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[07 Oct 2004|08:39pm] |
my mom just threw a knife at me. good thing shes so goddamned blind. i hate my life so much. the saddest part is that through all of this, i had to do my english and latin homework because its due tomorrow. jesus fucking christ. she was throwing celery at me and apple sauce trying to make me dinner.
it just hurts so much
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[07 Oct 2004|06:44pm] |
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everything is so..depressing like whoa. my mom had to fill out a parents questionnaire about me for health and she sat for fifteen minutes trying to think of something good to say about me. she couldnt think of ONE good quality. i fucking burst into tears. then she wrote down under 'things i want my child to do' that she will like to see me try harder in school. i nearly stabbed her with the knife in the kitchen. FUCKING TRY HARDER, MOTHER? i told her i was going to take a mental health day on monday [god knows i need it] and she rolled her eyes at me. i swear to god i was going to hit her in the car. ONE DAY, mom. is one day too much high school shouldnt just be teachers throwing books and assignments at me. my social life has dramatically declined and she fails to notice. that is because she is so blindsighted that anything that doesn't affect her, it holds no interest. whatever.
stayed after school today for reinnasance. what a drag. fairhurst jen and i were for sure going to walk home. we debeated on that for several minutes and wasted time so we ended up taking the bus home. what fun. uhh - NOT?? i missed oprah for the third day in a row!!!!!!! that woman is the SHIZ man. whatever. ended up getting a 23 out of 25 on my latin test woot. anyway. desperately need to hang out with garren tomr i havent talked to him in ages. whatever.
accounting and geometry test tomr. definately the highlight of my life - for sure! luckily my mother LEFT thank god. i couldnt deal with seeing her face after that i just might suddenly stab it with a chopstick. ARGH.
i want to lose weight. and get a nose job. siiiiigh. two things thatll never happen. HUMPH.
does anyone else miss the togetherness of middle school? maybe its just freshmen year is a little rocky. i duno.
peace-love&annie x0
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[06 Oct 2004|05:25pm] |
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what up y'all. another redundant day in class. mr. wilson sucks doo-rags. raised thirty bucks for DECA - yay! stayed after for latin club oh joyous occasions. whateve. ive joined five clubs thus far. reinnesence's tomr afterschool. why do i always stay after school i wish i wasn't such an overachiver. watch me end up going to community college or something thatd be totally stupid. finished watching opera. oprah is da bomb. i've noticed that every club i've joined so far, brian wong is also joining or is a member is. out of whack? yessum, i think so. this sucks my social life is..nonexistant and i can't bring myself to think about BOYS UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. everything is such a waste i wish i wasn't such a tight ass all the time. step back and take a deep breath. im going for a run in my see thru white button up and plaid boxers. if only it would start raining and a band was playing in the background. gosh i can't wait for the seasons to change. if only i could fall in love..x3
Adopt Your Own Emo Kid! |
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| quiz crazy. |
[04 Oct 2004|11:22pm] |
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