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Friday, December 5th, 2003
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11:29 pm - carebear quiz
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| Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
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9:56 pm - going going....its GONE
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Project TO DO LIST --
Research Paper - Due Dec.18th (60 quotes and responses from sources -- Due..Yesterday ---I however,still only have 35...That could be a problem)
Work Program Presention/Powerpoint -- Due Dec.18th ( havent started)
Senior Memory Book -- Due January 12th ( have almost 1/4 of it almost done)
Min. 3 page Paper for Work Program - Due January 12th (havent started)
and sooo much more....
-- so exactly how close am I to finishing any of these things??? FAR FROM FINISHED
I swear...I've lost it...I've it all.
I NO longer have any drive. I was all hyped up about doing really well this year. I started well...I mean A- honor roll... HUGE accomplishment for me. But now, I've lost it. I just cant bring myself to do anything. Eventhough I know i have A LOT of work to do, and close to NO time to do it...I still dont do anything. I sort of just sit there looking down at my homework with a blank stare. I feel as if I have a serious lack of ambition. Sadly enough, I dont even have enough drive or ambition to even finish this entry and write something somewhat interesting in it. OH well...(insert "Do you REALLY think i care" face here)
---Maybe I should just go sit in my room and stare at my homework some more...I've got nothing better to do..
current mood:  disappointed
current music: Motivate Me - Good Charlotte
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| Thursday, July 3rd, 2003
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11:03 am - Things to do before I die...
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~Go on a road trip with friends
~Go to Italy
~go to Paris
~Travel through Europe
~Get something besides my ears pierced
~Go bungee jumping
~go ski diving
~go to hawaii
~Go to mardi gras
~spring break in cancun
~ Walk barefoot along a beach on a warm summer night when no one else is around and all u can hear is the ocean and the wind
~Learn to surf
~Learn to water ski
~Kiss a guy with a tongue ring
~sex on the beach
~sex in the rain
~sex under a waterfall
~Get married, outside, in the summer, possibly on a beach at night, with fireworks goin off in the background
~go horseback riding on the beach
~go tanning at a nude beach
~live in a penthouse apartment that has a view of the city skyline or a body of water
~have kids
~get a tatoo
~be on a tv show/ talk show or be in a movie
~have a puppy
~buy myself an expensive car
~ have a trampoline
~have a huge fountain in my backyard
~and have a pool in my backyard that over looks a body of water
~go on a cruise
~go to college, and graduate from college
~Fall in love
~be in two places at once
~be more grateful for what i have instead of bitching about what i dont have
~not be so self conscious
~not be such a procrastinator
~go to a karaoke bar and not just watch but participate
~go to disneyworld
~travel to every state in the US
~swim in an ocean
~Swim with the dolphins
~learn to play the drums and the guitar
~go to Austrailia
~go sailing
~meet a complete stranger and tell them the story of my life..with every detail
~learn how to take a compliment
~shower in a waterfall
~lie naked at the top of a hill or mountain on a summer night and look at the stars
~buy a one way train ticket to some place and go there without any plans
~go to a different state where i dont know n e one and go to dinner and make a huge scene and throw my dinner of the table and storm out of the restaurant.
~take a karate class
~get along with my parents better
~be in a better mood more often
~travel to an extremely exotic location
~walk up to a complete stranger and kiss them just to see their reaction
~watch the sunrise..and set
~ride on a mortocycle
~go to a strip club
~have a one night stand
~go white water rafting
~go rock climbing
~take care of my parents when theyre old
~stop being such a negative person
~develop a passion for something
~accomplish at least half of the stuff on this list.
~~~ this isnt an official list....more will be added, and some might be taken off the list....
current mood:  peaceful
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