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Friday, January 16th, 2004

Time:11:58 pm.
Mood: nervous.
i have a new blurty name it is 99problems so i will not use this name any more so if anybody even reads my journal go to my new name....
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Time:11:52 pm.
Mood: blank.
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Subject:what a busy weekend....
Time:11:06 pm.
Mood: nervous.
Tonight I had a boys basketball game against Chaminade... we won holla! Well yeah then I came home to get ready for competition. I havn't packed any ofmy shit but I got the sponge rollers in my hair and washed my uniform and shoes so im fine. Tomorrow I have to be at school tomorrow at 10:00am and reivew till 10:30 then leave to AGOURA HILLS HIGH SCHOOL for competiton. We are supposed to compete at 2:45 pm and J.V will compete at 11:45 am. That should be real fun I can't wait EVERYONE SHOULD GO... Well then after it will be time to PARTY holla! It will be great ya know what im sayin?!?!? Well then I get to go to school all day for renal prom. I am supposed to be there tomorrow also but since I have competition it is ok so I will be there all day Sunday and the prom is from 5 - 10pm... It is not a regular prom it is for kids who were to sick to go to there prom and like they get the oppertunity to go to a prom. It is a really good thing to be a part of. I am going to wear y betsey johnson dress from Soph. year and some one will be there and it will be great. Krystal, Lace and Tati will be there also oh damn were gonna have some fun... Well my weekend is packed when am I going to study oh I DONT KNOW... Crash course studying on Monday. Yeah I am going to be so tired and I have finals ahhhhhhhh. Oh well at least I know tomorrow will be fucken awesome and Sunday is going to be chill.
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Saturday, January 10th, 2004

Subject:4 hours practice
Time:9:01 pm.
Mood: bitchy.
Today it was so hard to get up this morning at 9. I had practice at 10 - 2. it was bad. We now know the whole dance which is good. I have been feeling kinda depressed lately. Well yeah last night I went out with Angeli, Tj, and Piz to Islands and then after mini golf at Castle Park then after as usual we went back to Pizarro's house. It was kinda boring after Castle Park and sort of disturbing. Even Tj noticed how rude and confrontational the whoel night was. Well at least I wasn't alone. Alright then I'm probably going out tonight but not till later depends on what time David gets out of work...
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Time:1:51 am.
Mood: lonely.
i am very alone in life...
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Thursday, January 8th, 2004

Subject:Lady Knights vs. Harvard Westlake
Time:9:39 pm.
Tonight was another game but it was a girls game. We lost by one point it kinda sucked. It was an intense game though.
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Wednesday, January 7th, 2004

Subject:ND vs. Alamany
Time:10:39 pm.
Mood: tired.
Tonight we had a basketball game vs. Alamany. WE WON!!!
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Tuesday, January 6th, 2004

Subject:I think I'm going to die...
Time:8:52 pm.
Mood: sore.
My whole body just hurts. There is not one thing that dosent hurt. From my head to my toes it is ridiculous. I need a full body massage. Well on a good note I had a much better day today beside my sore body.
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Monday, January 5th, 2004

Time:9:41 pm.
Mood: sad.
Why do I let you get to me? Why do I listen to you? I hate feeling the way I do. It is the worst feeling ever to think that you don't even care. You deep down inside know how I feel and what I feel but why can't you express your feelings to me either good or bad? I sit here just thinking about you and missed you cause I havn't talked to you and yet you still just lead me in the wrong directions. Please do not act like you care when you really dont. I just want to tell you that I like you and care about you so much. We graduate in 5 months and I have had these feelings for so long. Why can't I just tell you and you except them? Why do I put myself through this.
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Saturday, January 3rd, 2004

Subject:I have a 6 hour practice in 10 hours!!!!!
Time:11:59 pm.
Mood: hungry.
Well I have practice from 10am - 4pm. SIX HOURS ahhhhhh. Well i really don't mind cause I want to finish learing our competition dance. I have a new found passion for info-mercials. Channel 218 " STUFF TV " LOL. I can watch it all day long. Well yeah. I was supposed to do homework today and I have yet to start. I have to read Paradise Lost and do an Art project. I can get it done but I should have done all of this the first day of break so I do not have to do it THE LAST DAY. We go back to school the 5th which is tomorrow. It is ok though. I also love watching COURT TV channel 204. It is very interesting. I have not really talked to alot of people today it was kinda lonely considering I woke up at 3pm. Wow that was the latest I have woken up all break. The longest I have slept though was 14 hours. It was real nice. I am gonna have so much trouble going to sleep Sunday night casue I am not going to want to go to sleep at like 10 cuase I have to wake up at like 5 30 - 6am. It sucks. It is only because I drive to school and I want to get a parking spot in the parking lot. That is why I wish that my mom still drove me to school so I could wake up at like 7 and get to school at like 730 it would be great. Well it is ok I am just going to have to get used to it again. The only part I am dreading about going back to school is English class with Dr. Wands. He is a good guy and a good teacher but his classes are just so boring and put me to sleep.
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Friday, January 2nd, 2004

Time:12:14 am.
Mood: amused.
I left my house at abotu 10 to go bowling with Adam and Jimmy. I didn't know that they were really good so yeah I SUCK. It was fun though. We went to Jerry's Deli and I have not been there since they re modeled it. Well even though I lost both games It was really fun. Adam is just so funny he always makes me laugh =)
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Thursday, January 1st, 2004

Time:1:53 am.
Mood: high.
Damn its 2004 already.... GRADUATION in 5 MONTHS. So tonight wasnt a whole wast in time it was ok I guess. I am so faded right now it's great. PATTY HUGHES is the best I love him. He got me started to blaze on December 13,2003. SO yeah I love pat hughes he is hot. Good Night HAPPY NEW YEAR
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Tuesday, December 30th, 2003

Subject:Let's get high
Time:5:48 pm.
Mood:hopefully Ill get high tonight.
The plan for tonight was to go out with PATTY Huges and Danny and blaze. Well I doubt that is going to happen cause last night they decided to go get fucked up and get pulled over by the cops. Well that sucks. Luckily they only got a ccurfew tickets cause the cops new they were fucked up drinking and smoking. Well hopefully there still cool to go out cause I really need to blaze tonight. I do not smoke regularly but I have and I have so much stress right now that I do not want to deal with that it will be a good release. HAHAHA I'll just keep telling myslef that. Hopefully tomorrow there will be a party so I can go and get fucked up. I dunno but I am deffinatly not staying at home on New Years Eve.
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Monday, December 29th, 2003

Subject:Why do we put up with it?
Time:4:57 pm.
Mood: curious.
I do not understand why we put up with him? He is my mom's boyfriend and we all dont like him. We as in My mom, Chris, and myself. It is a long story on why my mom does not like him but I don't like hi ause he i an ass. Sometimes he can be really nice and funny but the lil smart ass comments he makes just does not fly with me. He lives with us but man I just can't stand it anymore. Whatever it will be soon when he leaves or I leae first I dont know which will come first. I hopefully will go off to Arizona and stay there for 4 years. That will be great.. AHH whatever he ust really annoys me and so does his son Devin. I do not think many people read my blurty but this is just a good way to release my thoughts and emotions. Well if you do read my journal respond and tell me who you are.... Just out of curiousity I wan't to know :)
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Time:3:35 pm.
Mood: determined.
I is so cold at y house... I finally put the heater on so I am sorta getting warm so thats good. Today is Lacey's 17th birthdat yay. Finally she is 17. Tonight I am going out with Angeli. Who knows where we are going to go but we will find someting fun to do we always do. I might go visit her at work today but I don't know if I will. Well i really feel like partying especially on Wednesday. If not I want to go to Pasadena for the Rose Parade. I'm sure some of my St. Francis friends will be there so that would be fun. It would be really fun if Paul were to invite me but I doubt it. As everyone can tell I really like him. I just don't know how to tell him this or what to do. I actually have not talked to him since the 23rd. Well that is ok I just have to wait and see what happens.
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Sunday, December 28th, 2003

Subject:what a day
Time:6:48 pm.
Mood: calm.
Today has been a very eventful day. It was really fun. First I woke up at like 8 to get ready and we all went to The Getty spent a couple hours there and then went to go eat some hot dogs at Pinks at about 1:45. I have bever eaten there and they do have some very good hot dogs. After that we went up to City Walk and saw Paycheck. It was actually really good... Sorta chezzy at some parts but other then that it was really good. Then came home. It dosent sound like alot but we spent a couple hours at each place so i was good. It has been a while since I spent the whole day with my mom and Jesse so it was real nice. I really miss all my firends at school. I called Krystal and she said that her mom is doing great. So that is really good. She should hopefully be going home tonight or in a couple of days which is good cause she has had a good fast recovery. I also miss Gels she is just so funny. I should be goin to Disneyland soon but I dont know if Im actually going to go. It's either later on this week or on Tuesday for Lacey's birthday. So I have not figured it out yet but soon will. I really want to go off to college to meet new friends. I love mine but I do want new ones so that I can have a variety of friends. Something that Krystal told me maybe 2 months ago which I thought was so sweet. She told me "Kellie please promise me to keep in touch with me no matter where you end up going to college" I thought that was the sweetest thing ever cause none of my other friends had really ever told me that. I plan on going to Arizona and she will probably stay in Cali so thats why oh but trust me i will for sure keep in touch to go party with her...
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Saturday, December 27th, 2003

Time:11:14 pm.
Mood: cold.
Today I went to the Northridge mall to go shopping. I had gotten $125.00 for Christmas so I decided to spend it. At first I had no idea what I wanted to buy. I went into all my favorite stores: Guess, Abercrombie, Victoria's Secret, and American Eagle but I could not find anything that I really really wanted. So then I went to Pacific Suwear and saw this really cute Brown and Tan Puma sweatshirt and it is really cute so I bought it. This really cute guy Jeff worked there. I also bought a pair of brown and tan Puma shoes and they match my new sweatshirt so that is good. I spent all my money and I still have a couple gift certificates that I need to buy makeup and bath and body works stuff. It has been so cold lately and I have also been very tired. Today my mom, Jesse and I went to the Getty because I have to do an Art project but there were so many people there just to get in that we figured we would just go back tomorrow so tomorrow we are going to get up early and get there at like 9:30 am so we do not have to wait in the huge line just for parking. Well I am still freezing and I do not know what to do. I can not wait to go to he Galleria and go to the MAC store and buy some makeup. I really need some new eye shadows.
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Thursday, December 25th, 2003

Subject:Merry Christmas
Time:5:41 pm.
Mood: thankful.
Merry Christmas everyone! I have had a really good Christmas Eve and Christmas. I spent it all with my family. As presents go I got $120.00 in cash $25.00 gift certificate for bath & body works and $50.00 for M.A.C. I got this really really cute pleaded skirt from Betsey Johnson, a pair of black boots which don't fit so we have to exchange them, A scark with a matching top from banana republic, the finding nemo DVD, and a box with 2 10's for my car, and other stuff that I have not gotten yet. So even if I didn't get what I wanted I woulda still had a really great Christmas.
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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003

Subject:What do I do?
Time:12:20 am.
Mood: confused.
I am in such a big dilema... SO he told me that he didn't want a girl friend and just is not interested right now yet I really do likr him. I have yet to tell him this but should I? or just forgett about it? I really do not know what to do with this whole situation. He feels so strong about not wanting a relationship because of his stupid ex-girlfriend. She really fucked him up and fucked his way of thinking up. She was real nice to me but the way they broke up was all her. So because of that he feels that everything is a lie. I just need help to know what to do? I talk to him almost everyday and we usually talk for a long time... yet I still don't know if I tell him or what. He is the type of guy that it sounds bad but alot of girls like him but he can't be bothered so that i why I have my reservations about telling him cause girls flock to him and I don't want to be another one of those girls. We have hooked up beffore but I do not know what it means or what is going to happen. I just need some major advice and I really can't ask any of my friends cause they don't really understnad my predicament.
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Monday, December 22nd, 2003

Time:12:35 am.
Mood: curious.
I didn't do much today... Woke up at 1:30 and watched TV with my mom and then just chilled all day long. I met my brothers new girl friend Whitney. She is really pretty. She seemed kinda shy but nice. I am glad he got a new girl friend... Cassondra, his ex, was getting bitchy and I didnt like her. Well then after that I went to go see Gothika with Angeli. We were so scared. After it started thought it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be but still very scary. Well now I am talking to Paul and WOW what a night he had. He lives in Pasadena and suppisidly got into this car chase where this car was trying to run him off the road and he lives on top of a hill and it is a very windy and scary road. WOW I am glad he is okay. It makes me not want to drive tohis house anymore... Yet I still will hahaha... Well I am just glad he is home and ok.
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