okay so this will be my last entry for 2004. now i should be excited and dancing around like a raving lunatic with pretty much everyone else. but its kinda hard to be postive. or rather for better words hyper. when your home alone, sitting at your computer talking to a few friends. not that im not glad to have them here to talk to. but something tells me i'd rather be hanging out with all my friends like i did on monday...with the rest of them there of course...so
right now i wish i was just hanging out with jess, cassie, lexi, meagan, carla, malinda, matt, heather, dave, daniela, lauren, leanna, melia, and a few others that my brain isnt working for.
anywho. yeah. so it'd be fun. instead im chillaxin with my family. which isnt bad. just kinda "slow". oh well. so i leave 2004 with all the bad shit thats happen. good bye to the last memories of aunt marg, aunt ruth, aunt irene, uncles vince's mom, vanessa's grandpa, teresa (my moms friend) who just died tuesday, and ed spillit (my cousins husband died 12/24/04), and mostly my papa.
can't hold on to it anymore.
and im moving on to something that i hope is better. with more confidence in myself, in the people around me. and with a hopeful out look. wish me luck.
and FUCK new years RESOLUTIONS! whahhaa. im out. later guys....
Happy New Years Eve...