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Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
1:23 am	I haven't written in ages. But as I have now flatrate-DSL internet access, I can write a journal late in the evening again when I'm not complaining about so many things anymore. Things done today: 1. Was woken up by stupid telephone-cable-guy. Got on my nerves because I was in a terrible mood because I hadn't had any coffee yet, but managged to get the door open when I locked my self out because I was still asleep. 2. Went back to bed. 3. Got up, got coffee, got dressed, got breakfast. That is how a day should start. 4. Got the internet going. It took me hours. 5. Surfed around. Yeehaw. Took me hours, too. But actually now I can just google things. No need to go anywhere, or to write things down that I want to look up, I just have to sit down and type it in. *gg* Great. And now I'm tired again. It's kinda strange to be online like that again after two years of not being online much, when I used the internet just for work and not for fun. I already feel the pain coming back from sitting too long in front of a computer. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Love Song for Bobby Long OST (Comment on this)
Monday, June 19th, 2006
6:09 pm	I should stop complaining so much. The journal here is horrible to read. I should start writing down the nice moments of my life again. For instance that I went to the show on Friday. *g* And that I finished the essay on time. (5 in the morning exactly. 5 hours before I had to hand it in.) And that I was just invited to go to the PotC- double at Cinestar by a friend who I haven't seen in ages. Yes. *gg* And that I'm going to have a look at our new flat tomorrow and sign the contract. Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
5:59 pm	Mondays suck. Gosh. I hate Mondays. Today I got a letter telling me that I have to pay 120 Euros until July 15th. Next month I have to pay 250 Euros studying fees. In August I have to pay my normal rent and the rent for the new flat (Only good news today: we get the flat at Lehmbruckstr. Yeehaa.) And then there is not much work during the next month which is good for studying but terribly bad combined with the fact that I HAVE TO PAY SO MUCH!!! Ahhh. Now, that felt good. They haven't even sent out a list yet. I was just about to start panicking, when Christiane told me that she hadn't gotten a list yet either. Anyways, I should go home, watch some football, have a beer, prepare my presentation on Friday and NOT panic. Current Mood: Panic. Current Music: klick-klick-klick (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 14th, 2006
1:15 pm	I have two days to finish an essay on which I have not even done any research, and half of these two days is going to be eaten up by football. But anyway, I know I can do that. I've managed to finish essays in time until now, so I will finish this one two. And now I need to go to the library and find the rest of the texts that I need. Gosh, I so much hate it if my mind is only occupied with a boring essay and next week it is going to be occupied with a boring presentation. Terrific. Current Mood: smthin between busy and bored (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 7th, 2006
7:41 pm	Gosh, I managed two weeks without a fridge! Most of my food didn't, unfortunately. Anyways, I got Christiane's ex-fridge at my place now and the humming is very soothing. Apart from that I'm looking for a flat. A big one, to share with Christiane and two other girls. That WG is going to be fun. I'm going home on Friday which is something I'm not really looking forward to, as usual, and I try to get back as early as I can on Saturday. I actually have to because work is piling up on my desk. Damn film essays. And this is actually all I'm doing at the moment, trying to find a flat, trying to get all my work done and trying not to think about someone. The last thing actually doesn't work. Damn that. Current Mood: busy (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 1st, 2006
2:49 pm	Starvin' Erm, after breaking my fridge last week, I have hardly any food at home wich is for the reason for today's topic. Yesss. Anyways. I'm trying to download Nero's videos from BMG's gig at SO 36 on Sunday. No wonder we didn't see him, he was totally on the other side of the room. Well, the performance rocked; I guess that was my only way to get a bit CRT-feeling. Yesterday, we looked at a hundred flats, or so it feels at least. Anyways, we came back to the one we saw on Sunday, which is in the right area, has the rigth number of rooms, the right price... and hopefully isn't rented yet. Anyways, I mailed them information on us guys, I hope we can get that place. That would be so awesome. And I can't think about much else at the moment. I only have to get the news somehow to my mother, who will probably kill me when she learns that I already quitted my old place without having a new one and without telling her, making my decisions on my own, as usual. She totally hates that. :evilgrin: Oh, come on, I've gotta pay her back a little for harassing me when I quit studying. That's the kind of thing that you never forget as a child. Anyways, anything else? Yeah, I'm skipping my lecture at the moment, instead I sit here, write entries, talk to BMG people and download things, and get myself mentally ready for work at 4. Yessss. I should start to get myself physically ready, as well, by eating something. Current Mood: hungry Current Music: the rumbling of my stomach (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006
5:15 pm	Actually it's kinda weird to have two journals at the same time. Plus my mediating Skills study journal that I never update. Anyways... things done today: - missed Dutch class (which was scheduled at twelve) because I slept until exactly twelve. Not bad for someone who went to bed at half past one the night before. But actually it was good, I have a cold at the moment and feel like crap anyways. On Sunday I didn't need oropax during the show, I could only hear half of what was going on and was in my own little world. - went to meeting with our mentor for project. That went well. - went and had a look at my History of English term paper from last semester. grade: 1.3. Comment by lecturer on it: Brilliant work. Anybody wanna congratulate me? No? Okay, then I'll just congratulate myself. YESSSS! *bounce* - managed to find out my other grades from last term. Linguistics: 2.0 which is okay for a class I hated and didn't put much work in anyways; film and other media: 2.7 which is also okay, because I didn't really like it. I think that's my worst grade so far. - composed and mailed film protocol. - checked e-mails a thousand times to see if work dates for next month are already out. Am slightly scared. - Found a new 'Rubrik'. Had to really, really keep myself from laughing as sitting in computer lab full of working students while I'm just surfing around madly. Anyways, very funny. *ggg* - Am about to go home now, do my homework for tomorrow, do some boodschappen as Thursday is a Feiertag and I want to cook something for me. (Whoa that sounds sad. For me and just me as I am alone. Anyone wanna come over? I can also cook for two... Okay, it's a short way from sad to desperate.) Hopefully I will be able to taste things normally again. Due to the cold I wasn't really in the mood to eat anything during the last three days. - Aaaand: that was my day. Thoughts about last week will end up in the other diary as they include an account of a party that was cool, but after which I was so frustrated that I bought cigarettes and smoked again. *shakeshead* Life is really strange. Current Mood: slightly ill Current Music: Schrottgrenze - Das Ende unserer Zeit (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
7:31 pm	Random things I have done today - went to Mediating Skills lecture and even said something in class - skipped Pfister's lecture after being very exhausted - slept - wrote film protocol thingy - tried to skip work on Saturday (don't think that will work) - prepared for party tonight - am nervous because of party tonight - am slightly scared of being fired for going to party tonight - finished reading Bridget Jones - still feel am totally unloveable person - am halfway okay with that feeling. I cried on Monday about it. It is unbelievable how one look by a guy can completely throw you off balance. - print things for tomorrow - go to party. Listened to Schrottgrenze yesterday btw. Great stuff. *g* Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
8:18 pm	Mr Kaizer, hans Constanse og meg Finally I found a song with my name in it. ;-) Although my name refers to the band's tourbus. Anyways, I'm not writing here very much at the moment, because I'm hardly ever online, and if I write I actually use a book at the moment. Apart from that I'm horribly busy, I have the feeling I work way to much which is the reason for me nearly collapsing yesterday. Everything just hurt from that weekend although it was actually worth it; I had lots of fun during the weekend, it just was also very exhausting. And at the moment I'm just trying to kill time while Christiane is talking to her mom on the phone and we are almost on our way to a gig. Whatever. At the moment I really feel like a fully loaded tour bus struggling to get up a hill. I need a beer. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Kaizers Orchestra (Comment on this)
Monday, April 24th, 2006
6:00 pm	Montags könnt ich kotzen! This day just sucks and I wanna go home now and cry. Current Mood: distressed (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
1:54 pm	I'm slightly layed but too drunk to worry now. I'm not sure exactly, but something seems to be awfully wrong about that sentence. *chuckles* *lol* Oh man, I must have been really drunk. Well, I'm planning my next semester right now. Actually I'm getting angry at some courses I have to take. I had a nice 16-hour schedule worked out since the end of February, but now I have to take two additional lectures. Means 20 hours a week plus the extra amount of work for learning a new language, Mediating Skills (I know the amount of work in a lecture held by Mr Baker) and Literary Genres held by Pfister. Means at least 40 hours for studying per week plus the 20-something hours I do at the threatre every week. That is going to be a really funny semester. But well. I've done that before. Just needed to rant a little and now I'll sign in for two more weekly lectures and one weekend lecture. At least this time it's only one day. And I really need to buy a new diary. I'm going insane not being able to write because my old diary is full. Although it's kinda cool that I can fill a whole book with my thoughts and stuff in only four months. *gg* Right, gotta go. Current Mood: busy Current Music: klickediklick (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
2:47 am	Am drunk. Very drunk. I'm saying German words with an English accent. Watched Walk the Line tonight. Joaquin Phoenix is great. Just watched two episodes of Everwood because I'm getting addicted. Well. Need sleep. Work on essays is going well, by the way. I'm slightly layed but too drunk to worry now. Good night world. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Christiane singing 'Popular' (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
2:57 pm	I can't believe but I think I'm done. Ahh, no, I need the train schedule for the weekend because I'm going home. But only for two days, so it's okay. I don't have more time anyways. And my schedule for the next semester looks quite okay. As long as they don't mess around with dates, everything should be alright. :) Life is good. (Comment on this)
1:50 pm	Woah, last week of the semester, I have only slept three hours last night and I start to lose sight of all the things that I still have to check and find out and manage and whatever. I'm scared. Whuuaaaa. Thanks [insert appropriate deity here] I've already made a list so I won't forget anything. But I'm so confused now that I also worry about everything and that's not good. I should turn up the volume on my mp3-player, cos it says I Feel Love. *gg* Current Mood: confused Current Music: I Feel Love - Blue Man Group (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
2:25 pm	Wow, I haven't updated for so long, I forgot my username and password. And there is no way to spend a four hours break entirely surfing the net, at least if the BML is down which I haven't checked for weeks and weeks. Damn. Erm whatever. I should do more useful things anyway, but I still have 2 lectures to go to today and I'm tired and I don't want to deal with Linguistics anymore today which would be the onl sensible thing to do some reading for at the library. And the length of my sentences tells that I'm reading English classics again, with very proper English. Only mine isn't proper, it's just long sentences. And I miss rambling about these things to Christiane whom I won't see before tomorrow. Erm, yes. Bookshop. Yesssss. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
11:30 am	It's too early. I shouldn't read until half past one in the night if I have to get up at half past six the next morning and also work in the afternoon. That's going to be fun today. Can't wait. Nice website, BTW: www.exhibit13.com I really love that bit and the way it is performed on TCRTDVD. Should go to the next seminar. I think I will go home after Pfister and start cleaning my flat. My mom comes tomorrow. OMG, I'll be a steady non-smoker during the next 4 days. I've still no idea where to hide my cigarettes. But telling Mom is out of question. No, not yet. *g* I'll wait for a really special moment to do that. "Mom, I'm pregnant, I don't know who the father is, and I intend to have it, even if I have to quit smoking. Oh, by the way, I have been smoking for the last two years." The look on her face would really crack me up. *ggg* Current Mood: tired Current Music: klick klick klick klick klack (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
2:41 pm	Just wrote a mail. Guess that was a bad idea. Whatever. I'm trying not to fall asleep right now because I have to stay at uni until half past nine tonight. Graaaahhhh. We hatessss it. When I come home I will go to bed. Pretty directly. Anything else worth of writing down? Hmmm... no not really. I'm just too tired. I should stop working on Mondays and Wednesdays. And writing my journal for half an hour at night when I actually should sleep. The problem is just that I can't sleep if I don't write from time to time. BTW I worked three shows instead of two on Saturday. Of course. I already worked about 80 hours at the theatre this month. Means I maybe can buy me something nice next month. Food for instance. I'm not eating very much at the moment, because of my staying-awake-all-night kind of lifestyle I'm not hungry during the day. So I have one big meal in the evening, but not very much in between. I already notice I'm losing weight again. But well, when Mom comes for the weekend I'll have plenty of things to eat I guess. I know her, my kitchen won't be the same after she has been in it. *ggg* Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: The Klicking Sound of Many Keyboards (Comment on this)
Friday, October 21st, 2005
3:21 pm	Gosh, the printers seem to take endless today. I should go and copy some more stuff at the library and then I have to go home and prepare the stuff for next week and be a very good girl. Erm, I'm kinda drained right now. Can't really write. Had a nice week, but 8 lectures crammed into three days is pretty much. On Wednesday I was zbvel at work which was very nice, and tomorrow I work two shows, they called me today. I'm trying to get myself to write an E-Mail. But not now, I'm just a bit too tired. Current Mood: busy (Comment on this)
Friday, October 14th, 2005
2:59 pm	This just definately made my day: Which Blue Man Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You are Right! You are the quiet one; not as stuffy as Center, but more offbeat. You think outside the box, yet at least try to stay classy. Unfortunately, this tends to make you the punchline of everyone's jokes. But, since Beneath it all, you are Blue. Eternally curious, accepting rather than judgmental, gentle and easily distractable, with a slightly wicked sense of humor -- especially at someone else's expense. *giggles* Especially at someone else's expense. Easily distractable. Yes, exactly. Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Friday, October 7th, 2005
6:55 pm	Hihi: Schweinchen? :grin: Toward the middle, you are a realist. Facing left, you believe in tradition, are friendly, and remember dates (birthdays, etc.) With few details, you are emotional and naive, they care little for details and are a risk-taker. With 4 legs showing, they are secure, stubborn, and stick to their ideals. The size of the ears indicates how good a listener you are. The bigger the better. You drew small ears, you are an OK listener The length of the tail indicates the quality of your sex life. And again more is better! You drew medium sized tail Okay, okay, I know my sex life is boring. But emotional, naive, stubborn all fits very well. It's just... I halrdly ever remember dates. Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)