++ ;; Before I forget ;[ 09 24 03♥03:12pm mood ♥ gloomy Happy Birthday Marieh. 3 cuddlers  hold me

Few and far between 09 08 03♥02:59pm mood ♥ cheerful In my attempt to stop spamming my own pages with entrys I almost stopped updating all together. Which hi isn't something i'd do, so i'm going to try and get back into this posting groove I had going before. I noticed Sarah decided to flaunt the magazines and shit she was in recently that I wasn't.. just like that Maxim thing. I'M NOT BITTER. So I decided to try that out for myself. I've actually been in a couple of things but I never thought it was enough to update with. I think the latest was Teen Vogue; they got that picture of me and Max (Adorable aren't we? ;-*). They called me ``The Action Hero``. How kickass is that? It's really just another article about Tru Calling though, and since I know you'll all be watching it there's no point in reading the article. For the slow ones that's code for watch my show but read the article anyway. I also did EW's Fall TV Preview, another Tru thing. And if you're an E! Fan you saw me do.. yet.. another thing for Tru; this time a Q and A. Oh and for those that can't make it to Boston on the 13th to see ``The Kiss`` premiering, it's also gonna be showing at the San Diego Film Festival on September 20 and September 21. So atleast see one of them >:o. So remember those three dates; along with the Tru airing date (Which is October 30th). Ok? Peachy. And if you wanna see the new promo photo click here. I think it's hot. There's also another one, of just me, here. I love self promotion don't you? Atleast the guys of CoRo will agree with me. Speaking of which I plan on hanging out with everyone more. My fuckin' schedule has been getting in my way. First plan is to drag Sarah to some kind of steamy night dance club ;) Then spend as much time with Vince as possible. It's really hard to believe we have our god damned five month anniversary.. thing.. coming up. I plan on doing a post for him afterwards, because I couldn't really postpone this post much longer. And what I have to say, yet again, needs a post all of it's own. Right now i'm gonna go make some calls and take Max out; later. 21 cuddlers  hold me

You're holding me back again 08 28 03♥10:40pm mood ♥ tired music ♥ Sevendust I got a comment from Ali, which is probably illegal but see if I care? ;x. So I am updating again, hrm. Look at me. I'm not so much with the slacking as I am with the trying to be less annoying with my posting. Since it does annoy me when I see three posts a day from the same people every day. And yes, that was a hint. Less of subliminal; more of stop posting before I bust a cap.. or something like that. I think, I'm not up on my ebonics. ``The Kiss`` is gonna be premiering at the Boston Film Festival on September 13, 2003 at 7:15pm. Chances are most of you won't be in Boston. But.. I think you should fly there just to see it. Or just to see me. Same thing, right? I know you all love me enough to do it. Or you should. And if not then.. why don't you? Also, the Buffy game came out. And I did a voice thing for Faith. Probably.. because I played Faith on Buffy and Angel, so it'd only make sense for me to do that. Hah. It probably won't be in stock for a while, but when it is, rush out to get it. You can even play the game as more than just Buffy. Gasp, shock I know right? You can be Faith, which, is reason enough to get it. Aren't I just so good at selling my own things? That came out wrong.. :; Blinks, shifts ;: Riight. And, well damn, since I'm so good at promoting.. the ``Wrong Turn`` DVD comes out October 14th. Just 16 days before the premiere of ``Tru Calling``. I hope you're writing this all down on your calendar. I mean, I'll be reminding you in all of my posts, so there's really no need; but still. ;) I know you all love this shameless-promo-bit. Frankly I'm too tired to post much more. I've been getting these wicked bad hours for filming Tru and it's leaving me so tired it's not even funny. I've been loafing around on the couch all the time, I think Vince wants to get his shirts back some time this century. But.. I hope he doesn't hold his breathe while waiting for them. I'd like to climb into bed and not come out for a week. Anyone think that's possible? Anyone? No -- ? I didn't think so, me either. I'm gonna go shower, then go over lines, and finally drag myself into bed. I won't be up for a month. Don't wait for me. 18 cuddlers  hold me

And when I dream.. 08 19 03♥11:35pm mood ♥ drained music ♥ Nirvana Well well, look, a Liza-filled update. Don'tcha just love it? I'm feeling better. Well, as good as i've felt in a while. I feel the urge to go out; possibly to a dance club. Please don't ask why because if I had an answer before I certainly don't have it now. I don't know -- I was thinking i'd steal Sarah from David. They were gonna go with Amy and Vince golfing.. but.. well, David spends too much time with Sarah and I want her back for one night. He's going to get over it. I will make him. Mostly because he doesn't have a choice in the matter, but you catch my drift. We were supposed to hang out anyways, so I figure; why the fuck not? It's my charm, you love it. Besides that it's just promo and such for me. Kelly told me he'd be looking forward to seeing ``Tru Calling``.. even if Tru has a rather odd name :; Eyes ;:, and Adam said he was drooling looking over my icon/commercial and thought it'd be good also. :; Blinks ;: Riight. Well, it's running against Survivor.. and Friends.. so we'll just hope for the best with that? :; Shrugs ;: I've got wicked bad writers block so you're gonna deal with my bunches of not-making-sense. And if you can't then.. well I have nothing to say to that. I have the worse cabin fever right now so I might just end this here. Actually, it's almost midnight. So in all my genius I think i'll go out for a run. Yes, a run. I'll probably take Max with me; he's been itching to get out of the house. Vinnie walks him.. but he's got his cat to deal with, so you know he's my responsibility. Whatever, again; me.. not with the making of the sense. But before I go i'll mention Tom and how even while he is in Canada I love him and his woman-ness more ;) And happy early birthday to James. I'll get you hot pockets. 16 cuddlers  hold me

Pimpin' it 08 15 03♥05:42pm mood ♥ hopeful music ♥ System of a Down So, i'm feeling mildly better. Atleast for half of the day, then the other half I start feeling bad again. But the good helps and either way i'm gonna start going out so I think my body will just have to get used to that. >:x. Sarah and I were gonna go and do something girly. Or she was and I was going to tag along and learn how to be more girly; whichever. As soon as I stop lurking come around more often we can get to that. I think i'll be inside for a while though, because Vince just got me something. And, - Cough. - Well i've gotta try it out you know? Speaking of which since he got me something I figured i'd ( return the favor ) I really shouldn't be encouraging him, but; I figure that he'd never actually wear it. Atleast not in public. Or he better not when i'm around. 'Cause no. :x Sorry. Oh and Nate wants me to kick his ass or something. I won't because I think he learned his lesson but if he ever pulls that shit again I will ;) As you know; or should, my family is mormon, thus the lack of telling them what was going on. But I was planning on telling them eventually, damnit; just don't want to be booted out of the Dushku family or anything. I mean we all know I don't practice the mormon shit.. the drinking, smoking, and lesbian screen scenes would probably prove that, but I've gotta respect the fact that they do. Or something. Shut up I make sense, fuck. Well I called my mother and told her everything today. She's having a nice heart attack as we speak. Well not literally but you know, whatever. Why can't my mom be more like Julie? ;) And this is kind of random, but I think Adam should tell me the CoRo schedule and let me know when they're gonna play in LA again; because I love going to those shows and getting drunk talking to everyone. So far all i'm doing is shooting for 'Tru Calling'. Which is where this new icon is from, incase anyone was wondering -- the Tru commercial that aired during the Teen Choice Awards, where Sarah won her surf board. So you should have seen it. I am not accepting any excuses for not having done so. I thought I was done with my post. Guess not. I just have a little more to say, I promise, won't take long. I finally for around to watching Crime and Punishment and it wasn't that bad. Besides the fact that Vince's character was really creepy :x. Monica was good in it, though; since she was without the whole creep factor. And I do read her journal but i'm too lazy to comment. Infact i've been pretty damn behind on all my commenting haven't I? Woops. Done now. 16 cuddlers  hold me

Slow down karma catches up 08 11 03♥01:47pm mood ♥ busy music ♥ Sevendust __ Angels son I know -- my subject doesn't make sense. I blame Sevendust. I was going through some Common Rotation withdrawals and I put in this CD. And now I can't take it out. Which was kind of stupid because now I can't concentrate on this update. Hah, way to go Eliza! Is it sad that it took me nine minutes to write that paragraph? Fuck, I hope not.. Ok, so I don't seem to be getting any better. Which is pissing me off >:o. I might just up and get out of the house feeling like shit because i'm tired of being in. I'm getting cabin fever. Actually, I went out today to Blockbuster and got 'Crime and Punishment in Suburbia' :x. I probably shouldn't have, because I am possessive jealous but then I realized i'm hot naked so what the hell is my problem. And why did I type that. I swear it's the fever. Or headache. Or maybe i'm just trying to make Nate go blind. Continuing with that trend -- Nate, if you got Vinnie a stripper, I will kill you. Kill you dead. ;) Not like he needs one, I am a better stripper >:o. What? :; Cough ;:. Yes. The sickness. Blame it on that. But it's true. I've been doing even more promo shit. Did anyone catch the 'Tru Calling' commercial during the teen choice awards? Or any other time? ;) Come on, if that doesn't get you to watch I don't know what will. That right there was some hot shit, you have to admit. Even if you're gay like my best friend Tom :x <33 I know you liked it Tom, you can tell me some time when Danny isn't around. Oh and this icon is from the TCA summer press tour. It's pure sex, I know; I know. Oh, and while at Blockbuster I happened to spot the Buffy Magazine. And instead of buying it I stood there and read it, oops? Anyways, it was cute and sad and now i'm nostalgic. Damn you Buffy magazine, damn you to hell! And they happened to have that picture from when Aly and I were on the 'Angel' set. That was cute. Why am I saying everything is cute? Hah, they also had one of Faith and Robin. I almost died standing in line :x. The fairly old [About 50?] lady next to me almost had a heart attack. Woops. I endanger old people oh well. I think i'll stick around for a while, then go watch that movie. :-* 4 cuddlers  hold me

:;Yawn;: 08 08 03♥07:23am mood ♥ sick So apparently the sun is up at this hour. Who knew, right? Well, I guess no one else did, since i'm actually the only one on. I'm so lonely. :'( Where the fuck are you people? I am more important than sleep >:o Damnit. Tomand Danny got married in Canada. I FEEL SO FUCKING UNLOVED. Sob. Tom said I was his best gir friend but he didn't even call me and tell me, I had to find out from his update. Therefore I am with holding braiding privileges. I need to go bawl from the hurt now, thanks. Actually i've been pretty sick lately. Which really sucks, because I have so much shit to do, and I want to spend time with people; but.. can't do shit if i'm sick now can I? I just mope around the house all day, and we're absolutely out of tissues. Vince told me to see a doctor or get sleep, I don't remember which. I should probably listen to that. I am even getting these monster headaches now, which is weird because I usually never get headaches. I think when I start feeling better i'm going to take some down time. Because i'd rather spend time at home with Vince when i'm not wickedly sick, thanks. I mean hi, what the hell kinda fun is that? I was going to write a mushy post for him. But. I just can't do that right now. I can barely concentrate on a normal post without wanting to go upchuck. And now i'm getting a fever so I better hurry up with this. I'm still so happy for Sarah ;)! I haven't seen her feel this good in a fucking long time. She deserves it though and she knows it. We need to get together when i'm not sick and gossip and girly shit like that. Because hi with her being my best [female] friend and all i've been seriously lacking in the going out department with her. Maybe we can get mushy together. It's better than me mushing on someone who won't mush back. Will you mush with me Sarah?! Ok. Sorry. That's all I can do. Atleast for right now. My brain wants to act like a drum in my head and that's just not doing me a hell of alot of good. I'm gonna go chill with Max. Oh, if you read in the TV Guide I talked about him! ;x, no, I am not weird for naming my dog 'Max Factor' ;[. I'm not. >:o. 14 cuddlers  hold me

Woops 08 04 03♥09:45am mood ♥ happy I could have sworn I updated yesterday :\ Maybe Blurty ate it or something? I never checked to see if it was on my recent entries page either so that could be another thing. Oh well, i'll just go again. So finally David and Sarah. Which is great for them 'cause i've never seen either of them happier. And Sarah is getting mushy. ;) And congrats to her on her award thing. She fucking deserves it. About damn time if you ask me. Which i'm sure you were about to. Oh and I know he already posted this but Vince got me a puppy :D And we finally have it named "Max", so atleast now we can call it by something. And it really is one of the cutest things, when I talk babytalk to it it wags it's tail. YES I talk baby talk ok. Just to Max though. Shut up. It's cute. It is. Oh go to hell. I got to talk to AJ. I know I see her like everyday on set but it's not the same as getting to "hang out". Which I enjoyed because shes weird and it's fucking classic. We've got the same kind of humor.. which some might classify as "raunchy"..? Well we're not the only ones. James seems to be that way too. Hah, yeah; we're gonna hand out today.. I don't think there's a place that serves hot pockets but if there is we're gonna find it. Then find a ballpit. Because ballpits own. And if you can't tell i'm in a weird mood so i'll stop here. Congrats to everyone again. :x 9 cuddlers  hold me

Woops 08 01 03♥11:34pm mood ♥ optimistic music ♥ The Used I'll stop updating soon. I just got into an update groove, so, I must update. Mainly to pimp my icons and layout. I liked the picture on my last layout so I just redid it a bit. And.. Thanks to Nick I have my icons all tan and shit now, therefore, had to upload new ones. It's not my fault see? I blame the system. I don't know which system yet, but i'll pick one. Promotional shit for 'Tru Callings' is really getting my ass. One of my icons is from the Comic Con in San D, and another is from the FOX Summer party thing, it's getting to be alot. AJ is there with me through most of it, when she isn't too lazy to drag her ass around to all of it, which is great; dunno what i'd do without her x: Probably beat Heath up alot. :;Nods;: And shameless pimp saying that the 'Tru Callings' cast all needs journal now. Do you agree? You better. I got to talk to Sarah and David today. While they were talking to eachother. And we were all talking. About eachother. There was talking going on. Infact we're all talking right now. And.. that leaves me with nothing left to say, since, SOME PEOPLE can't see the blatantly obvious. I can't post more because.. nothing left to post. Except Nate and I went out to lunch. He force fed me meat. I hope David didn't come to the restaurant and sit on the chicken before hand.. damn David and his fetish with sitting on chickens. Sorry, that amuses me to no end. EDIT __ This is my official DAVID AND SARAH WANT TO AND ARE GOING TO SMOOCH POST. :D Ehehe EDIT 2 __ Look at David's layout. How cute. Can we have a group "aww"? :x 8 cuddlers  hold me

Lemmings. x; 07 31 03♥11:57pm mood ♥ cynical music ♥ Thursday Stupid title, don't ask. I don't know why i'm posting again. I swear i'm not turning into an obsessive poster again, honest! The first half of this post is dedicated to Ms. Alyson Hannigan, just because she is the best Alyson on the face of the planet and I own her :x. I mean, she owns. And James Marsters gets the second half because he rocks or something wicked like that. I know you're jealous, you should be. Am I making sense? I didn't think so. Lunch with Tom was.. awkward. Yeah, not really finding another word to describe it. We bicker like an old married couple. It's funny. The 'you had to have been there' kind of funny, which I guess ruins any point that sentence had. I had another outing today, with the Mak-Daddy Christian Burns. He took me bowling, we competed. And of course I won. x;. He owe me a swiffer wet jet coupon. He got me popcorn, and also said he'd get me the whole wet jet. I think he just wants me to start mopping the house. I don't know why he doesn't even live where I do. Ok so my theory is alittle shaky but god damnit I believe in it. Oh and while i'm in this weird mood, I blame this next bit of blatant hostility on that. Why is it that no one comments unless they're mentioned? I mean, truly, unless i'll sit here and shout out to everyone in this post no one will comment and say they give a damn about it. That's semiupsetting. That explains why I got more comments on my meaningless pimpout posts then in the ones that actually mean something to me. Again, with the not making me feel the love going around. And this has all made me decide to be less generous with comments. I'm gonna go back on this tomorrow and comment everyone, let me reassure you of that, but I just want to look like i'm standing some sort of ground here. God damnit, I can; really. David and I need to go have lunch. Why am I going out with everyone lately? Because I love you all, that is why. And we can talk about Sarah. I hope he doesn't kill me for that. Or she doesn't. Ok, i'm going to flee, before I get my ass kicked; thank-you. 26 cuddlers  hold me

;) 07 28 03♥06:14pm mood ♥ artistic music ♥ Common Rotation I could wait for a more substancial update for this. But that'd the the smart thing to do. So, obviously I won't. ;x. I made a new layout and some icons. And here ends this post. Well since i'm here I might as well say i'm going to to eat tonight with Loren Tom. Because we never hang out anymore and we need to eat non-animaly things. I have distanced myself far too much from everyone I know :\ So this is me, getting back in the loop. Adam is possibly coming too. Except he dies alot therefore might not be able to make it. Or something like that. Riight. ( Alittle OOCness ) 4 cuddlers  hold me

And with confidence I say; "we're better than ever" 07 27 03♥07:28pm mood ♥ scared music ♥ GotR Please excuse my random lyrics title. Not as random as Aly's titles but you know, we're all pretty random about here ok? -Shrugs, not knowing where that was going- I figured i'd update before I completely forgot about this thing. And what a way to start, with lots of violence and seething hate. Not sure what I mean? Read the next paragraph. It's loads of fun.. if you're incredibly violent :D Ehehe; Freddie.. Freddie.. Freddie. Seething hate, my friend. I mean, we all know I was livid at him from before; but Sarah wanted me to forgive him or some garbage because she loved him. Obviously since she is one of if not my best; best friends, I listen. I didn't forgive him but I wasn't sending Nate to go beat a dent into the side of his head anymore. Fucking asshole. Then he goes and pulls that shit again. I can't even understand how once is acceptable, I mean, there's just no way I could deal with some shit like that. Then again I can be arrogant and won't listen to reason, but I can't be the only fucking person alive that things twice is too much. And i'm not; David agrees, and we're going to kick his ass. Actually David's gonna do most of the ass kicking. I'll be there yelling vulgar things to anger him more and beat him harder. It all works out, everyone wins. And hopefully he won't come back, since he has already gone; maybe Sarah and David will end up less violent and more happy after everythings all settled down. -Coughs, shifting her eyes around; so very smooth ;)- Now after I get over my anger; which is hard mind you, i'd like to mention that I watched a bunch of scary movies lastnight. Namely "From Hell" and "Thir13en Ghosts", and they scared the shit out of me. "From Hell" has now scarred me for life and I will never be the same, thanks. I went to sleep cuddling the blankets for dear life. I can honestly say I value my uterus more so now than ever. Ehehe that sounds wrong I mean because Jack the Ripper cut out the hookers uterus'.. ok nevermind, i'll stop; ok, there, just if you want to get a fucking wicked bad scare watch that movie. And if you want to be scarred for life and mentally ill watch that movie. :D. "Thir13een Ghosts" was good too, it had Shannon in it so how could it not be? And Tony Shal--.. Shal o--.. I can't spell his name but I love his acting too. Yes I secretly watch "Monk" on USA ok >:o Oh I saw the behind the scenes with Lucy Liu for the "Ecks Versus Sever" thing. She can kick ass like nobodys business. Drew and Cameron are around here somewhere, she should come to so I can praise her and she can teach me to beat the shit out of more people. After Nate's little kidnapping and stripclubbing, i've been calling him just about everyday. Maybe now he won't take me and put blonde strippers on my lap >:o Eww, mmk, what? -Shakes her head- I would have bought him one but uhm no he doesn't deserve it! And he'd be thinkin' of Chari the whole time so what's the point?. Whatever, we're gonna do lunch or something eventually. I will get around to it I swear. I am supposed to go out with Aly too. And Keri and I keep talking in comments saying we're gonna do something and then never end up doing it. What's the world coming to? Ok i'm just a lazy procrastinator but stroke my ego and say it's everyone elses fault and not mine :x And Ali's gone >:o Atleast now I won't have to look at myself half naked on my friend page anymore. Who am I kidding i'm going to miss that little slut like crazy :[. Stupid Ali and my loving her. I need to go sob now. With my covers. Before Jack the Ripper comes and cuts out my uterus. He needs to go to Freddie not me. -Sobs, goes- 6 cuddlers  hold me

07 23 03♥08:58am mood ♥ happy Happy Birthday Chari. Album + Recording = Now! hold me

Aye, time to breathe? Nah.. 07 21 03♥12:44am mood ♥ contemplative music ♥ Sevendust __ Trust One second I am bored out of my mind the next i'm doing a ton of things at once. Proud to say I can keep up my multi tasking abilities but i'm not sure how long that's gonna last, hopefully enough time for me to get everytthing done before I can take a breather, but we'll just have to see how that pans out. I've been trying not to update much, that way my updates seem.. better.. or something along those lines. Look at me, trying to get with the wisdom. It's not working too well though. -Shrugs- Eh, it was worth a try. So, yesterday I took Vince and Nate with me to Madmoiselle Branch's concert. Nate had me kidnapped and I couldn't very well not take him, and Vince said he'd go but i'm not sure if he enjoyed it. Although i'm sure Nate would have had much more fun if a a certain other cult member came with us but I didn't feel the need to embarass him, so I didn't ask her. Wow I hope people can read links ;). And would you look at that, all with the suddlety. Or lack there of. Your choice. Lately i've been trying on the whole contemplation thing. I used to try not to look too far into things, but eh, sometimes you just have to wonder. I used to underanalyze things and not pay too close attention, now I seem over overanalyze things. It's nice going from one drastic to another there, isn't it? Not really. I can't help but wonder what people think sometimes. I mean, I know who my friends are, and who I couldn't live without. But sometimes their opinions clash and you start to think who is right and who is not. I've been called so many things I just try and think which is true. I've been called sweet and evil, predictable and spontanious, modest and arroagant, and everything inbetween. Maybe it's possible to be all of them? I'm not even sure if I can take that as a compliment or not. I should stop thinking. It hurts my head. And I don't want to prove "God" wrong, so i'll update about the Comic Convection in San Francisco today. I was there promoting "Tru Callings". Joss and Kevin happened to be there too, strutting their stuff and acting like the shit as usual ;). Love you guys. No really. Just keep giving me paychecks. I did some Q&A, and a met and greet. We even showed the pilot episode, so if we don't get good ratings i'll take it personally. Nate even started threatening people in his journal. Thanks. ;) I did his layout too. Go look. Now. :(. I've also been talking more with Sarah as of late. My life is now complete. She's like the yin to my yang, or something corny like that. I was rereading my journal and she even dressed up as Jesus for me once and is going to hell for it just for me. I feel the love. And no matter what she says I love her more than she loves me and that's the end of that ok thank you. But no really, that girl is the best ever :\ If everyone doesn't send her love letters in the mail i'll be thoroughly disappointed in each and every one of you. On that note, it's 12:58, so i'm going to go to sleep now. With witnesses. Thank you very much. Goodnight all. ( For Ali, if you want to read this update in ebonics, click here ;) ) 2 cuddlers  hold me

Atleast I attempt, right? 07 18 03♥12:38pm mood ♥ busy music ♥ Sevendust __ Crucified I was trying to continue my meaningful post thing that I had going on, considering that it's a new journal and all, I figured "hey -- look, gasp, a chance to start over"; except that when I have something to update about the Dushku thing is to procrastinate until you have very little time to talk about it. No don't let Nate full you, it really is the Dushku thing. Speaking of Nate, he had plans to kidnap me and I got him to put it off until today, I wanted to spend time with Vince yesterday but it seems that I haven't eluded him cleverly enough and we're on a "vaca" of some sort as I speak. If he breaks me i'm so telling. ;x I got to talk to Sarah. Be really, really god damn jealous :D I was also trying not to make new icons. I ended up making new icons and a new layout. Then PSP proceeded to be a gigantic pain in my ass and eat the layout. PSP you hungry bitch you. And I decided to only upload one of the icons for now, since i'm quite content with my current icons. Look at me, getting all non-importanty. Aren't you proud that I never stick to what I say i'm going to do? Oh and before I forget and ramble about shoes or "Tru Callings" -inserts shameless promo there- I've decided to lurk again. But I don't really want to go all out with a lurky name, so i'm probably just gonna start using the Trillian away message thing. And how prissy is this going to seem, eh? I won't take it down for almost anyone. So chances are if you see it up and you IM me I won't do a god damn thing about it. If you have yet to notice this is pretty much uberbitchy Eliza in all her glory, feel free to hate, it comes with the territory I assume. I mean you probably obviously should know if I want to talk to you.. i.e. Vince, Sarah; etc, but really i'm not in the talking state of mind to talk to anyone else. And i'm going to be less giving with my comments. I'm so mean. Oops ;x And that's all I have time for right now. I'd edit this later but edits aren't my forte. Actually they are but you people hate them. Hateful little people. Happy Belated Birthday Natasha Hamilton. :-* Yes I still remember you. 19 cuddlers  hold me

Who's gonna take my comment virginity? 07 17 03♥07:07pm mood ♥ accomplished music ♥ sevendust __ live again Same Eliza. New journal. ;). 8 cuddlers  hold me

My oh my 07 12 03♥01:22am mood ♥ tired music ♥ hoobastank __ too little too late So, here I am, for about three hours, trying to make a nice big update. I looked over my journal today and i'm not happy with it at all. I don't care if people like my small pointless pimping shout out entries, because personally I don't like them. I'd prefer if my journal consisted of things that actually mattered. Well, mattered to me anyways. And sorry Marla but im still trying to anti :-* / <3 myself. I don't like it when people tell me i'm known for that, either. It's like "Wow, great, i'm known for kissing everyone, as opposed to be nice" or what have you. Sorry, i'm going through a big revamp here. I have to say the only entry i'm truly satisfied with is the big, long, and probably blinding one I made several days ago. I'm not even too sure why. It's just, a big long post that happens to consist of everything I honestly have to say. I'm trying to be more open about things, I mean, this is a journal after all right. Wow, look at me, getting all semi emo and intelligent. Who would have thought? I'm surprised anyone even comments on my journal anymore, really. I only update every single day. And my updates are pointless. Usually. Well, ok, let me rephrase that. They have points, just not points everyone is interested in reading; and points that can be postponed until I have enough to put all in one update, instead of making five hundred little ones. Oh, and this is where I get hypocritical. People need to learn how to use the god damn edit button. I seriously don't need to see five entries in a row that are minutes apart. I can understand updating more than once in a day. But what the hell? Five entries three minutes apart that consist of nothing? I'm gonna have to start using friends filters or something. Yes, I am easily irritated now. And I hope you're enjoying it. Because I am. And no, it's not going to stop here. But putting my anger aside i'd like to say I appreciate the lack of mass iming i've been having. I've been really shitty and sick the past couple of days and I just sign onto aim to see a couple of people, I might go back to lurky names soon; i'm not sure, but I just like the not being ambushed with pointless convos. Space is nice. And i'd love to bask in it. Oh someone please tell me why i've been singing listening to so much grunge and punk and emo lately? I never usually do that. Right plus I love Everclear :\ they're the fucking shit and need journals like right now. I mean hi Coro is better. Oh those Hoobastank guys need journals too. And I see Monica is back, and she wants Tyson Ritter. So ok we need to make a list or some shit. Right now. People that better get fucking journals or else ok thanks. Congrats to Adam and Eric. Even if Adam STILL didn't IM me and mention it. I'm not bitter. I'd make this post longer but since it's my first one thats more than, what, four sentences i'll spare you. For now. But a bit of randomness --> Tom makes me smile. :). /end random. EDIT // New icons. I stopped using the blinds. I love these icons. :[. Especially the one that's so fucking pretty. Hello, it's my new favorite ok. I know i've used two of them before BUT I DON'T CARE >:O I'm using them again thanks bye. EDIT 2 // I hope Vince reads this edit, 'cause I know how he usually skips over edits. But hey look there's his name so hopefully that got his attention; It's 3:19 AM and I was about to go except I just realized it's the 12th, therefore today is three months that we've been together. I don't know if i'll be on later or if you will, so this is my nice comfy safety net. I love you ok thanks goodnight. :-* Or morning. Or, good whenever you read this. Yeah. That's it. EDIT 3 // Sorry Adam.. :x... hold me

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Personal:
Full Name - Eliza Patricia Dushku
Birthdate - December 30, 1980
Birthplace - Boston Massachusetts
Education - Watertown High Graduate
Heritage - Albanian and Danish
Nicknames - "Duck Shoot" (bestowed on me by Kevin Smith), Liza, Li, Elizer, Liz, Pushkoo, Eloza
Siblings - Has 3 older brothers. I used to live with my eldest brother (Nate) in the Silverlake section of LA.



Favorites:
Color - Black
Book - The Godfather
Movie - Beaches
TV Show - Late Night With Conan O'Brien
Music - Just about everything. Beastie Boys, Lenny Kravitz, Lauryn Hill, Madonna, Korn. I love it all.
Sport - Girls Ice Hockey, New England Patriots
Actor - Robert De Niro.



Filmography:
Tru Callings TV Series (2003) ... Tru Davies
Kiss, The (2003) ... Megan
Wrong Turn (2003) ... Jessie
"Angel" TV Series (2001, 2003) ... Faith
City by the Sea (2002) ... Gina
New Guy, The (2002) ... Danielle
Soul Survivors (2001) ... Annabel
JayandSilent Bob StrikeBack (2001) ... Sissy
Bring It On (2000) ... Missy Pantone
"Buffy the Vampire Slayer" (1997)(1998-1999, 2003) TV Series ... Faith
Race the Sun (1996) ... Cindy Johnson
Journey (1995) (TV) ... Cat
Bye Bye, Love (1995) ... Emma Carlson
Fishing with George (1994)
True Lies (1994) ... Dana Tasker
This Boy's Life (1993) ... Pearl
That Night (1992) ... Alice Bloom



Other:
* My middle name came from being named after my favorite aunt.
* I love hanging with family and friends. I love my family, my fam is the greatest. Any chance I can get to see them, is the coolest thing.
* The tattoo on my right arm that you saw in my role as Faith is not real, but I want to get a tribute tattoo on my hip when i'm older, for a family member who passed away.
* I really enjoys traveling and dancing.
* I'm dying to go to the Caribbean or on some cruise. So far, my favourite place is Bondi Beach in New South Wales, Australia.
* I have a German shepherd husky beagle mix named Korbit, who lives in Utah. I also have five little fish that are easy to take care of, and they don't bug me.
* My father is a university professor at Boston University
* I was legally emancipated from my parents because of strict laws on the hours that a minor is allowed to work.




FROM MAXIM
Where you’ve seen her:
On TV as Faith, the superpowered, streetwise sociopath on Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Also in movies Bring It On, City by the Sea, The New Guy, and in the comedic caper Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back.

But could she write her name in the snow?:
“For the longest time, I thought I was a boy. I really did. I wore boys’ clothes, played tag football, and even peed like a boy. [laughs] I swear to God. We’d go on road trips with my mom, and when we’d make the inevitable pit stops on the side of the highway, I’d jump out and line up next to my brothers.”

A fine example of modern medicine:
“In my first movie, That Night, with Juliette Lewis and C. Thomas Howell, I had a scene with two other girls where we applied a cream to our chests to make our breasts grow. I was 10 at the time and pretty flat chested—people used to make fun of me for being flat as a board. Anyway, I remember thinking, I bet this stuff really works. So I rubbed it all over, and sure enough—look! [arches her back] It worked!”

When she’s right, she’s right:
“There is definitely something sexy about a girl with an attitude and a pair of leather pants.”



Quotes:
"Go big or go home. Because it's true. What do you have to lose?"
"Everyone wants to be famous but when you get there your not so sure!"
"I love a guy who can make me laugh, and I definitely dig intelligence. I get turned on by book smarts."
"I don't let guys do hickeys. That's like a dog marking his territory or something."



Bio (from here):
At the end of a 5 month search, producers of the 1992 movie That Night had found their supporting star in a young Eliza Dushku. Following this, she appeared as Leonardo DiCaprio's younger step-sister and daughter to Robert DeNiro in Michael Caton-Jones' This Boy's Life. Next for the young actress came True Lies where she worked alongside Arnold Schwarzenneggar and Jamie Lee Curtis. Less noticable films followed (such as Bye Bye, Love, Journey, Race the Sun) before Eliza took a number of years off to finish high school.

Eliza commenced the role of Faith on TVs Buffy the Vampire Slayer in 1999 after she had graduated. What was originally written to be a role spanning over only a few episodes, turned into a recurring character in season 3 and then appeared in episodes in season 4 as well as the shows sibling, Angel, due to fan, writer and producer popularity alike ("It was just supposed to be for a couple of shows, but then I went bad and hooked up with the evil mayor and became Buffy's enemy. The next thing I know, I'm a regular."). Eliza has since returned to three episodes of Angel and the final five episodes of Buffy (2003).

Since her return to Hollywood, Eliza has also appeared in many feature films. Bring It On where she played opposite Kirsten Dunst was at the top of the US Box Office for three weeks and was liked by critics and the general populus.

The highly popular among fans director, Kevin Smith, invited Eliza to be a part of his final adventure for his two characters, Jay and Silent Bob, in Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, where Eliza co-starred with the likes of Shannen Elizabeth, Ali Larter, Kevin Smith, Ben Affleck and many more.

Following this, the dud teen horror movie Soul Survivors ("I think it's clear that the film just didn't quite come together") which garnered dislike from almost everyone came as the actresses first wrong move since her return. The New Guy pursued which was accepted as a decent effort in the teen movie genre, however nothing spectacular.

She then returned to work with former co-star Robert DeNiro and director Michael Caton-Jones in City by the Sea, teaming her up with James Franco, playing his junkie girlfriend and mother of his child. This role showed the diverse nature of her talent and gave her more attention from an adult audience as opposed to teens.

Having worked with some of Hollywood's biggest names, both as a child actress and at present, Eliza has bombarded the scene with both raw talent and a refreshing non-Hollywood attitude ("My brothers were definitely there to tell me to shut the fuck up.") Looking up to Jamie Lee Curtis for her humble nature ("She’s so amazing and down-to-earth and smart and strong. Even my mother at the time when I was 12 years old said "you watch this woman. This is how you should be a famous actress with dignity and respect for every person you come in contact with." She was my role model I think."), Eliza has demonstrated time and time again that she adopts a very similar attitude according to many fans who have had the fantastic opportunity to meet her.



Fabulous Exclusive Set Report from Wrong Turn!:
AS- I'm here with Eliza Dushku on the set of Wrong Turn. First question... how tough was it growing up with that name? 'Cause that is just so rife with schoolyard possibilities...

ED- I know! There was a two year period where... well, you know, it almost doesn't matter what it is, any name-calling just hurts. They could call you 'big fat dork' and it's just really really hurtful. But for those two years all the name changes and name calling absolutely ripped my heart out, and made me so hurt and upset, and I'd go home and scream at my mother for letting me have that name. And then after a while you're just who cares. "Oh, that's really original, like I've never heard that one before." What about you - what's your name?

AS- So why another horror movie?

ED- Because the first one didn't really quite cut it? I didn't want to say I had tried it, been there and done that, with that project. I'm not dissing anyone when I say that - I think it's clear that the film just didn't quite come together. But you just never know, do you? I remember I got Bring It On and then immediately signed on to do Soul Survivors, and everyone was saying "Bring It On is a joke, it's gonna go straight to video, no one's going to see it, it is so silly, it's a stupid film, awful, but then Soul Survivors... wow, Wes Bentley, he just did American Beauty, and Casey Affleck too, so let's just hope Bring It On comes and goes really fast and then Soul Survivors can redeem you." You just never know. What goes on between reading the script and when you shoot it and what ends up coming out depends on so many different people and good timing and ideas it's almost luck whether it's good or bad. So I just felt I shouldn't let that be my one and only chance at it. And Stan Winston is quite a salesman. He invited me down to the studio, and I met Rob Schmidt (the director - we'll talk to him a bit later) and I said "I don't want to do a movie with monsters. I don't want to have my guts on the table so to speak, to be giving a really honest, raw performance, which is what this called for, and then all of a sudden the monster runs through frame and everyone chuckles. It's not worth it to me to do that." So Stan says "Let me ask you this. Do these pictures make you chuckle?" And he pulls out this poster, these rough images of...

AS- What grabbed you about Jessie (her character) the first time you read the script?

ED- I just thought that there could be a lot more to her than was obvious from the script. I mean it WAS in the script, but it was subtle, and I thought that was cool. So many characters in these kinds of movies can be written up really cheesy and ineffective... cheesily and ineffectively? I just though there was a lot of potential there, and she's a strong chick, you know, and no damsel in distress. She kicks some ass, and steps up. She's tough. I kinda like playing those characters.

AS- Really? Hadn't noticed.

ED- There's nine hundred thousand other movies out there you could go and see where the girl has hands folded in her lap or covering her eyes, screaming and shrieking. I don't feel that's why we're here. We're here to do something different, and make it interesting for people. And fortunately for me there's still more of those stories to be told.

AS- How much of those tough chicks you play - Jessie, Faith, etc. - is just you being you?

ED- Well, Jessie can't really be compared to Faith. Faith is someone that still means a great deal to me, and feel really close to, and really like. I respect Joss and everyone over there so much for how they put her story together, and of course I'm going back to Buffy as soon as I wrap on Wrong Turn. Jessie's not as extreme as Faith though. Jessie's someone- when people get really afraid, really terrified, you turn inward. Jessie gets to that point and finds this rock-hard strength inside her. She's out there, and all she has to rely on is herself, and I think that's really admirable. Even if you make mistakes, there's I think a bravery in not settling for being the victim, for finding that strength in yourself.

AS- Does the image you project at all enter into your thinking when selecting these roles? You're so well known now for playing these tough, self-reliant characters, and you've become more than a little bit of a role model playing them.

ED- Not... no, I don't think about that. I'm just picking roles that appeal to me. But some of the letters and stuff I get, especially for Faith, it's the greatest feeling in the world. I got girls writing to me, "From the first time you walked in you were so strong, and you overcame so much, and I just felt if you could do it I could do it to", you know, getting themselves out of abusive relationships, all kinds of shit. And just knowing I helped inspire people to do things like that, it's such an amazing feeling.