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celebrity! [14 Jan 2005|09:31pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Whiskeytown-"Matrimony" ]

Dan and Ariel on Joan of Arcadia---awesome, y'all! I started screaming when I saw them----I saw Ariel first, and I was like "OHMIGOD it's ARIEL! I KNOW HER! AAAAGHH" like in Elf when Will Ferrell is talking about Santa--"I KNOW HIM!" hahahahaha....I thought for sure that Dan was going to be a dancing zombie or perhaps using power tools, and in the background he would be accidently screwing his thumb to a platform or something, which would prompt me to say "NOO! Dan's not allowed to use power tools!" Sigh. That was the entertainment for me for the day. :)

I had a good day at work today, for once....had fun being slackers in the slacker corner (a new place we've found upstairs) with Sally and Matty. And Jon, cos I'm like his baby, he was in stitches all day, talking about Jackson. I made a bet with Matt that Jackson won't show tomorrow---so we'll see....

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[12 Jan 2005|10:41pm]
Jackson: So I want to take you out for a ride this weekend in the Mustang.
Me: Ok sure.
Jackson: Maybe we'll go to Chatham County.
Me (leery): Uhhh. Hmmm.
Jackson: I want to show you the most beautfiul sunset.
Me: Awwwwww.
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Later...
Eric (mocking Jackson): So, Courtney, I was wondering if maybe sometime I can take you for a ride, you know, in my Civic, to uh...Johnston County.
Me: Puddy, what would we do on this little interlude?
Eric: Oh, you know, we'd like, go on a nature hike or something. It would be really romantic.
Me: Ah.
Eric: And we'd smoke a lot of pot.
Me: Oooh what a choice.
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[11 Jan 2005|02:45pm]
[ music | Pulp-"Death Goes to the Disco" ]

On my way to Wake Forest:

ATTEND CHURCH WEEKLY, NOT WEAKLY



hahahahahahahahahahaha

Crazy Bible-thumpin', snake handlin', holy rollin' church!

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[10 Jan 2005|10:28pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | Whiskeytown-"Easy Hearts" ]

I had a dream last night about Ryan Adams, and that I went to a concert of his, and he threw a pen at me (that's love if I've ever seen it) and then...wonders upon wonders, he performed another concert with Whiskeytown, and they got back together. Sigh. I also dreamed that I ran into Puddy at a party, and we made out. I had fun telling Eric about that one this morning. He said "ahhh, you're in LOVE with me AGAIN!! I'm so happy!" So true. Although he and Ran are fighting it out, trying to win my affection. When I told Jackson that, he said "you can't win your affection, you have to earn it." I've been pondering this for a while. True?

I did a return for a handsome young man today named Corbey, and he had the most striking blue eyes, with dark hair, what a sucker I am for that...I told Jackson about it, and he gave me a pitiful look and said "what about mine? are mine no good?" i said i'd have to settle for his.

i'm not quite sure that i want to though.

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[10 Jan 2005|06:26pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

And just like that, one thing that Matt says makes it somewhat better.

MattIsASuperStar (6:23:50 PM): you're the coolest

Thank you, Matty. You were there for me when I needed it most today.

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[10 Jan 2005|06:18pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Nothing. ]

Hey, guess what? I lied. I can get mad at you. I am mad at you.

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[09 Jan 2005|10:22pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Whiskeytown-"Excuse Me While I Break My Own Heart Tonight" ]

Mmmm that "Desperate Housewives" is so funny; it yanks on the ol' giggle chain. "Please, Rex, don't mistake my anal retentiveness for affection."

Hey, theatre peeps---Ray Dooley was profiled in the paper today for the annual "State of the Arts" report...oh, the Dooleywang.

James cracks me up.

James: I had a very rough childhood. I was teased.
Me: Why were you teased?!
James: Because I was cute.

So my little boy came to visit today--scared me as usual, cos he just appeared but oddly enough, for some reason I thought he'd show up...So as I'm in a zone thinking about going home, this voice says "hey girl" and there he was....so cute. And we talked about critters and how much we both love puppies and dogs. Sigh. And Ty sees us talking, oh my god, Ty was so funny today, one of the best days we've had in a long time....

Ty: I know your dirty little secret, Courtney.
Me: My wha-?
Ty: I know alllll about you and Jackson, your little twink.
Me: Um, ok.
Ty: It's ok, I like 'em dirty, too, Ckt.
Me: laughing uncontrollably
Ty (serious): Don't tell my mom that, ok?

That must be some new slang. My "twink"? I was laughing so hard at him when he said he liked 'em dirty...hahahaha. Oh and Jackson brought The Car and it is beautamous.

I'm not in a chatty mood, so I'll stop with the blah.

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[09 Jan 2005|05:56pm]
You scored as Pride.

Pride

69%

Sloth

50%

Wrath

25%

Envy

25%

Lust

25%

Greed

13%

Gluttony

6%

Seven deadly sins
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[09 Jan 2005|04:30pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | talking to Justin ]

You scored as Drama nerd.

Drama nerd

88%

Goth

69%

Punk/Rebel

44%

Geek

38%

Loner

31%

Stoner

31%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

25%

Ghetto gangsta

25%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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Not surprised, are we?

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fast talkin' hell raisin son of a bitch [07 Jan 2005|09:45pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | Whiskeytown-"Hard Luck Story" ]

This week has been exceptionally long, I don't know why--I guess work takes up too much of my time. And cleaning up after our little disaster has been time-consuming, but it seems over now, I mean, it was pretty much done earlier in the week, but we're catching up, I guess. Anyway.

Wednesday night, Kelly and I went over to Matt's for dinner and to watch the season premiere of "Alias", which is not exactly a show I watch. But they convinced me we'd have fun, and fun we did have! I had to go to Target, so Matt and I took off to the Apex one and Kelly eventually met us...we were arguing and Kelly was our mediator--cos earlier in the day, Jackson and I were talking about how short I was, but that it was good b/c he was still taller than me--and I had asked how tall he was, and he said 5'7" and I'm like "NO way--Matt's 5'7" and he's taller than you are" and Jackson said "Maybe we're the same height, but Matt just looks bigger cos he's bulkier." HAHAHAHAHAHA. So when I told Matt that, it made him anorexic and he kept saying "Jackson thinks I'm fat! I'm not going to eat any dinner, I don't need it." hahahaha..so in the middle of Target, I'm saying "no no Matt, you're little, but Jackson, he's littler!" and Matt goes "that's not a conversation you should be yelling about boys in public!" and Kelly comes over and says "Ok, What? What is going on? Are you two being perverted again? Seperate! Both of you!" hahaha.

So we ended up wait scratch that. I ended up going to pick up our dinner b/c Matt couldn't miss the first few minutes of "Lost"--and it was yummy mexican food, we had so much. "Lost" was pretty interesting. So yeah, then "Alias" came on, and Matt has such a huge crush on Jennifer Garner, and I'm sorry, but she is a man. A transvestite, if you will. So I kept making fun of her. And she dates Ben Affleck, who is you know, King of the Tools.

During an action scene, Jennifer Garner gets kicked in the stomach:
Matt: That's not good for the baby!
Me: Well, it can't turn out much more retarded than it already will be. It's Ben Affleck's baby.

later...
Kelly: Look at her walk! She walks all funny!
Me: That's because she has a penis, Kelly.

and still later...Jennifer Garner is being tortured by a mask spraying water in her face:
Matt: Man, that's not a threat. Ben Affleck probably does that to her at least twice every morning. She should be used to it.

I hate Ben Affleck.

I tried to go see the Matisse/Picasso exhibit at the Art Museum tonight, but it was sold out...plus, I really didn't have anyone to go with me. But I wanna go before it closes next Sunday.

I watched this documentary on North Carolina accents last night--absolutely fantastic. Colorful characters.
Two men from Ocracoke were talking about how to pronounce words:
Guy #1: You say "scared" or "skeered"?
Guy #2: I reckon I been both. "Skeered" is worse'n "scared" tho.
My favorite interviewee had to be a gentleman-ok let's quit the formality-a hillbilly named Popcorn Sutton. Look up moonshiner and there he is. Justin, I think y'all were related. I think some of your kin were showcased in the mountain portion of the program. ;)

*WARNING* Alright, this is the portion of my journal entry were I dissolve into a simpering star eyed thirteen year old girl. Feel free to stop reading now.

So Jackson...grrr...he keeps doing things RIGHT. I mean, I'm like waiting for him to have some major flaw or something so I can say "ok, don't like you" but geez he's wonderful so far---so I've been saving a big question for him, ok in the grand scheme of things, not that important, but I mean it sorta is to me..so I asked him what kind of music he listens to, and he says "mostly anything, I love bluegrass and country and oldies and classic rock like led zeppelin, they're my favorite band. and grateful dead, love them. i'll even listen to some hip hop, but not all. oh and what were we playing today?" me: alison krauss j: yeah, that was awesome. me: swooooon.

he said on wednesday that he had gotten two phone numbers this week of friends he knew in high school and that he was excited--and i'm like "you don't have the most important one" and he said "oh, you mean yours? oh i have a plan for that...i'm plotting it all out, just working out how it's gonna be in my head" who says that? the next day, thursday, he says to me "i already have your number, i realized when i got home, it's on the directions to the party, so i was gonna be all slick and call you and surprise you" geeeeez...then all day thursday, my god we were inseperable, he's so sweet and lovely i mean, he's really just wonderful i can't stand it. he asked me to have lunch with him, so we sat outside in the beautiful weather and relaxed and flirted. and he picks up my cell phone and programs his number in it...but get this, i am actually scared. or skeered? to call him. ugh...he just says the cutest things i mean they make me feel so good, i just don't know if, see, i don't know if i want to trust it all you know?
Jackson: I want a locker.
Me: Uh. Ok. Just..pick one. Except #30. That's mine. Always.
Jackson: Ok, I want #29.
Me: Why 29?
Jackson: Cause it's right next to yours, and I wanna be close to you.
Me: Then take #21.
Jackson: Why?
Me: Cause it's right on top of me.
Jackson: ;)

And he introduced me to Alan as "the coolest girl he knows" and that he wants to spend more time with me--uh yes yes you can! just ASK, dammit. grrrr. I saw him today briefly when I picked up my paycheck and he came up behind me, scared me, touched me just in the small of my back and said hey and i jumped a mile...no one else can do that i swear he flusters me so...god i feel like such a child but i love his attention. Ok, I have to stop now it's almost nauseating, cos this is so not like me. I need to regain my ice princess status or something. Ahem. No, no no this is good for me.

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the way your eyes shine [04 Jan 2005|10:53pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Ryan Adams-"My Winding Wheel" ]

Today started out poopy, but got better--I couldn't sleep last night and I was on the verge of tears, just an emotional moment for some reason, I dunno why. I couldn't make my brain stop, I just kept thinking and thinking and my mind was racing, and I was tired and had to get up early. So when I got to work today, Jackson let me in and he's like "damn you smell good" and I didn't even look at him, I just said "um thanks good" and moved on, so he was prolly like what a bitch, I didn't care. Scott gave me a good hug, I know it sucks going to your ex for comfort, but he was the only one at that moment who could have helped.

So since Ty is a moron, or to quote Matt, a "Mor-Jon", I had to re-do all the displays I had asked him to do...and I was sorta lost in my own world, and Jackson came up to me from behind, kinda scared me and said "give me a hug girl" and I said "where were you this morning when I needed you and had to go to Scott?" hahahaha He gave me his hoodie to wear cos I was so cold--very sweet...and he said he's taking me for a ride in the mustang soon, so um yeah. I'm too tired to joke.

Amazing Race was nasty tonight! UGH! Eating spicy soup throw up?!! Jesus that was gross.

Apologies to all whom I was a bitch to today...(Justin, Nick, Sonya)...I was tired.

Matt's tomorrow night for tv watching party. ha.

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because the ink ran, and all the words were gone... [03 Jan 2005|09:46pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Damien Rice-"Blower's Daughter" ]

So last week was busy busy busy--Cori stayed w/ me for the week and we had a lot of fun---it was good to spend time with her---I miss my special lunchbox. She made me two mixed cd's that are awesome too! So yeah, lotsa shopping, I had my hair colored--it's waaaaaay too dark, I kinda hate it, but I'll go back in 4 wks and get highlights put in and make it lighter. What else did we do? Saw Life Aquatic with Steve Zizou--very good, hilarious, in fact. And Thursday night we cooked dinner at Matt's and played video games all night. And I got a carpet burn on my elbow :( Hehehe.

Friday night was Sonya's New Year's Eve party--that was chill. I drank way too much though. I was pissed cause the young'un didn't show--but sorta got over it real quick, oh well. It was good to see everyone-Binx, Kathleen, Clay, Josh etc. Even Matty put in an apperance, albeit brief. So yeah, I drank too much, and passed out on Sonya's bed. All I remember was talking to these guys who work with Binx about that ho-bag Jane Bell and how much they hate her, and then somehow I put on pajamas, walked outside said "I'm goin' to bed Josh" and then I crashed on Sonya's bed in my hoodie with my hand around one of the dogs--cause they had climbed in bed with me and my cell in the other hand. And at some point, someone crawled into bed w/ me, I thought it was Sonya, but when I woke up at 7 with a huge hangover, I saw that it was Cori and Sonya was on the floor. So yeah, I got up cos I had to go be at work by 9, and Sonya wakes up and she was like "Josh is asleep on the sofa" which was funny. Right, so I took a shower, said bye, got to work early, Lynn was 10 min late, and I started throwing up like every 15 minutes...and I mean, throwing up so hard that it came out my nose. I didn't know how I was gonna make it through the day, cos I was beat up. Lynn was really nice to me, anyone else and I prolly woulda been in trouble.

So I'm sitting on my lunch, trying to suck down some juice, and Lee was in there, talking to me, and I heard this weird noise--like a pop! and then hissing and then Marilyn buzzed the mgr's office, I ran to get it, and she hung up, and that noise continued--so I say to Lee "what the hell IS that?" and I went to open the door, and when I do, I hear Marilyn over the intercom saying "LYNN LOOK AT THE CEILING!" and I see smoke billowing out of it over the cooking side, the sprinklers are going, and people are freakin' out. Mass chaos. So I turned around, yelled at Lee to grab my cell phone, and I started herding people out the emergency exit--cos the escalators were sorta getting some splashback from the sprinklers--then Lynn starts paging me overhead to clear the 2nd floor, check the bathrooms, do this do that--I mean, technically I was 2nd in command, so I cleared everyone out--they were like "go thru the emergency exit? but the alarm will sound?" DUH YOU MORONS, It's a fucking fire, you want it to do that, that's the purpose. And then the other people were like "But I want to pay for my books!" well, tough titty. So we cleared everyone out, I yelled at Greg to grab a DAS and do roll call outside with all the employees while Lynn was on the phone w/ the fire dept, and she and I had to be the last out of the store. I'm like "we gotta hurry cos the chandelier is filling up and we're gonna have an electrical fire." So we grabbed our stuff, and she was like go thru the front door, I'll take the back door, which meant I had to wade through the water--ok which was not quite ankle deep, but the sprinklers were still going--I finally get out of the store, and idiot customers are trying to get in, Sally and I are like "WE'RE FUCKING CLOSED". UGHHH. So the fire dept gets there, they shut off the sprinklers, and the nightmare began. Let me tell you that I sobered up LIKE THAT once I saw that smoke. All the employees were laughing cos I was sooooo hungover, I mean, my head was low, and man, once that emergency happened, the adrenaline kicked in whooooo. They were like "damn, you were barking orders at us, no joke!" I was proud of myself for taking charge--Sonya was like "that's the stage manager in you" So yeah, the fire dept just thought the sprinkler burst, like malfunctioned, but I saw smoke, like a LOT of it, so maybe it did and it hit the wiring, I dunno. So while Lynn was on the phone with the Minnix, I called Scott and Jon and Matt--I'm like "Matt, uh we sorta had maybe a fire and um your dept is underwater." He's like "shut up" "No matt, i'm not kidding" "HAHAHAHAHA" so yeah, we had to try to salvage what we could, but Matt estimates that 90% of his stock is gone, plus it took out the power aisle, mythology/essays and regional and clearance and calendars. It sucked. We had to basically squee-gee the floor to get the water out--it was nasty. The ink from the books ran, there were some books that were blank cos all the words were gone. It looked like a giant squid exploded. I told the Minnix that we had our own Tsunami and he laughed. So all afternoon Saturday and into the evening we cleaned the store up, the carpet was nasssssty, i mean, it's basically a large sponge, and the water had spread into even the back of the cafe up toward business/games/gift. I left on toward 6 to go to the movies w/ Travis, and when we walked to our cars, they were still working. Matty called me around 12 and said that we were gonna open on Sunday as usual. Yesterday sucked--the store was damp and we had like 20 fans going, the carpet was still nasty and mushy, and the cleaning service came back when we closed to do an overnight w/ Dana and Lynn. I was off today, so we'll see what it looks like tomorrow. All the books are in the break room, molding and rotting and stinking. It's such a waste. The best part was when one Clay Aiken book was sorta floating in the water, and the giant endcap stack was sorta perilously close, I wanted to "accidently" push them in. Oh no what a tragedy ALLLLL the clay books were damaged. damn. Lee tried to pick up the one in the water, and I'm like "NOOOO don't touch it! It's ART now!

So another interesting thing---when I got to work yesterday, I hear this voice go "hey girl" and I turn around and it's Jackson...he came to get his job back--cos he started his new job earlier that day, and the bitch manager basically was yanking his chain and as he's filling out his W-2 forms, she's like "you're not worth my time" so he walked out and came back to get his job at B&N, so Dana hired him back on the spot. I don't know how I feel about that--esp since he started telling me about how he was so sorry he punked out on me again, we'll you're off the list Jackson. I gave you two chances and you blew them both. That's it. Later in the day, he started talking to me and somehow he started telling me about being hospitalized in a mental institution when he was in high school, basically he's bipolar and he was on meds and they made him violent. whoa. and how he doesn't remember a lot of stuff he did and so i said that i sympathized cos i loss time in college while dating that abusive prick and he's like "girl, i can't believe that, i know how to treat a woman" blah. whatever. so i told matt about it, that i had this crush on hold on, let me get the phrasing right, a "19 year old drug dealing psychotic" and Matt goes "and you still do, don't you" and i couldn't respond and he's like "yup, that silence confirms it" NOOOO. I don't. I think he's interesting, but sheesh, too much drama for ckt. enough is enough. ;)

so today i chilled at home, cos i needed the rest. it's been a crazy holiday season, and what an odd way to start off the new year.

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[30 Dec 2004|11:47pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Ryan Adams-"Please Do Not Let Me Go" ]

Tonight was fun. I needed that, Matty. :) One of the best in a long time.


Ckt (in guest bathroom, whispering): Cori, come look at this!
Ckt points at the gay snowman ice skating figurine living in bathroom
Cori (looks): .......
sound of eyes rolling
giggling
Matt: You're making fun of the ice skating thing, aren't you?
Ckt (laughing): How did you know?
Cori: No no, Courtney and I were just flashing each other. Girls do that you know.
Matt: Oh.
Cori: I'm sure you and Steve do that too--you just flash your dongs at each other.
Ckt: Did you just say 'dong'?
Matt: Only in the morning.

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i know that i will never disappoint myself [27 Dec 2004|10:09pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]
[ music | Pulp-"Live Bed Show" ]

Finding Neverland is fantastic. You should all go see it, especially if you're a theatre junkie. It made me cry, what a girl I am. Hey, it got Nick too ;) It made me miss theatre and it made me hate being a grown up. Johnny Depp is wonderful-wow, I am swimming in this movie, I love it.

Cori's coming tomorrow! Woo hoo! We have lots to do!! Yay Special Lunchbox!

I'd complain about how crappy of a day I had, and Matty had too, but we bitched about it enough online, so I won't rehash. I think Matt's going to quit. :( I am very very sad about this. That's why I'm grumpy. And punchy.

So, I think I promised a certain young man that I would get him all liquored up on New Year's Eve...yeah, won't be responsible for that one or what happens... hahahaha He promises he's not going to punk out, so yeah, ok hmm...

Hey, it was Monday, so you know what that means...ACD for Scott--Annoy Courtney Day. That's what he refers to it as. He even puts it on his task list for Monday. What I refer to it as: WDIEDYD--Why Did I Ever Date You Day? Jackson's said that 4728942 times to me--I guess it's tough for him cos Scott's his boss--today Scott was trying to get some info outta me about JLG, and I wouldn't give him an inch, so he's like "well, I'm just gonna ask him, and make you sweat." So wrong! So I asked Jackson if Scott was buggin him and he's like "oh, Scott wants me to step off his 'girl', huh?" I laughed. Jackson said that whatever Scott says goes in one ear and out the other. Poor baby.

Ok, that's enough of being a 13 year old. I'm going to bed early, this week, I've had so much planned everyday--dinner w/ danny last night, movie with Nick (happy birthday again, old man), mom's b'day tomorrow, cori's here, wed is shopping/movie/hair cut & color day!!, party this weekend, should be fun...

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[26 Dec 2004|11:46pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | ryan adams, biznitches. ]

durbeyfielde (11:25:01 PM): it happens
durbeyfielde (11:25:21 PM): you guys just can't help it
MattIsASuperStar (11:25:35 PM): i had a friend lay on top of me for an entire movie..and nothin
MattIsASuperStar (11:25:54 PM): and thank god for that
durbeyfielde (11:26:00 PM): well, sure, when lee lays on you like that it shouldn't happen
MattIsASuperStar (11:26:02 PM): haha
MattIsASuperStar (11:26:08 PM): pressure is pressure
durbeyfielde (11:26:13 PM): yikes!
MattIsASuperStar (11:26:19 PM): i'm just sayin
durbeyfielde (11:26:22 PM): me too!
durbeyfielde (11:26:25 PM): seriously tho
MattIsASuperStar (11:26:28 PM): it's not always in your head
durbeyfielde (11:26:35 PM): you can't control it
durbeyfielde (11:26:41 PM): like that picture of me and jon
MattIsASuperStar (11:26:53 PM): umm..i think jon might have actually been turned on
durbeyfielde (11:27:07 PM): aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
durbeyfielde (11:27:10 PM): ew.
MattIsASuperStar (11:27:13 PM): it wasn't a proximity thing
durbeyfielde (11:27:19 PM): i was all feelin' good and stuff and you ruined it.
MattIsASuperStar (11:27:38 PM): now if it was jon and scott and scott was pushed just that tight against him..well then yea..it woulda been accidental
durbeyfielde (11:28:03 PM): why did you pick scott?
durbeyfielde (11:28:14 PM): oh cause of the picture
MattIsASuperStar (11:28:15 PM): i'm just sayin
MattIsASuperStar (11:28:45 PM): if eleanor sat on my lap and bounced all around, i would totally be not turned on
durbeyfielde (11:28:52 PM): OH MY GOD
durbeyfielde (11:29:03 PM): i just got that image in my head, and i'm so telling lynn about it

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i am brrrr rabbit [26 Dec 2004|11:06pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | Frank Black and the Catholics-"Stupid Me" ]

Ok so today was a jumble of emotions...that boy makes me so nervous. I swear to Jebus. I can't believe he asked to hold my hand, my goodness, that's so cute, I mean, who ASKS? Goodness. He said he was too naughty for Christmas--but I said he was a mixture of naughty and nice hahahaha...the way it outta be. And he kept looking at me, I was like "You can't LOOK at me like THAT!" and he said "Oh, I get you too flustered" YES, Yes you do. My god, I'm turning into an 8th grader. breathe ckt. so yeah, we held hands all day, i thought matt caught us-how embarrassing...and sally said "um, don't you two go into the family bathroom!" ok ok but i can't date him. ok but i want to.

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because aren't we all just looking for someone to dance with? [25 Dec 2004|11:47pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | Michael Penn-"No Myth" ]

I will work on it, we'll see how far it goes, I've made the promises to 4 people, but I dunno, I'm still scared. But I think I need it to feel...not so old. 25 isn't that old?! It's just 6 years, really, c'mon, ugh. As Scott loves to say, I think too much, he smells my brain smokin' and says 'you're smokin' to me, which cracks me up (I love you too, SMD, merry effin christmas back). So, what, I promise not to think too much about this? Nooo way! Sonya says "you are too practical" so what, be less practical? I did that this summer, remember? A reminder of that from Matty:

durbeyfielde (6:11:18 PM): i only briefly remember things at her b'day party. i was otherwised occupied
MattIsASuperStar (6:12:14 PM): yea..cuz not many other people were invited into the private backseat party

So yes, I am confused, and puzzled, and flustered, he flusters me, yes he does. And I dreamed of him last night on Christmas Eve, along with a navy convertible and navy blue mary janes to match, I swear, I'm so stupid.

I am going to bed to dream some more and then in the morning, I'll see him and be less...I dunno.

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let my love open the door [22 Dec 2004|10:43pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Queensryche-"Silent Lucidity" ]

I am too tired to post anything, have been for over a week, so I'll just cut and paste tonight:

durbeyfielde (2:26:45 AM): why am i talking to you about boobs at 2:30 in the morning?
DHelias (2:26:55 AM): what else would you be doing?
durbeyfielde (2:27:01 AM): i dunno sleepin'
DHelias (2:27:04 AM): coudl be worse
durbeyfielde (2:27:10 AM): could be talkin' about paul's boobs
DHelias (2:27:12 AM): I could be justin williams and you'd be talkign aobut titty fucking

Jackson and I are outside smoking last night. Well, he is. I'm not.
Jackson: Thanks for taking your break with me.
Me: Not a problem. You coulda picked up girls, though.
Jackson: That ain't my bag.
Me: Ok, you coulda picked up guys, then.
Jackson: That definitely ain't my bag.

Ten minutes later:
I'm on the escalator, completely in a zone.
Jackson (out of nowhere): mumble mumble mumble
Me (jumping): YIKES! You scared me. What did you just say?
Jackson: Why would I be picking up girls when I already have one?
Me (confused): You have a girl?
Jackson: Oh, you didn't know? She has pretty red hair and blue eyes...and her name begins with a "C."
Me (blushing): Is it Chris? Catherine? Cara?
Jackson (frowning): No! It's Courtney!
Me: C-C-C-Courtney?
Jackson: Definitely!
Me: Oh. (pause) I DON'T HAVE RED HAIR!
Jackson: Well, what color IS IT?
Me: Um, I dunno...

Ok, I totally ruined the moment. But it was cute, nonetheless. I was blushing like...whoa. I need to stop being a silly girl around him. I couldn't concentrate the rest of the night. Susan kept being like "COURTNEY! HELLO! You two need to stop obsessing over each other!" Ughhhh. He's too young though, dammit that's all I can think of. :(

going to bed, for the next two days promise to be equally as bad as the last week, and i have no cute boy to flirt with...

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the language is leaving me in silence [13 Dec 2004|11:05pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Beyonce-"Me, Myself, and I" ]

I just saw another shooting star--they are beeeeeyooutiful.

Soooo busy, between working (which is very very tiring), shopping for presents, and planning the party Friday night, I'm swamped. Factor in getting over a cold, and I'm toast.

So quick update--what's been going on...last Friday was excellent, I had a really good day. I started out not having a good day, cos we were so busy and I left the building on my lunch just to get the hell out of Dodge, you know? The Minnix stopped by, and he's like "So NOW you're at the right store!" I told him I had been looking for a book in Russian for my best friend, and that our selection blew--and it's not like I can search BookMaster, cos the keyboard isn't in Cyrillic. And he said he was "working on that." HAHAHAHA. But anyway, the rest of the day was wonderful--Matt and I shopped after work and went to dinner--and we have really been getting along lately, I'm just really thrilled. We were leaving, and I was telling him I needed 3 more stamps to mail out my Christmas cards, and we looked down, and someone had dropped half a book of stamps. We didn't know what to do, and there was no one around, so we told Jon about it and he told us to take them, especially since I had just been talking about how I needed stamps. VERRRRRY weird. I split them w/ Matt. So then we went out to dinner, and Kelly called, so we made lotsa plans for the party. We neeeeeed decorations, according to her, like mistletoe hahahaha so there can be kissing and making out. Stupid Courtney moment: Matt dropped me off, I'm trying to get out of the Mustang with all my packages, my coat, my leftovers from dinner, my purse, and I'm talking to Kelly, trying to say 'bye to Matty, and I ran into his door, which is super long cos it's a Mustang, and I'm used to my normal size door...oh god it was a world of hurt. I have a bruise on my left thigh that is at least 6 inches long. It hurts like a bitch, I can't even put my hand in my lap it's that bad. Stooopid ckt.

Alright, so Saturday night, I had to close, first time in say, oh 3 months it seems. hahahahaha. I know it's been a while and definitely a while since I closed on a Saturday night--so I was understandably nervous, cos it was w/ Dana, but it wasn't that bad--we were super busy, but that's good, I mean, time flew by. We did like 70k. That is awesome. Only thing was I had to do a turnaround for Sunday, which sucked, but I couldn't miss my Survivor finale! So yeah, Sat night, I talked and flirted with that little cutie...who's coming to the party... ;) he is really cute and sweet--Ruishon and I were talking about how he is such a gentleman, and I mean, more so than some other grown men I know...I ended up giving Jackson and Puddy a ride to their cars too--and oddly enough, they were parked in front of each other, and so I was like "you guys are making out!" and Jackson leans over, squeezes my shoulder and says "Yeah, I'm cheatin' on you, sweetheart" and then winks...melt! Ok stop ckt. He's too young. Ahem. On the ride home, I was zonin' out, thinking about um, things, and damn if I didn't see a shooting star over 40. And then another one...it's a sign, y'all. :)

Alright, so another Survivor is done, and I'm happy to see that my girl Twila made it to F2, didn't win, shoulda, but what the hay. I'm glad that self-righteous biotch spoiled little brat Elizard didn't win. Ami surprised me, I'm glad she turned a new leaf or whatever, "forgave people" hahaha. I'm a nerd.

Ok, party party party. I went grocery shopping today and spent um a bit of money, so that's like my Christmas gift to myself--throwing this party. I hope Ashley can come too--it was good to talk to her tonight. But I've got a lot to do in the next couple of days.

Aight, off to dreamland.

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Because I'm a dork... [09 Dec 2004|10:19pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Cibo Matto-"King of Silence" ]

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME (Name of first pet / Street you live on):
Jeanne Shadow Elms

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME (Name of your favorite snack food / Grandfather's first name):
French Fry Steve

*WHAT??? I think I work with him. Curious...*

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME (First word you see on your left / Favorite restaurant):
Bucky Maggianos

4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS (Favorite Spice / Last Foreign Vacation Spot):
Cinnammon *** (hey, I haven't been to a foreign country!--I guess it could be New York City or DC or Princeton, since that was the last vacation I took) Cinnammon Princeton. I bet she is a student there. ;)

5. SOCIALITE ALIAS (Silliest Childhood Nickname / Town Where You First Partied):
Corky Raleigh

6. "FLY Girl" ALIAS (ex J. Lo): (First Initial / First Three Letters of your Last Name):
C. Tem

8. DETECTIVE ALIAS (Favorite Baby Animal / Where You Went to High School):
Puppy Millbrook

9. SOAP OPERA ALIAS (Middle Name / Street Where You First Lived):
Kate Valleycross

10. ROCK STAR ALIAS (Favorite Candy / Last Name Of Favorite Musician):
Skittles Adams

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