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[01 Apr 2003|10:34pm] |
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*opens up my laptop and starts typing slowly* Well...here I am. No soul, no feeling...just me. I hate this hospital. If I don't have any problems, I should be able to come home tomorrow. I want nothing more than to just come home. The doctors say that I was lucky, that that car only caused some minor injuries...yeah, and a lot of pain too. I just feel so...so dead inside. I don't feel like there's anything left for me to live for except my baby. This child is all I have right now and if I lose it due to some dumbass drunk driver, I'll..I'll have lost everything. I won't be able to keep on living my life knowing that.
I've driven away the love of my life. How could I have been so stupid? It was just one little kiss, it shouldn't have bothered me the way it did. But I guess I just overreacted. God, I feel so alone.....
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