| ~*~ It's Just Emotions Taking Me Over~*~ |
[09 Jul 2003|08:54pm] |
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Do You Really Want To Hurt Me: Culture Club |
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I think it's time for me to sit down and have a good look at myself. I've got a lot of people unhappy with me right now. Frustrated, disapointed, maybe even irritated.. I deserve that. I know that it's not fair; the way things are isn't fair to you and I'm sorry. I've been unhappy lately. America and I were barely seeing each other, Dan and I weren't talking much during the tour. I just felt ..unloved. I felt like maybe the two of them were supposed to be together minus me.
And Reese.. her love is so pure and so ..real. She..she.. I don't know. Jacob? He still loves me after all the pain I put him through. I just.. I don't know what or whose right anymore. And because if this I'll watch all of you walk away. I don't want that. I really don't want that.
So, I think what I'm trying to say; what I'm trying to ask for.. is to be alone for a while. So I can figure out what's right. I'm sorry, if it hurts any of you, but I really..I really need this. Please don't get mad if I'm spending more time with someone else, just know I'm figuring things out.
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