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[05 May 2004|02:28am] |
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the hiss |
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i just want someone to fill the void in my bed, my heart.
a warm body
closed eyes, kisses, little fingers, eyelashes, soft voice
i miss that a lot. the little touches.. everything.
some kitty boy whom i can hold.
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| oh bondage up yours! |
[14 Mar 2004|04:20pm] |
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the clash - rock the casbah |
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wow. my last post was from december.
i kind of like this layout. there are sooo many things you can do with layouts and i always want to make another. hm... if only.
bind me tie me chain me to the wall.
i do not want to continue to get dressed. i am so lazy. vacuuming? psh.. lata.
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| dork! |
[11 Dec 2003|12:03am] |
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gravy train - hella nervous |
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i got to the galleria early today, so i decided to buy a cookie before work so i wouldn't have to waste time doing so on my tiny break. i walked past brookstone where a schoolmate works hoping he was working [because he always is when i walk past]. he wasn't.. but i saw him walking to the store not too long after. we talked for a little while. you know, 'oh, i didn't know you worked here. where do you work?' 'i work at urban outfitters. ive seen you a couple times when i'm on my break.' 'oh. you should come visit me sometime.'
yeah. dork. so i went to go buy my cookie and i dropped my change on the floor. and when i was walking back up the stairs, i tripped on the last few. it was because i was so "wooloo" after talking to him. oy.
i get so stupid around attractive males. 'you make nervous nervous nervous hella hella nervous nervous nervous.'
my feet are so cold right now. i ought to wear two pairs of socks.
i bought two tickets for the return of the king next wednesday. elisabeth and i will see it together. i am so excited to see this.. i get so emotional over the movies, but rightly so because they're so beautiful and well.. ah! just read the book. it's so excellent. a classic.
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[10 Dec 2003|11:36am] |
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yesterday, my mom took my grandmother to a new place to stay [sort of like a nursing home]. she had been getting better and it was one more step to actually going home. however, my grandmother fell in the bathroom and consequently broke her hip so now she is in the hospital again.
this sucks so much. she had been regaining strength and now she has to wait a long time for her hip to heal. at 80 years old that isnt exactly instant. so now she has to be in the hospital again for who knows how long, maybe getting depressed again. it's so frustrating. it's like, so close yet so far away.
i can't imagine how much that would hurt.. breaking your hip.
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| frrrrrance |
[10 Dec 2003|01:02am] |
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today i got the application for studying abroad. all i need to do is turn it in with a nice chunk of change.
i will be studying in lyon, france for 5 weeks. for courses, i think i will take the history of france and conversational french. i am sooo excited. not only because i will be be alone in europe for more than a month, but elisabeth will also be in europe at the same time and we plan to travel around for a while after the semester ends. i want to go back to bruges, amsterdam, delft, and den haag. if there's time, i also want to go to germany, as i've never been. especially berlin. berlin seems like it would be so inspiring. i have so much family history in germany.
I LOVE EUROPE. and believe me, i will be photographing my heart out. i think some black and white photography would be great, but i need to figure out a way in which to develop and print it. perhaps i will take a photography class next fall. EEE.
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| les yeah yeah yeah |
[06 Dec 2003|08:09pm] |
pictures!
( hot hot hot )
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| SAY NO TO DRUGS |
[04 Dec 2003|01:40am] |
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stan told me i looked really nice today. and well, i feel i agree with him. i dont want that to sound conceited, but i was dressed pretty classy today. i wore a blue/black striped off-the-shoulder 3/4 length sweater, nice black pants, and my new shoes. sigh.
erm.. i didn't call andrew today. i am SUCH a chicken! i am 20 years old and i can't even call a smelly teenager. don't worry kids... he's over 18.
mars [maricela] and i had lunch together today at whole foods, it was nice. she's a really neat person.
i am crazy over craisins.
UGH! stuart was too lazy to send me his information again. we are never going to get this project going. he sent me this trippy image and said 'maybe we can use this on one of the slides.' not bloody likely retard. he is so immature sometimes and he tries to prove that he is smart. blah blah.
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lethargic