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[21 Jun 2008|11:51pm] |
There were two ways to be happy:
improve your reality, or lower your expectations.
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[19 Jun 2008|11:04pm] |
she's the kind of girl
YOU WANT SO MUCH,
it makes you sorry.
but still you don't regret a single day.
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[18 Jun 2008|11:23pm] |
:(
I'd never put nothin before you, Thats like eatin cereal pickin a fork over a spoon :D
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[15 Jun 2008|12:44am] |
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Men are incredibly overrated, not that i intend to start batting for the other team. I'm no quitter. But holy hell, can you be anymore dysfunctional guys? You think us women have all the problems...we may be moody,crazy and a bit yes a bit known to overreact..But we know when to admit we're wrong and fess up for the most part..You on the other hand, hide, lie, cheat and bend the truth in every way possible to cover your own ass..when you know very well telling us the truth in the first place WOULDN'T HAVE been that bad, but i mean common..We all have reputations to up hold, am i not correct? If thats how you want to play the game, then i deserve to be a bit cheap as well? Let's take out the trash..before it starts to smell...then you know we're really onto you. One must get rid of the shit before it consumes everything and then everything begins to smell...and we can't tell the difference from before and now. ;) Sadly, I caught on before it began to stank of a dirty, cheap, low life..No not a lying prick of a man...but a disgusting filthy fuck..Who doesn't even have the right to call himself a Man..just yet. You guys need to do some much needed growing up before you attempt to even try and fool yourself into a decent, real, long relationship. You claim you want happiness and to settle down and have a family, & you want to grow old with her......But what do you know about her? Really? Maybe her favorite color a few quarks..few habits..the way she bites her lip when she looks at you..or the way she shakes when she strattles you.. Of course you know that silly. Whats her hearts desire? Whats her souls ambition? What's her goals & plans? Your so far gone.......Just remember your no man, until you can figure these thing's out and feel them, with your heart, not your dick.
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[13 Jun 2008|05:48pm] |
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I believe that mankind's destiny lies in the stars. I believe that candy really did taste better when I was a kid, and that there are stars in the universe billions of years older than the universe itself. I believe in a personal god who cares about me and worries and oversees everything I do. I believe in an impersonal god who set the universe in motion and went off to hang with her girlfriends and doesn't even know I'm alive. I believe in an empty and godless universe of casual chaos, background noise, and sheer blind luck. I believe that anyone who says that sex is overrated just hasn't done it properly. I believe that anyone who claims to know what's going on will lie about the little things too. I believe in absolute honesty and sensible social lies. I believe in a woman's right to choose, a baby's right to live, that while all human life is sacred there's nothing wrong with the death penalty if you can trust the legal system implicitly, and that no one but a moron would ever trust the legal system. I believe that life is a game, that life is a cruel joke, and that life is what happens when you're alive and that you might as well lie back and enjoy it.
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[13 Jun 2008|05:36pm] |
what do you do when your lifes a disaster
and you're moving faster
and it's getting harder to breathe?
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[13 Jun 2008|05:29pm] |
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I wanna tell you that I love the way you're carefree, or at least I think you're carefree. I'm not sure. I wanna tell you that I love it when you open up. Yeah, the few times that you've opened up to me. Well, maybe I'm not perfect, but imperfection is what I like about you.
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[11 Jun 2008|11:05pm] |
I never stopped loving you.
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[11 Jun 2008|10:59pm] |
You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or badluck or bad choices.
Or you can fight back.
Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world. That's just the way it is.
But for the most part, you get what you give.
Rest of your life is being shaped right now. With the dreams you chase....The choices you make....and the person you decide to be.
The rest of your life is a long time. And the rest of your life starts right now.
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[10 Jun 2008|03:14pm] |
Most all the women I've encountered fairly recently are helpless, uninteresting, self-absorbed vessels of vapid superficiality. Their concerns are ignorant and fickle and their attitudes are catty and vindictive.
I would not say that I'm any better than this description in any way, and there are many exceptions.
But my sex, as a whole, disappoints me.
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[04 Jun 2008|11:46pm] |
cause it's hard enough
it's hard enough
that i stood so still
while you stole my love
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[01 Jun 2008|06:54pm] |
It's funny how someone you think knows so little about you, happends to know the more about you than anyone.
Read&Learn
thelma and lousie = me
.will][ i ][am^ = will
thelma and louise says:
I love, how everyone thinks they know me .
.will][ i ][am^ says:
and no...i dont know you...not like that neway...but i do know some parts of you...
.will][ i ][am^ says:
actually a lot of parts
.will][ i ][am^ says:
like when u get frustrated u growl
.will][ i ][am^ says:
and its cute as hell
.will][ i ][am^ says:
and you dont like confrontations
.will][ i ][am^ says:
unless of course..ur on the upper end
.will][ i ][am^ says:
and i know that u wear ur heart on ur sleeve...
.will][ i ][am^ says:
and you would prolly do ANYTHING for your friends...good friends
.will][ i ][am^ says:
u'd stick up for you know whats right
.will][ i ][am^ says:
you would never let ne1 put you down
.will][ i ][am^ says:
you're self confidence is not high...but you do the best you can
.will][ i ][am^ says:
family is most important..even tho it might seem bad sometimes
.will][ i ][am^ says:
but you'd do nething for those you love
.will][ i ][am^ says:
you're not selfish at all
.will][ i ][am^ says:
but sometimes you want to be selfish...you just want to be loved
.will][ i ][am^ says:
its understandable
.will][ i ][am^ says:
and when ur loved...you give back more than twice the love you get
.will][ i ][am^ says:
but if ur crossed, its the exact opposite...you MAY NOT DO THE THINGS IN VENGEANCE...BUT YOU FEEL THEM
.will][ i ][am^ says:
youre a selfless soul...and jus want to be loved
.will][ i ][am^ says:
i know a lot about you MONI
thelma and louise says:
:| or so it seems
.will][ i ][am^ says:
no i do
.will][ i ][am^ says:
u like conversation
.will][ i ][am^ says:
u like being with friends
.will][ i ][am^ says:
u like being the difference maker in arguements
.will][ i ][am^ says:
well, ya
.will][ i ][am^ says:
u like to win aswell
Maybe girl, if you quit looking you'll finally see
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[01 Jun 2008|04:00pm] |
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Question: How does a girl who falls no, actually she jumps ... Eyes open, down a rabbit hole, plummeting into chaos come out the other end unchanged? The answer. She doesn't. See I believe we write our own stories. And each time we think we know the end - we don't. Perhaps luck exists somewhere between the world of planning, the world of chance, and in peace that comes from knowing that you just can't know it all. You know, life's funny that way. Once you let go of the wheel, you might end up right where you belong.
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[24 May 2008|01:45am] |
Because I believe that
we can be extraordinary together rather than ordinary apart.
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[24 May 2008|12:55am] |
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It costs me a lot to admit this, can't you understand? If I wrap my arms around myself and hold tight it keeps the pain in. Stops it spilling out and making a terrible mess. If I keep my mouth shut tight I can't scream or throw up.
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[22 May 2008|11:17pm] |
you could call me anytime and i'd come running
i'd go to hell and back to rescue you
i'd give up my soul and everything i own
if that's what you want, i'd do that for you
but now you're asking too much
you want me to find somebody new
oh i never thought i'd say this
but congratulations
you found the one thing i can't do for you
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[21 May 2008|10:40pm] |
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For some odd reason, today was a rough day. I haven't had a day like this in ages, something about sitting in that hospital just brought fourth everything i have tried to forget for the last few years, weeks, days, months. Today, i saw your face (Cooper) and Ryan's and daddy's and Jamesy's and auntie Ally's. Heart's weigh heavy, but tonight mine's the heaviest. I never really faced any of your deaths, really and when cooper left us, out of nowhere, never getting say goodbye or i love you part of me realized, It's time. :( I'm not ready, or even really willing but sometime you just have to let go, to set yourself free in a sense. I love you all :(. And i'm so scared of my life to come without all of you. I'm so scared of failing and not living life to the fullest like you told me, to have not appreciated it as to all you have. To wake up one morning, and ask where have all my days gone? To be 80 some years old sitting on my death bed with nothing to say, to have never accomplished anything great. But I know you love me because i feel strong and i'm going to continue to live my life, i miss you all greatly. Come home soon =[
People do not die for us immediately, but remain bathed in a sort of aura of life which bears no relation to true immortality but through which they continue to occupy our thoughts in the same way as when they were alive. It is as though they were traveling abroad.
We understand death for the first time when he puts his hand upon one whom we love.
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[15 May 2008|09:29pm] |
I want to know two thing's
Your biggest fear & your biggest mistake
Leave me a comment anonymously
123, get to typing.
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[14 May 2008|11:36pm] |
God, I'm so tired..like physically and mentally tired of people around here.
It seems like they're all these mindless fucking druids, out to do/say/think the same thing
I'm sick of it, I hate it here. The men are all the same, it's impossible to have a 'type' when
the next is just like the last, carbon copy's of each other. I didn't know so many assholes could
occupy one fucking city.
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