User:	jonny17
	Date:	2009-11-04 21:05
	Subject:	Dreamless wonder
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I toss and turn, fearing nothing but the worst
tears flowing faster with each memory that drifts past

I wish I could be the better person by saying so long
But, my mind just says no

My heart is on my sleeve now
supported by every lasting memory...

Where I went wrong, I fear it just isn't known
So many changes in such little time
Almost everything lost in the blink of an eye...

Through and through, that memory still remains
a powerful mind left empty and in pain

Sometimes I stumble, other times I fall
constantly wondering if you will catch me at all

You said hell or high water, it will remain the same
But if sorrow and hate shine through
Goodbye must be true...

To Be Continued...

	User:	jonny17
	Date:	2009-11-03 20:52
	Subject:	Thumbing through
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I have been looking at the screen for awhile
nothing but sorrow comes to mind...

Lately you have been pushed and shoved
But nothing is keeping you down.

You cross my mind constantly
sometimes good
other times, are not so good
but I always leave with smile

We are different in so many ways
How we came to be, I just dont see
But hell or high water, it will remain just the same

Why do you do what you do,
go where you go,
act like you act,
all questions that remain a mystery...

I laugh at you, but never hate you
I question you, but never lose hope for you
I fail you, but never lose sight of you
And, I avoid you, but never not love you...

Changes have come and things have since gone
but as always, memories continue to surge and smiles will always shine through...

I want to write more, but nothing comes to mind
I know there is so much more, cuz the time has just begun
But until it comes back again, the sorrow must prevail...