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| Sunday, August 17th, 2003 | |
| 9:35 pm | survey i took from a girl on melo [ x ] Spell your first name backwards: Dlanor [ x ] The story behind your user name?: im a tad crazy [ x ] Are you a lesbian: hmm im a guy... so should i say yes??? [ x ] Where do you live: BOTHELL [ x ] 5 words that sum you up: crazy, cool, different, fun, special [ x ] Hairbrush: dont brush my hair [ x ] Toothbrush: red maybe [ x ] Jewelry worn daily: dont wear jewelry [ x ] Pillow covers: no clue [ x ] Blanket: no idea [ x ] Underwear: i wear boxers [ x ] CD in stereo right now: beach boys [ x ] Tattoos: no tattoos [ x ] Piercings: none [ x ] What you are wearing now: shirt, pants, socks, boxers [ x ] In my mouth: a tounge and a retainer [ x ] In my head: =D [ x ] Wishing: allot of things currently [ x ] After this: nothing for a long time [ x ] Talking to: Kat [ x ] Eating: nothing [ x ] Person you wish you could see right now: =D [ x ] Is next to you: my anyoing sisters [ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: DRIVERS TEST!!! [ x ] The last thing you ate: tortillas and chese and beans and chicken [ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of: spiders (shivers) [ x ] Do you like candles: candles are great [ x ] Do you like hot wax: thats why candles are great [ x ] Do you like incense: no [ x ] Do you like the taste of blood: its tastes metalic [ x ] Do you believe in love: yeah [ x ] Do you believe in soul mates: kinda [ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight: maybe [ x ] Do you believe in Heaven: yes [ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness: yes [ x ] Do you believe in God: god is my hero [ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die: burn it [ x ] Who is your worst enemy: not so sure... [ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be: dont want to bother taking care of a pet [ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up: 5am [ x ] Ever been to Belgium: no [ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks: YEAH!!! I AM THE MASTER [ x ] What's your favorite coin: dime [ x ] What are some of your favorite candy: anything with sugar [ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand: no clue [ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better: allot of things [ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow: what am i doing tommorow??? [ x ] What does your name mean: advice ruler i think [ x ] How old are you: 16 [ x ] How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?): bout 6 (at least according to my daddy) [ x ] What are your worst qualities: to lazy [ x ] What are your best qualities: i can make ppl laugh [ x ] How long does it take you to get ready in the morning: about an hour ~SLEEP~ [ x ] Do you dream at night: yes [ x ] Do you remember your dreams: yeah [ x ] Describe one: =D to crazy [ x ] What time do you go to bed usually: 1ish [ x ] What time do you wake up normally: 11ish [ x ] What time do you wake on weekends: 11ish [ x ] Do you find waking late nice or annoying: THE BEST [ x ] Do you sleep with one pillow or two: 1 ~SCHOOL~ [ x ] Do you like school: no [ x ] Why/why not: i have to learn and chill in a class for an hour at a time [ x ] Whats ur fave subject: MATH!!! [ x ] Most hated subject: English [ x ] Do you have a fave teacher: i had one [ x ] Ever had a crush on a teacher: no all my teachers are old... or guys [ x ] Are you a math/science person or an english/drama person: math science ~FAMILY~ [ x ] Do you like your parents: eh kinda [ x ] Ever run away from home: tried a couple of times [ x ] Ever thought about it: yup [ x ] Do you have any siblings: 1 little bro, 2 little sisters [ x ] If so, do you like them or get annoyed with them: ANNOYED [ x ] How old are they: brother - bro-14, sisters- 11 [ x ] Do you feel your parents spoil you: no [ x ] Do you have big family get togethers ever: all the time ~RELATIONSHIPS~ [ x ] Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: not right now [ x ] If so, are you in love with them: think about it [ x ] Do they love you: do we really need this [ x ] How long have you been together: 11 years 2 months 1 week 6 days 3 hours, 27 min, and 5 seconds [ x ] Most romantic thing they've ever done for you: never been there ~Sex~ [ x ] Ever had sex: notta [ x ] Do you believe that a person shouldnt have sex before marriage: for each there own [ x ] Believe in casual sex: not so much [ x ] When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity: not something most ppl plan out if you ask me ~Religion~ [ x ] Do you have a religion: yup [ x ] Do you practice it: sometimes [ x ] Do you believe in God: yes [ x ] Jesus?: yeah [ x ] Satan?: yep [ x ] Heaven: yup [ x ] Hell?: hai [ x ] If you died tomorrow what do you beleive will happen to you?: id be dead... hopefully i would go to heaven and my parents would burn my body [ x ] Does death scare you?: its comes for all of us ~Morals~ [ x ] Have you ever been drunk?: no [ x ] Taken drugs?: no [ x ] Stolen?: once or twice [ x ] Shoplifted?: looks above [ x ] Tried to commit suicide?: YOUR A MORON IF YOU HAVE EVER TRIED THIS!!! I DONT CARE WHAT THE REASON!!! [ x ] Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend?: not that i can remember [ x ] Gotten into a fight?: couple times [ x ] Are you more innocent or guilty?: hmm... depends on who is looking at me [ x ] Would you date a drug addict?: NO!!! [ x ] Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict?: no [ x ] Are you racist?: no racist ppl are bad... [ x ] Are you discriminatory to anyone?: racist ppl [ x ] Have you been a hypocrite in the past?: im always a hypocrite [ x ] Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings?: VERY OPEN ~Media~ [ x ] Do you watch tons of tv?: not so much [ x ] How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months?: 2 times maybe [ x ] Do you listen to the radio often?: in the cars [ x ] Do you read the newspaper?: if i see something interesting on the front page i might [ x ] Do you read magazines?: eh [ x ] Are you a couch potato?: yes... well if i have nothing to do [ x ] Do you use the internet too much?: prolly ~Music~ [ x ] Whats your fave style of music?: rock, or techno [ x ] Do you play an instrument?: i have no musical talent [ x ] Do you sing?: in sixth grade i was in choir [ x ] Whats your fave band?: check the thing to left |
| 1:37 am | ... 2 down 1 to go... no one will know what that means though... (its not a good thing) |
| Saturday, August 16th, 2003 | |
| 11:16 pm | i went to a lake WELL TODAY STARTED OUT TERRIBLE!!! i had to get up at about 6:30ish and then we got in a car and started driving around 7... we got there around 9 or 10 not sure which cuz i was to tired to care... im thinking at around 12 i woke up and we decided to go out in the boat... we spent 3 hours cruzing around and doing water sports and such... and then came in... then me and adam went to his cousins house to hang out with some friends from school... we came back round 6 and went out in the boat again... MORE WATER SPORTS!!! then came back in some time later... we ate dinner and headed home... hints where i am now... take a guess... lol... oh well... peace out!!! |
| Thursday, August 14th, 2003 | |
| 2:42 pm | Survey i stoll from some random dude see shayleen... i dont only steal quizes from you [my name is] Ron [height] 6'1" [in the morning i am] VERY VERY VERY TIRED (if i even get up) [all i need is] friends [love is] painful [if i could see one person right now it would be] well theres actually 3... if you can figure them all out... GOOD FOR YOU!!! [i'm afraid of] vegitable and water [i dream about] very messed up things -H A V E . Y O U . E V E R- [pictured your crush naked] =D [actually seen your crush naked] nope [been in love] i might be right now [cried when someone died] nope (just kinda feel empty) [lied] i almost never lie -W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R- [coke or pepsi] pepsi [flowers or candy] CANDY!!! [tall or short] doesnt matter -W I T H . T H E . O P P O S I T E . S E X- [what do you notice first] eyes [last person you slow danced with] i cant dance so it eliminates that [worst question to ask] are you a girl??? -W H O- [makes you laugh the most] Lots of ppl make me laugh [makes you smile] most anyone [gives you a funny feeling when you see them] refer to the question below [who do you have a crush on] take some guesses... most of the girls i know prolly know this... doubt any of the guys do though [has a crush on you] according to a certain person lots of ppl must have crushes on me (seriously doubt that though) [easiest to talk to] shayleen probably D O . Y O U . E V E R- [Stay on aim, waiting for someone special to IM] not usually [save AOL/aim conversations] i think it automaticly does (at least if you have dead aim) [wish you were a member of the opposite sex] once or twice [cry because of someone saying something to you] not usually cuz i care less what most ppl think of me H A V E . Y O U . E V E R- [fallen for your best girl friend] lets not go into that [been rejected] yup [rejected someone] maybe... i think way back in 6th grade there was someone [used someone] USING PPL IS BAD!!! ILL KILL YOU ALL [been cheated on by someone] thankfully no [cheated on someone] cheating is bad... [done something you regret] i regret ALLOT of things i have done of said -W H O . W A S . T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N- [you talked to on the phone] my sister... just called a sec ago [hugged] laura maybe [you instant messaged] Cathy [instant messaged you?] Cathy [you laughed with] Cathy -D O . Y O U / / A R E . Y O U- [color your hair] medium brown [habla espanol] what??? [smoke cigarettes] smoking is bad for your lungs [obsessive] i really dont think so [could you live without the computer] yup [how many peeps are on your buddylist] umm aim= 52 msn=33 [what's your favorite food] Chinese [whats your favorite fruit] stawberrys [drink alcohol] NO!!! [like watching sunrises or sunset] yeah [what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain] Emotional by far [trust others way too easily] yep i will trust most anyone... unless they make me mad |
| 12:54 am | Life can anyone explain how when life suddenly looks like its getting better all your foundations start to crumble... im serious even a couple of weeks ago when life justs sucked i really didnt care much... but now... even though most things are fine... it just seems like im never really happy anymore... and im usually a pretty happy person... i mean i really should be happy... i have great friends... most ppl like me... i just dont get it... oh well... peace out all |
| Wednesday, August 13th, 2003 | |
| 9:38 am | Melo Well i have decided to join that whole Melodramatic thing that katie got all into... but dont worry... i wount abandon all my faithfull readers like she did... i will update this as well... so yes... the link you want to go to, to view my journal #2 is http://www.melodramatic.com/users/anarchyking or if that doesnt work you could always check my profile on AIM... peace out all ~Ronaldo the Cookster~ PS- just to let you all know... rosa said no... Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: computers humming |
| Monday, August 11th, 2003 | |
| 1:41 am | Rosa wow... due to some help from certain ppl (who shall remain nameless cuz they dont know they helped me) i finaly got up the courage... maybe... to ask out rosa. of course she was like wow... and said she would think about it... which is never a good sign (if any of you believe differenly ask my friends who have been told that.) oh well... i suppose i could hope... but lets not... i will just go on believeing she will say no and get an answer in the morning cuz she "has to think" argg... oh well... ill live... i always do... you cant put me down... ~ronaldo the cookster~ Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: Powerman 5000, bombshell |
| Wednesday, August 6th, 2003 | |
| 7:06 pm | im just a little quiz theif arnt I 001. What is your name? Ronald Dee Cook Jr 002. Spell your name backwards: Rj Kooc Eed Dlanor 003. Date of birth: aug 2 004. Male or female? male 005. Astrological sign: leo 006. Nicknames: anything ppl feel like calling me works 007. Occupation: NOTHING!!! 008. Height: 6'1"ish 009. Weight: 185ish 010. Hair color: medium brown 011. Eye color: brown 012. Where did you last live: seattle or sanfransico (not quite sure) 013. Where do you reside now? Bothell (possibly the best place in the world) 014. Stats: SINGLE (but I have someone in my eye) 015. Screen names: MSN- dlanor_rc@hotmail.com, AIM- DlanorRC 016. E-mail: dlanor_rc@hotmail.com 017. What does your screen name stand for? My first name spelled backwards with my initials 018. What is your melodramatic.com name? I DON’T HAVE ONE!!! 019. What does your melo name stand for? =D 020. Pets: psycho dog 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 16 022. Piercings? NONE AND PROUD OF IT!!! 023. Tattoo's? none 024. Shoe size: 12 025. Righty or lefty? I am a user of the right hand 026. Wearing: a white shirt, black pants, boxers, socks, shoes 027. Hearing: my sisters shouting 028. Feeling: annoyed, tired, pissed off, somewhat helpful, a little bit content, wishfull, and sad 029. Eating/drinking: I have not been eating allot recently ~Friends Stuff~ Which one of your friends is the.... 030. Craziest? I would have to say they are all pretty much boring compared to me 031. Loudest? Steven, dustin 032. Nicest? rosa 033. Blankest: hmm, no idea… maybe adam 034. Life of the party? Me, me, me, laura, steven 035. Jock? Hahahaha, sadly enough neal 036. Prep? Hmm… all these are hard… adam 037. Rebel? Laura, casey 038. Cutest? LAura, Rosa, skyler 039. Best friend of the same sex? If I talk about them they are a “best friend” 040. Best friend of the opposite sex? Same as above 041. Most popular? None of my friends really seem “popular” 042. Rudest? Dustin or steven 043. Most shy? rosa 044. Dumbest? dustin 045. Smartest? Casey, rosa 046. Weirdest? Skyler, laura 047. Has the best hair? HAHAHA 048. Best personality? I LOVE MY FRIENDS FOR WHO THEY ARE 049. Most talented? Rosa 050. Most ghetto? dustin 051. Most spoiled? STEVEN!!! 052. Drama queen? Hmm… 053. Pain in the ass? Well… kinda destroys the whole “friendship” thing… but maybe steven 054. Funniest? ME!!! (GASP) HOW COULD YOU THINK OTHERWISE!!! 055. Best advice giver? shayleen 056. Druggie? Hmm… apparenly im a druggy 057. Most likely to join a cult? dustin 058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? No not so much 059. Person you've been friends with the longest? No idea 060. How many people do you have on your buddy list? 62 ~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~ 061. Have you ever been in love? I think I very well could be right now 062. How many people have you told i love you? I think prolly 1 063. How many people have you been in love with? Prolly 1 again 064. How many people have you kissed? 2 065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? nope 066. How many people have you dated? 4 067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? personality, honesty, fun, kind, being able to hang with me, 068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes 069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? Crazy ones 070. Do you have a bf/gf? No 071. If so where did you meet them? Hmm… 072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? … 073. Do you have a crush right now? 3 actually 074. If so who is it? Well theres ____, and ____, and then last of all ____ (some of you might be able to fill in at least some of the blanks) 075. Do you believe in love at first sight? hmm 076. Do you remember your first relationship? Not so much 79.you believe in soul mates? yup 080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? probably (i refuse to answer any of these questions....) (I agree with shayleen) ~Sex Stuff~ 081. Are you a virgin? …. 082. If not, when did you lose it? ……. 083. Who did you lose it to? .......... 084. Do you masturbate? ............ 085. Have you ever had an orgasm? .............. 086. Ever used food during sex? ........... 087. Would you ever videotape a sex session? ........... 088. Favorite sexual position? ............. 089. Number of sex partners you've had? ........ 090. Ever sleep with someone you don't know? .............. 091. Name a sexual fantasy you have actually acted out: ................ 092. Do you talk dirty during or before sex? ............... 093. Do you like to be spanked? ............. 094. Are you a tease? .............. 095. Are you kinky? ............... 096. Do you like bondage? ............... 097. Do you go down? .............. 098. Ever have sex with your best friend? ........................ 099. Ever have unprotected sex? .............. 100. Ever had an STD? ...................... 101. If you could have sex with any celebrity, who would it be? …….. 102. Are you pregnant right now or think you may be pregnant? …….. 103. Have you ever had an abortion? ………. ~Family Stuff~ 104. How many siblings do you have? 3 105. What are your parents names? Ron, and stephanie 106. What are your siblings names? Sam(14), emily(11), shelby(11) 107. How many siblings does your mother have? 7 108. How many siblings does your father have? 5 109. Where are your parents from? Dad = no idea actually and Mom = spokane 110. Is your family close? Sure… 111. Does your family get together for holidays? Anyone who can come usually does 112. Do you have a drunk uncle? yes 113. Any medical problems run through your family? lots 114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? ??? 115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? nope 116. Are your parents divorced? nope 117. Do you have step parents? Lets take a moment to think 118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? Not my family, but my uncle ron has disowned 2 of his kids 119. If so for what? One for being gay, the other for not wanting to be a Jehova’s Witnees (those people are crazy(no offence to anyone who is)) 120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? No idea ~Music Stuff~ 121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? I don’t really think any as of yet 122. What's the most embarrassing cd you own? I own no embarrising cds 123. What's the best cd you own? No idea 124. What song do you absolutely hate? If I listen to it chances are I don’t hate it 125. Do you sing in the shower? occationaly 126. What song reminds you of that special someone? Hmm… ~Favorites~ 152. Color: DARK DARK BLUE 153. Food: is it eddible, not a vegtable, then im in 154. Band: no idea currently 155. Show: lots 156. School subject: MATH!!! 157. Song: no favorites right now 158. Animal: … anything that creeps other people out 159. Outfit: if it fits I like it 160. Radio station: in idea 161. Movie: no idea 162. Pair of shoes: the only pair I own currently 163. Cartoon: Trigun 164. Actor: could careless 165. Actress: same as above 166. Potato chip: I like most chips 167. Drink: anything that’s not water or some disgusting wanna be pop (diet stuff) 168. Alcholic drink: I don’t drink alcohol 169. Holiday: christmas 170. Perfume/cologne: don’t wear any 171. Pizza topping: PEPPEROINES 173. Lunch meat: Turcky 174. Board game: Chess 175. Video game: I LOVE ALL VIDEO GAMES (nerd boy right here) 176. Website: no idea 177. Book: if I have read it through its probably good 178. Computer game: look at video games 179. Numbers: 10 180. Cereal: anything with lots of sugar 181. Comedian: =D 182. Dessert: sugary stuff 183. Disney character: …!!! (for all you who don’t know that exasperated silence) 184. Clothing store: … if its cheep i buy it 185. Pasttime: my life 186. Teacher: MR HARRISON!!! 187. Childhood toy: LEGOS!!! 188. Carnival game/ride: I never really like carnival rides… 189. Candy bar: all of them (well excluding the ones with nuts) 190. Magazine: I really don’t read magazines 191. Salad dressing: I don’t eat salad or anything that has to do with it 192. Thing to do on the weekend: anything accept stay at home 193. Hot drink: … don’t like hot drinks really 194. Season: fall 195. Sport to watch: BASEBALL 196. Person to talk to online: laura, bryan, casey, shayleen, jordan, rosa, andrew, skyler, neal, amy ~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits 197. What color are your sheets? dunno 198. What color are your bedroom walls? blue 199. What color is your carpet? No idea 200. Do you have posters on your wall? no 201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? A very old one for cartoonson Saturday morning 202. How many pillows are on your bed? 4 203. What do you normally sleep in? boxers and a shirt 204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: anything 205. What size bed do you have? double 206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? nope 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no 208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? Sometimes 209. Describe the last nightmare you had: I have to many nitemares 210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Not anymore… I have no idea what happened to those little guys 211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2 I think (not with me in it though) 212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? no 213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? Not anymore 214. Do you snore? No idea 215. How about drool? No idea again 216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes 217. What color is the carpet in your room? No idea 218. What's under your bed? The floor ~This or that~ 219. Coke/Pepsi: pepsi 220. Doughnuts/bagels: Doughnuts 221. Day/night: Night 222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: the only one that was really in the movie 223. Heaven/hell: now why would hell honestly be a place someone would choose to go 224. Make love/have sex: … 225. Coffee/tea: neither 226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: both 227. Rap/rock: Rock 228. Britney/Christina music: neither 229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american 230. Real World/Road Rules: ??? 231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync music: ACK!!! 232. Silver/gold: Silver 233. Nike/Adidas: … 234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: taco bell 235. Sweet/sour: both 236. Punk/emo: no idea what emo is so ill stick with punk 237. Hot/cold: cold 238. Winter/summer: winter 239. Spring/fall: fall 240. Operas/plays: well I hate them both but I like plays more 241. Read/watch tv: readding 242. Cd's/tapes: CDs 243. Dvd's/vhs: if it works its good 244. Old/new: doesn’t matter as long as its in good condition 245. Shorts/skirts: neither 246. Pink/red: Red 247.color pictures or black and white? Either one 248. Meat/vegetables: Meat 249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese 250. Commercials/infomercials: I HATE THEM ALL 251. Scary movies/comedies: either one depending on my mood 252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: Bikinis 253. Sandals/tennis shoes: tennis shoes 254. Dogs/cats: neither really 255. Unicorns/fairies: they are both rad 256. Water/land: either 257. Sugar/spice: sugar 258. Black/white: Black 259. ribbons/bows: ummm… 260. Chicken/beef: either =D 261. Colored Christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: COLORED!!! 262. Cars/trucks: if it can take me somewear its good 263. Austin Powers/James Bond: =D they are both cool 264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn 265. Hip/hop: neither 266. Passionate kiss/peck: =D 267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: neither 268. Back rub/foot massage: neither 269. Picture frames/photo albums: neither 270. Pens/pencils: pens ~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~ 271. Eminem: hes ok 272. Virgins: why would it matter 273. God: HES THE BEST!!! Even though he screws around with my life all the time 274. The Osbournes: never seen it =D and happy for it 275. Reality TV: could careless 276. J.Lo: lets not 277. Religion: catholic 278. Emo music: WHAT IS EMO 279. Valentine's Day: its ok 280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: … (the person who made this quiz should die) 281. Homosexuals: doesn’t matter to me 282. Abortion: NEVER!!! 283. Inter-racial relationships: could careless 284. Murder: lets not 285. Death: IS THE NEXT GREAT ADVENTURE 286. Obesity: to each their own 287. Pre-marital sex: sometimes sometimes not 288. Terrorism: KILL THEM ALL!!! 289. Pornography: =D 290. Fortune tellers: I am the only person who can TRULY do that 291. Threesomes: go ahead 292. Prostitution: ok for steven 293. Politics: kill all them to 294. Country music: its fine 295. George W. Bush: I have my problems with him |
| 12:39 pm | ANNOYED!!! you know whats annoying... i thought not... well im not going to tell you... CUZ YOUR LAME!!! IF YOU REALLY WANTED TO KNOW YOU WOULD ASK ME!!! oh well... everything is going good right now accept for the fact that... IM NOT GOING TO TELL YOU UNLESS YOU ASK ME PERSONALLY!!! oh well... PEACE OUT ~Ronaldo the Cookster~ |
| Sunday, August 3rd, 2003 | |
| 2:10 am | EVERYTHING IN GENERAL FORGET IT ALL!!! EVERYTHING I TYPED BACK THERE BURN IT!!! DESTROY IT!!! LIFE IS GRAND!!! I LOVE IT!!! 16 IS THE BEST!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! today turned out pretty good even after the emotioal breakdown... shayleen and amy helped me threw that... and then shayleen unknowingly gave me some good advice... but ill think on it... but in the end it all turned out good... i am super happy now... i talked to many a girl tonight cuz guys are no help and opened my self up to someone... and could very possibly been emotionaly hurt pretty bad... but they helped me and told me somethings that make me super happy!!! SO FORGET ALL THAT!!! AMEN TO THE LORD!!! ~Ronaldo the Cookster~ silent pray to god- dear god, even though today i could very possibly hurt many many ppl, and got very upset, you still had enough good grace to forgive me and allow my life to get that much better, thankyou. Amen. |
| Saturday, August 2nd, 2003 | |
| 10:26 pm | Sick on my birthday ARRRGGG!!! right now i feel like crap... i hate right now... life was good untill a while ago when i got sick... today i woke up inhumanly early at like 7:30am and went to the driving place to take my written test, guess what i passed you know that... i sat at home all day, talked to ppl, got sick, blew up at random ppl, I AM A TERRIBLE PERSON!!! i yelled at my family, i yelled at random friends, and i didnt yell the ones i should be mad either... ARRGGG IM MAD AT SO MANY PPL RIGHT NOW!!! AND YOU KNOW WHAT I DO? I JUST GIVE ADVSICE THAT I DONT KNOW WILL WORK AND PPL BELIEVE ME BECAUSE ITS EASIER THAN FINDING OUT WAYS TO DO IT THEMSELVES!!! PPL ARE SHEEP!!! THEY DO WHAT THERE TOLD!!! EVERYONE DOES!!! AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE PPL BELIVE ME BECAUSE IM HAPPY OR IM FRIENDLY OR I DONT KNOW WHAT AND YOU ALL KNOW THE RESON WHY!?! BECAUSE IM RON!! AND RON IS A FRIENDLY GUY!!! SCREW YOU ALL!!! THEY ONLY REASON I PROBABLY SEEM HAPPY IS BECAUSE WHEN I GET MAD I DONT DO ANYTHING ACCEPT NOTHING!!! I JUST TELL PPL TO QUIT BOTHERING ME AND FORGET ABOUT THINGS!!! THEN PPL JUST PRY YOU APART!!! THE ONLY THING LEFT TO DO IS BE LIKE ME!!! JUST GIVE MORONS ADVICE AND BE HAPPY ALL THE FRICKEN TIME!!! IM TIRED OF IT ALL !!! PPL WALK ALL OVER ME!!! AND THEN WHEN I REALLY NEED HELP THEY JUST BACKSTAB YOU AND ARE LIKE OH WELL ITS YOUR PROBLEM!!! VERY FEW PPL ACTUALLY TRY AND CHEER ME UP!!! HAHA!!! DAMN IT ALL!!! LIFE SUCKS!!! Current Mood: pissed off |
| Friday, August 1st, 2003 | |
| 2:19 pm | Everyone in General well apparently after talking to allot of ppl last night on aim and msn i found out a couple of things, my life isnt the only one thats all werid and confused right now... still no reason for dread yet though... but everyone has there own problems like shayleen, rosa, bryan, nick, james even, and laura... hmmm oh well, all their problems seem easy though... probably an outside veiw thinggy going on... ill bet my dread and other problems seem easy to all the rest of you... oh well... it just seems so depressing and i dont like depressing it makes me sad... we should all just learn to take what comes you know... ~ron~ Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: my bro playing fft |
| Thursday, July 31st, 2003 | |
| 1:26 pm | A feeling of intense dread my birthday is on saturday and everyday this feeling of dread i have gets worse and worse.... AND I DONT KNOW WHY!!! ITS MAKING ME MAD!!! hmm... somone had better be able togive me a good idea why or i think me head is gonig to explode... oh well ttfn all |
| Tuesday, July 29th, 2003 | |
| 8:06 pm | im a thief what can i say YOUR NAME .x.What's your full name? Ronald Dee Cook Jr .x.What does your first name mean? i forgot .x.What does your middle name mean? forgot .x.What does your last name mean? forgot .x.Would you want to change your first name, if so to what? MY FIRST NAME IS THE SHIT WHAT WOULD MAKE YOU THINK I WOULD WANT TO CHANGE IT!!! .x.Were you named after anyone? my dad .x.Which of your parents named you? both .x.What origin is your last name? french maybe BODY .x.Eyes: Brown .x.Hair: medium brown .x.Shoe Size: 12 .x.Blood Type: ??? .x.Do you excercise? thats against my religion .x.How many sit-ups can you do? as many as i need to .x.Push-ups? again as many asi need .x.Pull-ups ? do any of these have a point .x.Are you allergic to anything? air??? .x.Do you have any diseases? hopefully not .x.Do you have an eating disorder? nope .x.Do you have any freckles or dimples? no idea MIND .x.What are some positive things about yourself? i chill .x.What are some negative things about yourself? im lazy .x.Do you have any mental disorders? hmm... .x.Are you more happy or sad? HAPPY .x.Pessimistic or optimistic? i am the most optimistic person you will find .x.Do you meditate? no, i chill .x.How do you relieve stress? chillin .x.What causes you to get stressed out? ppl .x.What things help you out when you're stressed? chilling and friends .x.Are you happy with who you are? hell ya .x.Are others happy with who you are? could care less .x.Describe your personality: sarcastic, lazy, FUN SCHOOL .x.Who's your favorite teacher? MR HARRISON .x.Who's your least favorite teacher? MRS SERMAN .x.What's your favorite subject? MATH .x.What's your least favorite subject? ENGLISH / HISTORY .x.What grade are you in? 11 .x.What schools have you gone to? canyon creek, skyview, bothell, andsome preschool thing .x.What is your GPA? 3.8 .x.What college do you plan on attending? University of Wa .x.What's your career choice? computer programmer FAMILY .x.What are your parents names? Ron and Stephanie .x.Sister(s) name(s) . Emily and Shelby .x.Brother(s) name(s) Sam .x.Do you get along with your parents? bout 1/2 the time .x.Do you get along with your siblings? some times .x.Do you like or dislike your parents? 1/2 and 1/2 .x.Do you like or dislike your siblings? 1/2 and 1/2 .x.Who is your favorite relative? my uncle bill, or my uncle john, or my uncle matt .x.How many aunts and uncles: allot .x.Are your parents divorced? nope .x.Have your parent's gotten remarried? hmm .x.Do you like family get togethers? sometimes .x.Has a family member ever died? yeah .x.When was your last family reunion?. a bit ago OPPOSITE SEX .x.What is your marital status? SINGLE .x.If you have one, who is your boyfriend/girlfriend? single .x.How long have you been going out? jesus .x.Are you in love? NO SINCE IM SIGLE .x.Have you ever been in love? GOOD GOD!!! .x.If you don't have one, do you want one? yes .x.Have or Would you date someone outside your race? sure .x.Have or Would you date someone with a different religious background? sure .x.How many girls have you kissed, how many have you had sex with? 2 and zippo i am a virgin AND PROUD OF IT!!! .x.Who was your first kiss? tiffany .x.Who was your last kiss? shall remain hidden untill she breaks up with her current b/f .x.Do you believe in premarital sex? hmm... depends .x.Are you a virgin? yes .x.What's the first thing you notice in the opposite sex? eyes .x.Would you date someone your friends didn't like? yup, i could care less what my friends think they cant tell mehow to live FRIENDS .x.How many friends do you have? a bunch .x.Who are they? my best friends- Jordan, Neal, Josh, David, Adam, Dustin, Bryan, Nick, JT, Casey, Eric, Andrew, Sunny, JD, Holly, Rosa, Katie, Kaily, Steven, Shayleen, Brain, Laura, Skyler, Am, James, Nick Um, John, Andy, and Cathy (i think thats it) .x.What kind of people do you hang out with? anyone almost .x.Who would you take a bullet for? yes aslong as i could shoot them later .x.Would anyone take a bullet for you? Probably .x.Do you have a best friend? i have allot .x.Who are they? look above .x.Who do you hang out with the most? alofthem .x.Who has changed for the better? I DONT CHANGE PPL I LIKE THEM THE WAY THEY ARE .x.Who has changed for the worse? ....... .x.Who hasn't changed at all? hopefully all of them .x.Who are you most comfortable around? any one of my firends .x.Who are you most uncomfortable around? no one Current Mood: another quiz finnished Current Music: Beach Boys: Barbara Ann |
| Sunday, July 27th, 2003 | |
| 10:37 pm | another quiz i stole from shayleen cuz i have no life 1) i hurt: the people who hurt my friends 2) i love: everyone (even the ppl i hate) 4) i cry: when i want to 5) i fear: NOTHING (accept those damn vegitables 7) i am saddened: by hate and killing 8) i feel alone: most of the time 9) i kill: when its needed 11) i listen: to everyone 12) i break: anything that can be broken (im a major clutz) 13) i see: your past... i see your future... 14) i smell: air??? 15) i taste: saliva 19) i hide: what ever needs hidden 20) i pray: when i feel down 21) i walk: when i cant drive or ride a bike 22) i drive: A BIG RED VAN 24) i burn: anything that can burn 25) i breathe: (gasp) what is this breathing you speak of 26) i play: lots and lots and lots of video games (im a nerd get used to it) 27) i miss: everyone i know that no longer lives, or lives in wa 29) i feel: confused all of the time 30) i know: nothing and neither do you 32) i dream: of things that cant possibly be 34) i want: allot of things that will never happen 35) i fall: on my butt 36) i wait: for the day when i will rule the world 37) i need: CHINESE FOOD 38) i live: "dangerously" 39) i die: once and once only 40) Been kissed?: yes 44) Been dumped?: yuppers 45) Gotten in a car accident?: depends on how you classify accident 46) Hiked a mountain?: unfortunatly 47) Made homemade cookies?: i make the best cookies 48) Been in love?: i really dont think i have truly been in love -- Either/Or -- 50) Cold or hot?: cold 51) Lace or satin?: ??? 52) Blue or Red?: BLUE!!! 54) Rain or snow: snow 55) Give or receive?: give 56) Wool or cotton?: wool 57) Rose or Daisy?: daisy 58)Spring or fall?: fall -- Opposite sex(or same or both) -- 65) Do you like someone right now?: yup 66) Do they know?: probably 67) What do you look for in the whichever sex?: niceness, ability to be happy, funnyness, careing, ability to chill and just let what happenes happen -- Your Friends -- 68) Do you have a best friend?: lots and lots 69) Who's your funniest friend?: casey or steven 70) Who do you e-mail the most?: everyone on my list usually cuz I send lots of chain mail 72) Who's the loudest: me… umm steven… then dustin 73) Who has the best room?: steven, bryan, sam 76) Had a serious talk? : normally under usually circumstances I cant be serious but yes I have… no idea when it was though 77) Hugged someone?: hmm no idea 78) Fought with a friend?: dustin like yesterday Do you like to -- 79) Give hugs?: sure… 80) Give back rubs?: no 81) Take walks in the rain?: rain is the best… and walking in it is second best 82) If you got a tattoo, what would it be and where?: sigma on the back of my left hand 88) How do you plan on spending next summer: no idea… I might go to korea though -- When was the last time you -- 89) Smiled?: im smiling right now 90) Laughed?: a little bit ago 91) Cried?: not for a long time 92) Bought something?: bout 2 weeks ago 93) Danced?: I don’t dance 94) Were sarcastic?: im ALWAYS sarcastic 95) Kissed someone?: I while ago 96) Watched your favorite movie?: hmm… no idea what my favorite movie is so I honestly don’t know 97) Had a nightmare?: all the time 98) Last book you read: A Clash of Kings 99) Last movie you saw: bill and teds excellent adventure 100) Last song you heard: no idea 101) Last thing you had to drink: pop 102) Last time you showered: this morning 103) Last thing you ate: brownies |
| 4:18 pm | bored again... like usual WELL LIFE IS OVERLY BORING RIGHT ABOUT NOW!!! and quite tiredish... its very depressing... i really should not have hung out with my brother and his friends last night... those morons kept me up till fricking 5 in the morning... then my demotic parents came and woke me up at 10... THATS ONLY ABOUT 5 HOURS OF SLEEP!!! I HATE LIFE!!! i usually get about 10 or so... SO IM TIRED... so far today i have read allot and been tired and worked out in the yard.. . well yesterday i really did a whole bunch of nothing... i talked online... hung out with sam and nick... mapped on sams ody server... i also pissed off a bunch of ppl but we wont get into that... we rented bill and teds excellent adventure (i just had to watch it after i saw part of the second one at stevens) and we wached phone booth which was pretty good... but kinda strange cuz the killer sounded allot like nick saints... and he was talking about getting a rifle... maybe i should be worried... on friday i went out in stevens boat with him shayleen and a kid named andy who is cooler than i am by far... (very hard to imagin isnt it???) well we went out... swam for about 5min and then sat in the boat talking for somewhere between 2 to 3 hours... then we went back to stevens house... ordered pizza, ate some pizza and sar down to watch bill and teds bogus adventure... then andy came back with another kind named justin... but i had little bonding time cuz my parents showed up shortly after... oh well PEACE OUT (its cool skyler, dont deny it) ~Ronaldo the Cookster~ i really can cook to Current Mood: bored, tired Current Music: pool balls hitting eachother |
| Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003 | |
| 1:39 pm | wow i have had a very interesting past couple of days... at least as far as talking online goes... ppl get so weird online and say stuff you would never expect them to say... i really am amazed at how different ppl are online... i supose that applies to me to... maybe... not so sure if i believe that though... oh well... i think steven just got here so im gonna end this... PEACE OUT PEEPS!!! ~Ronaldo the Cookster~ Current Mood: amazed |
| Monday, July 21st, 2003 | |
| 10:15 am | BACK!!! im back from cali... well actually i was back on friday but i hung at stevens for a couple of days so i never got to type in this thing. here are the "highlights" of my vacation... (some of the city names are more than definatly spelled wrong and so are most of the long words to) -got on the airplane -arrived in ontario -drove to palm springs -got our condo -chilled for a couple of days -went to some national park -went on some tram thingy -went to mexico -chilled some more -left palm springs -arrived in sandiago -visited my cousin shireen -visited my dads cousin -visited my uncle ron -went to los angless -went to see my dads uncle dave -called ppl -went to universal studios -went to magic mountain -went to magic mountain again -saw my dads uncle dave again -visisted the tar pits -drove to the airport -came home like 4 hours late there you peeps go see you all ~ronaldo the cookster~ |
| Thursday, July 3rd, 2003 | |
| 9:09 pm | Vacation I'm leaveing tommorow at about 10:00am to go to palm springs so if any of you peeps want to tell me something before that you had best email me today because ill check my email in the morning and probably be online later tonight... so thats the only time ill be able to check my mail for about 2 weeks cuz we dont get back till the 18th. Also please dont email me while im gone because i wount be able to check it and i really dont want to read a million emails when i get back... so only send me an email if its really important while im gone... if your not sure if its important then it probably isnt so DONT EMAIL ME!!! Also DO NOT, AND I REPEAT, DO NOT EXPECT A HUGE BLURTY ENTRY WHEN I GET BACK!!! I WILL NOT TYPE A DAY BY DAY ACCOUNT OF WHAT HAPPENED!!! (like shayleen) I WILL JUST SUM UP EVERYTHING SO IT WILL BE LONG JUST NOT THAT LONG... peace out peeps ~Ronaldo the Cookster~ arrgggg.... i really do not want to go... i wish i could just chill here... oh well Current Mood: aggravated |
| Wednesday, July 2nd, 2003 | |
| 7:55 pm | BEACH PARTY yesterday was kinda boaring cuz i really did nothing all... except play some video games and read... wellafter i got tired of being bored i called my good pal casey and we hungout and he was gonna spend the night... well when he got here he told me that i had to go to a beach party with him today or else he couldnt spend the night... well i said i would go after much (and when i say much here i mean like 3 hours of saying no befor finaly cracking and saying fine just shut up) disagreeing and arguing... then later last night i got online and had a very interesting conversation with laura... and skyler was being weird... and then shayleen got on... well...eventually around 12ish i went upstairs to go to bed... well today was cool, i woke up at about 9:30 which is insainly early but it was cool. then casey went home to get ready for the beach party and then we went to pick him up... (note this beach partyos with caseys youth group so i thought it would be all weird and wasnt thrilled i had said i was going to go) well we picked up him and his sister and drove to his church to get ready to go. About 10 min after we got there we left for the beach in a car filled with 7th grade boys (AHHHHHHH)... we got to the beach and messed around and played all sorts of games and stuff... well i was kinda lazy but i still did stuff... then we ate lunch at around 3ish and then i got VERY lazy and chilled... then this dude named randy went fishing and kept getting star fish... so holly (caseys sister) kept putting them on me in my chair till i was covered in like 10 star fish... it feels HELLA weird... believe me... thenwe decided to go back... well i got picked up by caseys dad and we drove home... holly kept making me look at the crabs she caught and being all weird... like insainly weird for a girl... casey says she was flirting... weird... shes gonig into 9th grade though so shes to young... and shes not a very interesting person... oh well... anyways then their dad told her to shut up (i was thankfull for that) and we went to mcdonalds... then i came home, broke into my house, and typed this... so yeah... peace out peeps... ttfn ~~~RONALDO THE COOKSTER~~~ (get it right skyler) (is this long enough shayleen) (maybe you should tell me what LONG is... ok) Current Mood: sunburned |