO ISAAC, I'M SORRY MAN, THAT STUFF I SAID WAS COMPLETELY OUT OF LINE, AND IMMATURE. I'M SORRY. AND I'M SORRY TO OTHER COUNSELORS FOR MY IRRESPONSIBILITY, ESPECIALLY TAMI. I HAVE NO HARD FEELINGS AGAINST ANYONE, INCLUDING THE PEOPLE THAT LEFT ME THAT CUTE LITTLE COMMENT ON MY COMMENT BOARD. THANKS, IT WAS A REALITY CHECK. AND I'D LASTLY LIKE TO APOLOGIZE TO THE CHAH PROGRAM, I WAS OUT OF LINE AND I DID DEGRADE THE INTEGRITY OF THE HOUSE FOR MY STUPID BEHAVIOR. ONCE AGAIN I'M DEEPLY SORRY FOR ALL OF THIS. | | Saturday, June 7th, 2003 | | 2:45 pm |
leaving coalinga
hello everyone, finally i'm back. i always apologize for not updating my journal, sorry! ok anyways so summer is going ok. i've had my 2 weeks of relaxation, which were hardly that, and now i'm ready to get back to work. the Coalinga Huron Avenal House at UC Berkeley is starting soon in a few weeks. i'm actually quite nervous about the whole ordeal, the only thing i know is that i'm going to take valuable lessons in life from the kids enrolled in ATDP from the central valley. it'll probably be more like babysitting than anything else, because most of the kids there don't really act their age, and i know from past experiences. i'll admit, when i was in CHAH, i didn't act my age. let's just hope that i don't end up throwing one of the kids off the golden gate or something.
well if you wanna know how coalinga is treating me, for those who haven't visited my glorious desert haven. it's still hitting the hundreds on the thermometers; everyone is still gossiping, i'm beginning to wonder if the shit i smell is actually from the cows at the harris feed lot or from people's mouths constantly ranting and raving about the latest coalinga news, or what trash to talk about certain people or groups. it's amazing how conservative and closed-minded people can actually be. so i'm going back to berkeley tomorrow with a sense of relief. being immersed in this republican, conservative hell hole has made me appreciate berkeley's liberal aura.
oh ya, i did see matrix 2 and x2. i must admit, both were awesome. and YES, i am going to watch 2fast2furious pretty soon. i'm broke right now but hopefully i'll get some green soon. i owe my little bro a trip to the movies. so call me a groupie or whatever but i'm going to sit through that movie and i know i'm going to like it. oh ya, i also rented this one movie called, "love liza". it was one of the weirdest movies i've ever seen. i recommend it though, it kinda seemed long and drawn out but that is due to a lack of dialogue among the characters but if you've ever lost anyone of great value to you, i highly recommend it. don't do what he does, but just watch it, i know it will help.
soooo, what else is new??? i can't really think of anything else right now. does anyone have a good topic for me to discuss. it's been a while since i've thought of a good topic to discuss. man i feel so laaaaaaazzzzzzy. i guess coalinga does that to people. the hot-weather and tiny size of my city could make people immobile. if i could compare coalinga to anything it would be a venus fly trap. those little plants that eat flies. coalinga is like that in a way. both are very slow, nothing ever happens. the venus fly trap just sits there and waits for the fly. then when a fly finally enters, the plant's sticky stuff traps the fly and the venus fly trap slowly but surely closes like a clam, and doesn't open back up until the remains of its prey that are indigestable are all that are left of the fly. i guess coalinga has done that to many, many get stuck in coalinga's "sticky stuff" and never let go or never escape. then they are just left here to slowly wither into the typical coalinga resident. it's quite sad actually, but i guess evolution takes its course. only the strong survive.
ok i guess i'll hit you guys up again when i get back to berkeley. wish me luck, pray that i don't explode until tomorrow. peace! | | Thursday, May 29th, 2003 | | 7:29 pm |
hi
hey everyone, sorry if i've ignored the fans. so much stuff has happened since finals and it's only been a week or so. i'm beginning to hate coalinga!!!! grrrrr, dang man i think this hot ass weather is getting to me. i need to go back to berkeley, maybe go hang out with some homeless people. oh ya, my finals were ok, i could have done A LOT better, but i didn't. but there's nothing i could do now, so forget it. so if you don't know, i'm stuck here in coalinga, wooohoooo, so much fun. and the daily 100 degree weather makes it a lot better. so i'm sorry if i meant to write, call, e-mail or whatever to any friends but i've been in such a lazy mood. coalinga does that to people. ya and girls suck right now, once again, i've managed to do this to myself. what an idiot! don't really wanna talk about it, maybe some other blurty. for now i'm just listening to dashboard, chris helps out a lot! quote for today: "you've been asking me to bleed, it seems these kind of questions, come easy to you now, but your lack of shame comes naturally, i should not be surprised, i should have seen it sooner...expect me to apologize for things that you've done wrong, while your inciting others....." ok that's enough for now, i'm in such a horrible mood i don't wanna type anymore. pray that i don't get stuck here in coalinga, hopefully i don't die from the hot weather, PRAY! oh ya and if you know me, CALL ME! I'M SO BORED, SAVE ME FROM MYSELF!!!! | | Wednesday, May 21st, 2003 | | 9:48 pm |
someone....i'm desperate....i'm gasping..........
ok ok, sorry i've been bad about updating, but my math final is going to rape me if i don't get some serious studying done. i'll fill you guys in some after this weekend is done. WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! | | 3:28 am |
oh crap
i had this really long entry but i just deleted it....DAMMIT I'M SO DUMB!! i'm sorry for not posting, it's been a while, i know but finals suck. i'll fill everyone in soon. i just don't wanna type everything over. dangit, that really really sucked. ok good nite. sorry | | Thursday, May 15th, 2003 | | 12:43 am |
hi
so hello to the fans! i'm kind of out of it right now so i'll make this entry a short one. so how's everyone out there? i'm ok. final on friday and i'm only stressed out a little bit, but that's only because a little friend by the name of black and mild helped me out tonite. so the quote of the night is..."sh*t happens!" ok so that was from some random guy i don't remember. oh ya and i hate jeff, he tries to mess with my t-dawg, man i should sock that guy in the back of the head. tonites issue is bottled water. is it really better than tap water? who knows who cares, i could be drinking "moose piss" for all i know. it's all the same. oh ya and that "moose piss" plug is from little nicky starring adam sandler, it's a pretty funny movie. i'm ready for bed, which is weird, 'cause it's really early. ok i'm out, like my friend david's clothes. so bye.
music: berlin - "take my breath away" | | Tuesday, May 13th, 2003 | | 10:44 pm |
chillin'
so hey everyone what's up? i know i may not be updating my blurty as much as usually do but finals are finally here and my geography 50AC final is this friday, hopefully i could get an a on this one i really need it to get a good grade in the class. then my math final, which i know nothing about, is next saturday on the 24th, i'm so screwed! i'm so mad at my self for not studying as much as i should have this semester. so if anyone wants to kick me in the nuts i'll take that as my punishment for procrastinating and slacking off. man i'll never learn. oh ya and coalinga's prom is this weekend and i'm going, i guess i'm gonna be the extra cool college guy at a high school prom. aaaahhh memories. ok so the topic for tonite is wheat or white? this question has been asked millions of times and my preference is both, i mean i like white bread cuz it taste's good but wheat is good for me an provides essential vitamins for my body. but if i had to choose i'd choose wheat cuz it's brown and i'm mexican. so ya. it's hard for us chicanos because, "we have to be more mexican than the mexicans, and more american than the americans." ok that cheesy plug was from selena the movie. thank you edward james olmos. so everyone wish me luck on my finals, hopefully i'll study enough that i won't need luck, but it always helps. oh ya i almost forgot, the quote of the night is....."I never had any friends like the ones I had when I was twelve, did you?" that quote was from sandlot and basically it goes out to my buddies david and jimmy, i love you guys. but everyone should definitely watch the sandlot, another classic movie. ok i guess i'm out. peace.
music: papa roach - "infest" | | Sunday, May 11th, 2003 | | 11:10 pm |
hello again
ok ok ok, so i missed a day...i'm sorry to the one fan i have out there. thanks mom for keepin' it real. oh ya...HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! so finals are coming up, and i'm getting a little more burned out everyday, but tomorrow is my last day of classes so that's kind of cool. from then on it's just studying. i gotta do well on these damn finals or else i'm gonna shoot myself in the foot and try to go play soccer, see how good it feels. ok so i went home to coalinga this weekend and it was ok. i actually got to eat some good mexican food. i also saw the new x-men flick. i must say, i'm impressed...very impressed. i can't wait for the next one. also i finished my portfolio for college writing which is a big thumbs up. also i hung out with my neuce, she's adorable. hi angelique!! so i'm still waiting to see whether or not i'm going to be accepted to sigma phi epsilon, i'm actually pretty nervous. if i don't get it i guess i'll just have to start one, it'll be the official coolguy fraternity of berkeley. do they have greek letters for that?? who knows? anyways, i'm looking forward to getting my own apartment too, that should be interesting, we're still looking for a roommate if anyone is interested...i mean if you don't mind living a good 20 minute bus ride from the berkeley campus. but anywho we'll have to work something out. also, i'll be getting a car this summer...man i'm so pumped. but with my luck i'll have to drive some sort of minivan or old junkie car. man i can't wait to get out of these dorms, they're getting to me. it's like the shining, i'm gonna go crazy. "Heeeere's Johnny!!!" so if you didn't notice that was my cheesy plug for the day, that was jack nicholson from the shining, man that's a classic. let's see our topic for tonite is......gays in the military. ok so i'm for it, a person's gender preference shouldn't matter if they are willing to lay their life on the line for a country such as the one we live in. i mean i commend gay people for being gay, that takes a lot of courage. so a gay guy in the military takes twice the courage, i mean risking your own life for a country that chooses to alienate the homosexual community that takes some courage, but then again kind of dumb. first of all i wouldn't even join the military, it's a waste of time. if there were to be a draft, i'd all of the sudden speak spanish only and move to mexico. ok so i'm done. quote of the day is...."In view of the fact that God limited the intelligence of man, it seems unfair that he did not also limit his stupidity" -Dean Acheson. good one huh.
music: mc hammer "can't touch this" | | Friday, May 9th, 2003 | | 1:24 pm |
holy crap!!!
ok so this is more serious than the freakin' cuban missile crisis and stuff. MY PORTFOLIO FOR COLLEGE WRITING (6 UNITS) IS DUE ON MONDAY, MAY 12. i'm so behind. wow i'm really dumb. anyways sorry i didn't post much for today but i am really really really super busy. but, on the a happier note, i just watched homegrown at lower sproul here on the berkeley campus. SO F*CKING AWESOME!!!!!!!! ok i'll get back to you guys if you survive this weekend. and sorry about the features i don't really have time to plug anyone or discuss a topic but the quote of the day is......"man is like cheese..." good one huh? ya that's what i thought.
music: homegrown "surfer girl" | | Thursday, May 8th, 2003 | | 2:01 am |
COPS, COPS, COPS, COPS!!!!!
hello to the millions of fans out there! so today was kind of a boring day. actually i missed my math discussion cuz i was asleep. i was awake all nite and i didn't fall asleep til nearly 8 in the freaking mornin'. ya i definitely need more sleep but for now, it's a vampire's life for me. oh ya i have to mention that finals are coming up!!! damn it all to the devil's ass. so i went to the gym today right, to play some ball, and i have these huge ass blisters on my feet so if you see me i'll be limping. they hurt so bad. it's weird cuz they're exactly on the same spot of on the underside of my foot on both feet. i think it's a conspiracy or something. someone is out to get me. "you want my blood?!?! take my blood, take it!!!" ok that was my plug for the day, it's from my main man sam l. jackson in this movie that i just can't remember the title of right now. man so much stuff in my life, one of the many is this fraternity i might join, that is if i'm cool enough. ya some people talk shit but haters will hate. hopefully sig ep let's me in, i mean i think the brothers are cool and stuff, and i know it will help will my social life. i'm a total loser here at cal, i mean complete opposite from high school but high schools sucks anyways. ok so the topic of discussion tonite will be ping-pong. personally i love ping pong, i was taught to play at somewhat of a young age and i find myself to be a jedi in the art of ping pong. wow, that was super super geeky..."nerd alert, nerd alert!!!" some contend that ping pong is not a real sport, but i beg to differ. if you've played in an intense ping pong match, then you've known the feeling. it's crazy, adrenaline pumpin and sweat dripping, it gets like one of those crazy gatorade commercials. man i can't wait til they have ping pong players on those crazy gatorade commericals, i volunteer myself to get all sweaty and do these crazy ping pong moves. then i'll be sweating like hot pink, cuz it best reflects my character, "ay tu!" so ya don't mess with us ping pong players man, we're crazy. and watch out gatorade commercials, we're next baby!! oh man you guys really need to check out my buddy cynthia's blurty, i'm like a drug dealer, i got her hooked man. so i know she'll be up just like me updating her blurty, cuz she's bored and tired of doing homework, i guess it's good just to vent i guess. her name is cutecalchica. anyways, my eyes hurt, so i think i'm going to go poke them with little thumbtacks to wake them up. damn eyes, don't fail me now dammit! oh well last but not least here goes my quote for this blurty entry......"...Women are like water. They are tempting like that, and they can be treacherous, and they can seem to be that bottomless, you know?--and they can be that shallow. And that dirty." That quote is from Giovanni in James Baldwin's book Giovanni's Room, it's a really good read, i'd recommend it to everyone, unless you are homophobic or something. ok so i guess i'm done for tonite, i'm out like my best friend David's style. 80's are so 13 years ago Dave, c'mon, get with the now. haven't you heard of the gap?
music: oasis - "don't go away (acoustic)" | | Wednesday, May 7th, 2003 | | 1:30 am |
well great nimbly bibbly!
ok, so has anyone ever procrastinated? *i raise my hand. yea, so i'm so totally screwed right now. instead of sleeping i'm just gonna stay up all night, write and revise essays. HOW FUN!!! in the great words of my high school english teacher, "Wooohooo!!". speaking of high school....ahhh wait, let's have that for another day. brings back too many sad and mad memories. damn girls, why do they have to ruin the lives of males. what the hell man? anyways, so today was crazy i mean, i think i saw every single person i know on the berkeley campus, them and their mamas. besides that, i'm taking my ex to her high school prom. i know i know, i'm gonna look like the freak college guy that hangs out at the high school, hitting on all the freshman chics and what not, but hey a promise is a promise and, "all if have in this world are my balls and my word, and i don't break them for no one." (scarface). ok that was my cheesy plug for the day. if you don't know me already, then scarface is one of the greatest movies of all time so don't hate. but ya, also another thing in my life right now are that finals are coming up. i think i'm going to mention that in my blurty every time until they are over. then when they are over, i'm gonna have a party. so cynthia, if you're reading this...party at your house, to celebrate the end of my finals. ya 2 kegger, and you're gonna do kegstands with me ok. ok cute. oh ya a new feature on my blurty is my response to something that is going on anywhere or just something random. ok so tonight's topic: homework. who the fuck needs homework? i don't, i mean it's just a petty excuse for a professor/teacher to compensate for their lack of ability to teach. i mean c'mon, if a teacher/professor was really effective then homework wouldn't be necessary, everyone would just learn new ideas directly from the teacher. whoa, enough on that. i don't want it to get puhlicktikal or anything. so if anyone knows anything about giovanni's room give me a call or something. my number is 911, just ask for "meoff", "jack meoff" they'll direct you right to me. ok so a famous quote for this blurty is.......(drumroll).........."aim at heaven and you will get earth thrown in, aim at earth and you will get neither." i don't know who that's from but my roommate for next semester jeff told me that quote. i thought it was kind of cuties so it's the famous quote for the this blurty entry.
music: dashboard confessional - "saints and sailors" | | Tuesday, May 6th, 2003 | | 2:50 am |
oh my
so ya, it's me i'm just writing and i'm up so late. guess what i'm doing, i'm procrastinating. yup that's exactly what i do best. man there's so much crap going on right now, finals are coming up, random college planning stuff, girls, and finding a new place to hang my hat. man i suck. i totally want to stand on one leg and kick myself in the privates for waiting until the last minute. so ya, there's so much stuff i want to address, i'm a little giddy about this whole journal thing. let's see how good i am about updating it. let's see i'll just say random words that sum of all the crazy stuff going on in my head. ok....go: homestar runner, pizza, high school, crap, girl from down the hall, friends, parents, MONEY. wooohooo party on! that was great, i feel a little relieved. ok so now i guess it's time for me to get back to work...i guess....i mean i'm just sitting here, being an "eeediot". oh ya so that was my new routine. i'm gonna plug a new band, tv show, movie, song, or misc. stuff in my journal to let the millions of fans of my journal in on my secrets. the whole "eeediot" thing is from a small band called group x, they are arab, and they are funny. download some of their "shieth you eedioth." ok then, i guess, until next time...buh bye. |
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