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Monday, March 1st, 2004

(Cut me deep)

Time:7:11 am.
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate myseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelf!!





Tada!!

::bows::

Wednesday, February 18th, 2004

(3 bloody razors | Cut me deep)

Time:12:47 pm.
Music:VNV Nation.
Blurty SAVE me!!

I can't write SHIT in my LJ anymore, too many people are watching me. I'm gonna simplify what's on my mind:

*Nick hates me
*I'm so ugly
*I should bleed to death
*I am a fat person
*I still want to die

Friday, February 6th, 2004

(Cut me deep)

Time:5:23 pm.
Mood: lonely.
Music:Placebo - "Skared of Girls".
I want to die please.

Friday, January 30th, 2004

(Cut me deep)

Time:11:03 pm.
My kitties got put down today.

Vampanez: :( If I get a kitty, I'll share it withyou. ::Nodnod::
NovartisTheClean: :)
Vampanez: You could even name it. And then whenever you come over, the kitty'll get to play with you and chill and meow and be all happy.
NovartisTheClean: Heehee
Vampanez: ^.^
Vampanez: Given, things could be worse...
NovartisTheClean: I guess
Vampanez: But... It'd have been worse if they were to just suffer even further.
NovartisTheClean: I know:(
Vampanez: ::Hugs:: Well, my kitty'll be your kitty too. ;)



Nick is such the best.

Wednesday, January 28th, 2004

(Cut me deep)

Time:11:38 am.
Mood: hungry.
Music::\\//\\//:.
The snow is so high. I'm watching Arlo outside, he's so cute. The snow's all the way up his legs. I'm hungry. The snow has drugs. This is exactly like what I just wrote in my LiveJournal. Which is now Friends Only. Hmmmmm food. Huuuuuuuungry. Okay later bye.

Thursday, January 22nd, 2004

(Cut me deep)

Time:5:59 pm.
Hmm my head is bleeding.




Nothing's been happening lately. Boring. But I feel like updating, because I haven't in forever..



Ow my head hurts.


Okay so.. changing the background because Katiee doesn't like it. So what I'm whipped. ::sighs:: Alright later.

Saturday, January 17th, 2004

(Cut me deep)

Subject:f dreams are like movies then memories are films about ghosts
Time:4:45 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Music:Soilwork | Nautural Born Chaos.
Gah LJ wasn't doing anything.. every time I went to log in it was like, 4o4'd!! Damnit.. Anyhow, ::sighs:: work was so so today. The barn was really slow, absolutly nothing was happening. It was Lauren's last day before she went back to work.. I can't say I'll really care. As funny as it is to watch her and Heather constantly tease each other and argue, Lauren doesn't like me. And for as sweet as she is on the outside, she doesn't do a very good job of hiding it. ::coughs violently:: I might have gotten sick from last night and today.. I've been really lethargic and whatnot.. probably because I've just been miserable recently with all the things going on that my energy is down, and then I've been in the cold a lot.. especially today I got wet from the hose and then it was freezing.. gah. I still feel really miserable and depressed, it's forcing me into things I don't want to do. I hate cutting. I hate bleeding for other peoples' problems. I hate this thing that's become of me. I hate myself. People pretend to care because it's the right thing for them to do.. I wish that people would just stop being so fake. I kind of need help.. it's just so hard to ask. I'm used to people making me do everything for myself. I'm used to being asked for help, not asking. It's so hard too, because I don't want like adults trying to get into this, because then I'll just get in trouble and psycho-analyzed and sent to therepists and shit. I don't want that.. they just make things worse. Like these fucking journals. These are supposed to make me feel better, right? They don't. Only thing these motherfuckers do is make me think about things more, and then they make me remember all the other bad shit that goes on. And I'm really sad. I want my deadjournal back, I want to be able to go back and read all of the thigns I wrote about suring the summer. I don't remember how I felt, I just know that I was depressed and bored and I cut my wrist so bad I couldn't tell what it was. I know I wanted to kill myself and kill Little Liz and kill Liz Pantani and kill the world. I wanted to kill my father and I wanted to hang out with Danny and I wanted to see George and I wanted to cry constantly. I wanted to do everything I can't do. I wanted to play polo and sleep out all my misery in my room, and I wanted to just bleed nonstop. My summer fantasy was to slash my wrists so deep that I would bleed to death, and before I died I wanted to walk downstairs to my family and start screaming at them that it was all their faults and that they had done this to me, that if I had never met Liz or Little Liz then I wouldn't have been pushed to this. It's really a shame that so young in my life I associated love and pain.. the only person I was ever in love with was Liz Pantani and she rejected me. She didn't like girls.. and suddenly she wants me back. I don't want to want her.. and I did for a while and I wanted to go to her. But then I learned about some of the things that she has done, and it completely turned me away from her. I feel like my only friends are Little Liz and Gabbie, and then people who don't live in my fucking same state.. Andrew and Aaron. Just because they listen to me. Aaron and Andrew surely get annoyed of me, but they're still there for me. I feel like they're my friends even though I've never met them. Everyone else just gets too annoying or caught up in themselves, and I just need to talk. I need to express everything and I need someone to cry with. The only current friends of mine that've ever seen me cry are Little Liz and Katiee, and that was just so terriable. I'm constantly on the edge of tears and sooner or later I'm just going to break down out of no where in the middle of like the mall or something. I almost did last time we were there, and I almost did last week at work.. No one takes hints either.. For art I made a wire sculpture and it's of someone fucking crying and no one notices I look like that nine of ten times. I go home and cry. It's not out of self pity, it's because I'm simply miserable. I can't express it, it's like there's constantly weights on me, on my heart and on my conscience. I can't make a fucking move without fucking up something else.. I could go on and on but then I'd just get more miserable.. so I'm gonna just try to let go or grab on..

Thursday, January 15th, 2004

(Cut me deep)

Subject:Finally an Update
Time:11:04 am.
I've been using my new LJ a lot so I haven't been here.. sorry about that one..

Go read it, it's a lot more interesting than this one. Anyhow,






SHiT I have nothing to say. Guess I'll just tell you about last night, and then post convos and quizzes.

So last night the house across the street caught on fire. I was like, Shit Maura the house is on fire. and she got up and she looked, and she was like, Shit the house is on fire. I got her to dial 911 and they were like, Yea we know already. Haha so like, we were watching it for a longass time, and then I went on Maura's screen name and started talking to people about it. It was sad though, Nicky got home [he lives there, he had just gotten off the bus] and he was like so confused.. he ran back and forth and then just broke down crying and I felt so bad.. He's like really on the edge and he doesn't have much. His dad is just.. brutal and this Christmas he was like so happy he got a PS2 or something and it's just.. gone. I mean.. I just feel bad for the poor kid. The fire got put out a few hours after it started, but what remained of the house was just dangerous, so they had to knock it down. K I'm done with that.

RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: kerry i just farted in the name of u
NovartisTheClean: I am.SO.HONOURED
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: u should be
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: not many people get to have my farts named afte rthem
NovartisTheClean: What prompted you to do that?
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: idk

RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: ok buttslut
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: lol
NovartisTheClean: That one sucked.
NovartisTheClean: Buttslut is stupid
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: ok ok
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: u got me
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: how about
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: shitface
NovartisTheClean: ::shrugs:: It's better
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: kerryt enjoys the cock extra large
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: lol i had tos ay that
NovartisTheClean: Well, it's true
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: asshat
NovartisTheClean: DUDE
NovartisTheClean: THAT'S ANDREWS
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: DUDE
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: I DONT GIVE A SHIT
NovartisTheClean: You should. Andrew is the king
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: and i am the emperor
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: so fuck that
NovartisTheClean: Well Andrew's still better.
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: in bed doesnt count kerry
NovartisTheClean: O
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: lol ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
NovartisTheClean: Damn..
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: even though i just kind of shot myself down
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: that was good
NovartisTheClean: Yea lol
Andrew don't say I don't stand up for you

NovartisTheClean: ::dies of laughter::
xx mallary 05 xx: lol
xx mallary 05 xx: ^^
xx mallary 05 xx: i like making you laugh
NovartisTheClean: lol
NovartisTheClean: Stop flirting~^
xx mallary 05 xx: damn.. u knew..
xx mallary 05 xx: lol
NovartisTheClean: "girls.. <3"
That makes you sound like a lesbian
xx mallary 05 xx: lol
xx mallary 05 xx: well now yoiu know the truth
xx mallary 05 xx: haha jk
NovartisTheClean: Haha lol

xbloodytearsx115: why are you being such a ghettofry-izzle
xbloodytearsx115: ?
NovartisTheClean: I'm talking to Shizawn:\
xbloodytearsx115: um-izzle
xbloodytearsx115: is sean ghettofied?
NovartisTheClean: Yessizle
xbloodytearsx115: wow
xbloodytearsx115: can i shake his hand
NovartisTheClean: If you meet him then yea
NovartisTheClean: Wait..
xbloodytearsx115: yeah!
NovartisTheClean: Do you mean hand or penis?
DarkAngel
You're as dark as can get. You like to laugh at
people, make fun of them, hurt their feelings.
You're in so deep, you'll never get out, and
you probably don't want to get out too. You
make the world a darker place. Better get my
flashlight..


..


What kind of dark person are you?
brought to you by QuizillaYou hate them


Do You Hate Humans?
brought to you by Quizilla
Can't you see? She's a phony! I feel sorry for you!
You don't know shit about her! Whether it's from
pure stupidity or disgust: keep it that way!
She's a fake a phony and a poser and will
always be!


Are you a true Avril fan?
brought to you by Quizilla
I just really liked that one.. and I was bored and didn't feel like giving the computer to Maura..


Sunday, January 11th, 2004

(1 bloody razor | Cut me deep)

Time:8:02 pm.
Okay, guys. Just to keep you on your toes, I'm switching from LJ back to blurty lots. Anyhow, I love Shizawn Olliver Morris because he is hilarious and he freaks out. Please see the following:

NovartisTheClean: I <3 you
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: lol u drunk
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: either that or that was maura
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: am i right?

Auto response from NovartisTheClean: NovartisTheClean: I <3 you
AstraZeneca634: woot. i lessthanthree u too beans ^^

NovartisTheClean: I <3 you
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: lol u drunk

NovartisTheClean: I <3 you
Don Giasone: lol
Don Giasone signed off at 7:42:33 PM.





No one takes me seriously;_;

RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: poor kerry
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: it's just not everday someone says something like that to me in a friendly way
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: that's y i said r u drunk?
NovartisTheClean: You're so hurtful

Auto response from RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: chillin

NovartisTheClean: THEN YOU JUST LEAVE
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: whoa
NovartisTheClean: LIKE YOU DON'T EVEN CARE
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: dude
NovartisTheClean: WHY DO YOU HATE ME
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: wtf?
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: omfg
NovartisTheClean: ::sobs::
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: what do u mean?
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: i care about u as a friend?
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: geez wtf am i sposed to say
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: please dont attack me
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: i dont see what i did wrong
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: i cant believe this is seriouslyt fuckinh happening
NovartisTheClean: Well, it's not. For your own sake lighten up, you're going to die from like a stroke if you take people seriously all the time.

Auto response from RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: wtf is with humans?

RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: WTF?
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: so it was all a joke
NovartisTheClean: Yea, chill out
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: geezus christ how the fuck am i sposed to tell?
NovartisTheClean: Because it's me
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: but ur always depressed
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: how am i sposed to tell
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: if it's real or not
NovartisTheClean: You're right
NovartisTheClean: I'm sorry lol I was just playing
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: all right
NovartisTheClean: Aww Sean you're hilarious

(1 bloody razor | Cut me deep)

Subject:New Journal.
Time:5:04 pm.
Mood:Hornball.
Music:NiN | Closer [because of hornball].
New hornball, guys. It's at:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/mushroomflowers

Because I can and it's cool. Fuck off. Or, just grope Geoffrey. You'll get it..





HORNBALL4LYF!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, January 10th, 2004

(Cut me deep)

Time:11:34 pm.
Mood: cold.
Music:Stupid Father Cheering for Football.
Not much recently. Just barn stuff. Polo Friday, which was good but freezing because there's no heat in the barn. I rode Pippin, who was really good and didn't throw me off --;; Then work today which was even colder but so much fun. The three of us [Heather, Jen, and I] were all just going nuts being crazy and stupid. I had to do wraps on like 39o57o39 horses because Heather is getting sick again and it hurts for her to bend over. Haha I walked in on Eileen changing in the tack room downstairs, and I was like,

K: Whoops, sorry Eileen.
E: That's okay Ker. Not like you haven't seen white cotton underwear before.
K: O, auctually I haven't.
E: You kids and your thongs. I don't know how anyone can wear one of those. I never would.
K: O really? I don't see why not.. maybe you should try it.


I heart you Eileen. Then at around 53o Nick came over. We watched Monty Python and the Holy Grail.. poor Nick; it was the first time he saw it. How deprived his life must have been prior to it. After the movie we were kinda hanging out and my father comes down, like What are you guys doing? Nothing Dad. O, really?? Two kids in a dark room, no television on.. Poop on him. Like, seriously. Why does he have to be so suspicious?? Either way, it was fun. Okay kiddies, I'm going to leave you with an arguement between Blinky and Shizawn.

Mantaray666: what an ass
NovartisTheClean: Me?
Mantaray666: no
Mantaray666: when did 'shovel' say 'pudding' to you?
NovartisTheClean: O lol
NovartisTheClean: I dunno
Mantaray666: cause i said pudding to him like 100 times
Mantaray666: so, he stole it from me
Mantaray666: that asshat
NovartisTheClean: He's a loser sometimes
NovartisTheClean: RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: asshat!rofl!
RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: that's a new one
Mantaray666: my god
Mantaray666: DOES EVERYONE HAVE TO TAKE MY WORDS?
NovartisTheClean: Yes. ::shakes head::
Mantaray666: AND THEN BE MEAN, AND CALL ME POOPFACE, THEN DUMP ME LIKE A SHIT IN A TOILET?
NovartisTheClean: I love you.
NovartisTheClean: RiSeOfXbRuTaLiTy: hey i invented slutfuck so fuck u mantaray
Mantaray666: slutfuck...
Mantaray666: thats a terrible one..
Mantaray666: god
NovartisTheClean: I love that one
Mantaray666: well, you also like to suck dick
Mantaray666: hahah
NovartisTheClean: No.. ;_;
Mantaray666: haha

Thursday, January 8th, 2004

(Cut me deep)

Subject:An Auctual Update.
Time:5:49 pm.
Mood: crushed.
Music:Soilwork | The Flameout.
My day was really excellent until I got home. Classes went by pretty easily, and English was auctually fun for the first time in months. Ms Cincotta auctually let me talk to her, and I was trying so hard to be nice. It made me happy. I told her that her sweater reminds me of my room [it was pink] and I just kind of enjoyed the class.
I went to the mall today afterschool with Maura. It was pretty good. I bought some pants [finally], the Soilwork cd, Blood and Gold [also finally], and.. uh. Gerbil food. Shut up. I had to get it, Kali's gonna starve otherwise. Then who would I talk to? No one.

Wednesday, January 7th, 2004

(1 bloody razor | Cut me deep)

Subject:Hmm well. No surveys for a while. I promise.
Time:5:18 pm.
Mood: bored.
Tooooo many surveys. I feel so exposed to you people. ::covers self:: Ahem. Anyway..

Well, nothing goes on in my life anyway, so.Yea. I just had to assure ya'll about the lack of surveys in the future.






There are subliminal messages in my painting!! Heehee..



O yea, does anyone else find something wrong with Fuchs Lubricants?? Me too.

Tuesday, January 6th, 2004

(3 bloody razors | Cut me deep)

Subject:Yet another survey. Because I have no life and ADD.
Time:5:06 pm.
Mood: bored.
Music:Nothin'.
~Okay first comes firsts~
Full name::Kerry Lee [Euprasia] Flynn
Age::15
Birthday::November 5, 1988
Where were you born::Yale New Haven Hospital
Where do you reside now::New Haven [Morris Cove]
Astrological Sign::Scorpio
Chinese Sign::dunno
Color of Hair::Brown
Color of Eyes::Dark green
Tattoos::None, I hate them.
Piercings::Two on right ear, one on left.
Style::"goth"
Birthmarks::None
Any odd things about your appearance::I have a dent in my leg and I have astigmastism [eyes aren't round]
~Favorites, of course!~
Color?:Red
Animal?:Horse
Book?:The Vampire Armand
Flower?:Rose??
Actor?:Stuart Townsend
Actress?:dunno
Porn Star?:Liz Pantani
Website?:http://www.homestarrunner.com/
Band?:KoRn
Singer?:Mike Shinoda
Sport?:Polo
Sports Team?:Yale [men's] Polo
Pasttime?:Reading or drawing
Board Game?:Ouija
Computer Game?:The Neverhood
Song?:Muse | Cave
Movie?:Interview with the Vamprire, The Crow, or Prophesy
TV Show?:Home Movies
Reality Show?:dunno
Friend?:Liz
Holiday?:Halloween
Season?:Fall
Day of the Week?:Friday
Drink?:Diet Sierra Mist
Food?:Cherries
Candy?:All
Car?:Jetta
Store?:Hot Topic
Article of Clothing?:Boots
Class?:Western Civ
Teacher?:Mr Girard
Way of Transportation?:By horse!!
State/Province?:You belong in Connecticut..
Past President?:Go Clinton
~Pick one, for the love of Pete!~
Coke/Pepsi::Pepsi [diet vanilla]
Canada/USA::USA
Vanilla/Chocolate::Vanilla
Paint/Adobe::Paint
Cars/Trucks::Hmm. Cars.
Snowmobiles/Dirt Bikes::Dirt bikes. O yea.
Tent/Trailer::Trailer.
TV/Computer::Computer
Black/Blue::Black
Tiger/Lion::Tiger
Dolphins/Whales::Dolphins
Work/Studying::Work
Cheerleading/Dance::Neither. Dance.
3 Doors Down/Incubus::3 Doors Down
Contacts/Glasses::I'm not physically able to wear contacts.. so glasses I guess.
AFI/Rancid::AFi
Pen/Pencil::Pen
Crayon/Felt Pens::Felt pens!!
Barbie/My Little Pony::My Little Equestrian Statue
Anime/Cartoons::Anime
Blonde/Brown::Blonde
~Oh so random~
Is it Backpack or Knapsack?:Backpack
Chicken for dippin?:What?
Why are you named your name?:I am Irish. Kerry is a county in Ireland.
What are you going to do after finishing this?:Post it in my journal.
What have you always wanted to be?:Sane
How are you going to go about that?:Medication
Do you want a tattoo? Or another one?:No, I hate them.
What would it be like?:It wouldn't exist.
Would you rather piss your pants laughing? Or throw up while drunk?:Well, honestly neither. The former.
What are you getting people for Christmas?:Christmas is over, dude.
Do you like 80's rock?:Not really.
How about 80's rap?:No
What are you wearing today?:I am currently wearing: grey pants, SHA uniform shirt, maroon SHA sweater, five rings, three necklaces, choke chain, five bracelets, watch, three earings.
What's for lunch?:I had a sandwich.
How many people on your AOL/MSN/IQ/YAHOO::185
What is your room like?:A mess. Pink walls ::gags::, three windows, a bed.. fishtank, gerbil cage, desk, two dressers, a bench, saddle stand, radiator, two lamps, closet.
Whats your locker combination?:8-14-18. Seriously.
Whats your S/N on any of those things listed above?:The one I use most often is NovartisTheClean.
Are your friends nice?:Yes. I love them.
Are your friends druggies?:Eh.. some of them.
Are you a druggie?:No. Thank you very much.
~Your Friends~
Who's the nicest?:Little Liz
Meanest?:Anna
Closest to you?:Little Liz
Sweetest?:Danielle
Flirty?:Carissa
Slutty?:Jenna
Hot?:Liz
Dead sexy?:Liz
Funniest?:Liz or Gabbie
Has the nicest bum?:....
Has the nicest hands?:....
Who has the best cocky smile? (Or "fuck you" smile):Me!!
Always cheers you up?:Gabbie
Jock?:Ashley
Prep?:Daniel
Harsh druggy?:Beth
Book Worm?:Ashley Hillier
Always online?:The Bok.
Can never get ahold of?:Blinky
Most mysterious?:....
Most quiet?:Little Liz
Shy?:Little Liz
Hick?:Mallary [I love you]
Your best friend?:Little Liz
~Randomness upon randomness~
What would you do if a 3 foot blimp knocked you over?:Laugh
Do you snowmobile?:Nah
Do you love cowboys/cowgirls?:Uh.. no.
Tell me something. Make it interesting.:I share ice cream with my dog. We use the same spoon.
Alright now complain like no otherbrother::I HATE JOHN
Whats your most overused phrase?:I'm sorry.
How about word?:Indeed.
Do you get along with your parents?:With my mommy I do. I hate my father.
Are your parents divorced?:No.
Best toilet cleaner brand?:::stares in amazement:: I would have no idea.
Meh::Meh.
Do you love me?:Sure sweetie.
You know you do.:Yes, with all my heart.
~Love~
Who was your first girlfriend/boyfriend?:Technically Nick
Do you believe in love?:Yes.
Have you ever really loved someone?:Yes.
Have you told someone you loved them but never did?:Yes.
Do you believe in soulmates?:No.
How about fate?:No.
Are you in love right now?:....
Do you have a crush?:Sure
Whats their name?:Take a guess.
I hope they're nice.:O of course!!
Are they good looking?:Mmhmm!!
Does everybody want them also?:Well, I sure as hell do.
Why do you like them so much?:Awsome person.
Do you know alot about them?:I think so.
Do they ever talk to you?:Yes.
Are you their friend already?:Yea.
I should go now. I'lla see ya.:Alright. See you around.
Remember to love me.:How could I forget?

Because I'm Awesome brought to you by BZOINK!

(Cut me deep)

Subject:"Kerry just lit on fire."
Time:3:57 pm.
Mood: drained.
Music:Jerry Springer..
What makes you laugh?:Liz
Who is your hero?:Socktard
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?:Liz
How many pairs of shoes do you own?:::runs to count:: 19
Seriously... Where does the other sock end up?:Under the couch.
Who do you blame for your mood today?:My father.
If the Internet were sex... I would:Just do it. ::swoosh::
Have you ever seen a dead body?:Yes.
What is something scientists need to invent?:Very strong sunscreen so I can be outside without burning.
What should we do with stupid people?:Throw them in a pit, deprive them of food for a few days, and then cook yummy stuff right out of their reach.
Have you ever broken a bone?:Yes.
Do you watch local news? Why?:On occasion. Because it's on television and I'm too lazy to change the channel.
What happens after you die?:You cease to exist.
How big is your bed? Big enough?:You can fit twins in there. Yes.
How long do you think you will live?:Until I have read every book on vampires in the world. It was a promise I intend to keep.

Random Thought Provokers brought to you by BZOINK!

Monday, January 5th, 2004

(1 bloody razor | Cut me deep)

Subject:I forgot to mention..
Time:5:06 pm.
I talk to Morgan too.

(Cut me deep)

Subject:Back To School??
Time:4:10 pm.
Mood: happy.
Music:A Perfect Circle..
Well, school today. It's so much fun getting out of bed at six.. especially when you went to sleep at 23o and woke up at 53o. My day wasn't really that bad though. Art was first period. It seemed to take a long time [well, 8o minutes is a long time for one class..], but at least it wasn't like a real class. Then at break I got to see everyone, which made me pretty happy. I was soooo overjoyed to see Pantani. I missed her incredably over the break. Like, I missed everyone, don't get me wrong. But I really only talk to like three people in school: Little Liz, Liz Pantani, and Gabbie. Well, I saw LL over the break and Gabbie wasn't in today. More on Gabbie later. So anyhow, I was just like, ::gasp:: LiZ!! ::sighs happily:: I loveth her. Heehee.. we had THE.BEST. conversation in the entire world at lunch. It was about bondage sex [heehee, finally someone who doesn't think it's weird!!], her gay uncle, and my neighbour ::slash:: her family friend. See, these are the kinds of conversations I just can't live without. Heehee. Weird she just IMed me. ::looks around suspiciously:: Liz?? Can you see what I see?? Hmm so.. Gabbie. Aparently, no one knows where she is. Please observe conversation with Liz:

NovartisTheClean: Does anyone have a clue as to where Gabbert is??
made4mowhawks: umm not really
NovartisTheClean: That is very strange, is it not??
made4mowhawks: it is
NovartisTheClean: Hmm how queer.
made4mowhawks: lol
made4mowhawks: ha you said queer
NovartisTheClean: ::blushes:: I didn't mean it like that
made4mowhawks: lol
made4mowhawks: obviously


Yea. So.. I dunno. I heard things, but I don't know if they're true, so I'm not going to post them. Anyhow, I guess in Maura's study, she and Anna and this girl were talking about.something. I don't know how the conversation got started, but Anna said to the girl, Yea Kerry's boyfriend attacked her. and the girl was like, WTF really?! Haha.. Well.. it was from quite a while ago.. Like um maybe more than a week. ::blushes:: Long story. Condensed version is that the two of us were playing around a bit and I came home with bite marks. Haha so Maura goes to the girl, Yea he drew blood. ::dies of laughter:: Whatever. I just thought it was funny. The only reason I found out this conversation is because Meaghan said she heard something about vampires in Momo's study [they have the same study] and then I asked Maura about it. ::laughs again:: Yea, we're weird, the two of us.

PS Anna hates me ::jumps off cliff::

Sunday, January 4th, 2004

(Cut me deep)

Subject:Lately.. I can't breathe
Time:12:04 pm.
Hmm okay hey readers. Nothing really goes on here anymore so the point of reading this has greatly diminished. Yesterday polo and work. Sounds like every other Saturday of my life. Things got mixed up a little when I rode the new polo pony, Artemis. That was really the only change from every other Saturday. She's good though, I liked her. I'm gonna ask Heather if I can ride her again. Maybe on.. Friday. Yea. Friday. Anyhow, I keep stressing this muscle in my arm. It really hurts, and takes about five days to go away. Then, of course, two days later I have to work again. It gets hurt, I play polo which makes it worse [especially for dribbling] and then I just don't pay attention to my well-being anymore. ::Shrugs::

Thanks to all for doing that survey about.. what? two entries ago?? Yea. Thanks again. I liked Liz Pantani's the best.. but she didn't post it. She just kinda IMed it to me. ::coughs up lungs:: I'm soooo not sick. Hmm. Looking to my right I notice that the 22 of this month starts the Year of the Monkey. I'm going to hate this year..


Well, Nick's coming over in less than an hour. We have nothing to do and my house looks like shit. Plus like everyone's going to be home. Including Devin. Ha. Phones.. Sorry. Inside joke con Nick. Ha, now I know five words in Spanish. Damn. I suck. Anyway, later.

Friday, January 2nd, 2004

(2 bloody razors | Cut me deep)

Time:10:21 pm.
Mood: calm.
Music:Morgan's Old Lyrics..
Polo was.. okay. Um. Here's what happened. Boys team from Yale: Krit, George, Brady. Girls team from Yale: Stephanie, Jeanette, me. First chukker was boy's team. UConn got five goals, Yale got two. Second chukker was girl's team. I rode Rosita, who kept jumping in the air and prancing in place. Annoying. She was hard to control. UConn got up to.. seven I think. Yale got to three. Third chukker was boy's team again, I don't know the scores. Fourth chukker, last chukker. I got on Pippin, and I was warming her up. [you should be able to tell by now that something bad is following] Cantering her down the far straight, made her speed up. As I was pulling her up [stopping her] she tripped on something or other. What basically happened was, her head went down while she was tripping, but I pulled her up to stop her. Do we see the conflict here?? She tripped, her head went straight to the floor, I lost balance. Lost my sturrups. Sommersaulted off her neck. Landed in the dirt. Crowd gasps. I looked around. Made sure the horse was okay. Got up. Heather yelled at me for moving before they checked me for 'spinal injury' which I don't understand why I didn't get. I tried to calm down Pippin, but she kept walking away from me. Finally Sarah, who was picking up, grabbed her. Heather freaked out, she was like, This is the first time you've fallen off, right?!?! No Heather, I've fallen three other times.
Anyhow, I'm okay. Just sore. I swore my helmet cracked when I hit the ground but it didn't. Final score was like, UConn 17, Yale four. ::shrugs:: Better than last year's 54 to two.. I'm in a fine mood about it.
I had gone to look at a pair of polo boots earlier that day, but didn't like them. Good thing I didn't buy them; Heather gave me her husband's old pair of boots because, he hasn't played in 15 years, quoth Heather. Yay. Heather's so cool. I love Heather. ^^

Later.

Thursday, January 1st, 2004

(7 bloody razors | Cut me deep)

Subject:~*~*EvErYoNe FiLl OuT pLeAsE!!*~*~
Time:4:00 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
Music:Dad's wrench.
I ____ Kerry.
Kerry is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Kerry, I would _______.
I think Kerry should _____.
Kerry needs ______.
I want to ____________ Kerry.
Someday Kerry will ________.
Kerry reminds me of _______.
Without Kerry _______.
Memories of Kerry are ________.
Kerry can be __________.
Worst thing about Kerry is _________.
Best thing about Kerry is _________.
I am ________ with Kerry.

Blurty for Novartis.

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