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Thursday, June 17th, 2004
8:35 pm - Emo Fetus!

I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart!

Hooray fetus! Ahem. Yeah. Anyway...nothing's new. Except for the fact RJ is in love. Le sigh. I can never win, can I?

On a lighter note, I wrote a new fanfic today. 'Tis all about Mr. Martin and how his life sucks. xD

You can find it here. :)

*heart heart hate*

neVer

current mood: cold
current music: Classes >> Deviates

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Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
3:35 pm - HAIR JOB!
Hehe, yep. My hair's different yet again. I ended up cutting out my dreads (cause they were annoying the shit outta me) and now I have short hair, w00t! It's all like....right past my ears. Uh huh. And, I felt all retarded (and looked it too) so I went to Shawneh's house, and I'm all "HELP MEEEEEEE!" and he just stared at meh. And yeah. :D But yeah. He helped me redo my hair. Again. Loves you, Shawnmiester. ;)

Anywho, he put my hair in layers or something like that, and then we bleached it 'cause the purplish color was annoying, and it ended up staying in too long, so my hair looked basically like my natural color and shit. Back to square one, eh? But yeah. Then we got bored and so we went over to WalMart and got like four different hair dyes lmao. But Shawn did some wierd shit with it and he got one of 'em to look like this really light blue. Sexyness. But yeah. So we dyed my hair that blue, and now it looks sexay. :D

My hair's all sexy now, yup yup. But I can't do much with it untill the soft-y-ness comes back and I can straighten it again. Untill then, I've just been fuckin' with it and shoving as much gel as possible into my hair. :x Actually, it comes out pretty cool half the time. So booyah.

Wow. This entry's kinda long. Coolio, eh? Eh. *snorts* I love that word. CANADIAN PRIDE, YO!

K-Mart shoppers UNITE!

*heart heart hate*

neVer

current mood: horny
current music: Faggot >> MSI

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Sunday, June 6th, 2004
1:08 pm - Sicknezzzz
Yeah, you heard me. I'm sick. I'm a mother fucking sick bastard. Fucking people. Roxanne got me sick. Roar and all that good shit.

But yeah. My head hurts like a fuckwad, and I'm dizzy. *sobs* Why me? Bleh, but yeah.

Erm...last night, I went to the Junkyard with Ryan and yeah. I miss that fucker, man. *snugs Ryan* And yeah. He's back with Jessica. *growls* I hate her. But anyway, we were at the Junkyard and this guy comes up to me and he's all "Hey babeh" lmao. But yeah. I just stared at him and walked away. 'Cause he scared me. Alot. And then we saw Mia there and I'm all "Mimiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!" and I glomped her and then she got all excited and shizzle. :x I said shizzle. But anyway, we were all dancing and having fun and shit and yah. Ryan ended up leaving 'cause he was all like, "you're spending more time with Mimi than you are with me!" and he went home. So Mia and me were all stuck there and it was mother fucking cold out so we decided to hitchhike lmao. But yeah, and this guy thought we were prostitutes and we ran away. Good times. Good times. :D

But yeah, then we ran to Roxanne's house, and yadda. She got me sick. *evil glare*

I'm sick. So I sleep. :(

*heart heart hate*

neVer

current mood: sick
current music: Time Bomb >> Rancid

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Friday, June 4th, 2004
11:44 am - Sex on a Barbie Towel
Kinky, no? Muahahaha, but yeah. It was fun, yuss yuss. Whoa. I'm just beginning to realize how much I've missed my fucking Blurty! *clings to her Blurty* You poor, poor soul. *pets Blurty* Actually, I've decided to name my Blurty. So her name ish...Emma! Like Dave's band. ;) But eh. Dave's a sexy bastard. *lovehugrapelicksquish*

What else? Eh...you'd think after me not updating in forever I'd have something to say. But I dont. :x I lie. Me and Gazzy broke up. Why? We simply decided we wanted to see other people. Okay, so I decided it. But she agreed, so it's all good. That don't mean we still can't be fuck buddies though, right? ;D

Eh....that's all I have to say. I'm a fucken boring person. I am. No, really, I am. :D *shuts up*

I think blondexcore is hawt.

*heart heart hate*

neVer

current mood: giddy
current music: Hold On... >> Angry Amputees

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Saturday, April 3rd, 2004
3:35 pm - Random Shizzle
Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?Pills + Alcohol (fun!)
How many tries will it take?39
When will you commit suicide?October 11, 2020
What will your suicide note say?"this is to dying in another's arms and why i had to try it.."
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!


Interesting, eh? And then I did this one:
Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Indie Elitist
Your Favorite Band/SongLinkin Park - My December
You Like To Read:Non-fiction novels
You Firmly Believe In:God
Everyone Thinks You Are:An easy fuck
You Were Conceived:By immaculate conception
You Will Marry:The Antichrist
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!


I always get overdose shit! Though, marrying the Antichrist sounds inticing. *cue evil music* Yeh, so, 'tis all.

*heart heart hate*,

neVer


current mood: crappy
current music: Mushroom Head_)(All My Friends)(

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Friday, April 2nd, 2004
9:35 pm - So Fucken 1337!
Eh...yeah, don't ask. I is now c!rcu!t g33k though. -xD I *heart* being a dork. Anywho, I'm going to see Annie Get Your Gun tomorrow at teh highschool, 'acause Mayrie's in it. She's Annie, to be exact. -xD <3

So what else other than that? *thinks* Nothing, eh. Just felt like informing you on my super cool hax0r nam3, that's all. n__n; And now I leave. Woosh.

*heart heart hate*,

neVer

current mood: anxious
current music: Nadda

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Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
8:19 pm - The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new...
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new...
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is YOU

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

current mood: artistic
current music: Guess, ya fuck.

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Wednesday, March 10th, 2004
5:56 pm - Yay, I'm in a community!
Yeh, you heard me right. I am. I pwn. Offcially. *cheezy grin* So yeh. I'm sitting here, waiting fer Shawn to pick me up so we can go with Ty and Ryan to this local show. Caffine. Oh, sezzy Tim. xD I met him once and I was all *dies*. So yeah. My AIM died out, spooty thing. *kicks* I hate the Internet. *grumbles* Oh, and now, I heard my favorite candy store is closing 'cause of rat poison in the candy. FUCK THE RAT POISON, DAMMIT! I WANT MY CANDIE! If I don't get my tacos, candy, and Dr. Pepper daily, I explode. Yes...it's happened. FeAr My StIcKy CaPz. With a z and everything. xP

So yeh, I'm done. *bounces off*

*heart heart hate*

Nevz

current mood: blah
current music: AFI_)(Cruise Control)(

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Thursday, February 26th, 2004
8:12 pm - Guess who's back...back again...
Never's back...tell a friend. *dances* Weewoo! Yep, that's right, all you kiddies! Good ol' Nevzy got a new Blurty account. Aren't ye proud? -XD

Well, yeah. Anywho, in case you're wondering, this whole lookup thing was put together by none other than moi, and it was inspired by AFI's "The Boy Who Destroyed The World". One of my favorites, other than "Cruise Control", personally. But anyway, the part of the song that caught me (years ago) was:

Remember when, remember when,
Remember when we were all so beautiful?
Never again, never again,
But since then we've lost our glow

And I almost cried, LMAO. But yeah. Anywho, that's all, folks. And, ignore my icon thinger, for it has nothing to do with the layout. Silly bears. ^^


current mood: anxious
current music: SoaD_"Needles"

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