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Thursday, August 28th, 2003
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1:18a - shopping, shopping, shopping
Sooooo, yeah.
Took me to Meadowhall, even though I was up till five o'clock playing on Blurty and I only got up about five hours later. For a wonder I actually managed to buy something as well! PJ bottoms from Gap (white and red stripe, v. pretty), Benny hat and belt from H&M, George Clooney calendar (yay!) and lots of heavy shopping from Marks and Spencer. Hey, I promised my parents, who do not make me pay rent or get a job.
The George calendar should come in handy soon, when I decide that I'd like to have a go at drawing him too. My Spike picture is nearly finished, it's just that I'm on his forehead - which is a shading nightmare frankly! But, hey, I can take my damn time now because due to Maria's unexpected comment she can't bloody have it and it's mine! I really expected her to like it, but apparently it's not instantly recognisable as James Marsters. Like hell.
But yes, I said I'd have a go at George too. And there are lots of Solaris pics to choose from which I now don't have to print out on out shitty printer.
Speaking of Solaris, which is something I quite like to do, I'm planning to write an Amazon review of it. Some ofthe ones up there at the moment are so disparaging that i just can't let it go. It was my favourite movie of the academic year, best I've seen for ages. Plus the Georgeness!
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Lord of the Rings BBC Radio version (comment on this)
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3:30a - this stuff is damned addictive
I've tried to make this as little as possible like a big catalogue of my actions to date, which would be dull - that's what wall calendars are for, but it's tempting to just to ramble on about net things that I can't yet figure out. I've had about a week's exposure to web-language and HTML in my life and I'm feeling like I should try and make an effort to learn some more. Still, it's easier than Latin!
Here I am again, on the computer in the middle of the damn night, pissing about. Still, at least it's not 'dodgy' site night. I won't go into that right now, suffice to say they're not the most productive of activites.
I am determined however not to let this turn into the kind of diary I had when I was fifteen - which was pretty much the Catalogue of R.. The fact that I now never see him should probably help with that though! I'll still muse about him though. He is a kind of Muse to me, after all.
I was on the bus thinking about him, wondering whether this place I'm in now - where I know I still love him, but I don't need him to be around - is the place I've been needing to get to all this time. Talk about long journey. Secret journey maybe.
Upon a secret journey
I met a holy man
His blindness was his wisdom
I'm such a lonely man
And as the world was turning
It rolled itself in pain
This does not seem to touch you
He pointed to the rain
You will see light in the darkness
You will make some sense of this
And when you've made your secret journey
You will find the love you miss
And when you've made your secret journey
You will be a holy man
I love that song. Must try and make something up around it. It's always made me think of him. (Not that this is unusual behaviour!)
current mood:  contemplative
current music: Sheryl Crow - Riverwide (comment on this)
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4:05a - Quiz me!
Seer
The ULTIMATE personality test
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Well, yeah...; )
The Lost Soul
What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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Creepy.
current mood:  curious
current music: Everclear - Electra Made Me Blind (comment on this)
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