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    Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
    8:29 am
    I miss you :o(
    so many things are coming up,
    july 1st monica and i move in to our apartment, i think it will be awsome, it will be nice to get away from some people and not get nagged for everything,
    lately I have been getting annoyed because my grandfather and my mother have been compairing me with my younger cousin, saying things like "jeremy is graduating in a few days dont you wish you had'nt failed" i mean at least im still in school and im working my butt off, and im also getting my own place with monica, ,
    but anyway,
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    its been a super longtime since i have updated last,
    i dont want to work tonight,All i wanna do is chill out and hang with my fiance, it sucks,we dont see each other very much because we are both working so much, thats why im so happy that were getting a place together so we will get to see eachother more, ive been missing her alot lately,


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    i miss you

    (1 killed | death)

    Wednesday, December 17th, 2003
    10:55 am
    AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
    I HAVE A INTERVEIW FOR A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    tomorrow At pm

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Current Music: ~Suicide comando~ deliver us from evil

    (2 killed | death)

    10:55 am
    AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
    I HAVE A INTERVEIW FOR A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    tomorrow At pm

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Current Music: ~Suicide comando~ deliver us from evil

    (death)

    Monday, November 24th, 2003
    9:38 am
    every time im down monica is always there to pick up the peices ,
    thank you

    Current Music: ~type o negitive~ october rust

    (1 killed | death)

    Friday, November 14th, 2003
    9:05 am
    i have a problum,
    i have realy bad trust issues.
    its just realy hard for me to trust people because i have been screwed over by people alot,friends,family and past relationships, so i tend to throw up my gard. is it wrong of me to worry about my finace hanging out with other guys?
    Im working on my trust issues, and I DO trust her alot, but i realy do not trust other guys. I know how guys are, there has been two times that two diferent guys have tried to make a move on her KNOWING that i am with her, and my so called Friend john has tried to make a move on her more than 2 times, and he says im his "best Friend". i never saw him as a best friend, but i always saw him as a good friend. the one guy brian that made a move on her, she punched, but ever since these guys have tryed to make moves on her, i havent been very trusting, and i know that her not haveing all of my trust hurts her, and i dont want to hurt her, I know when i do decide that its ok for her to hang out with other guys its going to tear me apart, and she knows that it will too, i am realy going to work on my trust issue. i dont want to loose her, and i think im pushing her away,
    i hope and pray that she dosnt leave me,
    im so scared...
    i need advice..
    i hope this entry dosent make her mad, i dont see why it would. i just need to get things off my chest..

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: ~Pressure:penetration~ (the Fire)

    (2 killed | death)

    Wednesday, November 12th, 2003
    10:27 am
    ~love~
    I Love monica Fridley!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    tee hee ....

    Current Mood: loved
    Current Music: ~the cure~ love cats

    (1 killed | death)

    Tuesday, November 4th, 2003
    10:11 am
    im soo nervose for this friday.....

    Current Mood: nervous
    Current Music: ~pressure:penetration~ wish (final)

    (3 killed | death)

    Wednesday, October 29th, 2003
    11:01 am
    come on monica you know you wanna fill thsi out lol
    [01] When/How did we meet?
    [02] Have we ever met in person & have we hung out?
    [03] What was your 1st impression of me?
    [04] Have we ever talked on the phone?
    [05] Have you ever seen me cry?
    [06] Have you ever seen me dance?
    [07] Have you ever seen me drunk\high?
    [08] If you could spend a day with me, what would we do?
    [09] Have we ever gotten in a fight?
    [10] If you could give me a gift, what would it be?
    [11] Would you hug me?
    [12] Would you kiss me?
    [13] What major thing do we have in common?
    [14] What is my best feature?
    [15] What is my worst feature?
    [16] Have you ever made me laugh/have i ever made you laugh?
    [17] Describe me using four or less words:

    (3 killed | death)

    Tuesday, October 28th, 2003
    8:39 am
    long hard days, and sleepless nights
    well, i have decided that i need to make some changes in myself, after a long convorsation last night someone has made me relize that i need to change, i feal like such a asshole sometimes because of the way i feal about certain things, i need to work on myself, but i just dont know where to start, i dont know if i should change myself, no one has told me to change, i have always carried this ( If you dont like it than F*** you ) attitude becaus that is how i was raised, I mean i dont try to be mean, but when someone dosnt like you for who you are or the thing's you see as being good , i think everyone is going to get defenceive, i tend to throw up my guard ALOT because im afraid of geting hurt, this all probaly makes me sound realy dumb, but oh well..

    Current Mood: sad
    Current Music: ~corpus delecti~ (The Lake)

    (1 killed | death)

    Sunday, October 26th, 2003
    7:30 pm
    here monica fill this one out for me.. i love you
    1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
    2. Am I loveable?
    3. How long have you known me?
    4. When and how did we first meet?
    5. What was your first impression?
    6. Do you still think that way about me now?
    7. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
    8. Do you think I'll get married?
    9. What makes me happy?
    10. What makes me sad?
    11. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
    12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
    13. Do you consider me a good friend?
    14. When's the last time you saw me?
    15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
    16. Would you make a move on me?
    17. Describe me in one word.
    18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
    19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
    20. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day?

    Current Music: ~ the cure ~ pictures of you

    (1 killed | death)

    Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
    8:32 am
    So little time to spend with the one i love, too many daytime consuming thing's getting in the way, i hope that we saty together strong, i think we will, i hope we will, for our love is strong for one and other,

    Current Mood: sad
    Current Music: ~Bauhaus~ the passion of lovers

    (1 killed | death)

    8:30 am
    FC
    You're Fear Cult! You usually like dark things,
    such as dead lovers haunting you (or visa
    versa), or the dark found within all of us. you
    know - edgar allen poe stuff! You wear almost
    all black, and pretty much love the color
    black. u also have a major passion for music.
    Cool, ur my favorite band!


    Which of my favorite bands are you? (now with images)
    brought to you by Quizilla

    (2 killed | death)

    Tuesday, October 21st, 2003
    10:52 am
    my first quiz, lol
    Name:Nik
    Do you like it? ehh
    Nicknames: nik
    Screen names: dravenmoreou
    Age: 18
    Birthday: 8-1-85
    Sign: LEO ALL THE WAY!
    Location: Reynoldsburg, Ohio
    School: eastland vocational
    crush: Monica my fiance
    Virgin?: um....*cough* no *cough*
    Natural hair color: Blonde
    Current hair color: Blackish brown
    Eye color: blue/green
    Height: 6'1''
    Birthplace: pataskila
    Shoe size: 12

    [family]
    Parents: vince hoy brenda hoy
    Siblings: none
    Live with: my mom
    Favorite relative: my cousin julie

    [favorites]
    Number: 13
    Color: blue/gray/black/red
    Day: friday
    Month: October
    Song: anything by christian death
    Movie: alieans
    Food: meat,rare meat
    Band: skinny puppy
    Season: fall
    Sport: uh...paintbal
    Class: i cant stand school
    Teacher: minica, tee hee you know what i mean
    Drink: pepsi
    Veggie: spinach
    TV Show: Daria/The Simpsons/ren and stimpy
    Radio Station: 103.9
    Store: Body Language
    Word: duckbutter
    Animal:dogs/ravens
    Flower: red roses
    State/Province: luisiana

    [relationships]
    do you have a b/f or g/f?: I have a fiancee
    do you have a crush?: yup, my monica

    who was your first b/f or g/f?: darline
    whats been your longest relationship?: 9months

    [the past]

    Last thing you heard: ahhhchooo
    Last thing you said: moo
    Who is the last person you saw?: monica
    Who is the last person you kissed?:monica
    Who is the last person you hugged?: monica
    Who is the last person you fought with?: monica lol
    Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: monica
    What is the last TV show you saw?: Jerry Springer
    What is the last song you heard?: skinny puppy/ asmilate

    (1 killed | death)

    Thursday, October 16th, 2003
    10:49 am
    i finaly got a good amount of sleep last night, althogh i woke up to find that one of me 00 gauge tunnles cam out of my right ear, so i got up , found it and shoved it through the now , shrunkin hole, i want to get some 2 gauge horseshoe rings, so i can put them through my tunnles, ive always thought who metal on metal thing looked sweet,
    my band is also (if everything works out) opening up for Pigface november 7, i hope everything works out with it, we have to sell 100 tickets at $10.oo a ticket, LOTS AND LOTS OF PRESSURE!!!

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: ~LEather Strip~ strap me down

    (death)

    Tuesday, September 30th, 2003
    9:44 am
    hello all, im new here and i just thoght i would stop by and say hello,
    is there anyone here that like the following bands?

    christian death

    crux shadows

    virgin prunes

    specimen

    corpus delecti

    london after midnight

    lestat

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    (industrial)

    front 242

    liebach

    das ich

    vnv nation

    skinny puppy

    ohgr
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    just wondering....
    tee hee

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: ~christian death~ romeos distress

    (6 killed | death)

    8:27 am
    blah...
    What will your Funeral be like? by rashock
    Username
    You will die by:You body was found mangled in a brutal death from an insane lover or jealous significate other.The murderer was sentenced to death row but the chair or gas was too good for them. They sowed you up in a bag and tossed you in your casket, It's a closed case unless your friends and family want to be sick.
    Death Date:February 28, 2070
    Number attending your funeral?89
    How much will you leave to friends and family?$2,029,866
    Created with quill18's MemeGen!

    (death)

    Monday, September 29th, 2003
    10:24 am
    hahah- noodle
    Quiz Me
    Nik proebstl spins tunes as
    DJ Hell-Bent Noodle

    Get your dj name @ Quiz Me



    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: ~front 242~ tyranny for you

    (1 killed | death)

    10:24 am
    hahah- noodle
    Quiz Me
    Nik proebstl spins tunes as
    DJ Hell-Bent Noodle

    Get your dj name @ Quiz Me



    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: ~front 242~ tyranny for you

    (death)

    10:15 am
    yay for nik ... i just redid my journal , so it looks like my live journal... i need to get a new pic because i dont have long hair anymore, but it will do for now...

    (death)

    Tuesday, September 9th, 2003
    10:02 am
    ~london after midnight~ (were good girls go to die) ]

    i feal like shit right now...
    i miss my girlfriend so much ...
    we have been kinda haveing trouble the last few nights ...
    all i wanna do is hold her and be with her...

    Current Mood: rejected
    Current Music: `~london after midnight~ (were good gilrs go to die)

    (death)

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