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| 05:09pm 13/05/2003 | ||||
alrighty, well u know the entry from yesterday...well things seem to be better. the person apologized a lot, and wrote me a note saying how bad they feel, how much i mean to them, and how sorry they are for saying such a thing. That note really made my day, it made me feel so loved. Although i was really upset, hearing those things brought my spirit by like 100, and things should be back to normal between me and them in no time, which is good, cuz this person means so much, and i dotn know what i would do without them... Anyways, nothing besides getting that note really happened today..except im excited for this weekend!!! first of all, i get to miss school friday for a two day regatta, Stotesbury Cup, and i hope we do well!! And then saturday is the rest of the regatta, and thta night should rock, dont wanna say why, cuz these days, word spreads like wildfire, and before ya know it, the whole school, so im gonna do my part and keep my mouth shut so that i can have an awesome weekend, but having somewhere to stay that night afterwards would really top it off... Ugh. The only reason that i am writing now is to avoid the shitload of hw i have. Its horrible! I am so fucking stressed and overwhelmed with schoolwork its not even funny. I feel like i have so much stuff to do, and so little time to do it in, and whenever i do work, i feel like no matter how long i spend working, i dont get anything accomplished. I hate school. Plain and simple. I need a vacation like no other, i cant wait for summer.. Speaking of summer, i've been thinking... I feel like in the summer im not gonna care anymore, its gonna be great. Not only cuz theres gonan be like no rules or anything, cuz i thnk the friend situation will change. I feel like those who ive kind of drifted away from this year ill start to hang out with again, at least i hope thats the case, cuz i truly miss those ppl, and its a shame that years of great memories all go out the window just because of one year. And summer will mean that i have survived the first year of highschool, something i thought to be impossible before. Its had its ups and down, and cliffords a bitch, and hw is a pain in the ass, but overall, it wasnt good, it wasnt bad, on the other hand, it was nothing like i thought it would be. If i can say anything about this year, i think its been a learning experience (NOT cuz its school, lol) but cuz of the social aspect and stuff...and i've realized a lot about people...that those who are your true friends will always be there for you, and on the other hand, people grow apart from one another, and theres nothing wrong with that at all. Things change, and thats just the way it is... Well, it was nice chatting, or should i say procrastinating, but i have to get to my hw, cuz i have a busy week ahead, and if i dont make some sort of progress, im screwed!!! maybe ill be back later if anything eventful goes on (highly unlikely)...<3 until tomorrow, ~andrea |
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