| 3:47p |
Wow what a day!
So last night I went to my uncle mark's house for dinner. 2 stuffed chicken breast dinners (Brocolli and Cheese), like 5 helping of cheese rice and some corn and like 3 cans of pop. It was good. I then got to sit around and make fun of the Green Acres marathon on TV land.
Today I went to work. I keep falling asleep at work, but today I got caught. One of the girls who work there found me sleeping and woke me up. When she did I started to get nervous and said "I AM NOT SLEEPING!!!!! I AM JUST DOING MY JOB!!!". Sleeping at work is a big problem for me. I do get sleep at night, but because of my sleep apnea, I am not rested when I do wake up. Sleep Apnea is when you sleep and your airway closes up and you stop breathing when you sleep. According to the test, I stop breathing for about 4 minutes a night. Because of this I do not get a good night sleep even when I go to sleep at a respectable hour. I just hope that girl will keep her mouth shut and not say anything to my boss. But still I feel they won't fire me because of this. My boss seems like a pretty reasonable guy. I have never seen anyone get fired yet, and people goof off alot there. I think the most that would happen is that I would be made fun of and teased a bit.
I can't seem to control it either. Sometimes I feel myself dozing off so I go for a walk. But other times, it hits me like a ton of bricks and I will be sitting there typing and BAM I am asleep. And I always write something weird on the computer when I am sleeping. Like I will be typing in my sleep. The one day I started writing something about Mainland China or something. Very strange. And it isn't even always at work this happens. I can fall asleep watching TV, playing video games, reading a book or surfing the net. But don't think I am proud of this (I'm not). I am embarassed by it. My marks are going way down at work (I used to be able to do around 60 bills in 4 hours, now I am lucky to do 30 in 4 hours). I tried to call my job coach because of this, and she wasn't working today. Great. I call her cell and I got a wrong number. I really need to speak with her ASAP. Also not only am I on the verge of losing my job, but now my parents do nothing but judge the fuck out of me because of this. I say I need support they say "Fuck you!" Support yourself. My dad said I am a lazy useless bastard. Well dad, you are a lazy useless drug addict (Painkillers) pot head okay. By the way I found more sex toys in your room dad, and what is with the pic of the naked black dude running in the grass, mom? Is he my real father?? Hahahaha |