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[27 Sep 2003|11:44pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | "Amazed"- Lonestar (country I know, but still appropriate) ] This is just...wow. I don't think it gets much better than this. Nick is just so wonderful. He makes me not wanna go to sleep 'cuz reality is better than any dream. I know that sounds really corny but it's true. He's there for me whenever I need him and he doesn't mind when I have a bad day. He lets me be me and I love him for that. I still can't believe I married the perfect guy for me. It's so unreal. And now I'm even having a baby with him. I love him so much.. 2 have lambadads The forbidden dance

[24 Sep 2003|04:40pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | "Baby"~Ashanti ] Life is good. Baby I don't remember feeling like this... Baby...Baby I love you...Baby...Baby I love you. [Verse 1] I got this jones forming in my bones (from a man) who indeed took over my soul, (understand) I couldn't breathe if he ever said (he would leave), get on my knees till they bloody red, (baby please) see I don't know if you get it yet,(just don't know) He's like the lighter to my cigarette, (watch me smoke), I never knew another human life (didn't know) can have the power to take over mine, So baby baby. [Chorus] Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby. [Verse 2] See, I could never feel alone with you (in my life), I gave up everything I own for you (won't think twice), almost a shame how I'm mesmerized (such a shame), I loose my thought looking in your eyes (I know why) because your kisses make my lips quiver and (that's real) and when you touch me my whole body shivers. (I can feel) now, I can see how another life(nother life) you have the power to take over mine cause your my. [Chorus 2x] [Verse 3] Baby, I can't see my worth (I can't see) living here on God's green earth, you don't know what you've done to me, (done to me) I never thought I'd need you desperately,(desperately) it's kind of sick how I'm stuck on you(stuck on you) but I don't care cause I'm needing you (I'm needing you) and how I feel will remain the same (remains the same) cause your're my baby, (cause your my baby) listen now when the world starts to stress me out, (where I run) it's to you boy without a doubt (you're the one) who keeps me sane and I can't complain (can't complain) you're like a drug you relieve my pain (may seem strange) you're like the blood flowing through my vain, (oooo) keeps me alive and feeding my brain, (oooo) now this is how another human life (nother life) could have the power to take over mine cause your my [Chorus 2x] 2 have lambadads The forbidden dance

[20 Sep 2003|12:36am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | The Wedding March ] It's all still so unreal to me. I'm just waiting for someone to come by and tap me on the shoulder and wake me up. I keep thinking that "this can't be happening, I don't deserve a man like him." But I know it is and it's so amazing. I love him so much. I can't wait to see what life holds for us together. 1 have lambadad The forbidden dance

[15 Sep 2003|11:37pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | "Thank God I Found You"~Mariah Carey, 98 Degrees, and Joe ] got into a fight with my mom...I hate the word bitch..it's so distasteful and rude...but it's the best description for her...went to Nick's...he made it all better..I love that man..more later Jenna The forbidden dance

[14 Sep 2003|01:00pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | some JLo song on MTV ] Everything in my life is going so well. Too well it seems. I'm so much on cloud 9 that I'm just waiting for something to bring me right back down. Hopefully that doesn't happen. Things between me and Nick are wonderful. It just seems like we've been together forever. I'm so comfortable with him and for once in my life, everything seems okay. Love, Jenna 3 have lambadads The forbidden dance

[10 Sep 2003|12:11am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | "Differences"- Ginuwine ] *sneaks out of bed and opens up nick's laptop* this is all still so unreal to me. He likes me. He really likes me and I like him too and it's just. So simple, so nice. I'm heading back to bed now. *closes the laptop and crawls back in bed* *falls asleep* The forbidden dance

Back From My Hiding [08 Sep 2003|02:31pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | "Stingy"~Ginuwine ] went into hiding for a bit..just wanted to be alone for a while. Been working and junk..nothing to write home about. I got this little coughy sneezy thing going on. Not attractive. I might make an appearance tonight, I might not. Miss Me. ~Jenna The forbidden dance

[01 Sep 2003|11:19pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | silence ] I've decided something very important. I'm quitting everything and admitting myself into a detox program tonight. I can't stand not being around my Dante and not being able to remember my life. I'm tired of it all. I'm allowed calls and visitors during certain hours, so please take advantage of that. I love you all very much. ~Jenna 7 have lambadads The forbidden dance

[31 Aug 2003|12:52pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | "Baby Boy" - Beyonce' and Sean Paul ] I feel like such a dumbass. Nick- I'm sorry for being an idiot. Next time just slap me 'till I come to my senses. Jen- Thanks for putting up with me. I love ya. That's all for now. I think I'm gonna head out and get some stuff done. My cell will be on if y'all need me. One Love, Jenna The forbidden dance

In Hiding [30 Aug 2003|02:03pm] [ mood | working ] [ music | "I Get High"~Styles P ] Been off hiding away...working like a good little llama. I have some amazing dances I wanna go through with you Rhosie, I think they might put us on the map ;). Congrats to all who went away with VMA nods. Justin, I'm proud of you dawg. Call me you all. ~Jenna 2 have lambadads The forbidden dance

Pissed [25 Aug 2003|04:14pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | "Many Men (Wish Death)"~ 50 ] Having a fucking shitty day. I feel like running off... 2 have lambadads The forbidden dance

MEN ARE SCUM [15 Aug 2003|10:00pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | some shitty Lumidee song on BET ] Okay, maybe not ALL men, but most are. I finalyl find a guy that I think respects, loves, and appreciates me...but damn was I wrong. It seems everytime I find something good it turns on me. I'm just fucking tired of trying... 2 have lambadads The forbidden dance

[13 Aug 2003|09:00am] [ mood | sore ] [ music | some Diddy song on my tv ] So I jacked up my ankle last night. Smart move on my part, but y'all know how clumsy I am anyways. It's all swollen and bruisy and icky. Brittany wanted to take me to the hospital, but I'd rather give myself a root canal than step foot into a hospital, so we didn't go. Now I kinda wish we had've went, but oh well....I'm off to put some ice on this mother. Love Always, Jenna 3 have lambadads The forbidden dance

[11 Aug 2003|05:44pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | "Story Of 2" ~ Ashanti ] I was so upset last night. I knew how wrong I had been, how stupid I had acted. All I could think about was that I had lost him. And then he showed up. He brought me roses and candy and he was so amazing. I still can't believe he forgave me. It's just..wow. I know y'all are probably thinking it's too soon for me to be so into him, but it was just like love at first sight for me. I've never felt like this before..it's a good feeling. ( To Ryan ) Love Always, Jenna 1 have lambadad The forbidden dance

OOC-ness [10 Aug 2003|01:49am] Okay y'all. I've thought about this for a while and I've decided to stay with this RPG. Originally, I thought I was gonna have to quit because of my job limiting the amount of time I'd be home, let alone online. After all this I found out that I'm not gonna be gone as much as I anticipated and when I am gone I should have access while traveling. I'm sorry about me making this really unclear to some people and please accept my apology. I love y'all and I hope to continue on with this for as long as my job allows. If for some reason I'm not around for an extended period of time,or if ya just feel like chatting, please e-mail me at guccilady@dragonbbs.com , or if that doesn't work , sr0307@dragonbbs.com . I'll try my best to keep y'all posted. Much Love, Lindsay 2 have lambadads The forbidden dance

Happy Birthday! [08 Aug 2003|12:55am] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | The Happy Birthday Song ] Happy Birthday Jayce!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thought this would make you look pimpy ;) http://www.eshop.msn.com/eshopframe.aspx?merchId=2540&catId=879&u=http%3a%2f%2fwww.ashford.com%2fproduct%2findex.asp%3fGEN5%3dASHFRD02MSDF0001%26pf_id%3d15003%26dept_id%3d157%26md_id%3d1%26msnshopping%3d1 And every man deserves flowers http://www.ftd.com/350/catalog/product.epl?product_id=D3-2972 Love Always, Jenna 4 have lambadads The forbidden dance

[06 Aug 2003|11:50pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | Mariah~ "Loverboy" ] Last night, me and Rhosie had a talk. All is now well between us. Thank goodness. I've been shopping today for stuff to wear to the gala and this is what I've came up with: My Dress http://www.neimanmarcus.com/store/catalog/prod.jhtml?itemId=prod8220049&parentId=cat3270731&masterId=cat000131&grandMasterId=cat000111&index=8&cmCat= My Earrings http://www.neimanmarcus.com/store/catalog/prod.jhtml?itemId=prod7522312&parentId=cat3040731 My Ring http://czfantasy.com/cgi-bin/czfstore.cgi?user_action=detail&catalogno=jloring My Shoes http://www.neimanmarcus.com/store/catalog/prod.jhtml?itemId=prod7520166&parentId=cat000271&masterId=cat000266&grandMasterId=cat000258&index=13&cmCat= And finally For Ryan http://www2.victoriassecret.com/commerce/application/prodDisplay/?namespace=productDisplay&origin=onlineProductDisplay.jsp&event=display&prnbr=AB-149773&cgnbr=OSSLPSXYZZZ&rfnbr=402&page=2&cgname=OSSLPSXYZZZ Love y'all, Jenna 4 have lambadads The forbidden dance

[04 Aug 2003|02:00pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | "So Into You"~ Tamia ] I had an amazing time last night. For the first time in a long time, I felt like I was needed where I was and I was wanted. It's a really nice feeling. I hope eevryone's having a lovely time on their vacation and I hope everyone has found what they were looking for on this trip. I know I have. ( For Ryan... ) Love Always, Jenna 2 have lambadads The forbidden dance

[01 Aug 2003|03:43pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | "Gotsta Be"~ B2K ] Okay, the Hawaii vacation is the best thing ever invented. I've been spending the day laying on the beach and and and I went surfing! woo! I'm absolutely having the best time here ever. I don't wanna ever leave. Nick and Ria~ See.....our room IS soundproof! heehee Love y'all very much, *~Jenna~* 2 have lambadads The forbidden dance

[31 Jul 2003|12:02pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | me humming Beyonce' ] I just wanted to say: Thank you Trace. ~Jenna~ The forbidden dance

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