Wednesday, March 24th, 2004

Time	Event
6:58a	Damn... I got approximately 2 1/2 hours of sleep. That was after my dad intervened and said "Mike, turn off the computer and get to bed, you are not going to sleep at work" so Eugene I am sorry for bailing out on the middle of a convo, it was because my dad was bitching. I SHOULD be getting Ninja Gaiden from someone off Cheapassgamer (Game Trading Forums). I can't fucking wait! After the disappointement that was Arx Fatalis, I need to a new game to suck up my time! Tomorrow I have to go to UCP to see me yahoo psychiatrist. I really do hate the man. The whole session lasts like 5 minutes, then I have to wait 2 hours for a ride. I hope I get the black guy for a driver tomorrow, as opposed to the fat toothless smelly old woman I usually get. That woman is so annoying. She makes these really weird sickly coughing noises. I said she is smelly too, right? Well I get in the car and it smells like old cigarette smoke, and blood (You know how blood had that iron smell...). She really needs to clean out that car. It is times like these, I wish I drove. Oh well I'll bring my Hobbit book with me and read that in the waiting room. Also I have to go for the sleep study tomorrow night. I just have to go asleep for them. My mom always overdos everything. She is like "Mike I want you to sleep in a 3 piece tux because I know people here". I hope that Gabby girl comes back on today. She seems really cool. She has a pic on her journal, and she is pretty cute as well! I even showed my best friend her pic, he said she was cute as well! There was still some things I wanted to know about her. Current Mood: happy Current Music: Black Dahlia Murder - Unhallowed (Comment on this)
2:01p	Straight-edge? That gave me time to think about something that Gabby told me last night. I asked her if she was Straight-edge, she said no. I said I was and she asked me why. I said because I never got into drugs and crap. But I was thinking, am I really edge? Well some would say so; I don't use drugs, alcohol, or smoke. I am also saving my virginity for the right girl. But still am I edge? I figure that millions upon millions do what straightedges do, without even knowing, or hearing the term straightedge. Then I thought, why should I need a label to be drug free? I always called myself edge because I am drug free. But then again I dislike most of the hardcore bands out there, with the exception of Hatebreed, Chimaira, and Candiria (Are they really HC?), and I don't draw Xs on my hands. I also looked at some webpages on straightedge, and most have a style that is like white supremacy, only in regards to lifestyle. There is actually a problem in Utah with these people. They go around and beat people up who smoke. It is like an outlaw gang in utah. Also the positive pages on the web about the subject, they have really vague rules. One site says you can't even drink pop because it has caffeine. Another says you can. One site says you can't even take prescribed meds (Which would make me not edge, because I take anti depressants) and you can't even take necessary medication like insulin for diabetes. Well I thought that was wrong. Should my grandma be beat up because she takes insulin for her diabetes? Well I decided that I am giving up the straightedge lifestyle. That doesn't mean however that I am giving up the drug free (Street Drugs) lifestyle. Current Mood: Tired and Confused Current Music: Iron Maiden (Comment on this)
2:13p	New book... Someone recommend to me some other good fantasy novels in the vein of Tolkien's Masterpiece Lord of the Rings and The Hobbit. I just need something new to read. I read the Icewind Dale Trilogy. I heard the Dragonlance books are good, but there are so many, I can't tell what the first one is (There are over 100). I am a bit intimidated to read The Silmarillion by Tolkien, because it reads like a mythology, and takes a really advanced reading skill to understand. Basically like it is like the middle earth bible. (Comment on this)

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