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the past few days have been surprisingly....okay. i mean, emotionally. for some reason, i dont know what it is, im totally fine with the fact that he has a girlfriend. i dunno, sometimes i dont like seeing things but....other than that....im fine. i went to my friend's show tonight when i heard she was gonna be there without him. and we went there with the intentions of "giving her a piece of our minds" but not in a good way you know. so we get there and she's over by the merch table and my friend joe was working the table....so i go over there and the only spot to sit near joe is the chair RIGHT next to hers. so i take it! so she's sitting there talking to her friend (oh another story about her little "friend" to come)...and i'm sitting there for awhile, socializing with my friends that come up to me and what not. and she knows im sitting there but doesnt really acknowledge me. which is totally understandable. so after a little while she just turns to me and says "i love your hair, its different right" she noticed i had my hair dyed yesterday. so i was like "yeah, we did it yesterday" and she's all "is it black?" and i said "no, dark red with darker streaks" and she's all "i really like it" so i just said "thanks". and that was that. so we're sitting there, my friend's band is up....we're watching. blah blah blah. the set is over and i turn to her, put my hand on her back and say "can i talk to you before you leave" and she was like "yeah sure" so she talks to her friend for a few minutes and then turns to me and says "ok, lets go talk over there" so we get up and go to the corner. let me set up the scene for you.....
her and me in the corner....she's AT LEAST a foot taller than me with her heals on. so she's TOWERING over me and standing hella close. tits in my face and all. so here's the conversation....
me: im sure you know that i know about whats going on
her: yeah
me: well i just want you to know that i dont know who's saying shit, but that i never said anything remotely close to what i hear is being said
her: ok...well i dont know whos saying it either
me: alright well i just wanted to clear things up because obviously this is a big deal and i dont want any drama for something i didnt even say
her: alright, i understand, i dont either
me: i talked to him for a really long time last night and he was really upset, and thats just not right, nothing happened
her: well i wasnt mad at you, but he did get caught in a lie
me: ok well thats between you two, but i know he really cares about you and i dont wanna be the cause of any drama
her: i know, i just didnt know what to think about you
me: well i heard you thought i had a problem when we hung out the other night, and i thought you had the problem...but you can understand it was an awkward situation, but honestly, there's no problem anymore
her: okay well thank you
me: no problem, i just want things to be cool
her: so do i, its cool, everything's fine
and that was pretty much the end of it. she kept touching my arm though, that kinda weirded me out, and the fact that she's like sooo tall. kinda intimidating but i was ok. kept my cool. didnt wanna get an attitude since she was being cool about it. it was funny cuz afterwards when i was hanging out with the band at a friend's house my friend chris was like "so, did you girls have a nice talk?" and he laughed and i asked what he was talking about and he just said "well she is a tad taller than you, how did you like her tits in your face" i just laughed and hit him as i said "was it that noticeable?" lol....so yeah. i called him afterwards and told him everything that was said. and he thanked me. i told him that she still thinks he's a liar but there was nothing i could do about that. and he thanked me for helping him out, or at least trying to. cuz i know he doesnt want any drama between us anymore than we do. so yeah. everything is cool. i might actually get to like this girl....weird huh? but if she ever pisses me off again, there's more loogies to be hocked! hehe. just kidding. i probably wouldnt do that again....maybe ;) hehehehe. so we'll see.
i care about him enough to try to make things right between him and his new girlfriend. how fucking pathetic is that???? jeeeeez. i need to get a life of my own, ya think? fuckin eh man. oh well.
"when you say best friends means friends forever" :)
that is all for now. i must get to bed. nighty night my ever so faithful fans! ;)
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