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yea my life that is. The fucking only good thing in my life is gone. Jenn that is. Because i called her back to say what was wrong and she gets pissed of because i ask and doesnt say i love you and just says by and hangs up the phone so i get pissed off. I dont know what her fucking problem is. And then she gets mad because i really was trying to tell her that we didnt have to go to the guitar guys shop. And once again because i called more than once to get ahold of her because nobody in her fucking house ever answers the phone the first time anyone calls. I just think its fucking stupid. We fight for no reason. But im not going to be the one who come crying ot her. If she decides that she is going to wake up and realize that this fighting is stupid and decides to call me then yes i will go back with her with open fucking arms, because she knows i love her!!!!!!!!! So fuck everyone my existence is pointless anyways trust me jenn lets me know on a regular basis.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Jennifer Nicole Arone |
[21 Oct 2004|07:27am] |
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Baby im so sorry that we have been at each others throats every night its because we have been so busy and we are stressed out. But i do love you very much and im still going to throw you a birthday party. It just wont be on the 30th. I love you honey so much and i envy every minute that we spend together. I cant wait to actually spend time with you tomorrow. I love you sweetie very much. I love you
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| hI BABY |
[23 Sep 2004|11:38am] |
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i just wanted to come on and say i love you to my baby. I love jenn very much and i always will. I cant wait to go home relax and call you. Thank you for pushing. Because nobody else will i love you.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[16 Jun 2004|09:23am] |
{What's her name?:} Jennifer Nicole Arone
{How old is she?:} 17
{What's her nationality?:} Italian
{What are hes 3 best qualities?:} All of them
{Her 3 worst?:) Beats me up, makes fun of me, leaves me all the time.
{What's her family like?:} Her dads funny, and her moms cool.....
{How is she with kids?:} Good i guess
{Does she treat you well? How?:} yes, unless she hitting me.
*.AS A COUPLE.*
{How long have you two been together?:} 9 months and 22 days
{How and when did you two meet?:} Thru my friend Sam
{Did you know it was going to last?:} Yes but she didnt at first.
{Can you picture yourself spending your life with her?:} Yes.
{Do you want to have her children?:} Yes
{What's the best memory you two ever had together?:} We've had alot of good memories, like being drunk and babysitting and food shopping, making dinner.
{The worst?:} fighting at the mall and trying to smack me in the face.
{What's the best day you've ever shared?:} all of them
{Do you have names for your kids?:} haha not yet
{What are they?:}
{What song makes you think of her?:} Incubus.."Steller"
{Out of all the little things she does, what's your favorite?:} rubs my back
{What does she do that annoys you sometimes?:} Nothing really annoys me, but i hate it when she doesnt answer her phone when she knows its me calling!!!!!!!!!
{How much have you guys shared?:} A whole bunch
{On a scale of 1-10, what's the cuteness level?:} us? 100000000!!!
{What's your nicknames for each other?:} Kevie, and i like to call her honey or baby
{If you could sum her up in what word, what would it be?:} Everything
{If you could tell her anything right now, what would it be? Say anything.:} I miss you and i really hate it when u leave me.
{What's the sexiest thing about her?:} Her everything
{Finally, are you really in love: yes, of course i am. I love her more than anything in the world.
==THE DAY YOU MET==
Your mood before seeing them: Scared
Who introduced you: Sam & Keith
Where you first saw them: Summer 03
What you noticed first: I thought she thought i was a loser
What they noticed first: I liked to dance?
Your first impression of them: she was really pretty.
Their first impression of you: I dont know. Weird maybe.
First thing they said in your presence: I really dont remember. Probably that she had a boyriend or was getting over him at the time. (dustin)
From 1-10 [10 being highest likelihood], how much of a chance you thought you had with them: -10
==RELATIONSHIP FIRSTS==
First Hand-holding [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]:
i dont remember
First hug [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: i asked her and it was a 100
==THE MOST [BLANK] THING YOU AND YOUR PARTNER HAVE EVER DONE==
Romantic: Probably when we went to the frozen pond. She is my little snow bunny
Kinky: hahaha
Sweet: making a cake
Life-altering: i stopping drugs for her
Immature: fight at the mall
Mature: having deep talks
==WHO IS MORE [BLANK] IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP==
Horny: her
Romantic: me
Shy: both of us i guess
Attractive: Were both
Intelligent: her
Spiritual: me
Humorous: me
Messy: both
Confused: both
==RATE THE FOLLOWING FEATURES ABOUT YOUR PARTNER 1-10==
Eyes: 100
Nose: 100
Lips: 110
ears: 100
Hair: i dont know i like it no matter what
Hands: 100
Arms/elbows: 100
Tummy: The best tummy in the world
Butt: 10000000000000
Legs: very nice
Feet: cute
==WHAT [BLANK] MAKES YOU THINK OF YOUR PARTNER==
Song: There are alot
Movie: Disney movies
Food: Tacos
Drink: Pepsi
Book: ?
Kind of Dance: haha prom
Season: Summer
Type of Tree: Maple
Animal: Zeus and mercedes and now beauty
Flower: :-)
==WHICH [BLANK] OF YOUR PARTNER'S DO YOU LIKE BEST==
Article of Clothing: Underwear
Jewelry Item: The dragon fly and the heart necklace
Favorite Band: Play, Jump five, Jessica Simpson
Friend: Emily
==DO YOU [BLANK] IN YOUR PARTNER'S PRESENCE?==
Burp: YES
Cry: YES
Sleep: YES
Eat: YES
I love her very much and shes everything i could have ever asked for.
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[26 May 2004|10:18pm] |
hi YOU, IM SO SORRY. i HAD TO GO TO THE NURSE TODAY BECAUSE MY BACKGROUND IS A PICTURE OF ME AND YOU AND I STARTED CRYING. jENN PLEASE DONT BREAK UP WITH ME. iM SO SORRY, I DIDNT MEAN IT. I LOVE YOU. cAN YOU PLEASE COMMENT AND TELL ME YOU STILL LOVE ME AND YOU WONT BREAK UP WITH ME. iM SO SORRY, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. PlEASE STILL LOVE ME. i CANT TAKE MYSELF ANYMORE. I NEED YOU SO BAD. IM GONNA CALL YOU FROM THE BATHROOM TODAY BECAUSE I HAVE TO TALK TO YOU. iM SORRY. i WANTED TO POST THIS SONG BECAUSE IT REMINDED ME OF MYSELF.
this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
'cause i
i must be sleeping
[chorus]
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today
these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before
somebody shake me 'cause i
i must be sleeping
[chorus]
i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me
[chorus]
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| LALALALALA |
[20 May 2004|10:59am] |
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Im not going anywhere, im here to stay. I love you honey, im at school ill call you from the bathroom later, I miss you so much already. I love you and i get to see you tomorrow so yayayayayayayayayayayay. MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you sweetie
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Honey i cant wait too see u i miss you sooo much. I love you ill see you later.
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[16 May 2004|08:02pm] |
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Jenn im sorry i said you were being a bitch this morning, i was mad that i couldnt come and see you. Jenn i miss you so bad. Please dont be mad at me. Im sorry. I love you. And im sorry i cant come see you. Please comment!!!! Im so sorry. I love you so much. Jenn ill call you as soon as i get home. PLease comment if u can.
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| Sorry |
[06 May 2004|08:24am] |
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Im sorry if we havent been able to talk alot lately, but hopefully when i get home from work you wont be real tired and ill get to talk to you. Im feeling really deprived. I miss you soo much. This week has been the least ive ever talked to you. And it sucks. I really miss you, it hurts not being able to talk to you. But ill have to deal with it. I love you, comment if you can, i need it right now. Love you sweetie
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| IM sorry |
[05 May 2004|10:00pm] |
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Jenn i tried talking to my dad today and he was like no your coming home friday but i dont care wat you do saturday night. And he said that he would drive me to where ever on saturday. so u wouldnt have to drive. Im sorry you were right i am a waste. I really wanted to spend friday night with you. Im so sorry. If you hate me i understand. And if u never want to talk to me ever again its ok. But im sorry if i ruined everything, likei always do. And im sorry im such a waste. But i do love you. Please comment, please!!!!! Jenn i love you and im sorry im such a bad boyfriend and im sorry im such a huge dissapointment.
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| HI jenn |
[27 Apr 2004|10:21am] |
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Im writing my paper and i had a little time. So i wanted to write u a journal entry because i havent writtewn in a while. Imk glad we are starting over. I feel really good. And im really excited for prom. Im so glad im goin with you. I dont even care about my prom. Im just glad that im going to be going with the most beautiful girl in the whole hotel, streetr, town, state and world. I love you with all my heart. And im going to show u the real me from now on, I cant wait to see you again. I miss you. And i love u very much, bye sweetie ill call u at 2:15
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| 8 wonderful months |
[24 Apr 2004|03:37pm] |
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Well everyone today is me and jenns 8 month anniversary. Isnt that awesome. Ive never met someone who makes me so happy. And ive never loved someone so much before. Even though we have ben having some rough times but its ok. You dont really find out how much someone loves you until you go through some of the roughest times you can have and your still together. I love you so much honey and thank u for still loving me nd never giving up. I love you so much and hopefully i get to see you today
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[15 Apr 2004|07:38pm] |
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As u can tell honey by the title of this entry i am so happy. You wanna know why, because of you!!!!!!!! IM SO HAPPY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH. I miss you too honey, but thats ok because i get too see you tomorrow as well. Im just so happy right now. I cant wait for you to get home so i can lay down in my bed and talk to you. I love you. Jenn i wish i could see you every day. I would never stop smiling.
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| Extremely Tired |
[14 Apr 2004|08:40pm] |
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Im so tired. I didnt get much sleep lsat night. Bad Dreams, ya know.. But Something good is comingout of today. I get to see jenn after school. Which im wicked excited about. I miss her so much. You never really realize how much u need someone until you dont see them very often. Jenn i just want u to know that im sorry we havent been able to see each other that much. But when i start driving again im goin to see you as much as i possibly can. I promise. I love you soo much jenn and i will never ever stop. Jenn you mean everything to me, and i never want to lose you. I sometimes get afraid that im goin to lose you. And i hate that feeling. I just love you so much. And i wish there was some other way i could tell you how much i love you but there is no way there is a word or phrase or sentence that could desribe how muc i love you. I cant wait to see you today. I love you soooo much honey. If u can comment. I love you
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[13 Apr 2004|09:26am] |
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Hi honey, Im sitting here waiting for class to start and i was thinking about you. So i wanted to write you a journal entry. I miss you!!!!!! Thank you for talking to me the other night. I really needed it. Your everythibng i could ever ask for. You have work today so ill leave you messages. Like always. But anyways i love you so much sweetie. Thank you. I cant wait to see you again. All the time that weve spent apart made me realize even more how much i really need you all the time.. But ill be driving again by the end of next week so i plan on seeing u all the time. Untill you get sick of me. jk. i love you sweetie. Ill call you when i get home from work.
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| YES!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[11 Apr 2004|09:43am] |
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Man i am so excited. Thus far this weekend has been awesome and it still continues to be. I got to see jenn friday yesterday and ill see her today. Thats so awesome. Im am so happy. Its been so long since i havent been like depressed or sad. I feels so good. And its all because of My wonderful girlfriend Jenn. She makes me soooo happy. I wiish every day was like this. I love jenn so much. She is like air i need her all the time. I wish everyone could have someone as awesome and as special and as beautiful and sweet in there lives. But Im the only one who has her. I am so lucky, and im not sharing. Shes alllll mine. And i wouldnt have it anyother way. I love you sweetie. Hope u enjoyed my entry
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| Last Night Forever |
[10 Apr 2004|08:56am] |
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I wanna live last night forever. I went to jenns house and had mucho mucho fun. See jenn i know spanish. But jenn last night was so fun. I love seeing and i miss you soo much already. I love you honey. Hopefully i get to see you today or tomorrow. I really would love that. Jenn i wanna live last night forever because you seemed so happy yesterday and thats how i love our relationship. Jenn everything is goin to be ok. Evertything is all goin up hill from here on. I promise. And i love you very much. Your the sweetest and most beautiful girl on the planet. I love you very much
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[09 Apr 2004|01:58pm] |
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im so bored im waiting for jenn to come home because im goin to see her today, im excited. I havent seen her in 6 days. i love you
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[05 Apr 2004|01:37pm] |
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Im sitting here waiting to go towork so i figured i would write in my journal. Today has been kind of calm. I did alot of relaxing. I got to talk to jenn today which is always awesome. Our relationship is so awesome right now. Not that it hasnt been but it just feels so perfect. Im just wicked happy. The only bad thing is i wont get to see jenn until like friday. Because we are both busy during the week and shit. But thats ok sh knows i miss hwer and she knows i love her very much. And i know she misses me and she loves me very much. Isnt that just the most awesome thing in the world. Well i have to go i need to go take a shower. I love you honey ill call you as soon as i get back from work. And i cant wait to talk to you on the phone tonite. Dont worry about writing me an entry. Write one when your motivated to, I love you so much baby. I love you, i miss you, i need you. And i lov you more than forever, and way longer than always.
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