| Can You Take It All Away....... |
[10 Feb 2003|12:55am] |
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No One Knows: Queens Of The Stone Age |
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*sighs and taps idly on the mouse*
Ashley's gotta be careful. Pissing off Jake isn't exactly the best idea. Jake called me about an hour ago. *shakes head* I can't protect Ashley anymore. I tried to explain Jacob to him But no one gets him. Except me.
*looks around the room, trying to keep the tears from falling*
It's getting harder now. Harder to hide what I'm feeling. But I know I have to. Because if I don't I'll leave myself vunerable. I don't want that.
*sighs heavly* In the end I hope this all works out.
*clicks udate and goes to stare out the window at absolutely nothing*
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| VIVA LAS VEGAS!!! |
[10 Feb 2003|12:47pm] |
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Angels Would Fall : Melissa Etheridge |
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*shakes head* Everyone's leaving me. Angel's going to see his mom and Rach. Rach will be in the studio, so she'll be busy. I guess I could go see her too, but that's Angels area *smirks* So, I've decided, I'm going to Vegas for a few days. I've got stuff on my mind and I've got to figure out what to do with it. *shakes head * I'm tried of blanking out, or getting caught up in how I feel.
*laughs* Angel told me to take Jake with me. *shakes head* As much as he may need it because of how bad things are with Janers, it can't happen. *looks down* It's nothing against Jacob. It's just that it would be a better trip for me without him. If he's there I'm going to be the Erik I always am, and do all I can to make him smile. Now's not the time for that.
*grins* Angel and Rach are SOOOO gonna hook up. I know it. I know it's coming. I'm psychic. *winks*
With all that said, I'll leave you with some song lyrics that are stuck in my head.
So I'll come by, and see you again,
I'll be such a very good friend,
I will never let you know,
Where my mind has been.
Angels never came down,
There's no one here they want to hang around,
But if they knew,
Only knew you at all,
Then one by one the angels would fall.
I'll update as much as possible. Viva Las Vegas!!
Jake if you need me call me. You know I'm always there.
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