brigaret   
09:52am 14/01/2004
 
mood: pissed off
thats my new name for april...or cabadoon...yea so let me tell u about yesterday to explain those names. yesterday gibbs tells me that he is postponing cabaret until after break because they want to redo the auditorium before the show and im like okay, but then i realise o crap the twoweeks after spring break are brigadoon. so im spazzing out until then end of the day and then mico tells me that gibbs is gonna do cabaret on exactly the 22nd 23rd 24th. two of those days happen to be days that i have shows for brigagoon. so im panicing and im like gibbs i cant be her for the shows and hes like i cant change the daays thats the only time we can do it unless we move it to may and thats to late. so im spazing out some more and i start crying cause i dont know what im gonna do. then i call my dad and hes like well ull have to miss three shows of brtigadoon...that'll be ur priority and ur just gonna have to teach someone ur dances for the shows ur not there...so now im screwing over my dads how and having to double cast myself in it and gibbs is like ok. hes not even greatful. like today i came in and he was just making fun of me for crying yesterday and hes likethats community theatre this is more important. what he doesnt realize is that brigadoon is really important to me and like now my dad is mad at me and its a whole big thing and he doesnt care because it doesnt affect him. hes not greatful and that pisses me offf. and to top it all off singing auditions were yesterday and the callback list is up today and im having to console everyone...cause i care about people and they know they can talk to me and i feel bad. but whose gonna take care of my problems???? this is one of those times that i wish i was a little more selfish and didnt care about anyone else.		  
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thing i stole from sam   
10:47am 02/01/2004
 
mood: tired
1. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: eyes

2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: Not just because she was a women, but if she was credible enough then yea

3. Would you marry for money?: no

4. Have you had braces?: yes

5. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: sometimes and sometimes i get them waxed

6. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself?: no on purpose but accidentally a lot

7. When was the last time you had a hickey?: never

8. Could you live without a computer?: No way

9. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...?: AOL

10. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: 173...incuding me

11. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be? anciend egypt...idk why not

12. Do you drink enough water?: yea

13. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: depends

14. What is your favorite fruit?: pineapple..."a pineapple for me" lol from cabaret

15. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: both

16. What is your favorite place to visit?: NYC

17. What is the last movie you saw?: Mulin Rouge...weird but good

18. Do you kiss on the first date?: it depends

19. Are you photogenic?: nope

20. Do you dream in color or black and white?: Color

21. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: yea...a french w/ red stripes

23. Do you have any dimples?: no

24. Do you remember being born?: i dont remember last week!

26. Do you drink alcohol?: yes but not in large amounts

27. Did you like or do you like high school?: Yea...especially my drama

28. What is the most beautiful language?:idk

29. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake?: i wouldnt know

30. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: Sunsets

31. Do you want to live to be 100?: If i'm enjoying my life up until that point then sure

32. Hair?: mine? has red and blonde highlights

33. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most?: Sugary

34. Is a flat stomach important to you?: Nope

35. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?: HAHAHAHAHA.Christie's 12th birthday party (i think it was her 12th), anyway, we played with an ouija board and Jessica Biondi was trying to contact her grandpa with it and we secretly moved the board while she was closing her eyes so she got all freaked out. HAHAHA. Fun times.(ditto) (ditto ditto)

36. Are you loyal?: yea

37. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs?: Yea

38. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: off

39. Do you believe in magic?: it depends

40. Do you have nightmares frequently?: no...not frequently

41. Do you like your nose?: its ok

42. Do you like abstract art?: some

43. Do you think you can draw well?:if u want flowers sure

44. Do you listen to music daily?: yea

45. Do you like to watch cartoons?: sometimes

46. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?: Idk
47. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: not including dance shoes like 7 including dance shoes 17

48. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?: usually same every day

49. Do you write poetry?: no

50. Do you snore?: idk

51. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: sides

52. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?: neither really

53. Do you lick stamps?: aren't they already sticky?

54. Do you use an electric can opener?: no cause ours is broken

55. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon?: haha no

56. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: Emotional

57. Do you think balding men should shave their heads?: well gibbs did...and gibbs is god

58. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed?: no...i dont think so

59. Do you prefer a piano or a violin?: both

60. Are you a sex addict?: sry no

61. Do you know someone who has cancer?: right now noe but i noe people who did

63. Do you hunt?: no

64. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants?: fast food...i live off of it

65. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?: art museum

66. Do you have a middle name? What is it?: Yes, Leigh

67. Are you basically a happy person?: Yea...except for hell week

68. Are you tired?: yea

69. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: no

70. Have you ever met anyone off the internet?: no

71. How many phones do you have in your house?: 2...not including cell phones

72. How long is your hair?: shoulder length

73. Do you get along with your parents?: at times

74. What color of eyes do you prefer?: on guys:hazel or green

75. Are you a virgin?: Yes

76. What medications do you take?: claratin and flonase...allergy stuff

77. What does your bedroom look like?: baby blue with a pinkish border...but im changing it to yellow soon

Current mood: blah

Current music: tv

Current taste: chocolate chip muffin

Current hair: down...messy

Current clothes: my grey pj pants a grey t shirt and a zipper sweatshirt

Current annoyance: the thought of having to do my pedligs

Current smell: none

Current thing I ought to be doing: pedligs

Current windows open: ? just blurty

Current desktop picture: blue swirly things

Current favorite band: alien ant farm and no doubt

Current cds in stereo:cabaret lol

Current favorite celeb: orlando bloom

Current hate: rap music

Current job: Don't have one.

- The Last Time -

Last book you read: im almost done reading an Agatha Christie book

Last movie you saw: Mulin Rouge

Last thing you had to drink: milk

Last time you showered: yesterday...i havent showered yet 2day im being lazy

Last thing you ate: a muffin

Last person you talked to on the phone: my mom

- Do I -

Do drugs?: Nope

Have sex?: Nope

Give oral sex?: nope

Receive oral sex?: no comment....bad idea

Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Not really...

Remember your first love?: yea...depending on what you call a first love

Still love him/her?: as a friend but nothing more

Read the newspaper?: depends if there is something good in there

Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Yea

Believe in miracles?: Yea

Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: sure it is

Consider love a mistake?: not at all

Have a favorite candy?: dark chocolate

Believe in astrology?: some

Believe in magic?: some

Believe in god?: Yes

Have any pets: yea, Roxie, my dog

Do well in school?: yeah

Go to or plan to go to college: yeah

Wear hats?: yea

Have any piercings?: two in each ear

Have any tattoos?: nope

Hate yourself?: not hate but dislike

Have an obsession?: Not really

Have a secret crush?: its not a secret anymore

Do they know yet?: being as Tom's going out with me i think he figured it out

Collect anything?: cards, collectible cars, some other stuff

Have a best friend?: yea

Close friends?: Yea

Wish on stars?: sometimes

Like your handwriting?: its ok

Care about looks?: sometimes

- Love life -

First crush: i dont remember...but ask chris and he can probably tell u...he like knows more about my life then i do

Single or attached?: attached : )

Ever been in love?: idk its such a confusing word

Do you believe in love at first sight?: not really

Do you believe in "the one?": yea		  
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random quiz thing   
01:05pm 31/12/2003
 
mood: giddy
music: my mom vacuuming
my enneagram number:2
Are you a true, true, generous Two? If so, you don't just want to be loved; you deserve to be loved. And you probably are, considering your caring nature.

Known as Helpers, Enneagram Type Twos are people-pleasers--they love to make sure everyone around them feels good. In fact, all the attention they lavish on others can take its toll. Twos spend so much time accommodating others, that they may find it difficult to communicate their own needs. As a Two, you may feel like a martyr who sacrifices your desires for the sake of others. Like other Twos, you are probably at your best when you feel there is a balance of give and take between you and your loved ones.

interesting isnt it?...but is it true????		  
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my fun during the holiday season   
09:13pm 27/12/2003
 
mood: lethargic
music: my dad humming
hey kiddies! sorry i havent posted in so long! but i've been busy with homiday stuff...u noe how it is. so yea let me start with for those of u that dont noe and if u dont noe either i dont talk to you often or ur living under a rock....me and tom r going out YAY! actually we have been going out since the 19th...exactly seven weeks after halloween...and those of u who were at christies house on halloween understand that. but yea thanks to austines party and about a thousand people pussing us under the mistletoe lol...lets see what else...we went caroling on tuesday! that is after bryan and jeff finished being handcuffed to eachother lol...yea but caroling was fun until we got to the verses that noone ever sings and sounded really bad o well lol we had fun...yea but me and tom felt bad because every1 was talking about their horrible past relationships and how the people they like dont like them...im sry u guys i heart u all! but then there was that christmas deal and then me and christie went to the movies..."yea can i call u back? cause im watching a movie, and its really good"...how would u noe miss ghettofabulous? lol had to be there...and b4 the movie we went to the mall and i bought my dork hat...yay 4 being a dork...and thats about it..ill talk to ya'll later!		  
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ho hum   
06:03pm 15/12/2003
 
mood: drained
music: Jimmy Eat World
so lets see whats new in my life....well ovr the weekend i had my best friend (Andy)'s uncles wake and funeral...yea that was fun (complete sarcasm!) it was nice to see how many people cared about him tho. and i had the atlatic watch (my bagpipe/drum/highland dancing band) cristmas party!! horray for kareoke lol. yea and me and AJ are on surprizingly good terms...i mean like we are good friends now, like nothing ever happened...i mean we acknowledge that we wnt out but itz not a big deal. and its funny to watch whats going on between him and leslie lol...its kinda like a tv show! so lets see what else is new...nothing with tom...nothing with school...i guess thats about it. all i have to say is Evan is playing at the cornerston saturday nite and ur all coming with me to see him!!!
thats all 4 now
das vedanya (thas russian 4 good bye but its not spelled rite!)		  
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simple things   
10:47am 10/12/2003
 
mood: grateful
i have realized how much i appreciate the simple things in life. they are really the tings that make you the most happy. Like with Tom (lol)...he gave me a sn that he doesnt talkt to a lot of people on and was like this is my talk to me only if ur certain people sn, and that made me feel realy special. and when we were at the movies he had his arm around me and i realised how much i appreciate simple affection. Like hugs and someone having their arm around you or holding your had are the greatest things in the world! I just can believe it took me so long to realize that...well thats the end of my heartfelt entry.
ta ta for now		  
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06:02pm 05/12/2003
  stole this one from sam g!

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why?
22. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
24. Do you consider me a good friend?
25. What makes me, me?
26. Would you make a move on me?
27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day?		  
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06:00pm 05/12/2003
  stole this from nicole

01: What is your first memory of me:

02: How long have we been friends:

03: Tell me about one memory we share together:

04: Describe me in four adjectives:

05: If we could spend a day together what would we do:

06: Name one thing you really don't like about me:

07: Name one thing you really do like about me:

08: If you could give me a gift what would it be:

09: Have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:

10: Have we ever hugged:

11: Have we ever danced with each other:

12: Have you ever seen me cry:

13: Have i ever offended you:

14: What is something embarrassing that i've done:

15: What do i usually look like when you see me:

16: What do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase:

17: Do you think we will be friends in 5 years:

18: Do you think i am bitchy:

19: Has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:

20: What advice would you give me, in general:

21: Wanna make out:

22: Suggest a band / cd for me to listen to:

23: Is there a song that reminds you of me:		  
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my color   
10:50am 04/12/2003
  Green

You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

how ironic.....		  
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Tom   
10:36am 04/12/2003
 
mood: chipper
music: i have the haleluiah chorus stuck in my head from choir
i figure u all want to noe sice u all ask so much. yea so i do like tom...and from what ive heard he likes me. so everyones like y dont u go out? the answer is idk if he wants to ask me out ok but im just old fashioned and im not going to ask him out. if he doesnt want to ask me out thats okay too, but if hes being harrased by as many people as i am then he may bow to the pressure. lol but u all should be proud of me...i asked him if he wanted to do something this weekend. he said sure! we dont noe what ere going to do yet or when or if it will actually work out for that matter but at least i asked. me, him, jen t, and lenny may be doing something...we'll see. u noe toms probably gonna end up reading this now...if he does...hi tom! whats up?...if not okay then thats there for no apparent reason. anywayz, thank you to all those who are trying to help me out by "persuading" tom and to all of those who are making fun of me/us...ill get u back dont worry (cough cough sam and chris) lol umm yea i think thats all i have to say on the situation right now we will see if i have anything new and exciting to add in the near future.
ta ta
klg		  
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my thanksgiving weekend   
10:36am 02/12/2003
 
mood: bouncy
music: absolute silence cause kids are taking a test!
so lets talk about my thanksgiving weekend...okay...
so thursday was thanksgiving. i did homework all day (woot woot) then had a lovely turkey dinner and then went over to my aunts house for desert where i was attacked by my cousins. o yea, then Miko called me at 11:17-see previos enry- and we talked for a while, yay for random conversations
then on friday me my mom my dad and andy-my bff, not bf mind u- left for hershey, the ride don we listened to a bunch of sherlock holmes radio shows...it made me want petri wine lol...hershey was fun but i couldnt go on any rides because of my stupid back. saturday night was hilarious...the way to get my father to curse...play scooby doo clue and call things by the wrong names lol too funny! then sunday we drove home and listen to a tapeof war of the worlds-extremely corny but good-and then wwhen we got hom i finished my hw.
so that was my weekend!

now the beginning of this week has been interesting...some of u noe what that has to do with...i have tom and shannons convo in my pocket...lol...we will see where that goes. i will update you with any new info on that situation as it happens!
well thats all 4 now kids...toodles!		  
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quotes!   
05:26pm 01/12/2003
 
mood: recumbent
music: im not really recumbent i just think its a cool word!
no time to write...just a few quotes to make everyones day:

Mico (thanksgiving nite): "so its 11:17, i'm in Virginia, and i was bored."

Me and Shannon (period 2): "its a mutual i cant believe i just did that!"

Me (period 5): I can't figure it out!
Mike: well then ur retarded!

thats all 4 now folks!
luv alwayz- yours truly		  
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sigh   
10:47am 25/11/2003
  isnt it great when you know who everyone likes, and noone likes you?

that was extreme sarcasm there for those of you that didnt pick up on that...yeah...idk i shouldnt worry about it, it no big deal and i dont know that im even looking for a bf or anything but its just kinda depressing. like i have been hearing a lot about who people like or are going out with, and obviously none of tthose people are me. yea its just kind of upsetting sometimes i mean i noe ive got a crapload of friends, but thats the thing i have a crapload of guy FRIENDS. yeah idk i really shouldnt worry about it...whatever
yeah so that was my depressing paragraph...i told mike i was gonna write it!

anywayz, middsummer is over...which is also kind of depressing...i love the entire cast and it was a great show. and now its starting to hit me that the seniors are leaving at the end of this year...im gonna miss all of them so much... and drama is what gets me through my day, now i have nothing to look foward to. tear. i cant wait until cabaret starts, i hope that everyone and i mean everyone that was in this show trys out at least.
well study hall is over
ttyl		  
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Bye bye leader of the pack   
10:48am 18/11/2003
 
mood: bored
So leader of the pack is over...its so sad. I miss you all already! But ill see you all in a month and a half for brigadoon cough cough! lol the shows went well over the weekend and dinner with justin sarah and trevor was SO funny! ah (in scratchy old lady voice) lol And now its hell week for our school show ack it went really badly yesterday. it better go well and fast today or were screwed...i have faith, just not a lot. lol well i gtg study hall is almost over, then off to lunch!
Toodles		  
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Study Hall!   
10:42am 14/11/2003
 
mood: crazy
music: People talking in study hall yea!
Hey guys and gals im in study hall right now and it is SO BORING! I probably could be working on my project right now, but oh well. so anywayz...quote of the day for yesterday :EVAN: Remember when Joe used to be reliable? ME: Yeah, and then something called Tiffany happened. LOL...j/k j/k i luv both u guys! o yea and yesterday i alost blew up at Wendys! Yea cause half of their power went out and then they were having power surges and were like "Everyone has to leave because something might blow up" and then we went outside and there was a transformer fire. And according to my sources (shout out to Dave and Ian for being my sources!) soon after the transformer blew up! yeah so today i got out of chemistry to do stuff 4 Gibbs Yay! no boring chemistry lol i have lunch next yay! then the rest of the day is boring then i have hang and focus for drama...yay for doing lights stuff when you have no idea what ur doing! and 2nite LEADER OF THE PACK SHOW come see it unlesss ur in it in which case come be in it! And i get to see all my spotlight friends! i luv all my spotlight friends all of you, ya hear me! (Special shout out to Jeff who i have officially claimed lol i heart u jeff!) so isnt it good to see i use my study hall productively? well thats enough of writing nonsense 4 now!
TTFN!		  
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My weekend   
06:39pm 11/11/2003
 
mood: chipper
music: leader of the pack going over and over again in my head
All i have to say is LMC show on Sunday rocked hardcore!!!!!!! ok... so thats not all i have to say, but the show was so amazing. Krome is a horrible club, but the show was amazing. I love the O'Brien brothers lol!Anyway this weekend was really good, minus wednesday nite...but that isnt really part of the weekend so its okay. Lets see friday was the last dress rehearsal b4 leader and it went really well then sat urday there were 2 shows, both of wcich went great and the dinner break was really fun! Then i sunday i had to acolyte at church (blah but o well) then i had a show then there was a surprize party for mrs. Lenard and then the Lunch Money Criminals concert, which i had to beg my parents to go to. Yea on sunday i was coloring sarahs shoes with a black marker and they came out really good lol i heart u sarah! and i was wearing dans sweatshirt which i am now going to steal...he just doesnt noe that yet...lol but yea it was a good weekend yay!
well thats all for now folks!		  
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long time no write   
05:17pm 02/11/2003
 
mood: busy
music: NASCAR baby!
hey guys and gals sorry i havent updated in a while but ive been and still am soooooooooooooooo busy! Im stage manager for 2 shows rite now, 1 at Spotlight (where Dan is teachng me how to be a real stage manager lol I heart u dan!) and the school show (where i am Giblins slave) ahhh yes fun fun fun! i will updante with all the info about my life and what has been occuring one of these days when i have five minutes to spare
until then adieu!		  
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my life   
05:59pm 03/10/2003
 
mood: chipper
music: sam talking to me on the phone...its just as good as a song!
yea so i havent written in a while...so lets talk about things. last saturday i had a parade in philly and everything was chill but the me and leslie were talking about me and aj and then i got all depressed and stuff cause im still not over him...yes thats right aj if you ever read this im still not over u...but anyways then that nite i went to my cousins sixth b-day party and got to pretend that i was young again...that was fun and then this week i have had drama every day. but i got to talk to steve on wednesday! yea we only talked for five minutes(exactly as a matter of fact) but i saw his picture and hes cute and he was nice to talk to for five minutes and yea. by the way steve is this guy who my friend sam is trying to hook me up with lol not that i mind...so lets see what else me and sam are going to the movies 2 nite...i hate when people have stupid fights but im not gonna explain about that lol. and joes party is 2morrow! i hope he enjoys his pony lol but ill write about that at a later time!
well my fingers hurt now from typing so much
toodles!		  
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The Effects of Hurricane Isabel   
11:02am 19/09/2003
 
mood: annoyed
music: the tv
Yea so its the middle of the day and im awake, but not at school. Why u ask well thats because school was canceled because of treacherous (etreme sarcasm there) Isabel. All there is are leaves on the ground but w/e. Not that i dont mind not going to school...the problem is i didnt realize that school was closed until i got there and was like 'hey theres no1 here!' o well...thats my life so im sitting here all dressed and wearing makeup to type o the computer...i hope the computer at least thinks i look nice...well thats all i have for now
toodles!		  
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Back to school   
05:29pm 05/09/2003
 
mood: blah
music: none
Second day of school! yea...i was gonna write something yesterday but i dint have time so ill talk about it today. So im in Gibbs hr this year...yea no more running to G hall. So lets go through my schedule:period 1-drama w/ gibbs...lots of froshes, period 2-lab chem-lots of isers, period 3/4-gym-eventhough i cant take it argh, period 5-lunch-sooooo crowded its insane, period 6/7-english honors-again lots of isers but i like my teacher, period 8/9- russian!-the russian click is back together again! lol, period 10-geometry-my iq goes down when into that class, period 11-AP US 1-very hard but the teachers cool and ive got lots of friends so its ok. and thats my day.this year looks like its gonna be a good one so lets hope...and maybe i will find some romance lol thats not likely. well im out yo(that was my ghettoness) tooodles!		  
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