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I dont know why Im writing in here.... usually I just bitch about the same old shit and sound like annoying asshole.... I might be. Im sorry for whoever reads this stuff... especially you fresh... Im like an old lady with a bag connected to her ass always nagging.... again sorry. BUT Im bored and procrastinating my studying. SO Im going to do one of these GOD awful surveys BECAUSE Im so bored. This is the FIRST one Ive ever done... IM POPPING MY CHERRY KIDS!.... anyways here we go
HAVE YOU: 1. KISSED YOUR COUSIN: ok listen here FRIENDLY KISSES to my whole family goes on in this ITALIAN institution 2. RAN AWAY: I packed my red bag and put my pooh bear in the wagon and headed out and then got hungry at the end of the street 3. PICTURED YOUR CRUSH NAKED: ooooo buddy 4. ACTUALLY SEEN YOUR CRUSH NAKED: I owe many thanks to God hahah 5. BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART: I suppose but fresh is loving it.. stupid girl 6. BEEN IN LOVE: been? thats past tense son 7. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: I hate death, but I dont fear mine it needs to come sooner sometimes 8. WANTED SOMEONE YOU KNEW YOU COULDN'T HAVE: I DONT GIVE UP 9. BROKEN A BONE: every fucking phalange mutiple times kids 10. DRANK ALCOHOL: haha you have no clue who your talking to.... I am alchol 11. LIED: ever? umm yes.... to friends bad idea... psychopath mothers and crazy people A-OKAY! 12. CRIED IN SCHOOL: I barely went
WHICH IS BETTER: 13. COKE OR PEPSI: fuck syrup go coke 14. SPRITE OR 7UP: both... ya remix.... ya dnl 15. GIRLS OR GUYS: Girls.... guys are dumbasses... 16. FLOWERS OR CANDY: for me? I eat alot.... for a girl? BOTH YOU SILLY BEAR 17. SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN: shaven... disliking the hair 18. QUIET OR LOUD: depends on my mood... 19. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: brunettes are great 20. BITCHY OR SLUTTY: well you know me when Im on the rag... then once I get off you know me again HAHA.. neither 21. TALL OR SHORT: I dont like when people are taller then me, or stand behind me or when Im sitting.. Ill kill you 22. PANTS OR SHORTS: PANTS... andypantsssss
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: 23. WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: personality, smile, playfulness.... there really is no first I like to take in everything at once 24. LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: amanda in my room to no music 25. WORST THING THEY COULD DO: to many possiblities... but its more like what could I do to make things shit
THE LAST TIME: 26. SHOWERED: when I was 5 after I came in all muddy 27. HAD SEX: hah 28. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: everyday
WHAT IS: 29. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: I suppose it would be my grandpas cross but its more of a requirement for life 30. PERSON YOU HATE MOST: I dont like alot of people but true hate? my dad 31. THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY: food, .friends., hugs, and smiles
FAVORITES: 32. COLOR(S): blue... black and red thrown in there too 33. MOVIE: Big Daddy, and many more but thats always been a fav 34. BOOK: wait a minute you mean author, mistakes are ok, TOM CLANCY.... a little Ken Follet I suppose but no one beats the man 35. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: ANATOMY I just want to get to human BIO fuck this plant shit... and Computers 36. JUICE: mostly Orange.... 37. CARS: MUSTANG MUSTANG AND MUSTANG.... but anything Ford ranks up there..... its ok fresh as long as you still like the Mustangs..... 38. ICE CREAM: my aunt makes the best tin roof things but I like moose tracks and plain vinilla and coffee 39. HOLIDAY: this word means family(extended) and Italian food.... I LIKE EM ALL 40. SEASON: SUMMER... Bikes and washing cars WINTER... Skiing and snow.... I LIKE BOTH 41. BREAKFAST FOOD: Steak and Eggs... Bacon cooked right.... Raviolli or Lasagna 42. PLACE TO GO WITH YOUR HONEY: my bed.... just messing.... anywhere if their there
WHO: 43. MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: I LOVE MY FRIENDS 44. MAKES YOU SMILE: I LOVE MY FRIENDS x2 45. GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: clowns.... those damn clowns.... Maretchek makes me tingly inside thou so does that count? 46. HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: haha I dont care, except for one but this is no crush 47. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: ya again this isnt a crush 48. CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER NO MATTER WHAT: I LOVE MY FRIENDS x3 49. HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: I wouldnt know.... every situation and person is different
DO YOU EVER: 50. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: you know me to well 51. SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS: those fun ones... used to be all but seeing the industry standard for use of ram for small apps has become huge fuck aim+ and deadaim 52. SAVE E-MAILS: I dont really delete them seeing I dont get many besides junk because I do not communicate thru emails 53. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: on occasion 54. WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: I WOULD PLAY WITH MYSELF WAY TO MUCH... just joshing 55. CRY BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: I dont care about what people say usually Ive learned its a waste of time and if they say it in the first place fuck them
BEST: 56. COLOGNE: alphabetical order so no one gets hurt.... Aqua, Beene, Mania, and Swiss 57. PERFUME: I wouldnt really know... I like the smell of hair on a certain person thou 58. KISS: the one I thought Id never get and I acctually all of the sudden lost my breath... ya 59. ROMANTIC MEMORY: umm past is past and all I can think about is current... I dunno if that makes sense 60. MOST RECENT ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: GOTO THE DOCTOR... repeated many times by many people...
61. Fallen for your best friend?: MARETCHEK is hot.... hmmmmmm 62. Made out w/ JUST a friend?: yeppers 63. Been rejected?: definatly 64. Been in love?: you have a memory problem 65. Been in lust?: lust?... Im usually all in or nothing at all 66. Used someone?: some people may see my sex life a little bit ago using but they were all mutual so hey now 67. Been used?: I AM NOT YOUR SEX TOY 69. Been cheated on?: not to my knowledge... reverse.... it was bad but it was good... not again though 70. Been kissed?: this is really general... I mean I kiss my grandma... come on now be specific 71. Done something you regret?: many things in my life I could have done differently.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON: 72. You touched?: just take a guess for this next set besides those filled in 73. You talked to: 74. You hugged?: 75. You instant messaged?: fresh but she was away... sheesh 76. You kissed?: 77. You had sex with?: 78. You yelled at?: Dan because hes a dumbass and lights walls on fire 79. You laughed with?: 80. Who (is) br(ea)k(ing) your heart?: 81. Who told you they loved you?:
DO YOU: 82. Color your hair?: that was a longggg time ago 83. Have tattoos?: soon hopefully... I need my grandpas cross 84. Have piercings?: definately no 85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?: I DONT GIVE UP
OK THAT WAS HORRIBLE..... too much thought involved.... I hate bio thou... I am not looking forward to this exam.... hopefully Gods got my back... Ima need it....
But heres the synopsis since I last truely updated if you must... Ill do it I dont like you and I want to leave style..... Im at Western... summer ended... I drank alot and Im slowing down.... still crazy over the same girl... Doctor thinks Im gonna die... some classes scare me... possibly DJing a big bar party on Halloween... IM STILL A DAGO... and I think thats enough.... maybe Ill come back again soon.... BYE
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| 04:24am 06/10/2003 |
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HOW ABOUT SOME CRAZY MOTHER FUCKER JUST KILLS ME
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| 02:41am 05/07/2003 |
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Omg twice in the matter of an hour or two. This is probly gonna piss someone off or shock someone. Updating twice and you know why. Im fucking smiling again. Just talkd even thou it was really short Im all good. And I had put up my away for five mins and was staring at the screen when she came on. Good stuff. This is odd thou I just relized. Im not puttin up any defenses in case of the worst or I get crushd. Its not like me but for some reason Im just not... I dunno Im lost. Somethings up and I dunno what. Anyways back to bed for me.
Damn djin got all these weird songs in m head now... no need for them to be on theyre on repeat in my head.
Nite go sleep soft like floating on a kite. Ok wow Im a moron.
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| 01:46am 05/07/2003 |
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In one talk my mind flipped. I was thinking about giving up my normalness that ive had for the past few months with girls over one talk. Just one. And I still want to. I mean this would mean frosh year Id not do anything. You know how sick that is I mean god. And thats the thing that gets me. I see that I dont want it but at the sametime I do. So after that one talk its been everynite. Then one nite two days ago I flipped. Got the message Im goin to bed ttyl. Ouch. I mean everynite had been untill like 330 it was great. And I was happy. So I sat sad for awhile. Then I cant remember she kalled me or I kalled her and it went to 3 again. My smile was huge in the darkness of my room. I mean I turn off the light and the monitor and just lay there talking. I mean theres no akward silence with the convos or times where theres nothing to talk about. Its great. Then we went out the other nite. Went to the movies and laughed together as we watched legally blonde 2 which we both agreed at the end was the worst movie ever. Then we went off to the fireworks and picked up cards on the way. We played speed throughout the entire fireworks. It was great I mean who does that.... ya thats rite no one. Then after that we went to downtown rochester. We got ice cream even though she said she didnt want any. They screwd up on hers and gave her banana choc chip haha. Then we walkd round down there and I accidently got ice cream in her hair haha. Ya who felt like an ass? Well then we walkd back and drove home. Gave her a hug good bye and didnt want to let go. The entire nite I was laughing. That doesnt happen unless Im drunk which usually ends in me not laughing just me pissed. No tonite I was happy the entire time. This is also the time I remind myself thou that yes one problem andy. Theres that boyfriend. Well fuck. That pisses me off but its ok. If you know me and military ya like one person will get that. But ya Im nuts. Wow that was a whole lot about one thing and now my updates not gonna be big at all here we go.
Djing is kicking ass lots of gigs and got my new apprentice ;) I blew up fireworks for fourth of july then took all the empty shells and hadd a bonfire in the middle of my street. I will hopefully be gone tommarow. Have left overs like whoa. Ill update later still thinking about that longggg paragraph. Western 46 days. Have a good one.
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| 12:28am 24/06/2003 |
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Well now I havent updated in a long time. I dont plan on filling you in on everything that has happened. But Ill highlight the good shit : Money, DJ Equip, Gigs, and Alcohol I havebeen cranking in the moeny... its tite work downtowns the shit, ive been gettin tips. Then i have bought more equipment helll ya. I got a new gemini case and a behringer equalizer. Theyre both sexy. Along with that Ive had alot gigs which ive been happy as hell about and from there Ive been getting more. And then alcohol. Aaaa yes my friend. Have been drinkin alot more lately and comin home alot more drunk. Its good stuff. Some useless stuff thou has been : numbers and where my money is going. My flippn money is all going into the bank. It feels like Ill never see it again cause I cant hold it in my hands ya know. Then ya numbers. I have many phone numbers Im surely just gonna waste. Im lazy so very lazy. I have relized though I get bored with stuff quickly. Even stuff I dont have. And I have begun not to give a shit about some things. Like I dont care its not worth my effort even if it is just reaching over two feet to type on the keyboard. I dont care. Stuff I dont have Ive been having second thoughts about even and been gettin bored with. How I have not a clue. Along wiht this my mind changes every two sendons as always. Old stuff has come up again that also has no point. I mean nothing happened with it last time and it will be the same once again. Theres not enoguh time for all of this. Some things wont stop. Like annoyances or people having other ideas in mind then i have. It terrible and I dont know why I do alot of these things. I think part of its Im bored. But then I get bored with that stuff. Whoa I just had an idea. Ive been sayin recently I want to spend my stuff and get sumthing entertainging. I mean yes I have bought dj stuff but thats for djing. I dont really have nething entertaing. I miss biking. But ya joey has his system and dvds, mark has his comp and did have his game systems people have that shit. Me I dont get stuff like that. Ive been getting my fix for entertaiment out of alcohol and you know what well some of you do. Soon Ill be out of options and my summer will b screwd untill western. Unless I could get what i want but that wont happen. Or Ill find one that is in the middle what Ive always wanted and I dont get bored of. Im horrible I know. I dont want to talk about this anymore. 8 more weeks untill western.. JT from my moms work hes my buddy. Hes had alot to say bout westerm cause he went there too. I havent begun to think about what Ill leave behind. Probly would rather not ever. Cause in reality your leaving sumhing behind everyday. And theres no helping it. Times change live for the moment cause things never stay teh same. I want to live for the moment. I have been I guess. But theres too much I want to live for right now its hard to fit in everything. and out of nowhere here it is.... people im friends with now almost all of them but a few I will not know in 10 years.
Im done dont want to talk of this
Ive rambled talk again later
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| 01:50pm 08/06/2003 |
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Im not gonna even get into this weekend just this morning. I fuking had the greatest dream last nite. Everything was perfect and I was happy as hell. I mean everything Ive been thinking about lately was in it and everything was good. Well I didnt wake up int he middle of it or anything finishd it all or whatever and woke up at sum point. I layd in bed happy as hell for like a half hour thinkin everything that happend was real. Ya then all the sudden just thrown right bak into everything and now Im so pissd off. Why couldnt it have been real or why cant everything in that happen. I dont get this shit. And you know what I just fuking know its not gonna happen. I leave for college in like two months. What the fuck can I do.. nothigns gonna change. Even if it did what would it matter. Two months god damnit. So many things were involved in it. Been waiting for almost 5 years for one thing and other shit Ive always wanted my whole life like my Mustang. Its a year today since that stupid fucking cunt bitch hit me her her little peice of shit and took one of the things that acctually helpd me stay sane and not kill myslef. A fuking year today what the hell. I lived for my car it was one of the only tings I cared about. Well fuck this Im gonna have a shitty life for what another 12 years till I acctually get money coming in and then still Ill oly have my car. Cause nothing I ever really fuking want happens. I dont get it but whatever I have to go finish cleaning my fucking room then goin to work at four. This day fuking sucks so fuking much even the weather is shitty. Maybe Ill write more tanite.
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| 10:46pm 01/06/2003 |
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Well lets see... the site was down yesterday for sum stupid reason or another and I was really in the mood to bitch bout things haha. But u know what after thinking about the topic and how this is open to everyone I diffenitly think Id get my ass in soooooo much trouble if I put my thoughts up here.
Im bad
Whatever I gotta get up at 630 tomm to goto work... nite
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| 05:34pm 29/05/2003 |
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Well Im just making a quick one Ill b back on this later tonight probly....
I now have two steady jobs.... this summer is going to be nuts. Im managing a computer store now in downtown detroit... I am the only person there all day almost cept people stopping in from the main store in southfeild. OMG it will be nuts. 40 hour week from 8 to 4 and I play with computers and build tite ones.... then sit online. I will definitly like this. Theyre paying for parking and all such means... very tite. So thats set in stone mon through fri never weekends. Then Im working at the hell hole on monday through thursdays from 6 to close probly. I will have money to spend at college... sweet. And with my major job I get commisions on large sales and I get a raise in 3 weeks. O this is so nice. hehe alright well Im out Ill hit this up later
Andy
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| 10:52pm 27/05/2003 |
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Well ya it has been a while and Im not sure why I havent updated. Right now I have the biggest fuking headache and Im typing this all with my eyes closed so please if this is horrible spelling forgive me my head flippin hurts like a mother.
Im not gonna go in depth on everyday since Ive updated this because that would be ludacris.... Am I not right....
So ya this past weekend was pretty unexpectantly good. The week led into it shitty with my mother yelling and all that normal fun stuff. I was supposed to go up north with Joey but my mom definatly stopped that one. So Friday rolled along and I went biking with Mark. I honestly could bike forever especially with Mark there. Everything is so different when its just me and him alone with the bikes. There isnt a time I get in a bad mood or anything. All I have to say is I love you Mark your my best friend and I dunno what Id do with out you. I just love thinking back on all the crazy shit weve done and how fun its been and I just wanna keep it up. This summer has to be the best yet. Bike Rides will not be forgotten at all, people dont understand us because if they did the world wouldnt be stable. We truly experience life more then anyone I think no matter what anyone says. I wonder if youll read this. I dunno Im just gonna move on I could spend hours on end about me and Mark and just how great my life has been having a friend that understands my crazy ass times and enjoys them with me. So ya anyways after biking and the dirt jumps there I came home and chilled for an hour then Fresh came over with BoX and Lauren. We sat around on our asses, attempted Trivial Pursuit then went outside and goofed around on bikes and scooters in the pitch balck. Then we went and got sum Wendys. The day ended off in a good note :) the next day I workd my arse off the whole morning into the afternoon preping and puttin in molding in the laundry room and garage as we painted the garage that day. I think this helpd effect my mom cause she let me goto Frans Grad party. I went there with Katie and chilled for a few hours. Then we came back to my house and I asked my mom if I could goto DEMF and HOLY SHIT she said yes. Very Surprised. So I started kallin people and waalaa soon Blandon Gojcaj and Greg were here ready to go nuts in downtown Detroit. I had a blast its was so great seeing the Dj's, hearing the music, and checking out all the equipment they had. Then of courseee we gotta mention the ladiesss. Very Nice. So I got home late that nite and just fell over. It was a long day. But then I was awake once again and I was CUTTING THE GRASS! YAYYYY haha NO. Then after cutting it twice since it clumped up I went over Gregs house for his 5th Bday. Hes such a pimp hehe. And sumhow again my mom let me bounce and go downtown so I hit everyone up again but Blandon had a camel wedding to goto but we pikd up Peaches onto the crew and Katie brought along Sarah. This time was even better had some fun down there again and ended up havin to leave right when I was bout to start sum good stuff haha.. but its opk got the num and hookups so we came home and dropped off katie and peaches and me Mike and Greg went and got sum Wendys then chilled and ate in the parking lot talkin bout crotch rockets.... oooo I want my ducati.... but ya me and Greg were on the same path with the bike ideas. Then I came home and got some sleep cause Monday I was havin my BBQ that I had been tellin people bout since saturday. So of course this is me and I waited till the morning of it to get shit tagetha so I ran around all morning. Then around 4 everyone started showing up and sum unexpected guest came which was koo wit me ;) So we had like 4 rounds of food and played sum football and sum dreamcast. Sat and chatted it was a good thing to be with all the friends I was really happy with it. But now comes the venting aspect of this thing.
All happy times fucking end with me SUMTHING IS WRONG HERE This happend twice in a weekend I dont get why this happens to me, nothing was the matter what so ever and I was having a great fucking time then I just drop and feel like shit and not happy what so ever. I dont get why this happens to me? And I get so depressd and just start to be the biggest ass... IM SORRY BETH I know you care.... and I just start to hate life... I need to get out of here adn get to Western. Hopefully shit wont be like this. Then I have relized things I want cannot happen without mass amounts of effort that I dont have the will for and theres always that big ass obstacle in the way. I dunno I need to see McMillan.
I hate smokers - thats easier then wasting time about shit that wasted effort
I tried sumthing new last week and I want to again.... hmm I still have to talk about that to some people.
What am I gettin myself into? I need to set my life straight... Stop fucking around for once... I put a lot at risk and Im afraid Im gonna feel the consequences. Pray that I dont....
Girls would take up so much space on the server this fucking service would be sent to the shit hole...... so I wont get into it :)
Hmmmmm ok Im done I think Ill try and keep with this shit might not be consistent till the end of this week when Im finally out of FUCKING SKEWL
Alright leave sum posts you bastards... Bye
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| 11:47pm 13/05/2003 |
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Hmm well this is really random but Im thinkin about it... I want my own house so I can walk around naked and sleep naked damn I wanna cook naked I wanna drive naked and goto skewl naked and then I want to sun tan on my deck naked and I want a wife or girlfriend that does this all with me and I want to have a pool and swim naked and thats bout all I can think of right now.
Sorry that was really nuts just random thoughts coming up in my mind hehe
Ok Ill update this for real sumtime soon tanite I think bye.
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| 11:19pm 11/05/2003 |
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well ill tell u right now this is gonna b long.. got a lot on my mind and havent updated in a while... sooo here I go Ill start wit what happend this weekend...
Well now friday went out with mark in hopes of biking on a vert course. we left at about 615 and drove to 13 and John R at the Mad Hts civic center.... well ya they like to b gay and the course was for inliners and boarders only... hmm lets see GAY? But we made due and road around all over the civic center/skewl/police station. It was tite we went up this hugeee hill then flew down it like nuts then went and did sum grinds 'our style' on picnic tables. After that we just fukd round in the parking lots then headed out. We stoppd at his gramps and he got money for being a sik fuk wit all A's. From there went to taco bell and got sum free food. Good stuff then Mark left and went to evans I guess and I sat at home and got depressd. During that I pulld out dreamcast for sum old skewl shit and got lost in it and ignored everyone completely. Ya I think if I would acctaully talkd to anyone i woulda went off. But i startd a new account on sewga gt and skewld that game till bout 2 in the morn and ended up more then half done wit it. Then I passed out. ya what a great friday. Then sat I workd from 2 till 6 and came home.. Had plans to go out wit matt and brendon from werk to go to thi chicks house but no my moms still pissd bout last weekend so she changed her mind at the last second and I got pissd and ent to bed at 7 depressd and pissd. Woke up at 10 pissd more that I didnt sleep the whole nite but I got online talkd shit like that and then Britt came on and cheerd me up like whoa. It was good shes the best hehe. Then I went to bed round 2 again. Then this morning I got up at 9 and went to church wit the fam and my gma saw fresh there which was koo. Olive Garden plans for her jesus haha ;) Then I left there and proceeded to Canada for mothers day brunch dinner thing at the titest rest. Its calld noi and its bad ass goto their site nad look at the pics the bar was amazing. www.noirestaurant.com And well get into my ideas about that in a few. But then I drove my bro and sis home while my Mom, Gma, aunt and uncle and my cuzins went to the casino. I got home sat and played sega gt... almost beat soon ill b done haha. Then I came online for a bit and had a huge murmur attack. Ya that wasnt cool but I made it through and here I am now.
So that was my amazing weekend... fun shit
But today I was just blown away by that restaurant. Its owned by 3 guys in their 20's and its like amazing. They have to honestly b sum of my idols now just to beable to have that in ur twenties and along with it they own a coffee bean roasting place, two coffee bar type things and a nite club. Its amazing. But Ive relized that if I had a rest Id love it so much... my mom and cuz were talkin bout opening one last year and it still comes around every family gathering, Id love that but Id also rather have one of my own and just know I came all the way to having that. I mean I already have big enough ideas on becoming a doctor and everything but now this is in my mind and Im acctually serious about it. Down the road I hope it comes true like after being a doctor a while mayb I could take one of those 'ventures' but ya right now thats just another thing to add to my list. Right now it goes like get outta here, go through college, have a tite dj setup maybe get a weekend club gig, get my doctorate, get a good position with lotta money, buy my mustangs, move into a big house, have a family with kids and do it the right way, and now have a restaurant. Ok that would be a perfect life. I honestly hope that happens so bad it would be perfect. And ya thats that then I just have this thing where I meet the most amaing people and sumhow sumthings wrong with it. Like they live fuking far as hell away. Thats not the only one but its the only one Ive been thinking about for a while now. Why cant everyone jsut live right by me it would be so perfect. Things would work out great and itd all be good but no its stuck like this. But sumhow Ill find away to get aroudn it all, really. Alright Im done with that.
You didnt come online tonight :'(
Well now this is a long as thing.... Been writing for like 40 mins now
Random thought : People are annoying
OYA! ITS BLANDONS BIRTHDAY IN LIKE 10 MINS HES TURNING THE BIG ASS 18 :) SO EVERYONE WISH HIM HAPPY BDY TOMM OR ILL KILL YOU hehe
ok now Ive lost all train of thought and this is long as hell.... got fuking skewl tomm shit... I hate these last few weeks I want out now. But ok Im leavin Ill update tomm maybe have a good one |
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| 01:50am 11/05/2003 |
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Well ok its 2 in the morning and Im tired and had a shitty nite except talkin to sumone which Ill get into when I next update which was the purpose of this note, soooo ya Ill update this say tomm or monday for sure promise. Ive been lazy and sittin in front of the DC Im sorry... OK bye. |
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| 10:38pm 07/05/2003 |
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Hmm well today was odd...
Got to skewl at 630 to take a make-up test for history... easy as hell honestly that class is horrible I feel like Im the only one that knows anything about any year before this year. People need to start reading and learning honestly. That rlly pisses me off, like when people give me this dumbass look when they find out I read, usually its one of suprise but Im talking about the ones that have that face like why? Its just like a waste of life, I can see not learning or reading about things that are only for certain people like quantum theorum or whatever the fuck u want but readings enjoyable, learning is good. And its not like it has to be skewl go learn about whatever you want god just do something not just sit there and toke up u stupid fucks. Alright Im done with that.
After that skewl started and I missd first and second for the most boring presentation by sum electrical workers. I mean they had good info but they were sparatic and never really got anywhere. To make it worse I was dying of hunger, my stomach was sooo loud haha. After my english teacher decides to postpone the test and is like u can finsih ur homework that was due today. I dont do much homework but for that class I get it done but everyone else was like thank god. Well ya so I goto sleep and my teacher at the end of the hour is like senioritis? Im like no that wasnt its just being prepared for nothing. But ya the rest of the day went by boring as usual. Then I went and got a haircut which was tite cuz my hair was long as hell for me. Then I get home found out I didnt have to go into work today so I was happy and decided to bike sum. Then Mark got off work and we biked then went old skewl on the tramp. Tite shit except after like 3 mins my knees killd so we went even farther back and playd catch wit the football and then sum basketball. Ya hes still the blackest white kid I know I mean how can dunk on a 10 foot net when hes like 5' 8". Amazing. Then I went to the senior meeting and coming home my mom was like on crack or sumthing. Few days ago she decided to look threw my wallet and finds a condom in there and decides I have sex with everyone. And then somehow it came up she saw on oprah 12 year olds have sex. Ya I was lost. Then I kalld her old and she calld me a drunk and we got slurpees. Cool shit. Also got the new Mt Dew but Im waiting to open it till tomm so me and mark can experiance the shit at the sametime. And now Im here.
O wait sumwhere in between biking and mark coming over for more biking I saw some TRL. OMG Lillix never heard of them but damn theyre hot. hehe
And alsooo while I was on here I booked another gig for the summer. Thats 3 gigs in 2 days. Im a happy camper.... LIGHTS ARE GONNA BE MINE SOON BITCH! Im so excited
Well Ok now I wrote a shit load damnnnn Im gonna go now and download sum Lillix and REO Speedwagon
Tite Mix A? Im Out
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| 07:38pm 05/05/2003 |
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mood:  bored music: Jimmy Eat World - The Sweetness
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Well now this thing pissed me off but Im just gonna give up for now till the one and only gets home and helps me since they know this... I mean how can u get a good picture thats 100 x 100 pixels thats ludacris I mean seriously photoshop people would cry, and then these damn colors why cant we just have sum scroll menus I mean its just one of the easiest things to code if u already have done this... alright Im done with that.
Today was pretty much boring and thats all the result of skewl and this weekend. Hopefully my mom gets over everything pretty quick cause I really need her off my back. And if your completly lost on this (that is if neone even reads this bsides like the two people that know) this weekend my mom caught me trashed like no other pretty bad a. But its ok I really have been in a 'dont give a shit about a damn thing' mood hehe... like honestly skewl needs to end, michigan is boring as hell, drinkings the only thing to do, prom just a big void, and so much other stuff. But hey its ok ya kno just let me go into a coma till next year thatd be great. I cannot wait till Western dear lord itll b like a new start. And then after that I get to be anxious on gettin outta there and finally hittin the money so I can get all my Mustangs :) God do I need money right now too. I want my dj lights like none other. Ill post a link sumtime taday and tomm just incase you give a shit and wanna see what Im gonna spend a shit load on.
>stop<
I love my sis shes to cute
LiLxItAliaNgIrL: want a piece of pie? DJ sy P H on 3x3: what LiLxItAliaNgIrL: pie LiLxItAliaNgIrL: yes or no? DJ sy P H on 3x3: ya LiLxItAliaNgIrL: ok LiLxItAliaNgIrL: ------------------[} DJ sy P H on 3x3: haha LiLxItAliaNgIrL: :-P
Ok I gotta be done for now or youll think im nuts So Ill hit this bak up later.. probly tanite since I have nothing better to do. at all.
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| 06:30pm 05/05/2003 |
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mood:  chipper music: 50 Cent - If I Can't
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Well this would be a new one for me... but I must say if this is gonna let me bitch without getting stupid responses immediately back from people Im for it... so Im gonna go mess around with this see what it can do then Ill update it later... oo arent you just excited.
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