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Monday, June 20th, 2005
10:21p
"I`ll have to read it in the shitter, and not shit while I read it"
HAHAHHAA



So I only have a few days left worth of school
Its nuts
I mean I am so close to getting out of highschool
Its been my home for so long
Teenage Drama is just going to be that much more pathedic
Sigh i dont want to get in to all that shit
its too much bagage for me to carry around
I hope 2 mar oh goes
I dont think I am going to any classes though
oh well lol
I dont really have any...Business...doesnt excist
Ow my boob hurts all of a sudden like a knife
owwy!!
anyway and then art...but fuck art lol
I will pass that shit so we be cool


You ever just get a song in your head?
a song that you used to just go crazy over when you heard it
a song that means alot to you
that you havent heard in a very long time
then someone mentions it..in passing
you download it, find the file on the computer, put the cd in, rewind the cassette tape...
wonder why you havent listened to it in so long
remember why it means so much...and smile
or cry, or get angry..Mostly you just remember
Then it leads to another song...that reminds you of that someone, that place, that time in your life when everything
was beautiful, was horrible...just was
you escape and remember...close your eyes and listen to the lyrics
a man or woman telling your story through theirs
If tears havent welled yet they will now
thinking of something...that was
and isnt now
Remembering a past that is exactly that
a past....

The song that started all this?

Oasis - WonderWall
"And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how "

All of a sudden ( this is way after I wrote the song bit)
I feel like I am in love
that warm feeling you get in your chest
that feeling that is opposite from the hollow I usually feel

This feeling will change tho...anyhoooo

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