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    Sunday, January 26th, 2003
    11:11 am
    this weekend
    hey yall! whats happenin?? nothin here on my side of the fence.. lol. this weekend wasnt anything big. on friday night me n kel went to see "Darkness Falls". AWESOME movie, by the way!! it wasnt really scary, but there were alot of parts where u jumped up n screamed out. n of course, theres the stupid ass people in the theatre that have to laugh n talk n shit after every scary part. but neways, after the movie we went back to kels n watched the movie "Kids". It sucked.. then on saturday we watched "Barber Shop".. if ya didnt know before, me n kel watch alot of movies. after that we went to *MW*. im not gonna say the name of the place. but we saw krissy, sarah, n amber there. then after that we went back to kels n dyed our hair. i dyed mine a plum color, n she dyed hers (drum roll please) BLONDE!! of course.. hehe. but it didnt turn out the way she wanted, so then on sunday we got another hair dye n i did it this time. it turned out pretty good. omg last night i had a really really sad dream about 'nick'. im gonna try to explain the dream, but its one of those hard-to-explain dreams, so follow along to the best of your ability!! hehe.. here goes:(everything i say was in the dream)

    in the past, me n kel had gone to dots one time, n we had seen 'nick' there, along with his friends' older brother. but the dots was like the inside of 'nicks' house. (i dunno how i knew what the inside of his house looked like, but i just did). 'nick' had lived in this huge, old house, but he was moving that day. so i was really depressed. so after he moved out, me n kel went inside of the house n it was empty, n u could see some remains of his stuff. it was sooooo sad. n then i went up to his room in the house (again, i dont know how i knew which room was his, but come on now, its a dream) n i got even more sad. then we saw ghosts in the house. so we went outside n i was so sad i just started running home. i was crying when i was running home. IT WAS SO DEPRESSING! then (in the dream) i woke up, and thought it was just a dream. but then i realized it really wasnt a dream. (remember, this is all in the dream. i never REALLY woke up). so i continued crying n thats all i remember.. it was sickening!

    ok, back to my journal entry. if any of you are really confused, i can understand!! hehe.. that was really hard to type out.. gawsh, now im sitting here thinking about how i'd feel if i ever found out if he really did move. ugh.. i dont wanna think about it. so im gonna go!! bye.. see ya at school tomorrow!!

    Current Mood: sad
    Current Music: I Wanna Love You Forever -- Jessica Simpson
    Thursday, January 23rd, 2003
    5:07 pm
    just bored
    ugh im so bored.. n stupid ppl keep iming me!! i have a feeling this weekend is gonna suck!! on friday, me n kel are goin to see "darkness falls". it looks pretty cool. it would be alot better if *he* was coming tho ;) gawsh, hes so hot! i cant ever get him off my mind. if anybody reading this knows how to get a guy off thier mind, without killing themselves, let me know! im in need! hehe. im still excited about valentines day coming up. did i already tell u that me n *him* didnt talk today? well if i didnt, then now ya kno. we were makin a lot of eye contact. it really sux when the guy u like talks to other girls. like i kno they arent hermits, n they should be able to have a social life too, but it still doesnt take the feeling of jealousy away! especially knowing that im not able to just walk up to him n start a convo. but any other girl that doesnt even like him can. i was talkin to kelly a couple mins. ago, tellin her about how *he* touched that girls bookbag today (gag). n she was like "well would u rather him have touched her butt?" oOoOo just the thought of that made me hate her more! if she would ever lay her psychopathic hands on him, id tackle her. like seriously. i cant get ferocious! ok instead of puttin *him* im just gonna refer to him as "nick". dont get confused tho! haha i tell alot of ppl his name is nick. dont u hate when people act like your best friend when you're in class with them, but once they're around their snotty friends, they act like u dont even exist? god i could kill people like that. i kno a couple of them, to say the least. but whatever, i dont care nemore. i seriously lack of caring for alot of things now-a-days. its kinda frightening! just like, last year i was majorly emotional. but now im just kinda blah. but as they say, time changes everything!! another thing i hate is when people try to make fun of me, or like my friends, or anyone in general. i could give a rats ass what they are saying. like people shouldnt flatter themselves n think i give a damn about what they think of me. cuz obviuosly if they're just gonna critisize me then they're the ones with the problem! get this.. i have something else i hate! i hate when u've known someone for a really long time, and u think u guys are friends, but then they gt around new people, n just because they've made some new friends, they think they're better than everyone else. seriously.. they're just dumbasses. i hate when ppl think they're better. CUZ THEY'RE NOT! im in a hatefull mood! then again i have every right to be! people irritate the hell out of me.. ok i think my blood pressure is rising.. lol.. so im gonna go!! byes..

    Current Mood: hateful
    Current Music: I Need You -- LeAnn Rime
    2:08 pm
    2day at sch00L
    0kkz... i have a new enemy!! ugh.. why do stupid bytches aLways gotta hit on the guy u Like?? that gurL.. iomg.. n she*s U-G-L-Y!! Like seriousLy. i mean i kno thats mean, but she*s mean too! she doesn*t HAVE to taLk to ryan. but noOoOoOo.. they aLways do. i was aLL happy cuz he*s in my computer cLass, but so is she. n she sits next to ryan*s friend, so her n ryan taLk sometimes. i think she needs 2 die. hehe. me n trish we discussing this. she doesn*t Like her now, either. neither duz keL!i!i hehe. u guys dunno what it means to be for u to hate her! jk.. n then.. to the reaLLi bad part.. after the beLL rang she was waLkin in frunna him n he pushed her bookbag. OMFG. trish just L00ked at me n started praying for her. `LoL` n then they waLked side-by-side for Like 10 seconds. i wanted to cry!! girLz SUCKKKK. Like even worse then guys sometimes. Like it*s gross. this girL cuts herself n is in foster care n was at a hospital for suicide n shyt. now i cud be a reaLLi mean person n say her name, but i*m not gonna. but Let her keep taLkin to ryan n we*LL see wut happenz.. more L8er..

    B. L. S. <33 R.S.K.

    Current Mood: frustrated
    Current Music: nothing.. but that one song 'hold me baby' is in muh head..
    Wednesday, January 22nd, 2003
    5:29 pm
    what happened yesterday!!
    omg.. i found out ryan has a computer class with me also! yesterday was the first day of the semester. it was a lil shaky during the day cuz of gym, but at least kels in it with me n some other friends. i just cant believe me n ryan have 2 classes together. god hes so hot. i was walkin into the dungeon n i saw him heading for my classroom, n my heart jumped up into my throat. so i walked in n sure enough there he was, at a computer desk. we didnt talk during computer (of course). but get this.. WE TALKED IN MATH!! he actually was the first one to start the convo. i wud tell ya the convo, but i already typed this out like 6 times so i dont really feel like it. gawd i wish we could just hook up already. then again today when i had to be in his group, i couldnt even look him straight in the eye close up. i mean thats pretty bad, considering we make eye contact any other time. i just want him to like me.. thats all. i hope someday he will. i think maybe tomorrow ill try to talk to him first. he has been the first one to talk everytime, except when i asked the question n he answered. lol im such a dok. im so weird.. like ill be all happy during the day when i see him, n then a couple hours after school ill still be happy, but then i get home n i settle down, n everything just kinda sucks. i dunno tho.. i have problems! hehe.. then again who doesnt. okkz im gettin bored.. so im out.. I <33 ryan!!

    Current Mood: drained
    Current Music: Jody Watley- Some Kind Of Lover