| -almost friday- | ||||
| 05:28pm 12/06/2003 | ||||
sorry i havent written in a while, been sorta busy, studying and all. alright, well i just got back from my longest run ever! haha it was like an hour and 15 mins, it was nuts. yeh ppl say im crazy for running so much, but i like it, it keeps me in shape, and since i have a low self esteem, hopefully enough of this will help to give me some confidence. ahh i hate it how i think so low of myself, its horrible..but honestly, i dont think im like good enough...ever. i dont know whats wrong with me, maybe its just a phase, and ill get over it eventually, i hope so, i dont like my self image...and i want that to change. well the reason i havent written too, is cuz nothing that eventful has occured. tests, studying for finals, u know, just closing up the year. but ehh, i dont know, this week was kinda wierd. richie's been acting, well, different. i dont know what it is, but he's been like so involved with like joey and his new bowl and how much he cant wait to smoke this weekend...i dont know, i feel like second best to all that, or maybe thats just me. he's been all like wierd this week, we honestly havent really had a real conversation at all, and i feel like the only reason he wants me there is so that he has someone to make fun of, which is basically all he's been doing. yeh, dont get me wrong, i love joking around and stuff, and i have a great time with him, but he doesnt know when to stop, and when to just not say anything. its getting on my nerves. i dont wanna bring it up, cuz he might take it offensively and be like what the hell are you talking about, if u feel that way then dont go out wiht me..blabla. but i have a feeling itll pass, cuz summer's almost here. well thats all i really feel like writing about right now, its so f'ing hot out, i cant stand it anymore! alright, back to lounging around/studying in my nice, cool, air-conditioned house...<3 *4 DAYS TIL DIXIE CHICKS!!!* until tomorrow, ~andrea |
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