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holy crap i havent updated this journal in like...a year lol
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[20 Jun 2004|02:09pm] |
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for members only || northstar |
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yesterday was my birthday and we took alot of pictures i've decided yet again to put them in here
( PARTTTTYY )
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[09 Jun 2004|07:48pm] |
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the cure || just like heaven |
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no one ever comments this journal... so im done updating
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[06 Jun 2004|03:44pm] |
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its just one of those days
where you wish u never
even opened your eyes
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"For Members Only"
Just forget all about fate
While I unlock this gentlemen’s promise
With Flesh like fire but it lacks a color
And chemical laughs (that) fly around like drama
I know I move like an apparition
in a style that’s all ghostwritten
but these are the things I can take apart
These are the things I can take…
You move me like I’ve got new feet…
“Just don’t leave me like this
because I need wonder….”
My stereo has blown away
So for now your voice can stay…
But once they all circle me….
… I will rip apart this machine…
I am a prince
With paper parts
Made of spit and paper dolls
A killer’s karma has been bound
Uneven seams
a broken bow…
She’s got this problem with people flying
One way tickets and a fear of crying
But these are the things she can take apart
These are the things I will take….
I cut her up and sent all the parts and
They hung them on all the corners and bars
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haven't really updated a long entry in a while. i don't exactly have anything really to write about. life has been pretty slow paced. tomorrow i have a going away party for my brother and all... its really sad. he leave is friday and i won't get to see him until september. im like seriously crushed about that. im glad we went to the movies and dinner last night and all. i just wish it was a longer and QUIETER night hehe. no offence. but yeah i've been talking to phIl alot more lately. hes a cool kid. we didn't talk for the longest time because i rudely made fun of him. which i regret doing. i haven't hungout with bryan in a while either. we should soon though because i wrote him a note and need him to read it because i just do. i haven't hungout with kim in like longest phucking time either. SHLIKEWOAH! the last time i somewhat hungout with her was tuesday at melissa's house but after that i just hungout with rj. i've been hanging out with rj alot more then i've been hanging out with anyone else. im happy we're close and all but i miss my friends. yeah but anyways. i like cried my eyes out last night because i couldn't stop thinking about how much im going to miss my brother. i really don't want him to leave. it really sucks like major butt. but yeah i get to see him tomorrow but he probable won't even notice me. his friends and all are going to be there. and i gotta entertain rj. hrm. elyse i hope it going. i hope she does. she wasn't too shure the other day when i asked. but yeah i hope she does. because i haven't hungout with her either in a while!! i hope we get to hangout as much as we did last year. i miss last summer so much!! <3 she's been busy. i understand. and last year we always made plans to do something. but yeah. my aunt called today to ask about my brother. i haven't seen her in a while. since august when we went to her house to visit her. even tho we * me and carolyn * were there the whole week she didn't kno. which kinda sucks major butt. i can't wait for this summer. we going to PA again and we're staying a whole week. mandy and "loalle" (don't know how to spell his name) are getting married and having a wedding in august and we were invited. im excited. and we have the family reunion. and all. omg i haven't talked to chelsea in a whole long time!! she wrote me a letter but i never really found the time to write her back. and if i did i wouldn't have anything to say. theres nothing to say. anyways. yeah we used to be so close. then she like... i dunnno. everything changed. we were so young and carefree. but all we have to do now is care. and worry. and we're getting older. 15... wow. yeah carolyns gonna be 17.. thats a big one. mike turned 21 <3 and jens 23. everyones so old! im like really sad. i don't wanna get old. yeah anyways. tomorrow im hoping will be fun. i get to hangout with nikki and livi. their cute little dog. * which i dun remember its name * anyways yeah i've been thinking to much lately. i dont' beleive this is all to healthy. been thinking too much about things i shouldn't even worry about. i mean so what if i can't stand the world and time and i just do not want things how they are. they are the way they are for a reason. hrm. and i worry bout the dumbest things too. like dude i needa get a life. i need to get out more. like always. or i'll do things like scratching out eyes. X.X anyways. yeah im a crazyperson. eh. i don't kno why im writing so much about nothing. i noticed i do this a whole lot. and i have no idea why. it is totally pointless. really pointless. i don't understand anything anymore. i don't get what my problem is. i mean i should be so happy. but yet again i have so many reasons to be so sad. i want to be happy. but that would mean i'd have to change alot of things. and i really don't have the guts to do them. so i'll keep things the way they are. and be happy. i'm going to be happy. i really am. i'm going to be the happiest person alive. yes. that is what i am going to be.
well yeah i have nothing else to complain about. so i'll write again later.
<3 kati
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[30 May 2004|02:06pm] |
since im so phlippin bored. ima take pictures
<3 katie
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[23 May 2004|07:38pm] |
"earlyxnovember"
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bouncy