Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in Sam's Blurty:

Saturday, December 8th, 2007
6:13 pm	iwishyouwerestillheresoicouldattempttogetwithyou.ilovewhenyoureintown. crazy. i still think of you. almost every day. i cant shake these feelings, no matter what i do. i still get that feeling when i see you. i still want us. we're so opposite, it could almost work. i wish you could see that. You can never talk serious. You blow off every discussion when the subject turns to something you don't feel like talking about. And it's sickening. Sometimes I feel like distancing myself from when you do stuff like that. You treat me so bad, and you don't even realize. You say such cutting things to me, and you don't even realize. I could tape it for you, so you could see, and you still wouldn't admit it. You're not perfect. It seems like you are keeping things from me, and I think it may be on purpose. But I'm not going to give you the attention you crave. i wish you wouldnt worship her. i wish you knew what i knew, saw what i saw, then you'd really know. and hopefully, you'd change your mind. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 15th, 2007
7:41 pm	Okay, I found this in my purse. I wrote it sometime during the school year. Obviously it's not based on personal experience, because it has never happend to me, nor have I ever felt this way about somebody. But it would be nice, wouldn't it? "There are a lot of things in life I do not know; like how to do a cartwheel, why cats are afraid of water, or why blue and yellow makes green. I've only been sure of one thing. Ever. My whole life I doubted myself, until you came along. I've never felt so sure or so right until that one precious day, freshly etched in my memory, when I looked into your deep brown eyes, and spoke those sacred three words. And when you said it back, my muscles relaxed, my jaw unclenched, my tongue falling softly back into its pallet, resting behind my teeth. You broke my heart that day, and it was right. I gave you a piece of my heart that I will never get back. I am with you forever. And then you gently pushed my hair behind my ear, and you cradled my face in your hands like I was fragile porclein. You looked into my eyes and leaned in. I close mine, and I swear, the world stopped. Your wet lips overcame my small, dainty mouth and I died. I died right there in your amrs and I am yours. Forever." So I'm really stupid and sappy. I'm sorry. (Comment on this)