| all i want for christmas...... is YOU |
[09 Dec 2004|01:21pm] |
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| Just another day in my life |
[01 Dec 2004|02:36pm] |
Well today is my birthday and can you believe it I am really not that excited over it which I am really suprised about I guess it cause of the age. My turkey day went pretty well for the most part of it. I watched around the world in 80 days and that movie could of been better but what do you expect for a kid movie. I didn't do much on the weekend since I had to work friday and saturday. Which black friday went pretty well and it was fun since I got to stay in the back and tag things. Saturday wasn't that bad I got to work on the floor since it wasn't that busy. We are having this contest thing at work where you have to sell some gloves hat or scarf for 10.00 with an purchase which isnt bad when it is usually 2 for 25.oo.! My grandmother came down today to wish me a happy birthday which was very nice of her since I barely get to see her. I wish this weekend would get here so I can party saturday night and then again sunday at bowling and then monday night with some friends.  I havent been getting much hours at work which always a bad thing near the holidays. Plus with this court thingy comming up it doesn't help either way. I am not gonna go to jail im gonna be determined I didn't do it.
But anywhoo'z Me and John are doing good which is very shocking.. I love that Kid.. LOL
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[01 Dec 2004|01:16pm] |
IM THE BIG 22 TODAY.... YIPPIE SKIPPIE
AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF I HAVE WORK TONIGHT
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| Working hard or barely working |
[19 Nov 2004|12:05pm] |
Well I have been working at learners now for almost 3 weeks and I love it so much. It's fun and easy for the most part that I do. The sucky part is that they expect you to know everything already when some of it is easy to catch on too but other stuff isnt.But they help you out when you need it which is all good. Stephanie and Hailey the ast.managers I love them 2 to death cause they are so nice and fun to get along with. I love picking on Hailey she is fun to work with. I work with her again saturday night. She is from westminster so she has a long drive to come here. Now that the christmas rush is comming I think I might actually get some more hours in which is always cool. I know I haven't updated in awhile so that is what I am doing today. I wish I could do something to help my sister out but it's just so hard I don't know what to do. Thanksgiving is just like around the corner from here and I haven't even started my christmas shopping.
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| My life |
[10 Nov 2004|12:57pm] |
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I havent been on here so much lately I was on XANGA for awhile and I can't seem to make up my mind which one I like better. So I think I am staying on here for now on. I work at Learner now in eastpoint which believe it or not isnt a bad job. Everyone is nice there and easy to get along with, so that is cool. I ate dinner yesterday at applebee's and then I had to go to work. Oh boy that was so much fun let me tell you. I was so out of it yesterday that when I got off the phone with john I put it on the floor to charge and then I rolled over and was I love you. The funny part is that no one is there with me but my 2 dragons and my cat that is STILL in heat. The dungeons are gonna be 100% better next year cause my good friends are comming back and to top it all off mr.brian is running the show and I get to chill with my girls JULZ and JUL. We are CRAZY when we are down there. My birthday is comming up(Dec 1)... so that means everyone start shopping to suprise me. I finally got to see sherk 2 and Garfield. I like both of those movies they are funny for kid movies. Well Im gonna bounce I will update later
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| Break the Silence.... |
[13 Oct 2004|02:41pm] |
THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998
Listen to the mustn'ts, child.
Listen to the don'ts.
Listen to the shouldn'ts,
The impossibles, the won'ts.
Listen to the never haves,
Then listen close to me ...
Anything can happen, child.
Anything can be.
~ Shel Silverstein
Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.
What will you do to end the silence?
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| this is how i feel |
[12 Oct 2004|03:34pm] |
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| Sometimes when you lose you gain.... |
[11 Oct 2004|02:59pm] |
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Well lately living in this house is like a joke, because one minute they will be there for you and talk to you and show concern, then the next there down your throat yelling and bitching at you. So I see it like this I will NEVER make them happy so screw it. Im just gonna worry about myself for now. I am gonna make myself happy some how. Im here to make some improvement. Yesterday, I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life and now its gonna cost me a little. I thought I had a meeting yesterday for party city, so I go up there and you know it was last weekend. So of course the one manager told me to call the other one today. So i got up and called him and he said they over hired so they had to let me go. So poo poo on them! I will be determined to work 2 jobs so I can pay somethings off that I need to do. I want to thank chris for cheering me up yesterday cause I need someone to pick me up from having a bad day. I was talking to my aunt the other day and she was telling me that I could move in there. So I have been just sitting here and thinking about it. I think I might hold her up on her words. Andrew came down this weekend also which of course I had a blast with him, he is one of my special friends in the whole wide world. He is like a brother to me that I never had. I wish I could just go up to new york sometime to see how is life is like up there. Me,him,and Jessica went to the dungeons and yes they were GAY,this year is the year to definitly not to waste your money. We were drinking alittle while we were there but hey its all good in the hood. Then of course the weekend had to come to an end and Andrew had to head back. I hope his bead and everything we picked out works good. I gained a new sister this weekend so that was cool. well im heading off of this thing. Kim is supposed to fix this for me. So we will just wait and see...
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[09 Oct 2004|03:39pm] |
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im leaving blurty since people like to break into my journal
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| Just another day in my life |
[26 Sep 2004|02:08pm] |
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So lately everyone in this house has been very ignornant to me, but expect one person cause she don't know any better but she can pluck my nerves every once in awhile. Yesterday I had to watch courtney from 1-5, so in that time frame we watched tv together,we picked on each other for awhile,I taught her somethings on the computer,and then we made cake. while we were making the cake she was washing the dishes cause she said she wanted to do that. Well I put the cake in the oven and shortly afterwords Paula comes home. She just starts complaining about everything. Like the computer room and the kitchen.Yes take it the kitchen was a mess but we were still in there. The computer room is always a mess cause courtney and laura leave there mess in here. Laura hardly picks the stuff up in here cause she comes in here to do her homework which isnt a big deal. But when your finished at least straighten it up. Well Paula looks around and says Im tired living with pigs in this house, I work for a living and then I have to come home and clean up after you pigs. Mean while she was saying that she was looking at me. Then she had the nerve to say I work 8hr days at least when someone is home all day they could clean this house. It's not like they have to go to work. Well that got me mad. So of course I just came in the computer room and started to clean the computer room. Well she came in there and was like no I will do it my damnself cause im tired of this. So i was like fine then do it. I went to the kitchen and she yelled at me again and was like no im gonna do it so it gets done right. So laura left her clothes in the dryer so I was gonna take them out and put them in her hamper so I could put my clothes in. Paula comes in and tells me to get off her clothes and I told her they were Laura's and she told me she put them in there. So i told her no laura did cause we folded the ones that were in there. Then she told me to get off laura's clothes. So i was like fine. I went upstairs finished getting dressed and I left for the dungeons. Im not about to put up with her anymore. So when I came home she was giving me dirty looks, probly cause she knew I was right and she was wrong. But she is never wrong. So I put my clothes in the dryer and waited till she went to bed to put my other load in. So now today im washing my bed clothes and my last of lastnights load. Then im off to bowling to get away from here. I just wish god would grant my wish of giving me a job. It would be so much better for me. well im gonna finish doing what i was doing and talk to you all later gators.
TOO MUCH DQ CAN LEAD TO MAJOR HEADACHE
Love
Shell
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[21 Sep 2004|02:43pm] |
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Well yesterday was a bad day for me but you know it can only get better as they say but it will only be better when I drop them all. I honestly know who is here for me and who isn't so keep on running your mouth because that makes me see im the center of your attention. I woke up early today kinda and my father didn't even say shit to me about yesterday which is very odd of him. I think he is finally fed up like I am right now. Yeah I had a very long talk lastnight with my bestfriend and he was telling me that some people just like to have the drama in there life to make them feel better about there own. But really pisses me off is when that person is SUPPOSED to be there for you they are running there mouth. So im not gonna be that childish and run my mouth about them im just ignore them now on. Oh you want me to do something umm let me think about it....how bout NO that is what you get for running your mouth about me. I wish I could just get a job and get out of here so much is bothering me here. Tommorow is the anversary date of my mothers death and I get really depressed around this time. But tonight I think Im gonna just sit in my room when I get home and write somethings to get me to vent. Yeah lastnight when I was talking to my bestfriend we were just doing and saying stupid shit to get each other to laugh because with him he needs a good laugh since his life is crazy 2. well im done for now im going OUT. for the rest of the night talk to you later...
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| Till the day I die... |
[20 Sep 2004|01:47pm] |
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Well lastnight was fun I must say even tho I bowled bad it doesnt matter cause I got ... thanks greg! I found out if you squeez your together before you bowl you will do good. (right tammi and erika!) I was drinking like I haven't drank in years, all because my fellow alcholics of edgemere. Well I was totally againist at one time drinkin on sunday's and now look at me I drank lastnight and it was sunday. Oh yeah im the boss of the team and I changed the name of our team to sweedishfish. Greg is crazy I never knew I would have this much fun with him. But I figured out the trick you have to buy the first one and he buys the rest. Lastnight would of been so much more fun if I would of been able to do what I wanted to do but someone decided not to call me back. Im not gonna mention any names but this has been how many weekends now? Yeah KY also told me about my law breaking father did this weekend so now im not the bad one after all. Well I hope everyone had fun lastnight cause I know I sure did cant wait for every weekend forward. My buddy andy your ass better be on your way to edgemere and I want to with you again.... hey chunk FINGER ELEVEN.... just for you...
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Well lastnight was a very intresting and fun night I might say with the dungeon setup and then talking to people I havent seen in awhile. I was talking to an old friend of mine and she is trying to start a family and is finally getting married. I guess that break she took for awhile she noticed what she had meant something important to her. I sure do miss the high school days sitting with people at lunch and talking to Adam and Selena and hearing them fight over stupid stuff, and then of course you had andy is had to be the funny one and make fun of them. I talked to my friend lastnight on the phone and we kept on being funny when we needed to hang up neither of us would. I sure can't wait till this weekend tho hopefully it will be one I will always remember. Hopefully going to .
I might go over my sisters for a little while tonight or just wait and go sunday. Sunday night is gonna be one hell of a night for me im gonna be out all damn day.
well im gone till later tonight
Shell
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Why does the color of my coffee match your eyes
Why do I see you when a stranger passes by
I swear I hear you in the whisper of the wind
I feel you when the sun is dancin' on my skin
And when it's raining
You won't find me complainin' cause
When I think about rain
I think about singing
When I think about singing
It's a heavenly tune
When I think about heaven then
I think about angels
When I think about angels
I think about you
The taste of sugar sure reminds me of your kiss
I like the way that they
Both linger on my lips
Kisses remind me of a field of butterflies
Must be the way the heart is fluttering inside
Beauitful distraction
You make every thought a chain reaction
When I think about rain
I think about singing
When I think about singing
It's a heavenly tune
When I think about heaven then
I think about angels
When I think about angels
I think about you
Anywhere I go
Anything I do
Everything around me
Makes me think of you
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[16 Sep 2004|11:18am] |
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So what's new with me since I haven't updated in awhile, well nothing really is new just came back from vacation on sunday and found out that I have to court in febuary so I guess you could say that is new. I talked to my sister the other day on the phone, damn I love that girl even tho we fight sometimes. She makes me understand things so much better. I am happy for her. I haven't really been out lately since all this stuff has went down. I feel like I don't go out much is because I am just worried and sometimes I feel like I want to stay out of trouble. My best friend in the whole wide world called me and surprised me, I didn't really think he had the time to call me. But it shows that he cares alot about me. Even tho he is miles away from me, one of these days im gonna up there and see if I can hang with him. As I sit here and think about things it makes me more and more upset about it so its time for another note.
Paula and I aren't talking at all barely so that is one thing that I guess I migh as well just get over. We will always bump heads. One weekend I wanna take a ride up to see my mother so I can talk to her about somethings that are irretating(suck at spelling)me. I think come January im gonna take me some class at DCC to get a move on with my life. Dungeon duties are starting back up again so this is gonna be fun. Im still feel like shit ran over twice. My bday is comming up also so u all better start saving up for me.... LOL
I will let you know when it gets closer... I want gifts and money
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| Why does she.. |
[01 Sep 2004|06:06pm] |
I just don't ever to seem to understand her,
at times when I finally think I have her figured out
then she comes and does something to throw me way off.
I try to help her out,by doing somethings for her and it just
seems like that just makes her more not understandable.
Why does she make me look like the bad guy in front of
everyone. Is it because I am nothing to her? Is it because
she don't like me, or is because she just envyes me?
Why does she make it seem like it's all my fault?
How can I make her happy?
Why does she favor certain people
Why does she throw stuff up in my face
Does she have feelings?
leave me a comment and tell me what u think
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for sunday so everyone watch out. I feel like sometimes its just all about the 
in my life and I can't take it anymore.oh yeah I have an idea, that just came to my head how bout this 
get your stupid butt down here and I think you should let me meet your friend. If your friend has aol give them my screen name. 
no matter what. I couldn't sleep in this house lastnight cause my dad had the air off and it was hot in my room.
ISNT THAT RIGHT ANDY?