| it used to be the reason that we're even now its choking me up. die young and save yourself. |
[30 Nov 2003|10:39pm] |
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sigh stephy updates too much. die steph. okay no. thanksgiving break sucked. i've learned that once my uncle gets started, you just have to let him talk, and good lord help you if you for some mindless reason decide to disagree with him. he got fatter. and his dog got uglier. but jeannette and zylphia still rock. kjdfs whatever.
tony's got me hooked on this brand new song. i've been listening to it for 2 days straight. it's quite disturbing in my eyes. tony says it's about a male prostitute. probably. i don't know its just really disturbing but i love it.
i had to beg for these idiots to leave the house. but i got new blank cds and i went to century 3 today. hottopic makes me happy. theres tons of stuff that i want for christmas, definately new shoes. and a camera. bleh.
my rpg community is so dying. poor little piece of shit. tony brandon krista and mad are the only people that make it at least a little bit fun. and i hate my character. fuck you brandon for making me be paris hilton. she is not hot, open your eyes.
i have a layout too, that i think i'm going to put up tomorrow, because right now i am far too lazy.
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| today i screwed up again you said |
[26 Nov 2003|05:01pm] |
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tony really needs to wake his ass up earlier. he's not even awake when i get home from school and that pisses me off. way to rub it in that i have school and he doesn't.
and how come mad and mary and everone only come around at like 3am. bitches and hoes. hi i'm sleeping or doing my homework.
steph and mandi are going to chuck e cheese without me. i thought we were going to go cause trouble at the mall but i guess not. and sara's going out with her friends. le shit.
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| you say whats the problem, whats with this angry kid. |
[25 Nov 2003|09:34pm] |
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i tell sara i'm going to cry if i cant think of a new screen name and the best she's got is shut up. >:[ i think i really hate her. except not. i love sara.
mr. randall needs to be shot. and im not kidding. that guy pulls me aside after class again to ask if i've "been awake the past two months" and i'm taking him down. i said no, i've been sleeping, and that its hard to stay awake in his class because its full of shit and he doesn't know what he's teaching. he just looked at me and i was like yeah, thats right. i've only been to science twice in the last two weeks. dayum. i am so good. i couldn't count how many times that jewbag has made me late for math this year, and mucci's strict about tardies.
and you knoooow ontheeastcoastwerideuntil we die kasjdfkshf. im going crazy. i found my old good charlotte cd and now i'm hooked. this cannot lead to good things.
so i guess thanksgiving is on thursday or something. greeeat. just dandy. a four day weekend with my mom's wierdass family. they're going to make me to go the zoo. it smells there. i hope it snows 38657 feet and i'll be stuck in my house with my beloved computer and nothing to do but sleep.
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[25 Nov 2003|02:54pm] |
all i can say, is happy birthday katie. hope its a good one.
i am lost in the see through
i think you lost yourself too
throught all of this confusin
i hope i somehow get to you.
i practiced all the things i'd say
to tell you how i feel
and when i finally get my change
it all seems so surreal
cause from the first time i saw you
i only thought about you
i didnt know you
i wanted to hold onto
the things you'd never say to me
cause you said
you cant change the way you feel
i could never do that i could never do that
you cant tell me this ain't real
cause this is real
and you would see right through that
in the end its all i've got
so im gonna hold onto that
so im gonna hold
on and on and on and on
now you've got me watching your eyes
watching just to see watching just to see
got me waiting just to see
if you'll ever look at me
if it goes the way it never will
will it ever go will it ever go my way
your eyes are watching me
and now you've got me thinking about
the first time that i met you
standing in a crowded room
but i could only see you
and i hope my words will get through
cause now i cant forget you
i want to tell you
if i could only reach you
and make you feel this way
but you said
you cant change the way you feel
i could never do that i could never do that
you cant tell me this ain't real
cause this is real
and you could see right through that
in the end its all i've got
so i'm gonna hold onto that
so i'm gonna hold
on and on and on and on
.... ;]
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