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Thursday, November 15th, 2007
1:52 am	Here we go again Yep, the title says it all, it's been a while since I've last written, seems to be the growing trend with me lately, but anyways, lets catch everyone up. I guess the big thing is I'm getting deployed next year to Iraq. Right now everything is up in the air, but I suggest if you have anything to tell me, tell me now. Aside from that I'm moving back home, a small misunderstanding between myself and my roommates has led to that decision. I guess not so much my roommates but one stupid bitch that can't keep her nose out of my business. As you can see I'm a little bitter about it, oh well, shit happens and life goes on. Aside from that I'm working at the Harmony Inn now as a server and fill-in bartender, I'll be getting a new job in Cranberry soon, and just enjoying the rest of my time here till I get deployed. Training as much as I can, drill weekends, things of that sort. I'd like to say this one thing though, to all of my friends out there, my true friends, not people that call themselves that, I will make it a point to see you before I get deployed whatever it takes. To all those that I don't see before the deployment that consider themselves my friends, well I have only one thing to say, and oddly enough, I didn't say it... "Please understand This isn't just goodbye This is I can't stand you" -+44 (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 30th, 2007
1:07 am	It's been a while Sweet mother of God where have I been? Well I'm sure everyone has stopped reading by now, which means I'll get all of 3 people reading this, all of which accidently click the wrong link and don't bother to read it. But anywho let's catch everyone up on the life and times of myself. Well I've finished my third semester at school, didn't do as well as I would have liked, it may be my last for a while actually. I've been training a lot with the Guard to get ready for the transition into the Stryker's, working at the Brewery, and other than that it's been the same old shit. RIght now I've been thinking a lot about transferring to active duty military. Frankly I like the idea of training everyday, being around people I trust all the time, and just knowing things are secure. Sure there's a risk of being sent over, oh well, I really wouldn't mind. I know that sounds odd but it's true, being deployed wouldn't be the worst thing in my life. I know I'm jumping from topic to topic, but my minds a little scattered so I'm jsut gonna type whatever my mind is on at the moment. At this moment it's on people. Some are generalizations, aome are directed towards friends of mine, others are just for shits and giggles. I'd like to start hings off with a little segment I call "Reality: You're in it so get used to it." I'm finding more and more that most college kids think that reality doesn't apply to them. They think that college is somehow apart from actually reailty, and in a way, an extension of high school. They act just as they did while in grade school, and think that it won't have any serious consequences. Things like hooking up with random guys, bringing them home, puttting yourself and roommates in danger, these are all trivial and have no real consequences in the minds of some people. I'd just like to say that you need to grow the fuck up and realize that life can end in an instant because of a stupid decision, or indecision for that matter. Start realizeng the affects of your choices and take some responsibility, for God's sake this is life now and you have to think long term. But whatever, people get themselves into these bad situations, fuck 'em, they can get themselves out. Another thing, love. How bout that shit huh? Confusing ain't it. Some people think they have it, while in reality it's nothing more than INFATUATION. That's right people, contrary to waht you believe, strong feelings for a person don't always mean love. What they mean is that you have a few things in common, so your brain goes into overload and says "Let's call this shit love and see what happens." People getting married in high school, oops, I mean college(the way people act I get confused sometimes), having long-distance relationships, and things of that sort, well I hope you all end up hurt and divorced to prove a point that love is more than a few strong emotions. One last thing on my rant, I'm not sure when it happened, but I realized as of late that the people I thought were my friends have up and left my life. Well I say good riddance, I know I've become a pessimistic, cynical boar and I'm glad I don't have to put on a good face to make them feel better anymore. So here's my closing comment to all those I once called friends... Fix things yourself, I hope you get your hearts broken, and don't count on me to be there when you really need me, you weren't for me. -Kevin Current Mood: contemplative (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 3rd, 2006
12:21 am	There comes a time when ever man has to make a choice, whether it's a professional choice, or whether it's a personal choice, in the end it's about integrity, and it's about chasing after what you really want, even if that means showing you both care a little, and sometimes, well sometimes you just have to do what's right for your friend, even if it means sacrificing your own happiness When it comes down to it, you just have ot be proud of the decision you made. JD from Scrubs (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 28th, 2006
12:36 am	you can run on for a long time run on for a long time run on for a long time sooner or later god'll cut you down sooner or later god'll cut you down go tell that long tongue liar go and tell that midnight rider tell the rambler, the gambler, the back biter tell 'em that god's gonna cut 'em down tell 'em that god's gonna cut 'em down well my goodness gracious let me tell you the news my head's been wet with the midnight dew i've been down on bended knee talkin' to the man from galilee he spoke to me in the voice so sweet i thought i heard the shuffle of the angel's feet he called my name and my heart stood still when he said, "john go do my will!" go tell that long tongue liar go and tell that midnight rider tell the rambler, the gambler, the back biter tell 'em that god's gonna cut 'em down tell 'em that god's gonna cut 'em down you can run on for a long time run on for a long time run on for a long time sooner or later god'll cut you down sooner or later god'll cut you down well you may throw your rock and hide your hand workin' in the dark against your fellow man but as sure as god made black and white what's done in the dark will be brought to the light you can run on for a long time run on for a long time run on for a long time sooner or later god'll cut you down sooner or later god'll cut you down go tell that long tongue liar go and tell that midnight rider tell the rambler, the gambler, the back biter tell 'em that god's gonna cut you down tell 'em that god's gonna cut you down tell 'em that god's gonna cut you down Johnny Cash - God's Gonna Cut You Down (Comment on this)
Friday, November 17th, 2006
12:06 am	Warm yourself by the fire, son, And the morning will come soon. I’ll tell you stories of a better time, In a place that we once knew. Before we packed our bags And left all this behind us in the dust, We had a place that we could call home, And a life no one could touch. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Down! We are the angry and the desperate, The hungry, and the cold, We are the ones who kept quiet, And always did what we were told. But we’ve been sweating while you slept so calm, In the safety of your home. We’ve been pulling out the nails that hold up Everything you’ve known. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! So open your eyes child, Let’s be on our way. Broken windows and ashes Are guiding the way. Keep quiet no longer, We’ll sing through the day, Of the lives that we’ve lost, And the lives we’ve reclaimed. Go! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up… (I don’t need your help, I’ll stand my ground) Don’t hold me up… (I don’t need your help) No! No! No! Don’t hold me up! (I don’t need your help, I’ll stand my ground) Don’t hold me up! (I don’t need your help, I’ll stand my ground) Don’t let me down, down, down, down, down! Prayer of the Refugee - Rise Against Yeah... -Kevin Current Music: Prayer of the refugee - Rise Against (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 15th, 2006
12:59 am	Hell yes Well it's been quite a long while since I've updated my journal. The main reason is work, lots of work, very litte time, well let's bring everyone up to speed. First off I'm 21 now which means I cna go to the bar, and I have. I got my tattoo, which hurt like all hell but it was definitely worth it. Saw a couple friends that I haven't seen in a while, it was nice to catch up. Let go of a person cause I just don't want that kind opf person in my life anymore, but that will all be explained later. Other than that not a whole lot is going on. I have training next week so I can be in charge of a big vehicle in the army.....why they trust me this much I'll never know. I go to canada the first week of august and then school starts again. Other than that I'm just working a lot. Anyway, just a few songs I'm putting here, one is directed to a certain person, the other I jsut like cause it describes me, so I'll talk to everyone later. Nite all. ~Kevin Don't know what's going on Don't know what went wrong Feels like a hundred years I Still can't believe you're gone So I'll stay up all night With these bloodshot eyes While these walls surround me with the story of our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever Now things are coming clear And I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared So I'll stay out all night Get drunk and fucking fight Until the morning comes I'll Forget about our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever First time you screamed at me I should have made you leave I should have known it could be so much better I hope you're missing me I hope I've made you see That I'm gone forever And now it's coming clear That I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever And now you're gone forever And now you're gone forever ~Three Days Grace - Gone Forever I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one would ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal) I can't escape myself (I can't escape myself) So many times i've lied (So many times i've lied) But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one would ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this animal this animal) So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal I have become) ~Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006
10:10 am	God show me the way cuase the Devil's trying to break me down The only thing that I pray is that my feet don't fail me now And I don't think there's nothing I can do now to right my wrongs I wanna talk to God but I'm afraid cause we ain't spoke in so long 'Jesus Walks' - Kanye West (Comment on this)
9:34 am	Dead to the world People say reality can be a real slap in the face at times, if that's the case then let's just say I got a nice nuclear bomb of reality this morning. I can't even look at myself in the mirror anymore. What do you do when things get like this? All I know is I give up, it's just too much anymore, I can't put myself through this. Here I am questioning everything I've ever known and all because of one simple thing. Simple, yeah right, I thought it would be, turns out things aren't always as they seem, but I guess that's life right? Whichever the case it's just too much for me, I need to make some real big changes and make them quick or I'll end up like I've always thought I would. You can't help me, no one can anymore... ~ Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Bleed - Cold (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
1:06 pm	Yeah, that's it "Re-Arranged" Just think about it Lately I've been skeptical Silent when I would used to speak Distant from all around me who witness me fail and become weak Life is overwhelming Heavy is the head that wears the crown id love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down but you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain because you know it all and I guess things will never change but you might need my hand when falling in your hole Your disposition ill remember when im letting go of... you and me we're through and rearranged It seems that your not satisfied there's too much on your mind So you leave and I cant believe all the bullshit that I find Life is overwhelming Heavy is the head that wears the crown I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down but you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain because you know it all and I guess things will never change but you might need my hand when falling in your hole Your disposition ill remember when im letting go of... you and me we're through and rearranged It seems that your not satisfied there's too much on your mind So you leave and I cant believe all the bullshit that I find Life is overwhelming Heavy is the head that wears the crown I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down .. you're no good for me Thank God its over You make believe that nothing is wrong until you're cryin' You make believe life is so long until you're dyin' You make believe that nothing is wrong until you're cryin', cryin' on me You make believe that life is so long until you're dyin', dyin' on me!! you think everybody is the same I don't think that anybody is like you (You ruin everything and you kept fuckin' with me until its over) ~Limp Bizkit Yeah, after finding out a few things that definitely describes how I feel about a certain person at this point. I hope you're happy with the decisions you made cause I really can't believe you would do that, but oh well, people surprise me all the time, I guess this is no different. Current Mood: surprised Current Music: Re-Arranged - Limp Bizkit (Comment on this)
Friday, April 7th, 2006
12:29 am	Reply to the comment Whoever left that nice little comment to my last entry I just have on thing to say to you... I hope you fucking die. I'm so sick of you fucking people that think you know what's going on. This high school drama bullshit really doesn't have a place in my life anymore and if you think you can just fucking read what I write and have this all powerful knowledge of my life then you're dead wrong. But since you all think you do let me enlighten you on my life the past week. First off I pulled two all-nighters in a row, so I went monday and tuesday on no sleep. Not to mention I had about 20 different things to do this week for Greek Week. To top that all off I get into a fight because I supposedly 'fly off the handle' well maybe people should try to understand why I do this instead of jumping to conclusions. I'd say going 72 fucking hours without sleep, taking all kinds of tests, doing all kinds of events for Greek Week, getting no time to relax, so maybe I was a little irritated. But hey, who cares, I just fly off the handle for no reason cause that's how I am right. So there, all you fucking people, there's something to ponder, there's my life in a nutshell. I'm just so tired of people thinking they know about me when they don't. I guess that's my fault too though, right? I don't talk to people, never open up to people, so I guess in the end everything is my fault, big fucking surprise huh? Oh well, that's my life, always at fault, never understood, and to tod it all off, I lost the most important thing becuase of it, guess I'm just a world class fuck up huh? Seems that way to me. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 6th, 2006
3:31 am	In a moment, everything can change Whoever said that sure knew what they were talking about. When I thought things were going so well I guess I was wrong yet again. So now I guess I'll just sit back and control my temper cause when I don't things just turn into one big cluster fuck. But hey, that's what I'm good at right, I always take a good thing and piss it all away, it's what I'm good for. My advice for anyone that knows me is to get out while you can, just up and leave cause at some point I'm going to fuck everything up and you all really don't need to go through that. So now I'll take some time to myself, figure out what's wrong with me, and make the necessary changes to fix the situation, if I can that is. I probably can't, I've probably already done too much and said too much to ever fix it. Here's a real idea, I'll just leave, go somewhere, anywhere, I don't care, neither does anyone else. I'll start a new life there, completely change who I am, be what the world wants and no one will ever know who the real me is. That's the real question, who is the real me? Someone who's caring and loving, who drops everything to help out the people he cares about? Or is it a cold, unforgiving person, never making a real connection to anyone, always distant so that they can't hurt him? Which is it, one, the other, a bit of both, or neither. I really don't know myself anymore, oh well, just one more part of my fucked up life. I guess that's teh best descripton of my life, a fuck up, I was born a fuck up and that's how I'll die. That's my story for the nite, if you don't know the situation, fuck off I don't care. I'm going to bed cause I have a test in 5 hours and I didn't plan on staying up this late so I probably won't talk to anyone tomorrow so just fuck off. ~JB Current Mood: predatory Current Music: Pain - Jimmy Eat World (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 31st, 2006
1:08 am	Jebus I don't even know too much anymore, it just seems the more I tell about myself the less it helps so I'm done. From now on it's just me against the world, I can't really count on anyone else anymore, they've all seemed to fail me as of late. From now on I'm just going to take everyone on my own and leave everyone else behind. I guess that's how it's always been, just myself that I could count on, well I guess it's time for me to surrender to that part of me that I hate. It's harsh and unforgiving but it gets things done, sorry all but it's the choice I have to make. ~JB "Hate Every Beautiful Day" Something's gotta change again I'm losing, my inspirations gone, oh no oh no Seeing through some different eyes I can't find, my medications failed, again again I can feel a change I can feel, can you feel it See it on the street watching heat from the pavement Cause I'm here, ready to take it all here Everything's feeling unclear I wish it was raining Cause I hate every beautiful day Faces in the crowd Fake smiles for miles My imitations wrong of them again Trapped inside this cheap hotel Bored as hell turing the channels 'round In my head In my bed I can feel a change I can feel, can you feel it See it on the street watching heat from the pavement Cause I'm here, ready to take it all here Everything's feeling unclear I wish it was raining Cause I hate every beautiful day I can feel a change I can feel, can you feel it See it on the street watching heat from the pavement I can feel a change I can feel, can you feel it I'm not the same, not the same lost my feeling All I know I'll never know All I know I'll never know Cause I'm here, ready to take it all here Everything's feeling unclear I wish it was raining Cause I hate every beautiful day Every beautiful day Every beautiful day Every beautiful day ~Sugarcult Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Pain - Jimmy Eat World (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 30th, 2006
2:35 am	Whatever "Save Me" Had a bad day, don't talk to me, gonna ride this out, My little black heart, breaks apart, with your big mouth. And I'm sick of my sickness Dont touch me, you'll get this. I'm useless, lazy, perverted, and you hate me. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, And everything, everything's my fault. Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stop.(whoa) Got medication, a new addiction, Fuckin thanks a lot. Had a relapse, right outta rehab, It ruins everything.(whoa) So point your finger, at the singer, He's in the pharmacy. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call , and everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything, and everthing's my fault. And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet, Baby why the wake up call. I'm bad boy, tell the tabloids, everything's my fault. Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it, Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it, Whoa Whoa everthing's my fault, everthing's my fault. I went to heaven, but couldn't get in, For what I had done. I said please take me he said you're crazy you had too much fun. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call , and everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything,everthing's my fault. You can't save me, You can't change me, You can't save me, You can't change me, You can't save me, You can't change me,(everthing's my fault) You can't save me, You can't change me, Everything's my fault. ~Unwritten Law Yeah, if you don't know, don't ask. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Save Me - Unwritten Law (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 28th, 2006
4:09 pm	Such a long time Wow I haven't written in a while, I could make up some excuse but the truth is I'm just a lazy piece of shit. Anyway, not a whole lot has been going on lately, been trying to make it to classes, that hasn't been working out so well but I'm trying. Working a little bit, drill, stuff like that. Classes aren't too bad, need to step it up a little bit but I can handle it. Been trying to figure things out, I think I got it so I'm set but don't ask aboutit, it's complicated and that's how I am so there :-p I must say though, college kids are starting to piss me off though. Some people really need to get teh fuck beat out of them and I think I'm the right guy for the job. I might just be making a trip up to IUP whether Alex wants me too or not. Anyway, I've had too many opportunities to throw down and I never get to, little frustrated but I'm not worried cause i know with the way people are someone will catch me on the wrong day and I'll just lose it so it will all work out. Aside from all that things are pretty good but I will write later, not sure when so don't hold your breath. ~Kevin Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Kiss me, I'm shitfaced - Dropkick Murphys (Comment on this)
Monday, March 20th, 2006
11:51 pm	Tru dat Know what's weird? Day by day, nothing seems to change, but pretty soon...everything's different. --Calvin from Calvin and Hobbes (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 9th, 2006
10:32 am	Yeah, that's it... I don't feel the way I've ever felt I know Going to smile and not get worried I try but it shows Anyone can make what I have built And better now Anyone can find the same white pills It takes my pain away It's a lie; A kiss with open eyes And she's not breathing back Anything but bother me (It takes my pain away) Nevermind, these are hurried times I can't let it bother me I never thought I'd walk away from you I did. But it's a false sense of accomplishment Everytime I quit Anyone can see my every flaw It isn't hard Anyone can say they're above this all It takes my pain away! It's a lie; A kiss with open eyes And she's not breathing back Anything but bother me (It takes my pain away) Nevermind, these are hurried times I can't let it bother me I can't let it bother me. It takes my pain away! It's a lie; A kiss with open eyes And she's not breathing back Anything but bother me (It takes my pain away) Nevermind, these are hurried times I can't let it bother me Current Music: Pain - Jimmy Eat World (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
10:41 am	What a weekend This weeknd was absolutely amazing. We drove up friday afternoon, got up there, went to the hot tub to relax and ending up getting kicked out, don't ask. After that we just went back to the house, drank a little that nite. The next morning we got up, went out skiing, made a few runs and went back to the house to see my cousins before they left for Niagra. Started drinking around 1 or 2 and just relaxed teh rest of the day cause I was on vacation and I didn't really care. The dinner was great and afterwards was even better. Took a nap and when I got up everyone was getting back so we all started playing Asshole, I didn't win all that much, but it was still fun. Sunday we got up and out of thehosue by 11, went down to the Clubhouse and ate a lot. Made a few runs, down the mountain and back, ate more, made more runs, then the real fun started. We reserved the courts for 5 and started playing volleyball, not just playing around, but hardcore volleyball. A few bruises and 2 hours later we were finished and so we decided to hit the hot tub again before we left. The drive home wasn't too bad, we all stopped at ENP to get dinner, which was just as fun as teh rest of the weekend with Justin there, lol. Anyways, that was my weekend, ask if you want to know more. ~Kevin Current Mood: tired Current Music: Niki FM - Hawthorne Heights (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
6:08 pm	WDVE One of the unseen benefits of the collapse of the value systems our families believed in - that the mill would look after you through thick and thin - was that now, decades later, there is not a town in America where a Pittsburgher cannot feel at home. Nearly every city in the United States has a designated "Black and Gold" establishment. From Bangor, Maine to Honolulu, Hawaii, and every town in between can be found an oasis of Iron City, chipped ham and yinzers. It's great to know that no matter what happened in the lives of our Steel City refugees, they never forgot the things that held us together as a city - families, food, and Steelers football. It's what we call the Steeler Nation. -Scott Paulsen (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 7th, 2006
2:33 am	When I rule the world So I thought that I should put this into my journal. I know that a lot of people already know about my plan for when I take over the world, but now it's public information so everyone can see how amazingly logical it is and realize that the world would actually be better if I were in charge. I. Sectioning off the world This part is exactly how the world will be when I take over... China: China is my first part mainly becuase it's one of the largest countries in the world, and the fact that it has over 1 billion people. Can anyone say tidal wave? I figure if we take out about a billion of them, not only will that give the entire world more food, but it's one less communist country I have to worry about. Africa: Africa is, of course, the 'Disease' continent. This is because there are already so many incurable diseaes in Africa that I am going to condemn the entire continent and anyone with and incurable disease will go there, thus eliminating all the diseases. Europe: Europe will be my center for everything science relater. Why? Becuase Europe is amazing, it's got Italy, the Pope, and the Swiss. Europe will be changed to fit this of course. No more liberal spouting French people, and the entire continent will be policed by the British. I pick the british cause they're angry and they don't hesitate to beat the hell out of someone with their big sticks just for looking at them wrong. Middle East: The Middle East will become one giant gas station. Who will be the company? Sheetz, because Sheetz has great food on top of their cheap gas. United States: Lets face it, the US has been corrupted and screw up for years, which is why I'm taking everyone that has any worth and moving them to China, after the giant tidal wave of course. This will give all the people that have any worth more land and less of everything they don't want. Like crime, liberals, and taxes. Once everyone is moved to China, the US will become a giant pot farm, in which I will give to the many potheads that I know. Let's face it, you can't stop a pothead from smoking pot, just let them do it, and aside from that it will generate all sorts of funds. Cuba: It will be sunk, off the map, end of story. Australia: I'm going to take Australia back to what it was originally used for....Prison. It's perfect, it's large enough to hold all the prisoners of the world, surounded by water that's infested with sharks and jellyfish, and it's not that bad of a place so at least it will be enjoyable. The thought of getting sent to an island that has murderers and rapist running free will really stop the crime in the world, don't you think? If I didn't mention a part of the world, it's because I don't care what they do, just as long as they don't try to attack anyone, then I'll have to bootstomp them and take over their country. II. Laws First law: If you commit a crime, you go to Australia, if you survive, good for you and you can return to your home. If anyone drives like a shithead, I will revoke their license on the spot and they are required to ride a pink bicycle for the rest of their life so everyone knows what kind of drive they were. The only person that can tell me what to do....The Pope. The Pope is half a step away from God, and God is good. If the Pope is angry, he may just have to have a chat with God and get a little smiting going on. Moral of this law: God is good, and he makes all the rules. The majority will always win. If 2% of people want to change something becuase it's offensive. Well you're shit outta luck, cause 98% of people don't care so sit down and shut up. Aside from all that not much will change. People will live their lives, make money, buy things, and all will be well. Gas will be cheap, no wars, no terrorism, and things will finally make sense. Everyone will have a place to go, and life will go on as normal. If you wish to support my ideas, leave a comment, if you don't like my ideas, well it's my opinion so I hope you at least leave something intelligent alogn with your name. If you just plan to rant to me about my opinion, go run head first into a brick wall, trust me, it will make both of us happier. ~Kevin P.S. The following people have a special place in the new world and I would like to say who they are and what they get... Alex - She gets Italy cause that's what she wants and frankly I don't mind. Good food, good people, wierd cars, and the Pope Amy - Secretary of Stuff and free sheetz food Brad - Secretary of War, why not Brad, he's bright (sometimes) and angry. Hunters - All the hunters in the world get Canada becasue pretty much anythign you would ever want to hunt is in Canada. Myself - Aside from the entire world I'm putting homes in Iceland and Sweden and Poland and Ireland. Why those places? First off, Iceland rocks, the people are big, angry, and they descend from Vikings. Swedend because they refused to join the EU which is absolutely amazing. Poland because that's where my heritage is. Ireland just because all the people there like to drink, they like contact sports, and they play the Bagpipes. If anyone else wants an honorable mention, just leave a comment Current Mood: amused (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
1:07 am	Once again... Well I'm back, once again. This entry will have two parts, one telling a few details about my life, and the second, of course, a rant. Part I First off, much to everyones dismay, I started smoking again, I don't care who fucking knows anymore. Everytime I stand up for something, no one supports me so why should I stand up for myself anymore. I'll quit when I God damn want. With all the stress this month from the holidays, to relationship problems, problems with friends, problems with this, problems with that, the shitty work schedule and people I had to work with, it was all just too fucking much, so there. The world now knows and that's one more thing you can all degrade me about and bitch about when I'm not around. So feel free, have a field day with that shit. Everything else is just fucking peachy though(sarcasm). There's so much shit going on I can't stop my mind anymore, too many thoughts, too much anger, too much everything. I'm just sick of the battles I fight when nothing gets accomplished. Maybe I'll just stop fighting, stop speaking my mind, stop voicing out and just become another fucking drone for you all to control cause no one wants to hear my opinion anymore that's for damn sure. Part II Here's my rant......wait, nevermind, I can't do this anymore. I can't speak out, I can't tell you all what I think, all I can do is take things as they come and not have a say in them at all. I'm sorry for all my past rants, they mean nothing right now so I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused. Fuck you all ~JB Realized I can never win Sometimes I feel like I've failed Inside where do I begin My mind is laughing at me Tell me, why am I to blame Aren't we, supposed to be the same That's why, I will never change This thing that's burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Sometimes I can never tell If I've got something after me That's why I just beg and plead For this curse to leave me Tell me, why am I to blame Aren't we, supposed to be the same That's why, I will never change This thing that's burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Betrayed I feel so, enslaved I really tried I did my time I did my time I did my time I did my time I did my time I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me I'm glad the anger's changing me I'm glad the anger's changing me ~Korn - 'Did my time' Current Mood: predatory Current Music: Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy (Comment on this)