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Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
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11:11p - I AM SO HAPPY
"Your a fucking waste of life"
It's GOOD to hear that from one of my best friends its also GOOD to be alone on grad, and to worry about dening acceptance. Its just GREAT to be guilty about leaving home and getting my own life. It's fucking SUPER to always be worried if people are laughing at you on the inside.Its AWESOME to be annoyed at everyone on the outside. Its crazy COOL to worry about your ablility to have kids at age 18. Its just GREAT to (emotionally) give give give and get shit on. Its very ENJOYABLE to be told what you believe in is wrong, everyday
I like having a lisense...Its freeing
I can drive..I dont have to depend on any one to get me around...
will I use my car all the fucking time?
NO if I can walk I will
If its cheaper to take the bus I will
and to be in a car pool it will one day be YOUR turn to DRIVE
I am going to be in fucking NORTH VAN in Jan. *teehee that rhymes..I will barely ever use my car...I will be working in Vernon and live in Lumby..I believe a car will be needed
I right now at my life
do not want to vote
I hate politics and I really dont want to spend my life
researching things I hate to form opinon that will end up being false anyway
I am not a buisness person...I do not feel I am mature enough to vote
It is my right to vote...thank god this is a free country...I do NOT HAVE to vote...
I do however think that voting for the green party is a waste of time...they are..well to put it frankly green...there only focus is the enviroment...You cant focus on only on thing in the goverment...That much I know..you need a balance in everything...What I also dont like...is the voting system...voting for your local dude should have no effect on the provincial dickface...I mean really..its a person(and a little pary) you vote for...not the actual party
but hey..none of this might make sense..because when it comes to politics I try to stay out of it
I dont want to know whats going on in the world
Its the depressing...and I am trying not to be depressed
no but I am a fucking loser who doesnt care about her country because she doesnt watch the evening news
fuck that..I love my fucking country..Canada fucking rules! I dont have to watch the depressing bullshit news to know that...whats really wrong is that half the fucking people in our school dont know the words to our fucking national anthem! Its so easy to forget something YOU NEVER HEAR
You do your own thing let me do mine...let me vote(ornot)...let me eat what I want...let me think what I want...let me watch what I want...let me feel, what I cant help but feel...let me love who I love because I would hate them otherwise
I am a little angry Jessica cant be my date..not angry at her..just peeved a little..I hope no one askes who I am taking in the near future...I might kill them...but I have watched enough CSI I think lol
I was so happy Jessica could be there..and really happy I wouldnt have to be alone
watching everyone else be happy with there dates
"Oh Vickie stop your fucking whining"
I can whine if I fucking want to this is how I feel
Do know whats its like to feel lonely your whole fucking life?
I wanted a date..so I wouldnt be a third wheel....even though if she came I would have ending up as a fourth wheel
but I would perfer that...
Please allow me to be sad once and awhile...Jessica cant come and everyone wants me to have a super day...I mean, please...I need a little time perhaps.. oh well I will act like i am over it
people like me better that way...
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