Xandra's Journal

lalalala

05:50pm 27/07/2003

mood:

silly

You are every goth-kids dream!

Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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Its.. hauntin me..

02:28am 26/07/2003

mood:

pessimistic

music: Redeemer- Manson (in my head)

CursedBySaffron (11:21:08 PM): so how's life
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:26:12 PM): it sux
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:26:23 PM): im startin to think im just meant to wallow in my loniless
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:26:29 PM): all b/c i left kevin
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:26:33 PM): and joey is no good for me
CursedBySaffron (11:27:20 PM): whyis Joey no good for you?
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:28:28 PM): cuz he's perverted, but thats ok.. im fine with that
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:28:30 PM): other than that
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:28:38 PM): he's a very cocky/concieted person
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:28:47 PM): and he tries to get me jealous
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:28:49 PM): constantly
CursedBySaffron (11:28:55 PM): like how
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:29:08 PM): and is alwayz bringin up the fact that he can get chicks and blah blah blah
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:29:38 PM): he invites me to parties and if i cant go he says shit like "o i guess im gonna hafta hook up with kristina (his ex)" and shit like that
CursedBySaffron (11:30:15 PM): what a dick
CursedBySaffron (11:32:36 PM): he doesn't deserve an awesome girl like yourself
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:32:38 PM): i know
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:32:48 PM): he's a nice guy though
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:32:57 PM): aside from that stuff
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:33:23 PM): in person he's really sweet and stuff, but online he like says stuff he normally wouldnt say

BoricuaSurfer43 (11:36:03 PM): lol im just gonna tell him
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:36:16 PM): that this shit bothers me
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:36:20 PM): him sayin that kinda shit
CursedBySaffron (11:36:43 PM): yeah
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:37:13 PM): and i was sooo pissed about it
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:37:19 PM): and i mean, ive been over kevin for a bit
CursedBySaffron (11:37:20 PM): you should be
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:37:27 PM): but he just popped into my head cuz i dunno
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:37:40 PM): i alwayz say shit like.. oh they're signs
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:37:42 PM): or its a sign!
CursedBySaffron (11:37:46 PM): lol
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:37:53 PM): and i just figured.. joey might not be meant for me
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:38:00 PM): and kevin was my only hope
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:38:02 PM): and i lost him
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:38:16 PM): i was about to cry in the kitchen while i was pouring berto sum soda
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:38:23 PM): i handed him the coke and just rannnnn upstairs
CursedBySaffron (11:38:24 PM): I think he might though, and Kevin definately wasn't you're only hope. Shit, Josh might be your only hope for all we know
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:38:36 PM): ew
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:38:38 PM): dont play
CursedBySaffron (11:39:16 PM): who said anything about playing?
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:39:21 PM): ewwwww

BoricuaSurfer43 (11:39:23 PM): lol
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:39:27 PM): ok well, see...
CursedBySaffron (11:39:28 PM): lol
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:40:10 PM): when i started talkin to matt, kevin came back into my life after a long ass time... then he disappeared when i wasnt really talkin to matt anymore, and i decided i would actaully start dating
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:40:24 PM): and my friends were all tellin me they were gonna hook me up with their friends and yadda yadda
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:40:30 PM): once again, kevin came back into mah life
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:40:42 PM): now, im taklin to joey.. and im just waitin for sumthin to happen
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:40:53 PM): and im talkin too much
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:40:54 PM): sorry
CursedBySaffron (11:41:21 PM): you're not talking too much
CursedBySaffron (11:41:44 PM): I think Kevin's just haunting you. I think you need to get him out of your lofe once and for all
CursedBySaffron (11:41:52 PM): life*
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:41:57 PM): u know wut
CursedBySaffron (11:42:01 PM): what
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:42:03 PM): i was sayin that to myself earlier
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:42:07 PM): the first part
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:42:10 PM): the hauntin
CursedBySaffron (11:42:14 PM): lol
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:42:14 PM): cuz its tru
CursedBySaffron (11:42:25 PM): yes, it is true
CursedBySaffron (11:42:35 PM): how often is Joel wrong? NEVER!
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:42:45 PM): thats also very tru
CursedBySaffron (11:42:46 PM): Ok.....so Joel's always wrong, but I can pretend
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:42:46 PM): lol
BoricuaSurfer43 (11:42:52 PM): no, ur alwayz right

it was easier to cut and paste, then just explain it all over again.. mkay? lol, i know its long..

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how the hell should i know

12:21am 26/07/2003

mood:

dorky

you are the "you're so dumb" happy bunny.
you are brutal in your words and enjoy putting
others down.

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throw me tomorrow

05:44pm 22/07/2003

mood:

indifferent

music: David Bowie

Yesterday was a good day. Yes it was. Joey came by, of course. He felt all sick and stuff cuz the party of friday, where he drank ONLY. He didnt smoke!! im so proud of him!!He said wut i had said was on his mind the whole time and stuffz. HeeHee. i doubt daddy will let me go to the movie with him and his friends today, but wutever! ok, imma go try to get pretty now.. payce!

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They're snoring.. again.

03:40am 18/07/2003

mood:

scared

music: Mi Nena- Baby Rasta y Gringo..?

Today was fun! Ice skating and then Joey called cuz he wanted to see me before I leave tomorrow! Thats so sweet! We met up at Wendy's. He looked so yummy. We started talkin later, when we got home, online. And now all my hugs are saved for him. No more huggin anybody but him... when he's around. He says the sweetest things. ::sigh:: We're hangin out on sunday when i get back, yay, im taking advantage of him.. oh yes i am, and ur not gonna stop me!!. And he's gonna call me while im gone, or at least he said he'd try. Im just having a good day and stuff. Im a little scared cuz im leaving tomorrow morning, and im gonna be by myself for 2 days. But oh dwell. No matter. I'll be safe. Muahz! Im out! Wish Me Luck!

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Heroes in a halfshell..

05:37am 16/07/2003

mood:

grateful

Ahaha! Like a turtle, he is coming out of his shell. Slow but still happening, ya kno? Im so proud of him. Thank You Krysta and the rest of the group for doin that thing u did, evil, but still very good when ya think about it.. GREAT PLAN IT WUZ! WOOBiLY HOO! Anyway, im out like kraut.
...and yes i did grab that ass :-) finally

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SAY WHO?

03:41am 14/07/2003

mood:

okay

music: Music from Some Kind Of Wonderful

Jorge called me and asked if i wuz done with Joeys necklace.. i told them i wuznt, but they came by anyway. Joey looked sooooo cute, and when i showed him the necklace he had the biggest smile on his face.. it wuz adorable. I later asked him if he liked and he said he loved it. so yay! And im supposed to make him a bracelet now, since he "loves" the necklace so much.. He said he'd call me tomorrow mornin.. i wake up in the afternoon, but its ok.. i told him to call him around 11.. hahahaahaha. oh well, i screwed myself over. wuteva! i do wut i want!

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who0o0a

03:04am 13/07/2003

mood:

pleased

music: Authority Zero- One More Minute

Joey came over today! and he actually talked! lol, and so did i.. Im makin him a hemp necklace.. Im supposed to put an H instead of a J but i ran out of H's.. oops.. oh well! i actually got to hug him.. :-). aww. ok, well im tired.. nite yall

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stronger longer lashes

02:29am 12/07/2003

mood:

blank

music: SWAT Preview

Well, im sittin here with my 2 liter bottle of water.. nummy! lol. Anywho, i went ice skating today, and spent the whole day just hangin out with Alberto and Krysta. Its been a great day. Joey couldnt come ice skatin today, cuz i dunno.. and i dont really care either, but he invited me to come with him and his cousin next week.. and im gonna try to go. Umm.. we might hang out tomorrow nite. Wutever! lol, anywho.. love peace and chicken grease.. im outta here

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Oopsy Daisy

02:33am 10/07/2003

mood:

aggravated

music: 30 Seconds to Mars- Capricorn

DAMNIT! Anywho, instead of goin to watch the movie with Joey we decided to go ice skating.. that didnt happen, becuase there were no public sessions today..WUT-EVER! So instead, me krysta and berto went to jamba juice, and joey called and asked if we were still goin skatin.. obviously i said no, and told him we were goin to the mall instead, and he wuz just like.. ok, well im just gonna chill with my friends.. FUCK U. I wuz so pissed, that when we got home, i just took a nap. He hasnt even called me since then.. i dont even care anymore. Im sick of this stoopid guy shit. I should just give it a fuckin break. FUCK.

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Round 2

09:29pm 07/07/2003

mood:

chipper

music: Deftones- Minerva

Joey came by again today.. just a while ago, he had to leave cuz he is goin to the movies with his friend jared to watch T3 (blek) Gosh darnit, Joey is so fuckin hott! lol. I talked more this time, he told me to before he came... so yea, i felt i had to. He wuz kinda drunk, so he wuz all smiles.. he has the cutest little smile in the world.. so yay! i hung out with Joey twice today! And we're goin to the movies together on wednesday! yay! yay! yay! Ok, well.. Diego's gonna be here soon.. payce!

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Cool Beans

02:48pm 07/07/2003

mood:

pensive

music: Evanescence- Hello

Joey came over for a bit with his cousin, jorge, around 1:00.. I didnt talk much, but there really wuznt much i could say. Goin to the movies on wednesday hopefully... I really hope he likes me.. :-( If not, then im gonna be very disappointed in my self.. oh dwell.. im gonna chill for a bit in my room and clean up i guess.. toodles

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Yeehaw!

03:32am 07/07/2003

mood:

flirty

music: Evanescence- Tourniquet

lol. Joey called me. He's so cute. He has the cutest little laugh. He invited me to watch Pirates of the Carribean with him on wednesday. GLADLY! im so happy.. i dunno why.. i just am.. i havent been happy in such a long time.. i feel great. He's being mean tho, he said he isnt gonna IM me anymore.. he wants ME to IM HIM. PSHAW. lol, its okay.. ill do it.. but wutever.. im tired, and im goin to bed now! lalalala!

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My power is in my own hands!!

01:40pm 06/07/2003

mood:

cheerful

music: The Supremes- Its in his kiss

Anywhooooooo, Joey is just too sweet!! Everyday i get to know him a little better.. like yesterday, i realized he had a cute sense of humor. :-). We should be hangin out today, when he gets off work. He wanted me to call him last nite, and said he'd stay awake in case i do.. i feel bad, but i didnt have the guts to do it. He is so adorable!! I think we'd make a cute couple.. yep yep. lol ok, im off.. cuz i keep sayin stuff.. and stuff..

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EVERYBODY DIES!!!

12:26pm 05/07/2003

mood:

bouncy

music: Deftones- MX

Everything is great! Joey wants me to watch Jeepers Creepers 2 with him when it comes out.. OF COURSE I WILL. He wuz being so cute last nite, i didnt kno he had it in him. We might watch the first Jeepers Creepers sum time this week, whenever Diego isnt mad at me. YaY! Even tho i hate scary movies.. i'll probably enjoy it with Joey. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! im so happy, everything is how it should be.. im happy! happy! happy!

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No! No! Oh yeeeeees!

04:52am 04/07/2003

mood:

drained

music: Girls Gone Wild Commercial

OK Lets get the shit straight:
I thought i wuz being fucked with.. i wuznt. It wuznt Diego talkin to me, it wuz Joey the whole time. Diego told me that Joey wanted to get to kno me. Apparently he "digs" me. Totally awesome. I feel bad tho.. i didnt trust diego, and he wuz very hurt. Im sorry, but Diego alwayz does that type of crap. I alwayz think whenever someone could be interested in me, that its a joke.. and Joey being one of Diegos friends.. well, i figured they were just jokin around.

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FUCK

03:43pm 03/07/2003

mood:

disappointed

music: Krysta singin- Turning Japanese

He IMed me! But i think Diego and Him are just messin with my head.. i dont know why diego would do that to ME of all ppl. Diego is like a brother to me, and he knows how i am about guys.. Diego alwayz messes with ppl.. why he chose this person to mess with me, i'll wait to find out.. I just know that everytime they'd try to make it seem like we should hang out or sumtin, i wouldnt think anything of it and would just try to avoid it all.. i dont like it when ppl mess with my head. Especially about sumtin like this.. FUCK DIEGO, FUCK HIM! Damn him to hell. I'll just hafta see wut happens, "joey" said he'd IM me tonite... right.. anyway, im out

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We are the champions!!

03:09pm 03/07/2003

mood:

complacent

music: Coldplay - The Scientist

Ok, we all kno i have a little crush on Joey. I dont talk to him much tho (cuz he dont talk much to anyone). Anywho, last nite Diego gave him my SN and he IMed me. "Is this alex?" and stoopid me "No, its her MOMMA :-)" i thought it wuz funny, i wuz being stoopid, but he took me seriously! He didnt wanna talk to me after that, and i felt really bad.
But anywho, we went to an early showing of 28 Days Later today (even tho i saw it on monday), with Diego and.... Joey. YaY! He sat next to me, i felt special :-). i thought he wuz definitely gonna sit next to Diego. But yea, special i feel, and then we stopped at KFC/TacoBell, did nothin there, and then joey and diego brought us home. This made my day! whoop whoop!

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Whoop Whoop

07:27pm 02/07/2003

mood:

hopeful

music: Queen - We are the Champions

Just got back from umm.. Hangin out with Diego and Krysta i guess. We went to Jamba Juice, then went job hunting for ME at the mall. lol. They are hiring at Hot Topic (gotta pick up application next week), and Spencers (but after summer). Whoop! Whoop! I really dont wanna work at Albertsons!

We are the champions!
No time for losers!

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Survey!

02:32am 02/07/2003

mood:

tired

music: Queen- Bohemian Raphsody

Survey time!
seven things you love:
1. CHOCOLATE
2. GUYS
3. MUSIC (STP)
4. MY PLAID SHOES
5. PECS
6. MY FRIENDS
7. MOVIES

seven things you hate:
1. MULLETS
2. SPAGHETTI
3. MUSHROOMS
4. COCKY/CONCIETED GUYS
5. HEADACHES
6. FINGER CRAMPS
7. MY MESSED UP GLASSES

seven things in your room:
1. WATERBED
2. COMPUTER
3. TV
4. KEYBOARD
5. FAN
6. RADIO
7. DESK

seven things to do before death:
1.GET MARRIED
2. HAVE KIDS
3. MOVE TO PUERTO RICO
4. OPEN MY OWN RETAURANT
5. GO TO SPAIN
6. GO TU ISLAND S OF ADVENTURE
7. FIND TRUE LOVE! LoL

seven things you can do:
1. COOK
2. TYPE FAST
3. BURP... LOUD
4. JUMP
5. PRANCE
6. BOOGIE
7. LAUGH

seven things you can't do:
1. SING
2. DANCE
3. FLIPS
4. TALK A LOT
5. SIT STILL
6. PLAY GUITAR
7. FLIRT

seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1. SMILE
2. EYES
3. ARMS
4. PECS
5. BUNS
6. PERSONALITY
7.. SENSE OF HUMOR

top seven movies (in no order):
1. SNATCH
2. THE COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO
3. LABYRINTH
4. THE PEST
5. SERENDIPITY
6. 28 DAYS LATER (ROX)
7. PRETTY WOMAN

top seven things you say most:
1. OH MY GOSHNESS
2. DORKIS
3. HAR HAR
4. WOOBILY HOO
5. ROAR
6. OH POO
7. BLAH

top seven favorite books read (and magazines)
1. THE VAMPIRE LESTAT
2. THE COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO
3. THE CAT IN THE HAT
4. 101 NUTTY NATURE JOKES (LOL)
5. POETRY USA
6. FUNNY INSULTS & SNAPPY PUT-DOWNS
7. SEVENTEEN & COMSO MAG.

top seven favorite artists/albums
1. STONE TEMPLE PILOTS/CORE
2. JUANES/ UN DIA NORMAL
3. SHAKIRA/LAUNDRY SERVICE
4. RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS/ BY THE WAY
5. STONE TEMPLE PILOTS/PURPLE
6. ELVIS/ GREATEST HITS
7. VICE CITY SOUNTRACK/FERNANDO PRESENTS EMOTION 98.3

******the basics******
1. Full name: ALEXANDRA
2. Birthday: HALLOWEEN ‘86
3. Location: FLORI-DUH
4. Where else have u lived: JAPAN, GERMANY, PUERTO RICO
5. School/mascot/colors: CHARTER/JAGS/BURGANDY,WHITE,GRAY
6. Zodiac sign: SCORPIO
7. Shoe size: 8.5/9
8. Height: 5'3
9. Weight: 130
10. Pets: DOGGIE (IVANA.. MY NAH-NAH)
11. Siblings: IVAN, KRYSTA, MARIANNE
12. Eye color: BROWN NATURALLY, W/ GREEN CONTACTS
13. Hair color: BROWN NATURALLY, DYED PURPLE AT TIMES
14. Hair length: ABOUT 8 INCHES FROM MY ASS
15. Ever died your hair?: TOTALLY
16. What color?: BURGANDY/PURPLE
17. Grade: 12
18. Are u good in school?: SOMETIMES... 
19. hobbies: CHILLIN WIT BUDS, GOIN TO THE MOVIES, SITTIN AT MY PUTER
20. Nicknames: ALEX, XANDRA,
21. What languages do you speak?: ENGLISH, SPANISH
22. Do you play sports?: SOCCER SUMTIMES
23. Where were you born?: TOKYO, JAPAN
24. Are you a night or a morning person?: NIGHT, DEFINITELY
25. Are you ticklish?: UMM.. YEAH!! LOL
26. Do you believe in God?: AT TIMES
27. Do you have any other screen names?: YEPPERS
28. What are they?: NOT GONNA TELL U
29. Do you have braces?: NOPE
30. Do you have glasses/ contacts?: YES/YES

!!!!!!getting personal!!!!!!
31. What do you want to be when you grow up?: A CHEF!
32. What was the worst day of your life?: DAY I LEFT KEV
33. What is your most embarrassing story?: UMM..
34. What has been the best day of your life? DAY I MET KEV
35. What comes first in your life?: FRIENDS AND FAMILY
36. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: A CRUSH.. JOEY... HE’S SO YUMMY
37. What are you most scared of?: THE DUDE FROM 28 DAYS LATER!! THE GUY THAT APPEARED AT THE WINDOW! CUZ MY FRIEND LOOKS LIKE HIM!! LOL
38. If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? ON MY FINGERS!
39. What do you usually think about before you go to bed?: KEV, OR THE HEAT IN THE ROOM OR SUMTIN
40. What do you regret the most?: LEAVING KEV
41. If you could be anything without consequences, what would u be?: FAERIE!

$$$$$$favorites$$$$$$
42. Movie: LABYRINTH, THE PEST, SNATCH, THE COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO
43. Song: BOHEMIAN RAPHSODY
44. Band/group: STONE TEMPLE PILOTS
45. Store: QUIKSILVER!
46. Relative: KRYSTA, SHE DA COOLEST SIBLING EVA’!
47. Sport: SOCCER
48. Vacation spot: PUERTO RICO
49. Ice cream flavor: CHOCOLATE
50. Fruit: STRAWBERRIES
51. Candy: 100 GRAND
52. Car: SUBARU WRX
53. Class: TV PRODUCTION
54. Holiday: HALLOWEEN.. AKA. MY B-DAY :-D
55. Day of the week: SATURDAY
56. Color: RED
57. Magazine: SEVENTEEN, COSMO
58. Name for a girl: LEXI, ALEXA,.. SUMTIN ALONG THOSE LINES
59. Name for a boy: JULIAN
61: month: JULY?
62. Man athlete: UMM.. DUNNO
63. Female athlete: ME.. HEEHEE
64. Actress: UMM.. DONT REALLY HAVE ONE
65. Actor: GUY PEARCE!
66. Tv show: THE SIMPSONS, CRANK YANKERS, TRIGGER HAPPY
67. Web site: NO COMMENT
68. Animal: KANGAROO
69. E-mail buddy: LANCE, RACHEL, KRYSTA
70. Joke: WUTZ THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A FLY AND A BIRD? A FLY CAN FLY, BUT A BIRD CANT BIRD! HAR HAR!
71. Saying: U SHOT WHO IN THE WUT NOW?
72. Word: DORKiS
73. Brand of shoes: VANS
74. Radio station: 106.7, 107.5, 94.9
75. Room in your house: MY ROOM!
76. Concert you have been to: ZETAFEST ’98, 2001 FAMILY VALUES TOUR
77. Cd: STP-CORE
78. President: DANA CARVEY... ::snickers::
79. Salad: CHICKEN BLT SALAD FROM WENDYS, OMG, SO YUMMY
80. Meat: BEEF
81. Pizza topping: PEPPERONI
82. State: FLORI-DUH
83. City: BAYAMON
84. Lake: UMM.. WHA?
85. Ocean: THE ONE SURROUNDIN PUERTO RICO...?
86. Place to be: CHILLIN, WHEREVER MY BUDS ARE
87. Smell: GUY COLOGNES, LIKE CANDIES FOR MEN AND ACQUA DI GIO
88. Sound: THE SOUND OF CHILDRENS LAUGHTER IN THE PLAYGROUND.. HAHAHA , YEA RIGHT
90. Feeling: HYPERNESS
91. College: JOHNSON & WALES UNIVERSITY! YEAAAA!!
92. Number: 2
93. Book: THE CAT IN THE HAT
94. Vacation spot: PUERTO RICO
95. Grandma: MOMS MOM.. CANT STAND THE OTHER ONE
96. Grandpa: THE ONLY ONE IVE EVER MET...DADS DAD
97. Cereal: LUCKY CHARMS

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