Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in Dwane Stevens' Blurty:

Monday, October 27th, 2003
11:38 pm	It's Been a while... *(Remember its just a game)* It has been a while, I should recap first, but instead i think i will explain my absence... I really do not know what to say many things have happenend. I have found my self getting closer to this group...though I am the oldest, some of the others have been through hell enough to fill ten lifetimes. I think that may be the bond between us, and for some, what will drive us appart. I guess it is because of this bond forming that in one way or another it has kept me too busy to keep to my Journal. So a quick recap, ok beths ex got kiddnaped durring a prison transfer, beth passes out, find out a government offical was one of the guys who kiddnaped beths ex we capture and question him, find out he works with order of the spear who is trying to free a mage who will protect the earth and prevent deamons from ever walking the earth again...as for vampires and werewolves and such it should work for them as well...it may cure me....I forgot about this...I wonder why i pushed it out of my mind...maybe a false hope before my eyes again...I spent tens if not hundreds of thousands of dollars only to watch hopes and dreams pass...Beth awoke, the official was let loose, durring this time Natalie and Mitran got into it, were broken up and I and mitran bonded..while captureing the offical we found out the order of the spear packs a good punch includeing high tech weapons and deamons..I know im forgetting many things, but like i said it was a quick recap... As For halloween That was a strange week, kids killed on campus us with many leads and clues all finally leading us to one angst riddled teen who sould his soul for a deamon summoning t.v. remote, who for a final battle summoned many t.v. horrors...Natalie and Twitch tried to talk to him but I knew it was useless...he had his team, and all their game faces were on, there was no use bantering, i should of just shot him in the face while they kept him busy, that way he couldnt have given any orders and it would of ended without a fight...though thanks to ramone it was a very short fight (i didn't even get 1 shot off...and for some reason i was somewhat pirterved at this...i guess because my adrenaline was pumping like mad to no use...) Speaking of Ramone, i do not know what to make of him. He is Very powerful and growing more powerful as time goes by...Ramone is an Enigma he is probably one of the people who though i have been around alot, i have not gotten to know in the least bit. I feel i need to keep an eye on him and help him, for with great power comes great hunger for more power in some...and with the things i have seen I fear he will become a target, not for evil to distroy, but for evil to take control of... (Comment on this)
Monday, September 15th, 2003
12:16 am	Different strokes *(remember this is a game, and ignore spelling errors, my english r bad)* So, Ramone and I go to Jail to question beths ex (we found in the paper that beths ex was arrested for being linked to dissapearences and such of several people). Thanks to a police contact, Ramone and I are able to get into the jail for questioning. Ramone found a spell where he could force people to tell the truth, so it aided our questioning very well. When the ex was pulling into the room, i could tell just by looking at him, that he was a cock...he looked annoyed more then anything, and showed no fear or anything... Ramone begins questioning him and we find that beth was the 4th of 5 women killed, and her comming back from the dead was a fluke and everything he told her was just pillow talk to get her to come with him so she could be sacrificed. Why were these innocents killed...money, pure and simple...we got where the people were killed, who they were, and the list of guys in on the sacrifice... I took all the information and gave it to police and I will make sure the dead ones will get a proper burial and that their families know what has happenend. Ramone and I felt we needed to get the book, which was left in possion of one of the 5, so we went searching. We found where out the guy was hideing, and so we grabbed Xander and Mitran to go to him, the Girls took beth out onto a lake and kept her away from any media (we were worried that she would go off and to get to her ex that she may distroy the jail he was in, killing many innocents in the process), And Twitch went to researching one of the girls who we only had a partial name to. When we arrived, before we could formulate a plan, Ramone was out the door and went upto the cabin the guy was in, and knocked on the door and went in. Things were over before the rest of us even got in the cabin...the evil group were all amatures.... well we turned in the guy, got a reward and I gave it to Ramone for he did all the work on this one. We all headed back, and decided to tell beth. I was worried that we would have to forcefully subdue beth, but she actually took things rather well. Before we told Beth, we had only a little bit of time to form a plan, well I had a plan but did not and could not bring my self to say it for it brought up many things.....Tonight, before Mitran, Xander and I went into the cabin, Mitran told me to wolf out and go in...they don't understand...this is not a blessing but a curse...I lost everything in my life that had any meaning because of this, I cant bring myself to use it...well...there will be one time when I use my curse...that will be to pay the one back for what he has done to me, I will never see this as a blessing..a blessing doesn't strip you of everything of meaning in your life, no cure is every looked for a blessing, only a curse...As For Beth, i know of someplace, if needs be, we could of contained her if she did become uncontrolable and voilent, I know it would hold her, because it held me, and that is the cage Emma And I designed for ..........................................I...I don't know what is going on within me...I wrote her name with out thinking or feeling...so many emotions are going through my head...it was like I didn't even care when I thought and wrote when mentioning her... (Takeing a break and dissapearing after writting this, Dwane went out on a patrol, what ever evil he came across was hurt very badly before being killed, for he took out alot of anger and such, probably dissapearing until sun up) As for Beth, I beleived like the others, that she would of gone mad, and I know where she could of been safely held, where she could not hurt herself or anyone else...beleive me, for I have spent many a time there because it was built to hold my cursed self...when moveing here, that was the first thing I put in the house...the cage, which is very large with a large sleep mat and a floor drain for cleaning, is kept in a soundproffed area of the basement which is also behind a very thick security door, just incase i did escape the cage...well then...now i guess I put it there out of habit and familuriaty...I haven't used or needed the full safety/security setup in while well until now...but i cound't even bring myself to mention it...I guess even though I shared the knowledge of my curse, I haven't shared everything...and I don't know if I can...I don't know why i didn't say anything, it would of been the best and safest place to keep her...I guess one reason why i didn't say anything was because part of me didn't want to lose my bed (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
9:44 am	Help from friends *(remember this is fiction)* So I hopped online and did some gun searches for Ramone and Twitch, and also asked some people for help with arming blind and mentally handicapped people and I got some different replies acouple people agreed on the same gun...now I just have to decide if i want to plop down 300k... http://www.subguns.com/classifieds/index.cgi?db=nfafirearms&website=&language=&session_key=&search_and_display_db_button=on&results_format=long&db_id=2540&query=retrieval For twitch i would have to limit the arch of fire...for Ramone it would work pretty well...maybe it may block his senses so it may be useless...hmm maybe they can work as a fire team.... (Comment on this)
Monday, August 18th, 2003
6:07 am	Shop Smart, Shop Internet *(remeber folks fictional stuff for a rpg game)* So, I have decided I need to help the team more by finding weapons of the non-midieval loud and booming persuasion. Of Course I will also train and permit them as well...Some are all for it...others haven't showen any interest...Ramone who has the special circumstance of being blind, has shown alot of interest and has shot guns before, so I will have started searching through my Library and databases for different Information and I remember the NRA talked of a group called the IBSA (internatioal blind sports federation) who helped the blind learn to sharpshoot and i also found this http://www.eko-aims.com/main.htm of course it could easly be adapted to real guns. As For Twitch I have though it over many times, I beleive a good closeranged area weapon such as a scattergun/pistol would be nice such as http://www.gunsamerica.com/guns/976079134.htm or http://www.wilsoncombat.com/store.cgi?&shop=city&cart=13183486x14046&session=3f40a7e636de29fe&L=eng&Category=20000 (if link doesnt work just go to www.wilsoncombat.com and on the left side hit the scatterguns) would be good, but i begin to worry about him unloading the weapon before he finds out if its friend or foe...at point blank these guns can cut a man in half...then I though...he loves salt...load them with salt rock (1/10 as deadly but 10 times more painful...its wounding salt)....now salt wont kill most evil things we have gone against...matter of fact i dont know if we have found anything twitch has killed with salt so i would be sending into the lions den with a shap stick that would only piss them off instead of injuring them...a normal human it would hurt maybe even kill, but a vampire...i doubt it....of course I could give him a ammo belt, load the gun with rocksalt then have him hand load what ever ammo he needs...so the first shots would be salt and not so wounding (hopefully he doesnt shoot anyone in the face cause that could still kill a human)...of course I also see me walking out of a bush only to get shot in the nuts by twitch...i would probably take that kind of personal...specially if he yelled Wolfman has nards...i would have to show him that the twitch doesn't..anymore (Comment on this)
Monday, August 11th, 2003
8:23 pm	I never Miss Well, We hit the Crime Scene, I found a nail and showed the others then i cought their scents and followed them...they lead into the glassfactory offices where i found a Fridge...boy I had a bad feeling...opening it i and others seen bags of human peices...well I sent people back to the humv and called the cops...they needed a proper burial... Well, we hit the Libriary I gave ramone the nail and he went to work...durring that time Darian and Heather showed upand we started talking about what has been going on, when Xander called..we chatted for abit, and i filled him in on what has been going on.. he sent help another slayer, (this ofcourse irked Mitran a bit...) and twitch instantly fell for her...I could see it and the song "froggy went a courting" went through my head, but i didnt say anything...But anyway...ramone did his magic, and figured out where the wendigo were...near the park by the arch... We all broke into groups and headed to the arch...I armed everyone and and we surrounded the arch...i had a bad feeling, and told everyone so...we spoted 3 cars nearby ramone and darian took care of them somewhat... we moved in closer i drew a bead while moveing, when one started looking around...the jig was up, I squeezed the trigger and missed....even with aiming, i never miss...I don't know why...I need more pratice...Im also getting my eyes checked...I don't know what it was, I don't like missing...i guess I have been slacking off on pratice or something...maybe not getting enough sleep...but no matter what I don't like missing... Oh yeah We killed them all, no problem be got battered a bit but thats about it...Twitch still dissapears alot so im worrying abit about that... (Comment on this)
Monday, July 21st, 2003
10:46 pm	Mens Night out Well Xander and most of the team left us, for one reason or another, to hold the fort down. So I, Mitran, and Ramone pulled the graveyard shift...Twitch was sparce...i guess he didnt handle the news well after all. But on a good note everything was quiet...on the vampire front...and on my front as well....... which makes me wonder and worry...I have been slack in my patrols...well I mean I still go on patrol but their patrols take up more and more of my time....Maybe I should talk to xander and get the others help, get 2 birds with one stone, i mean hell we're already gotten into deamons and such... Speaking Of Twitch, I have been trying to keep tabs on him, but he is avoidning me, but he's ok, he goes to class and such...he will be ok, I have faith in him... Mitran and Ramone praticed more while i held down the fort, while they praticed Twitch showed up and he wouldnt really meet me eye to eye...so i think he's still afraid.... For a moment Ramone was injured and I was worried that one of the asses got loose but he kept it under control... After the combat 2 indians apeard out of no where looking for xander and the slayer because the needed help... they showed us the paper and after reading about the grizzly death I knew he was here...all over my body started acheing it felt like every wound was on fire... but for somereason i snaped out of it...they said it wasnt a werewolf but a "windego" which is a evil human posesed/accepted by animalistic spirits...they said they were totemworriors useing the spirits of animals for good...The bestial nature made me wonder what type of animal the would be close to...they said it was a pack of them which was unusual because they are usually solitary hunters and packing together could be good for us...If they have animal tendences I can use it because animalistic tendences have been around for eons...a wolf is a wolf is a wolf..they have done the same things for thousands of years...and if i can link the windego spirit to match a animal spirit i can use my knowledge of animals and their habits to work out...if it is a territoral animal i can find its marked territory...and so on and so fourth... Ramone has tracked them and we know where they stay, but i want to get their scents from the crimescene because that will be them at their most bestial...and i work best when tracking a beast... Current Mood: mellow Current Music: The Mighty Quinn by Manfred Mann (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 15th, 2003
9:13 pm	A hunting we shall go **Note this is still a fictional journal for a buffy the vampire rpg game, dont take it seriously, im not a werewolf i just have a circus freakly amount of body hair** Well Ramone has proven several times now that he has very powerful abilities in magic. Not only has he created automatons with great powers, who can defeat vampires in hand to hand combat with ease, but has shown the mistical ability to track supernaturals...I must inlist his help with my mission... The group read up on a body appearing on the shore at riverfront, and the fact that there were some other dissapearances, Xander believed that the vampires could be trying to strengthen themselves with numbers...Ramone did a tracking ritual and it showed a mass...at the same time others were watching the body to see if it would rise which did and made a bee-line to the mass of vampires... The group made plans and we pretty much drove in with lights and gun and arrows a blazeing...destroying several of different power levels...(a couple of which i killed with my vehicle alone ala lost boys...) and Ramones a.s.s.'s tore one limb from limb.... After we all regrouped Twitch was shakey it could of been from the combat and injuries he suffered...but things only got worse, when ramone informed the group that Beth was a walking dead...not vampire, but "Zombie" and that made Twitch pretty much fall appart...well the damage was done and the others started asking if anyone else had anything to tell the group...and I believed it was my time to share with the group my secret...They all took it well, though twitch fell appart even worse...he didnt pass out but instead went catatonic...I believe I did good damage control with him...and helped that with snacks, I think things will be ok... I dont Know why but twitch has hit a soft spot in me for some reason...I can't place it, I don't know what it is... Emma Loved kids, though we never had any of our own...or even a chance too, but I know twitch would make her laugh and smile and happy, which would make me happy...I think thats what it is...he reminds me of her good times...how she could sit and listen to kids talk all day long about the most absurd things... I remember one time comming out of a store, we put the things in the car, and i went to return the cart and came back to find her and a child deep in conversation...the child telling a story about how a kid in his class was from another country, and in that country when you were born, you were given a spoon, and that would be your spoon for life, and if you lost the spoon you would starve to death unless you could get another spoon, and the only ways to get a spoon is to have someone in your family will their spoon to you when they died, or if you stole or bought a spoon, and how there were spoon barons who whould hoard spoons from the people of the country...now everytime i tried to speak to move the kid or emma along i would get elbowed in the ribs...well by the time the kid left and we got home, the ice cream was melted and some of the food went bad...but all she could do was talk about how sweet the kid was and i didnt mind because she was happy...well except for the ice cream...it was my favorite ice cream...and it ruined the seat....but she was happy...i miss her more and more..... Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Over the Rainbow/What a Wonderful World by Israel Kamakawiwo (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 9th, 2003
10:01 am	Once more into the Breech dear friends.... *(please note this is all fiction for a RPG game)* I talked to Xander at leinght about my situation, and he seemed understanding and trusting, and as far as I know he is the only one to know so far. I met the Group again, Natalie Invited me over for a meal along with the others at her home, so it seems I have found some trusting friends, hopefully it will stay that way. We distroyed a Deamon, who was just the weak muscle compaired to the other one that was on the way...but luckly Twitch and the others came up with the perfect plan to stop it. And I have to say, Twitch who usually annoyed me, has earned my respect, and trust. So, For his enjoyment I found something he may like http://www.gsacep.org/New/epic/2003/Recipes.cfm (now it doesnt use the rescipes I considered for ranger pudding, but oh well) It is said that Fighting together, people grow closer together, and each and every person Has earned my respect, and In these dark times, I would gladly aid them and join them in any time of battle. Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Werewolves of London (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 22nd, 2003
6:20 pm	New Friends and Old enemies (*please note this is a fictional journal for a fictional person for a game, none of this is real and please dont take it so you whackos*) Well I met the fishy group again...I went to cemetery where we were all supposed to meet up, I with art supplies in hand (via their story) i waded through several large bushes to where i heard them, only to emerge and meet face to face with a supersoaker armed caffeine junky named twitch (the one i mentioned before who was just not right in the head). Pelting Twitch with different art supplies I made him back off, and ran into several of the others in the group, and instead of having art supplies they all had midieval weapons, they tried to cover with "we are members of the SCA" (a group of reinacters of middle aged combat) though their weapons were all battle ready...sept twitches supersoaker...I still didnt believe their story...and I was working my way through their different stories when a hand poped out of the earth beside of us..I drew a bead as did several others, and out of the earth came a semi nakked man who turned to us and started to panic...Twitch being the jumpy fellow he is fired his crossbow hitting the man in the shoulder....while people tried to stop twitch from reloading, the unknown man flew into the air and started flopping through the air and getting smashed into the ground...after a bit, natalie figures it was the blind man who was useing superior mental powers to throw the semi nakked unknown man around...Natalie finally got ramones (the blind man) attention and made him hold the semi nakked unknown man in midair so she could question him...but unbeknownst to everyone else twitch reloaded the crossbow and had a perfect target....fireing, the bolt hit the seminaked unknown man in the chest, he looked down then turn to dust...Useing my powers of deductive reasoning I put 2 and 2 together and figured that the unknown seminaked man was a vampire.... Questioning the group, they confermed my theory, and went to explain they were a pack of undead hunters, Natalie was a slayer, and my nightly huntings to find the one have became more dangerous because now not only are their werewolves but vampires, mages and zombies as well (all the old monster movie creatures i have heard of, but really couldn't quite bring myself to beleive, now do exist)...next they will be telling me there are deamons too, but i guess in this world of darkness anything is possible. I talked with the group for a while and Xander one who seems to know the most but talks the least (well he can talk your leg off about anything but what you actually want to know..) Started telling me of his personal past, and how he had a werewolf companion............. I must Digress from my tale of the adventures this past night....Xander talked of his werewolf companion as a true friend that he trusted completly.....Xander seems to be a likeable guy....and trustworthy himself...Matter of fact almost all of the group seem to have a natural allure and affinity (Natalie herself mentioned this to Xander)They all seemed to connect in different ways, unknown to each other but becomming friends...Friends or companions...I myself felt like I could open up and trust them, that is something...Something I havent felt for a long time..since her... I can not continue...I will complete this later (Comment on this)
Monday, June 16th, 2003
8:40 am	Strange events are brewing. (*please note this is a fictional journal for a fictional person for a game, none of this is real and please dont take it so you whackos*) Well, I was out again, and I thought I found him. It wasnt my lucky night though, I got one, not the one i wanted, but still i got one. I'm not complaining but it seems that Finding them is getting easier and easier, it must be his work that their numbers are growing. The hunt continues and I will find him. On a side note, I went to the Ihop for victory flapjacks and I ran into a group of people. Very strange people in fact, one of which in the first seconds of his innitated conversation insulted me, and another who seems very off center...the rest seem ok, it was just something about them...when I discused what they were doing all of them told a different story, yet all were doing the same thing together...It looked like they were in a fight yet said they were doing a art project...i will have to investigate them more... (Comment on this)