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[25 Jan 2004|10:48pm] |
I haven't posted in this journal for awhile, but this is post worthy...
CHARLESTON CATHOLIC HIGH SCHOOL HAS A FREAKING TWO HOUR DELAY!!!! and they decided this at night, before the morning was even brought around!!!! do you guys realize how rare this is?
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[15 Dec 2003|08:30pm] |
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i have a new journal. A livejournal. You no longer need codes. So, if you are reading this, go get a livejournal so I can have more friends. If you want the link i/m me and ask for it because I'm not posting it anywhere. I'm still gonna keep this one, too. I think that's all.
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[11 Dec 2003|10:57pm] |
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Some people's views about certain issues and areas of life I just don't get. It's just not one person in particluar, there are a few. And some are so hypocritical that it's sad. They have views about certain areas and things that I don't see how anybody could possibly agree with them. But this is just my opinion, and there views are their opinions so I cannot judge them. I just don't get life at times. Now is one of those times.
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[10 Dec 2003|10:33pm] |
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So, I was watching the news and a news report came across about how two boys from Winfield High School died in a car crash this morning. A 16 year old in Ronoake County died yesterday in a car crash. The 17 year old girl from GW that used to go to my school died about a month ago in a car crash. It's getting pretty scary that all these people are dying in car crashes so young. Just to think, that they are my age and their life is no more. I know I'm not ready to die and they probably weren't either. No one really is ready to die that young. There is so much to life that people take forgranted and just to think that it could be gone in a matter of a second is a really scary thought. Anyone of us could die at anytime. That's the thing about life, you don't know what is going to happen next but you just have to be prepared for the worst and prepared for the best. It's scary the way life treats some. It throws so many curve balls of good and of bad that sometimes you just can't react quickly enough. When these type of tragic events happen it just kind of makes you think and reevaulate your life in so many different persepctives. People complain so much but just be happy that you still have life in you to live. Could you imagine being anyone of those four teens parents, siblings, relatives, friends, boy/girlfriends? I couldn't possibly imagine the pain they are going through right now, especially during the holiday season. I'm not ready to lose anyone in my life. I love everyone around me but you never know when a curve ball is going to get thrown and certain people are just gone forever. I guess what I'm trying to say is don't take life forgranted. We all do at times, many times actually, but make an attempt to try not to. We are so fortunate to have everything we do and please just be happy with it for once. Don't get mad over little things because little things in the end don't matter much. Love the people in your life that you have to love. God gave them to you for a reason, but He might just take them away tomorrow.
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[08 Dec 2003|11:55pm] |
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tonight was awesome. 69 fingers is awesome and mae kicked butt. got the autographs of mae and talked to them for awhile. they are cool guys. i used one of there cell phones and took pictures with it. high tech stuff.
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[07 Dec 2003|05:47pm] |
We are living in the past.
Wishing for the future.
All while trying to grasp ahold of the present.
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[04 Dec 2003|11:30pm] |
i stole this.. from sarah. :-)
In the Opposite Sex -
||1|| Guitar or Drum Player – both.
||2|| Skater or Surfer – both on that one, too.
||3|| Brown or Blue Eyes – brown or hazel.
||4|| Blonde or Brunette - it depends on the person.
||5|| Brains or Looks (Be honest!) – if you like someone, you will find them attractive, end of story.
Food -
||11|| Hamburger or Hotdog – neither.
||12|| Pie or Cake – usually cake, but if it's apple pie, it's a toss up...
||13|| Apple or Banana - oh goodness. how about grapes?
||14|| Coke or Pepsi – water or sprite.
||15|| Chicken or Beef - chicken
||16|| Oreos or Chips Ahoy - both, together, with milk.
||17|| Pancakes or Waffles - it depends on whos making it. cuz if my mom is, waffles, but if a restaurant is, pancakes.
||18|| Chocolate or Vanilla - chocolate.
||19|| Strawberry or Cherry – strawberry, but cherry comes in way close.
||20|| Watermelon or Cantaloupe – watermelon.
||21|| Potato or Macaroni Salad - i don't like either.
||22|| Wheat or White - organic wheat.
||23|| Tic Tacs or Altoids - {orange/light green} tic tacs.
||24|| Sausage or Bacon – i gave up pig, too.
||25|| Sour Cream and Chive or BBQ - i think i'm the pickiest eater ever, cuz i dont like either one of those either.
Sports -
||26|| Baseball or Football - football.
||27|| Swim or Track – track, i think...
||28|| Tennis or Golf – tennis.
||29|| Skiing or Sledding - snowboarding.
||30|| Bicycling or Jogging - jogging
Stores/Restaurants -
||31|| McDonalds or Burger King – burgerking's food, mcdonald's apple pies.
||32|| JC Penny's or Sears – J.C. Penney's
||33|| Walmart or Target – walmart owns me.
||34|| Trophy's or TGI Fridays - Fridays.
||35|| Albertson's or Vons – I don't think we have those.
Clothes -
||36|| Pants or Shorts - pants.
||36|| Zip-Up or Pull-Over Sweatshirt - pull over
||37|| Sandals or Tennis Shoes - it depends.
||38|| Dresses or Skirts - skirts.
||39|| Mittens or Gloves – gloves.
||40|| Print or Solid - solid.
Names -
||41|| Bob or Bill - bob
||42|| Jessica or Jennifer - jessica
||43|| Aaron or Erin - erin
||44|| Carrie or Kari - carrie
||45|| Todd or Tom - tom
||46|| Lynn or Lee - lynn
||47|| Sarah or Susie - sarah
||48|| Jack or John - john
||49|| Lisa or Linda - lisa
||50|| Matt or Nick - nick
Music -
||51|| Punk or Rock - alternative rock
||52|| Country or Bubble Gum Pop - hmm... what exactly is bubble gum pop? i don't think they use that term anymore.
||53|| Rap or Techno – techno.
||54|| Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera – britney spears.
||55|| *N Sync or Backstreet Boys – nsync.
||56|| Korn or Staind - staind
||57|| Limp Bizkit or Linkin Park -uhh...
||58|| Guitar or Drums – guitar and drums!
||59|| Piano or Violin - piano
||60|| CDs or Radio – cds
TV -
||61|| Dawson's Creek or 7th Heaven – dawson's creek.
||62|| Angel or Buffy the Vampire Slayer – no thanks.
||63|| Law and Order or The Practice – neither
||64|| Spy TV or Candid Camera - candid camera
||65|| Smallville or Charmed - smallville
Cinema -
||66|| Bruce Willis or Kevin Costner – bruce willis
||67|| Jennifer Love Hewitt or Neve Campbell – umm..
||68|| Aladdin or Lion King - that's not a cool decision.
||69|| Snow White or Sleeping Beauty – snow white, I don't think i've ever seen sleeping beauty.
||70|| Comedy or Drama – comedy
||71|| Horror or Science Fiction – horror.
||72|| Scream or I Know What You Did Last Summer – i havent seen either.
||73|| Not Another Teen Movie or Scary Movie – never seen them
||74|| Titanic or Pearl Harbor – josh hartnett vs leonadro dicaprio. definitely josh in pearl harbor.
||75|| The Mask or Ace Ventura – the mask.
Computer/Video Games -
||77|| Dogpile or Google - google.
||78|| Mac or PC – pc.
||79|| PS2 or N64 – ps2
||80|| Mario Brothers or Zelda - mario
School -
||81|| Pen or Pencil - pen.
||82|| English or History - english.
||83|| Math or Science – which math and which science?
||84|| Home Economics or Woodshop – if we had them, home ec.
||85|| Backpack or Messenger Bag – messenger bag.
Animals -
||86|| Cat or Dog - dog.
||87|| Fish or Hamster – fish.
||88|| Tiger or Lion – tiger.
||89|| Butterfly or Lady Bug – butterfly.
||90|| Seals or Otters – seal.
Products -
||91|| Tide or Gain – tide.
||92|| Herbal Essences or Suave – Pantene.
||93|| Dove or Irish Spring - dove
||94|| A-JAX or 409 - Lysol.
||95|| Crest or Colgate - crest.
Other -
||96|| John Saul or Steven King - nope.
||97|| Chocolate or Roses – anything but.
||98|| Toyota or Ford – nissan.
||99|| Paper or Plastic - plastic.
||100|| Necklace or Bracelet – necklace and bracelet.
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[04 Dec 2003|09:33am] |
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I did it in 8 seconds.
I deserved an A+!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!
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[30 Nov 2003|10:38pm] |
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i've been volunteering this weekend alot. Town Center twice and Clay center once. Six hours total. Not to shabby. I've also finished all of my Christmas shopping. Well, all but for Ryan and Samantha but I know what I'm getting them so it works out well. Friday I went and saw Mary. It was really good I must say. The only thing I would change about it is a little less spinning and growing. The song just gets stuck in your head way to easily. The theater people seem so awesome. They are like one big family and are all close. I'd love to have a place like that in my life. Like a family away from family and school. That'd be nice. Thanksgiving was really good. I'm not sure if I've updated since then, but yeah. My two cousins came in from college and 'twas nice to see them. I bought my camera today. I don't get it until Christmas though. That reminds me. In one hour and twenty-two minutes it will officially be December. Do you know how excited this makes me? Very excited. Christmas. <3 and lots of it. I really wanna learn to snowboard this year. Babo better be able to do skisnowboard club this year. If she can't i'll be really, extremely sad. okay, I think that was enough boredom for ya'll to read for one night.
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[25 Nov 2003|08:47pm] |
just trying some stuff...
shiit
hey
dfdsfds
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[25 Nov 2003|07:03pm] |
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Someone said something to me yesterday and it just made me think. I'm not going to say who said it and what they said but it was something I really needed to hear. I usually don't talk to this person but we were talking a bit and he just said it. What he said is so true, too. And for the first time in a long time I feel complete. Not a hundred percet complete because I believe no one person can be totally complete at any given time, but more complete than I have for awhile. Those five words just touched me somehow. And it's so true what he said. Last night I was thinking about it before I went to bed and it just hit me. Nothing in life is for sure. You can never be positive about anything. Life is a mystery to the fullest extent. You can be totally happy one day and the next you're more sad than you have ever been in your life. Life is such a weird thing. It can never be explained no matter how hard you try. And that, my friends, is awesome.
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[24 Nov 2003|06:06pm] |
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omgosh, something corporate is coming to the brick house. Don't ask me why, but they definitely are! babo told me yesterday and i was all excited when i heard. i definitely have to go.
December 8.
Rx Bandits.
Something Corporate.
Mae.
and other bands.
@ the.Brickhouse.
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[18 Nov 2003|10:49pm] |
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I don't get people, no one really. You think you know someone and then you find out you really have no idea who they are. I'm having a harder time trusting people. I used to trust people so easily but I guess that I have gotten screwed so many times by doing that, I'm losing trust in everyone. The only person you can trust is yourself, and you really can't even trust you. Many people lie to themselves and make themselves feel bad. At first, they realize what are they doing and know it isn't true. But with time, all that nonsense seems to start making sense. And once it starts making sense you believe it more and more. There's so many things going on in my life right now that I don't even want to get started. Nor do I want everybody to read about them, therefore I'm not going to put them in here. I found out today that the same uncle that I had to delete my blurty journal for after he sent the link to my grandfather screwed me over again. After my aunt found it in my grandfather's mailbox the first time, deleted it and told them they couldn't read it, and called up my uncle to say that my mom didn't want my grandparents to have my journal link, he sent it to them again. What kind of family does that? I'm begining to realize that I can't take much more. I put on a front all the time that I have no emotions and am happy all the time, but that's so far from the truth. It's just easier that way and I won't stop it. It's easier to let everybody think you're happy then to be sad all the time and have people question you on what is wrong. I don't know. About anything, really.
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[16 Nov 2003|10:38pm] |
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So, as I was collecting for my papers today, I was looking around. And for some reason it clicked in my head. We have messed up the world so much. I looked around, and there were cars everywhere. Unkept cars, unkept yards, unkept houses. Grey concrete taking the place of nature. I don't like it. We are ruining our world and ourselves. It's sad, too. There is so much beauty in the world and I'm scared that when I grow up, it's not going to be here. Not even inner beauty. I'm sure that some people are still going to be nice and sweet on the inside, but it just seems that more and more people are changing. And so is the world. As the world gets more ugly and destroyed, so do people. Whether you see it or not. Things like this make me sad. God sent us on Earth, a once beautiful place, to enjoy ourselves and be happy. Yet, we are destroying the beauty of the world and eachother all while being less happy and less happy each and every day. It's amazing how a simple walk to collect from people can make you think. I know I complain about this paper route alot, but I'm really glad I have it. It gives me 25-30 minutes six dayz a week to just be on my own with nature. It lets me think about life and everything that comes with it. Life is scary. You have to move on, even if you don't want to. You don't want to live in the past, and yet you don't want to move on. You want to stay in a moment of time forever, and yet you can't. We all have to move on whether we want to or not. It's one of those inevitable things in life. Moving on and getting hurt. It's going to happen to us all through out life so get used to it, take a 25 minute walk alone and think about it. It's very relaxing. I'm at peace with my innerself. I want to learn to meditate and then meditate each day while burning insence and relaxing. And then while doing yoga. And after all that I'll knit. I'd be so calm and everything. That'd be great. I wish everything was as beautiful as it used to be. Maybe things don't change, just people. I am way more judgemental than I used to be and less forgiving. Accept things as they come and enjoy it. I need to start doing that. Also, stop talking about people behind their backs. It's not nice and hating others will get you no where in life. Forgive others and stop holding grudges from years ago. It's immature and ridiclious. Convention is in five days. That is one weekend a year that I get to spend with three of my greatest friends. xoxo.
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[15 Nov 2003|12:09am] |
1. taking back sunday vs. brand new
taking back sunday
2. anatomy of a ghost vs. coheed and cambria
anatomy of a ghost
3. the used vs. thrice
the used
4. thursday vs. my chemical romance
thursday
5. the movielife vs. fairweather
the movielife
6. fall out boy vs. the starting line
the starting line
7. the mars volta vs. sparta
sparta
8. count the stars vs. the ataris
count the stars
9. spitalfield vs. the rocket summer
the rocket summer
10. saves the day vs. mae
saves the day
11. something corporate vs. straylight run
something corporate, definitely
12. hidden in plain view vs. the early november
the early november
13. alkaline trio vs. vendetta red
alkaline trio
14. glassjaw vs. from autumn to ashes
don't ask
15. yellowcard vs. silverstein
yellowcard
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[11 Nov 2003|10:15pm] |
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Beth Anne said I had to update. And that I had to make it a good one, so here I go. Do you ever look around and see how lonely everybody is? There is not one person I know that isn't lonely. It's not a bad thing either. Even a person with a thousand friends will still feel lonely inside in some way. It's weird. Admit it or not, you're lonely. You feel like you have noone at times. We all do. We all want a special someone. Boyfriend or girlfriend. Husband or wife. We all want it. Most of us will get it with time. I watched One Tree Hill today and it reminded me how lonely I am. I want that special person to be able to go to and just when I look at him or think about him to just smile and feel happy inside. I want someone to hold and hold me back. I don't have this now, but with time hopefully I will. I'm not gonna rush anything because I know I can live without it. I can be perfectly content living my life how it is right now. I'm happy, I really am. Everyone in the world needs happiness and you can always have the happiness by looking around and instead of seeing the bad in the world, see the good. There is so much good and it out weighs the bad for the most part. Everyone I know is beautiful in their own way. Both physicaly and personality wise. There is atleast one good quality about everyone if you just take the time to find out what it is. I'm cold. I'm listening to some From Autumn to Ashes song. It's okay but I wouldn't go out and buy their cd or anything. Lots of yelling, kinda weird. but it's okay nonetheless. There's another history test tomorrow. That does nothing to boost my happiness, but that's okay. Also, if you didn't know, I updated my blurty profile. Go check it out. That's all for now. Love you all.
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hey ya'll. So, this weekend has been pretty good. Saturday Babo and I spent the day downtown. well, not the whole day but from 11:30-6:45. At first I had to go to my sister's girl scout meeting. err, little 4th graders. then we went. It was fun. Saw brother bear. don't waste your money. Today=family day=headache day. end of that.
fill this out... i got it from maria's journal.
1. My name:
2. Where did we meet?:
3.Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?:
5. How well do you know me?:
6. Do I smoke?:
7. Do I believe in God?:
8. When you first saw me, what was your impression?
9. What color is my NATURAL hair color?
10. My birthday?:
11. Hair color now?:
12. Am I tall or short or average?:
13. Do I have any siblings?:
14. Who am I in love with?:
15. What is one of my favorite things to do?:
16. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?:
17. What's your funniest memory of me?:
18. Do i have a g/f of b/f?:
19. Do you look up or down on me...as a person?:
20. What is my best feature??:
21. What is my worst feature?:
22. Am I shy or outgoing(mix of both)?:
23. Can you picture me dancing?:
24. Can you picture me smiling?:
25. Would you say I am funny?:
26. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:
27. Do I have any special talents?:
28. What's my best accomplishment?:
29. Would you consider me a friend?:
30. Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, dirty, friendly,
hippie, glam, nerdy, or something else?:
31. Have you ever seen me cry?:
32. What's my nickname now?:
33. What's another nickname I should have?:
34. What is your favourite thing to do with me?:
35. Do I do drugs/Alcohol?:
36. Have I ever been there for you?:
37. Have you ever told me any personal secrets?:
38. Am I fun to be with?:
39. Am I conservative or unconservative?
40. Am I smart?
41. Do ya love me?
... I think number 41 was randomly added in there by someone along the line cuz what a weird number to stop at... 41...
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[04 Nov 2003|11:04pm] |
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long time. Not really, only saturday night. So, not much has been happening. I've finally started on my scarf and are about 1/5th of the way finished. It's white and I'm gonna sew 2 black stripes on either side of it to give it more color than just white. School has been one headache after the next. Not really, I just seem to have a headache about everyday when I wake up and when I go to bed. I have a feeling that that might not be the best thing in the world. I think I broke a nail today, which stinks on ice. I say 'I' alot. Does that make me conceited? cuz I feel weird saying it so many times, yet it's inevitable to avoid it. Big word there. Inevitable... it's probably not spelled right but oh well. Sunday was the teenboard meeting. I definitely am never doing any fashion shows. I'm not the kinda girl that likes to get onstage infront of lots of people and walk while showing off clothes that are probably ugly anywayz. I getta be an elf during Christmas. That should be cool. I'm quite tired, I might just go to bed. It's kinda early. I want to stop saying 'I' so much. It sounds so conceited and stuff like that. It's definitely way not cool. What do ya'll think? Post comments and tell me b/c for one reason, I never get any comments and second of all, comments would be cool right about now!
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Why cant people take jokes anymore? It seems like barely anyone at school except for rhiannon can take a joke. They get all defensive and pissed off at it. But when they make jokes it's okay. I'm starting to get annoyed by people. Some people need to loosen up. Just chill and have fun with life. When around your friends, forget what has happened in the past, forget what's happening at home, just relax and have fun. People are to tense. and maybe, just maybe i am talking about you. But i will never admit to it, so you have no proof or reason to get mad, thanks. Cuz knowing how everyone is seeming to change, someone will get pissed at this. So go ahead, get mad, cuz really, i dont give a flying poo anymore if people get mad at me over petty stuff. life is life. I'm having fun w/mine. You can waste yours and be miserable and grumpy if you want.
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[30 Oct 2003|03:47pm] |
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| My Blurty Trick-or-Treat Haul |
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| dkhfsidfkj goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as a catholic school student. | | ucanplaymygame gives you 8 green raspberry-flavoured gummies. | | jedidiva86 tricks you! You get a pen cap. | | outckast86 tricks you! You get a dead frog. | | luvaofdance gives you 19 blue tropical-flavoured gummy bears. | | rhihatgrl gives you 5 tan licorice-flavoured gummy fruits. | | dancerbabe123 gives you 5 teal orange-flavoured gummies. | | yellowdart gives you 6 light orange licorice-flavoured gummies. | | dkhfsidfkj ends up with 43 pieces of candy, a pen cap, and a dead frog. | | Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern. |
So, I know this isn't livejournal or anything, but it's close enough. All I have to say is that Madeline and Sean are not very nice. Not at all.
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