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Monday, December 15th, 2003
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7:39a
Seen as Blurty seems to be very ill at the moment, I've taken advantage of the new situation at LJ and made myself a new journal. Which means I now have three. But this'll still be the main one, I should think.
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8:10a
I just got back from an hour's walk in the very very cold-ness at 5.30 in the morning. I went up to school because I was missing Ray and I couldn't sleep. I just couldn't settle - which is not usual for me, I spent most of the last two days asleep. Maybe that's it.
But I missed him, very much.
And I got some really crappy news at the pub last night, which I don't want to talk about, and that made me feel even worse. I just felt numb, sitting up in the front room at home and sitting in bed, looking at his picture. So I went to the only place that I feel really close to him. I thought maybe he'd be having a morning stroll in the extreme coldness, but if he was, I missed him.
current mood:  cold
current music: The Today Programme::Radio 4 (comment on this)
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